"Sweet? Where are you going? Qin Yiyi saw Li Tian'er get up early in the morning, and wanted to go out with a blank expression. I didn't even think I was sleepwalking.

"Hmm. I'll go out for a walk. Li Tian'er said to her and walked out the door.

"Strange. This little girl has been worried a lot lately. What happened to the sect? Qin Yi kept muttering. Originally, this girl was quite sunny, but lately, she has been looking at a lot of things. I don't know how. She shook her head helplessly.

"The girl's thoughts, don't guess them one by one!" Qin Yiyi shook his head and smiled, "Maybe it's the girl Huaichun." Tsk, that's a good thing. It's a pity that our youth is gone! ”

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Walking alone to a nearby residential area, Li Tianer looked at the steamed bun shop on the street and the shouting on the street, and suddenly felt hungry. How is this? When I was in the mountains, I wouldn't have been hungry at all. Li Tian'er thought it was strange. After coming to the world, it seems that gradually the habits of life have become secular.

After thinking about it, I went into a steamed bun shop and bought a basket of steamed buns. After packing, walk on the road, eating as you go. Although this is not too vivid. But she was really not used to sitting in a restaurant and eating with a group of people she didn't know at all. It made her feel embarrassed and uncomfortable.

"It's delicious, it's delicious. It's just that there's too much meat. After eating a few, Li Tian'er couldn't help but complain. Unlike others, she doesn't like to eat meaty buns very much. But I don't like to eat vegan either. It is better to have less meat, but also to have meat buns.

But I do want to say that the buns here are still quite good. But it always can't compare to the taste of my father's time.

"Like, it didn't last long. How do you feel, but my father's face is getting more and more blurred. After Li Tian'er ate the last bun, before she knew it, she had walked to the park. Standing on the bridge over the creek, he sighed softly.

His father had not been dead for a long time, but the image in his mind had gradually become blurred. It made her feel sad and frightened. She didn't want to forget about it. After all, that's the person she dearest and dearest.

"Our Li family, thousands of years ago, was a strong immortal cultivator who followed the ancestor. I didn't expect that in the end, in my generation, it would be like this. If my ancestors had known about my small achievements today, they would have sighed for it. Li Tian'er shook her head and sighed.

In the past, when my father was here, he never made any demands on himself in his cultivation. As long as you have a good time. It should even be said that because of his lack of qualifications, he was worried that after cultivating immortals, he would fall into the name of the Li family, so he didn't need to practice by himself at all. Anything else, whatever you like, you can do anything. But I still want to make progress in my cultivation again. Therefore, although he can't practice, he still concentrates on reading all kinds of ancient books on cultivating immortals all day long. Therefore, among the disciples, she is the most knowledgeable. But this point, in her own opinion, is nothing. When my father was there, he never praised himself for it.

She thought about it at this time, perhaps, her father's idea at that time, maybe he was right. Because of myself, I really don't have any qualifications in cultivation.

"is also a disciple of Shizun, Senior Sister Xiaoyan, but she has already become a real person. And her cultivation time is still very short. Senior Sister Ding has achieved the extreme realm. I, even more incomparable. But I, although I have become a third product. But I'm afraid that it will stop here in the future, and it will be even more difficult to move forward. I can't even touch the threshold of the fourth grade...... Real people, don't even think about it. Li Tian'er looked at the sky and said very melancholy.

What happened this time made her sigh a lot. It turns out that it is so difficult to accomplish the work of a human being today. And he definitely doesn't have this talent. And the premise is that you still have to cultivate to the peak of the four grades. But I can only enter the third product for the first time. I don't know how many years it will take to complete the three products. At that time, I'm afraid there will be few real people in the world. Li Tian'er couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

"Master, you haven't even said anything about my practice. Yes, don't ask for anything from me. However, the master really accepted me to the door. Is it just because of my sister's request? Li Tian'er thought thoughtfully. She began to doubt herself. Whether or not he is doing this immortal cultivator, there is really no hope in cultivation. Even if he was accepted by his master, it was not because of himself, but because of his sister's request.

"Perhaps, I am thinking too much. He is not a person who cares completely about his cultivation qualifications. The attitude of a character like him towards things is not completely based on the views of ordinary people. Night attack, he took a fancy to my special shining point. But what is there about me that deserves to be watched......" Li Tian'er fell into deep self-doubt.

She felt helpless. Neither nice words nor likable. is not beautiful in appearance, and it can't be compared with a beauty like Senior Sister Xiaoyan. In terms of doing things, it is also very clumsy. Aside from knowing some ancient knowledge that no one cares about, there doesn't seem to be anything to care about. It's so useless to think about it like this. Why is he favored by his master again? Why?

"Hmm. Why do you want to do so much...... Anyway, I'm in the outer gate. also got his wish and became a disciple of Shizun. All my wishes have come true. And I'm not a particularly ambitious person. There's nothing wrong with going on like this. Li Tian'er hurriedly said this to herself.

