Chapter 91

After a while, the nurse came, she seemed to have lost her previous anger, put down a plate in front of the bedside table and brought me a box of gruel, and then handed me a pair of chopsticks and said, "Eat it while it's hot!" There are only some pickles, this is Vietnam, and the conditions in our hospital are not good...... Or I'll go get you another box of canned food......"

"Don't ......," I hurriedly stopped, "I'm tired of eating that can on the battlefield!" ”

Actually, it's not that I'm tired of eating, it's just that I'm afraid that this one will be ...... I will think of the smell of corpses and blood on the battlefield.

"Don't worry!" As I poured the hot porridge into my hungry stomach, I said vaguely: "I won't be as unreasonable as those people, a war is a war, and it has nothing to do with you!" You are also contributing to the country and serving our wounded......"

"Alas!" The nurse sighed and said thoughtfully, "Actually, they ...... It's not unreasonable, it's related to injury! If you lose a leg or half of your arm, you'll feel uncomfortable! It's normal to get angry......"

I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard this, I originally thought that she would take advantage of the situation to send me a lot of complaints and pour a lot of bitter water, I was ready to accept these bombardments, I never thought that she would say such a thing, and she would think about others so much.

"How often do you encounter this?" I asked.

"Hmm!" The beautiful nurse nodded, looked at me with a little lost eyes, and said: "Today's this is okay, what we are most afraid of is to seek death, several people can't catch it, and they usually beat and scold us." Wherever you want, they even have the heart to die, where can they manage so much, and they lose their temper whenever something doesn't go their way. But people like you are still ......."

When he said this, he suddenly stopped talking, his expression became unnatural again, and he didn't know where to put his two hands.

"I'm sorry!" I explained, "I was a bit burned out and didn't know what I was doing!" ”

This is also a bit true, at that moment, I only thought about how to pick up girls in modern times, and brought all the modern habits with me, and I didn't notice that the times were different......

"Hmm!" The beautiful nurse blushed and nodded, which can be regarded as accepting my daoqian.

Then he asked, as if remembering something, "Are you really as they say...... Killed a lot of devils? ”

I nodded, and my expression became solemn with the topic: "I don't know how many enemies I killed, I can't count them, I only know that only about two dozen of us came back alive!" It has not been a few days since the start of the war, and there are only about 20 of the more than 100 people left in our company! ”

"So many ...... sacrificed"

"I'm afraid it's more than that!" I smiled bitterly: "Among them, we have also added two recruits, and only our company has sacrificed more than 100 people!" ”

"It was so bad!" The beautiful nurse said sadly: "If their family knows...... How sad it must be! ”

As she spoke, her eyes turned red unconsciously.

Seeing this, I couldn't help but be stunned, she is too different from the girls I know well, modern girls will not be as compassionate as her, most of them think about whether they have money, whether they have a car, and whether they can have a good time, whether they can show off in front of other girls...... She is more simple and sincere than others, which may be the difference between the two eras!

"See what?" Finding that I had been staring at her, she looked a little flustered, blushing and saying while sorting out the lunch box: "I'm leaving, there are still many wounded waiting for me!" You can rest and drink plenty of water, and you can go for a walk when you are bored, but don't leave the village, it's not safe outside......"

"That's right!" She turned her head and smiled at the door: "My name is Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan who set sail, you can call me Xiaofan!" ”

"Zhang Fan, Xiao Fan! Good name......"

I don't know weishenme, at this time I suddenly have a sense of guilt, and I always think of Chen Yiyi, as if I am sorry for her. I don't know what went wrong, but it's never happened in modern times!

"Hello comrade!" While I was lying on my side on the bed, I was greeted by an old military doctor dressed in dirty white with a stethoscope around his neck.

He pushed the thick glasses on the bridge of his nose, looked at the medical records in his hand, and said to me: "You are Comrade Yang Xuefeng!" Your condition is mainly caused by a high fever caused by a wound infection, but now that it is under control, is there anything else you are feeling unwell? ”

"I ...... Can I be discharged from the hospital? "To be honest, I have some expectations, not to go to the battlefield, but to meet Chen Yiyi and see the soldiers under him......

