Chapter 314: Let it go, Master
The woman on the bed was pale as paper, expressionless, and did not move at all.
Jin Cuodao sat on the edge of the bed and burst into tears, and the ghost also knelt in front of the bed with tears streaming down his face. If this scene were seen by someone who knew the identities of the two of them, they might be shocked.
"She'......" Onimi took a deep breath, "She's not going to wake up anymore, you let it go." ”
Hearing this, Jin Cuodao turned his head viciously to look at him: "What did you say that you won't wake up?" You don't give me nonsense here! I've been working hard for so many years to get to where I am today! If it weren't for her, how could I have worked for the Khitans! I did it all for her! ”
"So she's gone, and you can start doing what you like." Ghost saw sorrow wipe away the tears from his face.
"What are you talking about...... Jin Mistakenly gritted his teeth hatefully, letting go of the woman on the bed and turning to Oni Sad, as if it was a fire that was about to eat people. And the ghost did not flinch.
He spoke, "You know there can't be results. You're just maintaining one of your obsessions, there's not much possibility, but that obsession is taking root in your heart, and you want to do something for her, even though you know very well that there are some things you just can't do......"
Jin Cuodao stared at him for a moment, then interrupted his words with a sneer, and said indifferently: "It's really the secret guard next to Princess Qi, and now when it comes to those big truths, it's a set of things." ”
"It's not that I'm telling the truth, but I've seen it clearly." Ghost frowned, got up from the ground, and said, "You've been holding her for too long, too long." She hasn't had many happy days in her life, and no one cherishes her, and for her, my son doesn't matter, you don't matter, my damn father doesn't matter, the most important thing is just ...... Extrication. Just like it is now. ”
A woman who was supposed to have a gentle husband and a filial son was beaten by her husband all the time, and her son, as her only hope, fled to find her in the war. There was little hope for her life. Wouldn't death be a perfect ending for her?
"But I don't accept it," Jin Cuo Dao frowned, "I don't accept it, I've waited so many years......"
The ghost looked at him sadly: "That's why I have always hated you, hated your so-called persistence, I must learn how to use the sword in a short time, if I can't do it, you will punish me." Don't give me food, don't give me sleep. ”
Jin Cuodao was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at the ghost, and did not speak.
Ghost thought sorrow took a deep breath and said, "You are a very powerful person who has taught me a lot of things, but I still hate you very much. Originally, I should have killed you with a sword, but now something is different. ”
In the past, the ghost thought that the golden knife was just for money, and he was selling his life for fame, which made him hate it deeply. In him, the ghost has not seen any human feelings. But now it's different.
He finally found out that Jin Wrong Knife did everything for a woman, for his mother.
This made the ghost a little surprised, and in the meantime, he suddenly found that he had no way to continue to maintain his original hatred for Jin Wrong Knife. This reminded him of a conversation he had with Lu Siguan.
At that time, he had already killed a lot of people, and many of the people who killed with him felt that their hands were stained with blood, and finally wanted to retire. Lu Siguan did not object, and granted everyone's request, and the ghost detection, as the one who had never shown any intention of retreating, attracted Lu Siguan's attention.
Lu Siguan asked him: "It's strange, why have you never seen you say you want to walk by?" You kill the most people. ”
"I have nowhere to go, and God has the only way to kill me." The ghost looked sad and indifferent.
"It wasn't God who gave you such a way, but you gave it yourself." Lu Siguan looked at him with his hands behind his back, with the same indifferent expression, but his eyes were bright.
"Lord Wang, what do you mean by this?" The ghost was a little stunned.
Lu Siguan smiled: "You know what it means." You know that all living beings are suffering, this is a Buddhist saying, although I don't believe in Buddhist things, but this sentence is quite good. Almost all people's lives are hard, hard, and there are things that have to be done. ”
The ghost fell silent.
Lu Siguan continued: "But you do something, not to get into it, but to reach some agreement with this matter. You forgive yourself and the world in between. ”
It was such a sentence, "Forgive yourself, and forgive the world", which had always been in the ghostly mind, and finally directly affected his thoughts now.
The ghost looked at the golden knife in front of him, and suddenly felt that he was like himself who had killed countless people in those years, and he was already very numb.
"You let it go, don't hold her anymore." Onimi said lightly.
