9.29, 8 p.m.

I was coding words at home, and I was very energetic, but suddenly, a friend application suddenly appeared in prestige.

Click on it and find that the other party is very familiar, click on the other party's avatar, and suddenly I know who it is.

My goddess and former crush.

One thing to say, when I saw the goddess take the initiative to add me as a friend, my first reaction was a little confused.

Because this goddess,It's the object I've always liked.,But when I was young, I was very inferior.,First, although the family is not bad.,But the family has never been used to their children.,When I was in high school,The goddess used a smartphone.,I'm still a second-hand Nokia.。

In addition, when I was young, I didn't know how to dress up, and now that I think back, I look like a clown.

Later, when I graduated, I plucked up the courage to confess, but all I got was, "Are you insane?" ”

For a moment, it pierced the heart and felt uncomfortable.

In the blink of an eye, five or six years later, for this goddess, I occasionally dreamed in my dreams, sometimes a person is fine, and occasionally I think of her.

It's a bit hypocritical to say it's love, after all, I haven't talked about it at all.

I don't know how to describe it.

So the goddess added me as a friend, and I was stunned on the spot.

The remarks of the application are also [Are you XXX?] 】

After thinking about it for a while, I chose to go through my friends, and looking at the conversation bar, I really didn't know what to say for a while.

I clicked on her circle of friends, she still looks so beautiful, one meter seven tall, long legs, long black hair, very delicate facial features, and her figure is also excellent, to be honest, her appearance can be at least ninety, and she has a very high return rate when she walks on the road.

The more I look at her circle of friends, the more inferiority complex I feel inexplicably.

However, the goddess took the initiative to send a message at this time.

[Are you XXX? 】

When I saw the message, I immediately replied

[Yes, yes]

After replying to the message, my mind was a little blank, nervous, and a little overwhelmed.

And the other party immediately replied.

Do you know who I am? 】

This kind of old-fashioned opening statement, if it were someone else, I might delete my friends directly, it's all 0202, and I'm still playing this set.

But in the face of the goddess, my answer is more old-fashioned.

[Is it XXX?] 】

What followed was an awkward chat.

Chatting and chatting, all of a sudden, the goddess sent a message.

[I heard XX in the class say that you seem to have been quite good lately]

Hearing this, I wondered a little, but all of a sudden, I vaguely felt that something was wrong.

But perhaps in the face of the goddess's inferiority, my little vanity still can't be hidden.

[Well, it's okay, eat with a mouthful]

Immediately followed by another awkward chat, the content is nothing more than that, this is also called mixed eating, what's wrong with you, and I heard that you have to buy a house, I can't imagine it, you are so good in our class.

After a while of awkward chatting.

It wasn't until eleven o'clock that I thought it was too boring, so I said, I still have something to do, so I'll be busy first.

The goddess replied.

[Oh, don't you like to talk to me? Or am I annoyed you too much? 】

Then there was another explanation and an awkward chat.

Until the goddess said a word.

[I remember when you went to school, you seemed to like me, didn't you? 】

When this problem arises.

I was silent.

The brain crashes.

I don't understand what the other party means by suddenly saying this.

But I replied anyway.

[Yes, I would like you when I go to school]

The goddess replied [Oh? You mean, don't like it now? 】

As soon as I said this, I was stunned.

Seems a little flustered, all kinds of explanations.

In the end, it was another awkward conversation.

After the awkward chat, it was until one o'clock in the morning, maybe she was going to sleep, so I didn't continue to talk and started to code words.

By noon the next day.

The goddess sent me another message asking if I had eaten.

I simply replied and ate it.

But suddenly, the goddess said which restaurant is very good, do you want to meet the old classmates and have a meal?

At this moment, I had the feeling that happiness had come too suddenly.

I was excited, so I replied with a yes without thinking.

I made an appointment in this way, and in the evening, I came to a western restaurant.

I dressed very formally, and even went out of my way to get my hair done.

Arrive at the restaurant half an hour early.