In her own right, she is a somewhat sentimental person. After experiencing something, it is easier to go to extremes in your thinking. Moreover, because of my childhood experience, I have always been hit and self-confident. Therefore, it is also an extreme lack of self-confidence. Especially this time, a trip to the mountain witnessed Senior Sister Xiaoyan and Senior Sister Ding becoming real people one after another. It made her feel deeply useless. Compared to the senior sisters, it's really bad. With such a self, how can he be a disciple of a character like Shizun? It even came to the idea of whether to stop being a disciple of the master. So as not to embarrass the master. But when even if it vetoed it out. Not to mention how embarrassing it will be, even the master will never agree. It will also add a lot of trouble to Shizun and Senior Sister, as well as the original real people. They must be very worried about themselves because they are doing this. For her own affairs, she was so worried about them, who already had a lot of things, that she really didn't want to. I also feel that this cannot be done. If you do that, not only will you be more troubled, but it will also make Shizun, Senior Sister, Yuan Zhenren, Senior Sister Qin, Senior Brother Feng, these people who care for themselves more worried and worried. No one is having a good time.

In this way, although I will think a lot and worry a lot, I am the only one after all. And for the master and the original real people, they will not have any troubled consequences. So, so be it.

"The Immortal Cultivation Realm is indeed a very difficult place to succeed. I used to only read it in the classics, and I didn't think so. My father told me many times, but I didn't understand. Until now, I have felt that all this is difficult. is Senior Sister Xiaoyan and Senior Sister Ding, geniuses like them are also in difficulty. If you want to become a real person, you also need a peerless figure like Shizun to help you do it. As I do, it won't work out. That's exactly what happened. Li Tian'er shook her head and sighed lightly.

She is a person who is extremely lacking in self-confidence. When she became a third product before, she found some self-confidence. But with this trip to this mountain, I felt a deep sense of frustration when I saw the two senior sisters become real people. She felt compelled to recognize these realities. Originally, when I went down the mountain, I thought that I must work hard to become a real person so that I could recover the lintel of Li's house. But at this moment, I realized how difficult and unattainable this was. And he can't even see the threshold of the fourth grade, let alone a real person. That's not something you can chase at all. It's impossible.

"Senior Sister Qin often said to me, don't be presumptuous. Senior Sister Ding also said that I, in fact, my talent is not bad at all. Don't look down on yourself...... However, I always felt that I was too useless. is really far from the senior sisters. Isn't it, I should have been like Senior Sister Qin, Senior Brother Feng, concentrating on helping the sect take care of secular affairs, but I was more relaxed. Then you don't have to worry about these things. Li Tian'er shook her head and sighed.

It's a hard choice. Although I chose the latter, it seems that I don't have big ambitions. Especially if he is still worshipping under the door of a peerless figure like Shizun, it should not be so. It's just that the recent events really made her feel frustrated.

Senior Sister Xiaoyan and Senior Sister Ding have both advanced to real people. Senior Sister Ding is even more extreme. Although the process was a bit tortuous, it was all successful.

And in the final analysis, they are still so talented that it is difficult to find the outstanding qualifications of a few people in the world. In this way, it is still necessary to use the method of the master to achieve it. And yourself? I don't know how many times worse in terms of talent.

In recent days, I want to break through the three products as soon as possible, but there is still not much progress. It's far from the consummation of the three products. Not to mention reaching the pinnacle of the four grades and impacting real people. In fact, she can feel that even if she completes the three grades, she is afraid that it will take more than ten years. After all, my qualifications are poor. can't be compared with Senior Sister Xiaoyan and Senior Sister Ding.

I'm afraid that in this life, it is difficult to talk about even the four products. When the time comes, it will not be a mediocre life. As my father commented before his death, even if he practiced by himself, he was not as high as the third grade. In this way, it is better not to practice. Otherwise, a mediocre life will still disgrace the Li family.

These words, now that I think about it, Li Tian'er herself thinks they are very appropriate.

"It is not advisable to be presumptuous. But it's important to see yourself clearly. Li Tian'er sighed.

"Life is as long as a guest. It's a long road, and time always flies like a white horse. ”

"Who can say that there is no hope for the future. Who can say that whoever is ahead for a while will be better than those who are backward for a while. At this moment, I suddenly heard someone behind me reading inexplicably.

Li Tian'er looked back in surprise. She heard the voice somewhat familiar, but she couldn't remember it. It's just a girl.

When she turned her head, she froze. It's her!

It was the last time it disappeared inexplicably. A beautiful girl who even makes herself suspicious of being an immortal.

She didn't know when she appeared behind her. is still wearing a white dress, fluttering like a fairy. He waved to himself and smiled. Still as beautiful as a fairy.