Chapter 197: She doesn't like herself like this very much

"What?" Tang Yunyun was stunned, she had just woken up, and Zhao Jun was about to break up with her?

Zhao Jun obviously said this after careful consideration, "I'm not kidding, I'll still come here during this time, let's talk about it when you're well." ”

Tang Yunyun suddenly couldn't say a word, she understood that a big reason why Zhao Jun broke up with her was because of him, she thought that the marriage of the two of them would be delayed a little, no matter how long it was delayed, the two of them would always get married, but she didn't expect it......

From the next day, seeing Tang Yunyun wake up, friends in the circle came to visit the hospital one after another. She never liked to be watched by so many people, and she felt like an animal in a cage.

"I'm fine, you have a heart. Tang Yunyun saw that they not only squeezed the small ward into the water, but also bought a lot of food for use, although he didn't like so many people, he was still very moved.

"Knife wounds are hard to heal, you have to pay more attention to ......" The crowd didn't know who said this.

Hearing this, Tang Yunyun's eyes suddenly appeared that scene, she just saw Zhao Jun rushing in front of her, and thought that she was going to get out alive, but there was a sudden sharp pain in her stomach, and then she felt as uncomfortable as if she was going to die.

She began to lose the sound of these people, and the whole sky was full of pain that she felt at that time.

It hurts, it hurts, she is helpless, she is desperate, like falling into a deep and boundless sea, and finally returning to nothingness......

"Don't make any noise!!"

Suddenly, Tang Yunyun let out a loud cry in pain, and everyone closed their mouths one after another, not daring to make a sound, and looked at her incredulously. I only saw that her face was full of tears, and the big tears of beans slid down the corners of her eyes, soaking her face to the ground.

Zhao Jun had just gone out to fetch hot water for her, and when he came back, he saw this and immediately asked everyone in the ward to leave and let her have a good rest.

"Zhao Jun, you can go out for a while. Tang Yunyun said.

Zhao Jun looked at her silently for a while, and didn't reluctantly stay with her, "Okay, I'll sit outside, call me if you have something." ”

"No need, you go get busy!" Tang Yunyun actually obviously felt that she was very depressed after the accident, she suspected that she had post-traumatic sequelae, and when the knife wound was healed, she might have to see a psychiatrist. She didn't know how long it would take to treat this matter, but she thought that no matter if Zhao Jun was by her side at that time, she would have to face it by herself, and she couldn't drag others down.

Zhao Jun nodded and walked out of her hospital room in silence.

In the evening, Zhao Jun brought some food to Tang Yunyun. Tang Yunyun didn't have much appetite, but he still tried to eat a few bites,

"How is that kid?" Suddenly, Tang Yunyun asked Zhao Jun.

After a while, Zhao Jun reacted, and she asked about Zhao Gao's situation.

"I don't know the specifics, and I don't know about him after he was taken away by the police that day. After a pause, he said slowly, "Why don't I ask now?"

"Hmm. After speaking, Tang Yunyun stopped talking.

The whole world was eerily quiet again. Zhao Jun silently withdrew from the ward, called Zheng Hao, and asked him about Zhao Gao's situation.

In fact, Zhao Jun was reluctant to ask about everything about this boy, and he didn't know why he wanted to run away...... But he also knew that he couldn't keep running away.

As one of the parties involved, many things need to be faced by him personally.

In the police station.

No matter what the police asked Zhao Gao, he just smiled gloomily and did not answer.

Who would have thought that a teenager who looked harmless would do such a heartbreaking thing when he was ruthless.

At this moment, a young woman who looked to be less than 30 years old rushed into the police station from outside, she glanced at Zhao Gao who was sitting there, and then said to the police, "Hello, I'm looking for Zhao Gao! I'm his psychiatrist." ”

When Zhao Gao heard the psychiatrist's voice, he raised his head in surprise, his eyes full of disbelief. It was also the first time that a different expression had been seen on his face since the police had locked him in.

So, immediately let the psychiatrist sit down.

The psychiatrist said lightly about Zhao Gao's situation, saying that she knew Zhao Gao when he was still studying, he was a gender dysphoria, although he was a boy's body, but he fantasized about becoming a veritable girl from childhood to adulthood.

Naturally, he is also feminine and handsome, and such an appearance is easy to become the object of discussion and even attack among his classmates. So, in the years when he was studying in secondary school, he was bullied every day, and he lived a life that was worse than death every day. Later, after the death of his grandfather and grandmother, who depended on him for his life, the blow to him was even more devastating......

And in his life, his only light should be the star named Zhao Jun. Zhao Gao likes Zhao Jun very much, it should be said that he is in love, the kind of feelings that a boy likes another boy. At this point, the psychiatrist sighed heavily, "It's hard for me to explain why he would do such a devastating act of revenge on his wedding day." Maybe it wasn't his intention, maybe it was all his thoughts. ”

But he never spoke, and we don't know what was going on in his mind. One of the police officers said.

The psychiatrist nodded, "Why don't you let that star come over?"

The policemen looked at each other.

On this side, the hospital.

Tang Yunyun had another nightmare, in which Zhao Gao turned into a monster and abused and whipped her, making her miserable and miserable.

She still continues to be hospitalized and lives a boring life. It takes a long time to recover from a knife wound, and she changes her dressing regularly every day, talks and laughs with the nurses, and looks normal. But as soon as the lights in the ward went out at night, she would get goosebumps and feel uncomfortable.

To make matters worse, she began to suffer from insomnia all night long. Sometimes she finally fell asleep, but she always had nightmares, and every dream was related to Zhao Gao.

She knew that it was the sequelae of the trauma, and she thought about seeing a psychiatrist after the knife wound was healed, but she didn't know how long she would continue like this, and she didn't dare to tell others now.

When she woke up, it was bright outside, Tang Yunyun found that her hospital gown was soaked with sweat, she looked at the sunlight outside the window in a daze, obviously it was so warm, but she still felt cold.

She suddenly didn't like herself like this!