Jin Cuo Dao didn't speak, just looked at him still. After a long pause, the ghost closed his eyes and continued, "Let it go, Master." ”
Hearing the two words he said at the end, "Master", Jin Cuodao was slightly stunned, looked at the ghost in disbelief, and moved his lips: "You say...... What the? You just said...... What the? ”
Oni Jian opened his eyes, and his eyes were bright: "I said Master." ”
Jin Cuo Dao seemed to have received some critical blow, and his whole person trembled when he looked at the ghost.
The master-apprentice relationship between him and Ghost Sorrow has been many years, and what he taught Ghost Sorrow is indeed the top killing skills, but Ghost Sorrow has always hated him as a master. Ghost Chou has never admitted that he is his master, does not call him, and has never easily used the moves he taught.
Jin Cuodao said that he was not disappointed in his heart, but it was all fake. He also hopes that he will have a successor.
Therefore, when the ghost saw sorrow and called out his master, he suddenly had an epiphany that maybe he was coming to find the ghost and sorrow, not just for Xingxiao. is also because he has been thinking about ghosts and sorrows, and he is worried about his only apprentice, the golden partridge.
"You call me Master." Jin Wrong Knife looked at the ghost and saw sorrow.
"You are indeed my master," the ghost frowned slightly, "I refused to admit it in the past, because there was still a hurdle in my heart that I had not passed. Now I understand a lot of things and figure out a lot of things. ”
"Is it because of those people in the Qi Palace?" Jin Cuodao's voice softened, "Because of those your friends? ”
Ghost saw sorrow and nodded: "Yes." They were all my friends, and if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be where I am now. ”
Jin Cuodao suddenly laughed: "I really like the Qi Palace, especially your Princess Qi, she must have left a lot of help in your life, right?" ”
The ghost let out a sad "um" and noticed the wound on his body: "Then your body ......"
"If I'm dead," interrupted him with the sword, "remember, bury me with your mother." ”
The ghost was slightly stunned: "Such an injury, if you take a little care, it can be cured, you don't need to do this." You can go on living. ”
Jin Cuodao smiled: "You call me Master, I'm very happy." You told me to let go, but I still couldn't. The only woman I've ever loved in my life is Xinghua, and no matter what she becomes, I love her the same. The only difference is that the way I spend time with her may be a little different. ”
He looked at Xing Xiao on the bed, reached over, helped her fix her hair, and said, "Do you say that there is really such a thing as reincarnation and rebirth in this world?" If there is, I hope to see her again in the afterlife. ”
In the afterlife, he hoped that it would not be so hard again. If you can, let the two of them tie the knot and stay together. No matter how hard you try in this life, you can't achieve your wish, so you will leave it for the next life.
"Yes." Ghost saw a sorrowful cry and nodded, "There will definitely be an afterlife." ”
Jin Cuodao didn't speak, just looked at Xinghua on the bed. The ghost stood silently in front of the bed, only worried that it would disturb the two of them, and only because he was afraid that it would disturb the current peace.
For so many years, it was the moment when he felt the most calm in his heart.
The silence did not last long, and a large hole was violently smashed open in the wall of one side of the temple, and several tall men walked in, glanced at the golden knife and the ghost, and noticed the woman on the bed.
The man in the lead sneered: "If it's true, the intelligence from above is not wrong, you are the wrong sword, and you didn't come to Dawei to complete the order." ”
Jin Cuodao didn't speak, and the leading man continued: "Jin Cuodao, Jin Cuodao, I didn't expect that you would be such a person, like an old woman?" Hahaha, oh, yes, you're an old man yourself. Look at yourself, covered in scars, what does it look like? ”
"Shut up." The ghost said coldly and interrupted him.
The man continued to laugh: "Shut up? I don't know how to shut up. If it weren't for the fact that you still have some noble blood in you, why do you think the higher authorities would arrest you? I've already colluded with the people of Da Wei, you ......"
Before the man could finish his words, a sword shadow flashed, and he was pierced through the chest by a long sword.
Jin Cuodao put down his hand, and his gaze shifted from Xingqi's face to the men: "This is my apprentice, you say I can, say him, no." ”
Seeing that the ghost was worried and his heart moved slightly, Jin Cuodao stood up and stood side by side with him: "Okay, it seems that we are going to fight, together?" ”
The ghost looked at him and nodded.