This 'good' immediately made Su Yingxue happy.

After Xiangling helped Zhao Xuan sit up, she sent the soup to Zhao Xuan's mouth spoonful by spoonful, and watched him drink it obediently, she really felt that this moment was the happiest time in her life.

There are no quarrels, no all kinds of bad words, some are just quiet and respectful.

Zhao Xuan's appetite is very good today, and there is not a drop left in the whole cup of tonic soup, and finally, Su Yingxue took out a handkerchief and carefully wiped the corners of his mouth for him, looking at him with a smile in his eyebrows, with indescribable satisfaction in his expression.

And Zhao Xuan also let Su Yingxue look at him, he knew that his face was still very popular with girls, and the reason why he could make Su Yingxue fall in love at first sight was because of this face.

It's a pity that he has other women in his heart, not her good match, and the two barely get together, which will only add to the unprovoked quarrel, but lack the fun of getting along between husband and wife.

recalled carefully, in the more than two years since he and her got married, they didn't spend as much time together as they spent together.

Thinking of his embarrassing identity now, and then looking at her who was quiet and beautiful in front of him, Zhao Xuan suddenly felt sour in his heart and felt sorry for her.

Thinking of the problems that have been bothering him in the past few days, he feels that he shouldn't be so selfish, and now his future is bleak, even if the Su family lives up to the glory of the past, but as the daughter of the Su family, she will be safely blessed even if she goes back; It is better than following him to suffer and suffer in the future.

Thinking about all this, Zhao Xuan went to a look and asked Xiangling to go down first, and then, after they had been married for many years, he took her hand sincerely for the first time, and said in a low and slow voice: "Xiaoxue, this king has something to discuss with you." ”

Su Yingxue was overjoyed because Zhao Xuan took the initiative to move, she knew that his heart was still soft, as long as she gave him enough time and patience, one day he would find her good, even if he couldn't love her, he wouldn't ignore her like before.

Su Yingxue was so excited that she was about to cry with joy, blinked her eyes and forced the sourness of her eyes down, and said, "If the prince has something to say to his concubines, even if he says it, the concubines are listening." ”

Zhao Xuan listened to her well-behaved and sensible words, and affirmed her decision even more, "Xiaoxue, you have been by the side of this king for more than two years, and this king has not been very good to you in the past two years; You are smart and wise, you should know why this king wanted to marry you back then, a man to marry a woman he doesn't love for the sake of profit, this is indeed not a gentleman's doing, this king admits that this king is ashamed of you in this regard, if there is a way to compensate for the king's treatment of you over the years, no matter what it is, this king will do it. ”

was mentioned by Zhao Xuan about the relationship between husband and wife in the past two years, Su Yingxue only felt like a world away.

She has had an unsatisfactory life in the past two years, as a husband, how can he ever live happily?

In the past, she was not sensible, and she was always unreasonable and asked him to give her all her sincerity, as long as he couldn't do it, she would do her best, and her evil state would be exposed, thinking of the wrong things she had done over the years, Su Yingxue also felt extremely ashamed.

Slowly lowered his head and said, "Lord Wang, in fact, the concubines have also done many things wrong, and they have also caused a lot of harm to you, Lord Wang; The prince can tolerate the concubine for two years, which is already the greatest mercy to the concubine, so the prince, don't say anything to compensate, because I know very well that I will have such an end, everything is to blame, and I can't blame anyone. ”

"Xiaoxue, you've really changed a lot."

Zhao Xuan couldn't help but sigh, with a helpless smile on his face, "After going through so much, all of us have changed; Xiaoxue, this king didn't mean anything else when he said this, but he just wanted to tell you that this king thought of a way to compensate you. Now that this king is going to the fiefdom, you should also know that the reason why this king can save a life is entirely because of his father, if one day his father is gone, it is not difficult to guarantee that Zhao Ling will retaliate against this king; After all, over the years, this king has killed him more than once; This king himself has done something wrong, and it is not a pity to pay the price and die, but this king can't affect you. This king will give you a letter of harmony today, you take the letter of separation and leave the king and go back to the Su family, this king knows that you are favored by the Su family, even if you leave this king, the people of Su Mansion will not treat you badly; Wait for you to slowly forget about this king, and then find a wishful man, and live a peaceful and happy life with him. ”

Su Yingxue didn't expect Zhao Xuan to say such a thing to her, so she was stunned on the spot, her mouth opened wide in surprise, and she didn't even know that tears were flowing down.

"Is the prince disgusted with his concubines?" After waiting for a long time, Su Yingxue seemed to find her voice, opened and closed the corners of her pale mouth, and asked him in despair.

Zhao Xuan ignored the injuries on his body, hurriedly sat up and held Su Yingxue's shoulder, and said, "This king doesn't dislike you, this king doesn't want to drag you down; Xiaoxue, this king is about to be precarious, how can you accompany this king to live that kind of tormented days. ”

"But the concubine would rather die than leave the prince."