"Not so fast!" The military doctor casually touched my head to take my temperature, and said: "I am understanding the condition, your fever may recur, at least rest for a few days and wait for the wound to close before taking a look at the situation!" ”

"That'...... Can you let me go back to the army to recuperate? I said, "There are also hygienists in the army, right?" You can also give me injections and change dressings, right? ”

The old military doctor misunderstood what I meant, thinking that I was in a hurry to fight, his eyes were full of approval, but he still shook his head and said, "I said little comrade! Recuperating in the position is very different from recuperating in the hospital, and it is very likely to be infected again in the position...... Besides, the superiors said that you are a combat hero, and we must take care of you......"

I shook my head with a wry smile.

The old military doctor asked suspiciously, "Do you have an opinion on my words?" ”

"No comment!" I replied, "It's just that I'm not a battle hero!" We are forced to fight on the battlefield! ”

"Forced?" When the old military doctor heard this, he looked at me with some incredulity: "You were forced to go to the battlefield with a gun from your superiors?" ”

"I wasn't forced by my superiors!" I replied, "I was forced by the enemy, and if I don't kill the enemy on the battlefield, the enemy will kill me!" What do we want this hero for? We can't eat it as a meal or a cover, we just want to save our lives! ”

The old military doctor couldn't help but be stunned, nodded silently and said no more.

In fact, what is it for the motherland and the people...... These big truths are all false, and those who have really been on the battlefield know that at the moment of fighting with the enemy, the thought in their heads is very simple, that is, to kill the enemy and survive!

After eating and drinking, I naturally became sleepy, and with a burst of sleepiness rushing to my head, I shrank my head into the bed and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up again, it was already night, and there was already a kerosene lamp lit in the room, and the light illuminated the whole ward red, and I don't know when there was an infusion bottle at the foot of my bed, and the white liquid was continuously flowing into my body along the transparent hose......

Seeing this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, when did my alertness become so bad, I didn't even know that someone had pierced the needle of the hanging bottle into my veins, if the enemy sneaked in, then my head would not have moved.

Then I soon felt that something was wrong, because I had a back injury and I had to sleep on my side most of the time, but I faintly heard some slight breathing behind me.

I changed my sleeping position with difficulty and turned my head to take a look, and I couldn't help but be stunned, it turned out that Xiaofan was lying on the edge of my bed and fell asleep.

When I saw a box of gruel on the small table at the bedside, I quickly understood, and I thought that she should have brought me food, but I didn't know that Weishenme was asleep next to my bed.

If only before...... Of course I knew what I was supposed to do, so I pretended to be moved and stroked her hair, and then said sweetly that another affair would soon begin.

But at this time, I hesitated, and the main reason was, of course, because of Chen Yiyi...... If this is in modern times, I don't care so much, how many women I take correctly, and I don't feel sorry for anyone or delay anyone in my heart.

But now...... I felt as if there was an invisible pressure that was oppressing me and holding me back. This pressure is telling me that even if I do that, even if I can get the favor of the woman in front of me as I do in modern times, I will not be happy, I will not be happy...... That only makes me feel guilty.

I don't know what it is, but maybe that's what people call responsibility! After living and dying with the soldiers on the battlefield, after parting with Chen Yiyi's life and death...... I seem to understand something.

From this point of view, what I learned from the battlefield is not only fighting, not only killing enemies, but also some principles of being a human being.

"Hmm, you're awake?" At this time, Zhang Fan woke up, and she realized that she was asleep, so she hurriedly sat up and explained with a little embarrassment: "Just now...... I'll bring you food, and when I see you're asleep, I'll sit down and rest for a while, but I didn't expect ......"

"I'm too tired from work!" I'm making excuses for her.

"Yes, yes...... That's a lot going on today! Zhang Fan rubbed the corners of his clothes, as if he suddenly remembered something, and said, "I still have a patient...... I'll go first! ”

As he spoke, he left the ward as if he had escaped.

People in this era are indeed not very good at acting, looking at Zhang Fan's panic, I couldn't help but smile helplessly, with my experience, I can't see that she has a good impression of me...... In other words, women in this era seem to be born with a love for heroes, and I am such a "hero", isn't it? And also a young and handsome hero...... Well, I'll admit that I'm a little stinky.

Maybe in the past, I would be happy to be in the current situation, the more girls like it, the more haode they have, right? The more it shows that I'm attractive, isn't it? Now, however, I feel that this is also a burden.

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