Soon, the goddess came, wearing a white one-piece dress, and when she walked in, basically some of the men who came to eat looked at her.

It's still radiant, it's still a goddess-like existence.

I'm worried!

I'm getting a little nervous too.

Even I have some regrets, and I am like a clown in front of her.

It's a terrible feeling.

When she sat in front of me, I was so nervous that my palms were sweating.

Soon, though, with a gentle smile as she sat down across from me and said hello to me, I was in a slightly better mood and less nervous.

During the meal, the goddess served me vegetables, and even wiped the oil on the corner of my mouth very intimately.

I was really confused, really, really confused.

I think it's a little too dreamy.

It wasn't until after eating, after another small talk, that the goddess finally said the purpose of looking for me.

Borrow money!

That's right!

It's about borrowing money!

And it's a loan of 100,000!

I was surprised.

But after the surprise, I was relieved.

Yes, what can it be that the goddess in the dream suddenly finds herself?

To be honest, I've done a bloody plot to accompany her to have a baby.

But if you are close to reality, it is to borrow money.

She was a little tactful and a little embarrassed.

[I have encountered something recently, I want to borrow some money from you to turn around, I don't know if you can help me]

When she said this.

My heart is cold.

I feel sad too.

I was silent, I didn't speak, the illusions I had before, the beauty I had before, all shattered.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she couldn't help but bow her head slightly, and then said in a mosquito voice.

[I know, you're a little unhappy when I borrow money from you like this, but I've really encountered something very important]

[If you are willing to lend it to me, I ...... can promise you]

After saying this, I was confused.

I don't understand the meaning of this sentence.

[What is it called, can you agree?] 】

I subconsciously asked, but after asking, I felt that I was too double-handed

And the latter did not speak and did not continue to speak.

In an instant, I understood what she meant.

At this moment, for some reason, I had an indescribable sense of disgust.

A deep sense of disgust.

It's also very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.

The goddess in my heart, I didn't expect to lose to reality in the end.

It's ridiculous, and it's bloody.

We were silent for a long, long, long time.

Half an hour.

Eventually, I broke the silence.

What are you borrowing money for? 】

I asked her.

But before she could answer, I just continued to speak.

[If your father is seriously ill or something, don't say it, I looked at your circle of friends, and your parents are very good]

[Also, don't talk about such a thing as meeting a scumbag, I don't believe it, and I won't believe it]

Maybe it's a little angry, but my tone is a little heavy.

The goddess was silent.

Finally she sighed and looked at me with pretty eyes, full of nervousness.

[You may not believe it, after graduating from high school, I went to college, because I was so good-looking, I was excluded by many people, and now I am out of work, my boss harasses me, female colleagues squeeze me, and male colleagues also slander me one by one behind my back]

[I was very depressed and uncomfortable every day, and I was so tormented that I even thought about suicide. 】

[But when I was most confused and uncomfortable, I became obsessed with online novels, especially a book called "No One Really Thinks It's Difficult to Cultivate Immortals", I like to read this book]

[This book brought me joy, and this book also made me regain my self-confidence, and let me find the courage and self-confidence to survive. 】

[I am very grateful to the author of this book, but the author of this book worked hard to update more than 300,000 words during the public period, and the results were originally very good, but the result fell a lot, and the author said that he was miserable and couldn't hold on]

[I think he's pitiful, I want to reward him with the Golden League, but I don't have any money, but I don't want this author to give up, I want him to work hard to create]

[This author is called Dark Night, his characters are flesh and blood, and the stories he writes make me understand what life is]

[He's going to be on the shelves tomorrow, I really can't help it, so I came to you, can you lend me 100,000! ] I'll definitely give it back to you later.]

The goddess spoke.

It's just that she said and talked.

I cried.

I cried.

I cried like a fool.

I couldn't stop crying.

The goddess was a little surprised.

She asked me why I was crying.

I didn't answer, but took out my bank card, put it on the table, and spoke slowly.

[The password is your birthday]

I left.

Crying as you walk.

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When I turned around, people still laughed at me, and my results were not as good as others.

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