Su Yingxue grabbed Zhao Xuan's big hand as if she was extremely frightened, let the tears in her eyes fall big, choked up with a sad voice, and cried: "Lord, the concubine has never thought of leaving you since the moment she married you, we are husband and wife, shouldn't we share blessings and misfortunes?" The concubine is not afraid of death, the things that the concubine is afraid of can no longer be by the prince's side, I don't want any glory and wealth, nor do I want fine clothes and food, for the concubine, as long as I can be with the prince, even if I am worried every day and eat chaff vegetables, the concubines are willing. Prince, please don't let the concubines leave, the concubines don't leave the book, and the concubines should follow the prince. ”

Zhao Xuan's heart was about to be soured by Su Yingxue's tears, he always thought that he didn't have much affection for the woman in front of him, but when he saw her crying and begging him to keep her, he felt as if his heart had been twisted, and he almost couldn't even breathe in pain.

"Xiaoxue, you listen to the king's arrangement, don't mess with the king in this matter; You have no idea what this king will go through after leaving the capital, and you will not understand how tragic the fate of a thorn in the flesh is a thorn in the eye. This king lost in the battle for succession, and this king has no complaints about such an end, but what about you? How innocent, you still have a lot of youth and time, if you leave with this king like this, in the future, you may not even have the opportunity to go back to Beijing to visit your relatives. Are you willing to give them up? Do you want to give up your parents? ”

Su Yingxue's eyes were full of tears, and she asked Zhao Xuan in a hoarse voice, "Is the prince willing to give up his concubine?" Willing to give up our children? ”

As she spoke, Su Yingxue took Zhao Xuan's hand and gently placed it on her lower abdomen, tears rippled on her face, and said, "Lord Wang, the concubine is pregnant, and the imperial doctor said that it has been two months, are you willing to leave our mother and son alone?" ”

Child? Two months?!

Zhao Xuan's whole person was stunned, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time, he just looked at the woman crying in front of him stupidly, opened his mouth, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Su Yingxue knew Zhao Xuan's shock at this moment, she kept the news of her pregnancy very tightly, and she didn't even know that Xiangling, who was taking care of her, was beside her; Originally, she wanted to wait for the child to pass three months before telling Zhao Xuan, but she didn't expect him to want her to leave, so she had to tell him the fact that she was pregnant at this time.

She was reluctant to leave him, she knew very well that with Zhao Xuan's character, if even she left him, then it would be really difficult for him to live anymore; She wants to fight hard, use the child in her womb to keep him, and at the same time fight for herself a chance.

Su Yingxue cautiously moved closer to Zhao Xuan's side, gently rested her head on his shoulder, held his hand and put it on her lower abdomen, her voice was fragile and warm.

"Lord, you are going to be a father, this is our first child, can you bear not to even see him and leave us like this? Lord, do you know? When we got married, I fantasized more than once about what our child would be like in the future, whether he would be as smart as you, whether he would have long black and thick hair like me; This fantasy full of happiness taste, the concubine thought about it for two years, but she didn't expect that God would really let the concubine conceive your flesh and blood. ”

"Lord, for the concubine, you are the most important person in the life of the concubine, after the concubine marries you, it belongs to the Xuan Wangfu and belongs to you, and the concubine lives for you in this life; If you want the concubine to leave, in fact, you don't need to leave the book, just give the concubine a glass of wine or a three-foot white silk, and the concubine will leave you forever and never appear in front of you again. ”

Hearing Su Yingxue say such tragic words, Zhao Xuan finally recovered from the shock, and helped her to sit up, staring at her with blazing eyes: "This king does not allow you to talk nonsense like this." ”

Su Yingxue looked at Zhao Xuan pitifully, "The prince doesn't want concubines and concubines' children, aren't you allowed to say this?" ”

Zhao Xuan was choked by this question at once, and he couldn't say a word of argument for a long time.

He asked her to leave him at first, really just for her good, but she didn't expect that in her heart, he actually occupied such an important position, and at this time, they had a child.

Zhao Xuan's big hand gently rubbed Su Yingxue's flat lower abdomen, and there was nothing to see here as before, but there was already a small life living in; After ten months, this little life will appear in front of him, and his voice will be crisp and crying out to his father.

This sudden feeling of refreshment made Zhao Xuan stunned, and finally, the words that Chu Xingyue had said when he came to see him came to his mind.

She said that he has always been a cunning and selfish person, who has always lived for his own desires and purposes, regardless of the efforts and feelings of others.

He didn't really understand what it meant before, but now, he finally understood.

He can no longer rely on his own judgment to control the lives of others, the bad man is his wife, he has the responsibility to keep her safe, her wife is pregnant with his child, as a father he has the obligation to protect their mother and son.

From today onwards, he can no longer run away from it, because he already has a new goal and direction, that is, his family needs him.

A gentle smile appeared on Zhao Xuan's face, and the eyes that were originally Gujing Wubo also bloomed with a soft brilliance in an instant.

He stretched out his hand and carefully wiped Su Yingxue's tears, with an indescribable gentleness in his voice, "They are all mothers, why do you still cry so much?" ”

Su Yingxue looked at Zhao Xuan with a sneer, "Lord Wang, are you, do you still want to take away the concubine?" ”

Zhao Xuan smiled helplessly, "This king thinks it's interesting to work hard to be a responsible husband and a gentle father; Xiaoxue, this king can't promise you a future life, but this king can promise you that in the future, you and the child will be all that this king has; We are a family, and no one leaves the other. ”