Chapter 54: Never Let Go

"Dad... You... You said that Brother Sword's tears of the ocean did not fall off? ”

Ning Rongrong's eyes widened slightly, and even tears flowed slowly.

Ning Fengzhi nodded and said, "You know the characteristics of the Tears of the Sea, which means that Qin Jian's heart for you has never changed, he still likes you, and he still never thinks of giving up on you." ”

"It's really... Is that so? ”

Ning Rongrong was stunned.

"However, I haven't changed to him, why did my tears of the ocean come out?" She asked, looking at the tears of the ocean in her hands.

Ning Fengzhi thought for a while and said, "Rongrong, this is the difference between you and Qin Jian, and it is also where you are inferior to him in this relationship. ”

"I'm not as good as him..."

Ning Rongrong asked urgently, "What's that?" ”

Ning Fengzhi said: "That is the perception of oneself and the belief in the future. ”

"Do you know what you really want? Do you know what you want to do in the future? Are you really sure that you want to live with Qin Jian for the rest of your life? ”

Ning Fengzhi's continuous questioning made Ning Rongrong stunned: "What do I really want... Do I really want to live with Brother Sword for the rest of my life..."

She was stunned.

"When you are still in the beginning of your youthful love and the hazy good feelings of your youth, Qin Jian has already seen her heart."

Ning Fengzhi continued: "He knows what he wants, and he knows what he wants to do, he is very sure where his feelings are, and he knows what the greatest pursuit in this life is, he has never doubted his feelings, so his feelings for you have not changed." ”

"Even if he is temporarily separated from you, he still believes that the two of you have a future, which is why he can keep Tears of the Sea alive."

Ning Fengzhi stretched out his hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face, and said softly: "And you, Rongrong, you doubted just now, you are not confident in each other's feelings, you don't believe in him, you don't believe in yourself, and you are doubting the future, how can you get the approval of Tears of the Sea?" ”

Ning Rongrong looked at the beautiful tears of the ocean scattered with light in his palm, and was slightly in a daze.

"Is it because I don't believe it myself..."

There were tears in her eyes again, but she held back them.

"Dad, I know what I'm going to do..."

She smiled softly at Ning Fengzhi.

That smile looked sweet, but it made Ning Fengzhi's heart twitch.

Is this the price of growth...

I learned to hide my emotions and understand the feelings of my loved ones...

"Dad, when I fuse the Tears of the Ocean again, I'll go to him again..."

"At that time, even if it is the end of the earth, I will be with him!"

She clenched the tears of the ocean in her hands tightly, and her eyes were so firm that Ning Fengzhi almost didn't know her.

"Rongrong..."

Ning Fengzhi patted her thin little shoulder and said, "Since you have figured it out, then work hard, after Qin Jian sent you the Begonia Flower this time, your soul power has been increased to level 27, and more importantly, your martial soul has become the Nine Treasure Glazed Pagoda!" ”

He said solemnly: "This is the miracle that Qin Jian brought to you, so you can't live up to his efforts, you know?" ”

"Nine Treasure Glazed Tower..."

Ning Rongrong raised his left hand, and the martial spirit emerged.

She looked at it, and suddenly burst into tears: "Brother Jian, thank you..."

"There is another thing, which was also left to you by Qin Jian, you can see for yourself."

Ning Fengzhi put the letter left by Qin Jian in Ning Rongrong's hand, and left here with Sword Douluo.

He has already said what he should have said, and everything he can do has been done, and then Ning Rongrong needs to think about it himself and determine his heart.

This is a path that everyone must walk on their own, and no one can replace it...

"The letter that Brother Jian left me..."

Ning Rongrong cautiously opened it, and saw a purple card in the envelope.

It doesn't have a thin layer like regular stationery, but a finger's thickness.

Ning Rongrong opened it gently, and suddenly there was a pleasant sound of guzheng and guxun accompaniment.

Soon, a familiar song came out: "The moon is full of flowers... Someone is lovesick..."

She covered her small mouth all of a sudden, her eyes were hazy with tears: "This is... My brother Jian's performance "Leaving Thoughts"..."

The soft singing voice sounded again, but it was more moving than when I practiced before.

Because Ning Rongrong finally understood the beauty, the nostalgia, and the helplessness.

She looked at the crisp handwriting on the letterhead.

"Rongrong, when you read this letter, I had already left the Seven Treasure Glazed Glass Sect..."

"I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye to you in person, because I know I'll be reluctant to leave that way..."

"I know you have a lot of doubts, and maybe even a lot of resentment..."

Ning Rongrong subconsciously shook his head.

Even so, she never had the slightest resentment against Qin Jian.

"There are some things that I can't tell you because that's the rule."

"But no matter how heartache and sadness is, I will bear it with you..."

"I don't know when you started, you are like a part of my body, and I can't let go of it anymore..."

"I really don't want to leave you, but Heaven is so cruel..."

"Sometimes I wonder if my presence is a burden to you, and if it weren't for me, you'd still be that little girl who is still unruly..."

"You'll grow up happy, you'll meet the boys you like, you'll be... Marry someone else..."

Ning Rongrong shook his head vigorously with tears in his eyes.

"Rongrong... I really hope that my appearance brings you joy and happiness... I wish you could be happier than you would be without me..."

"I like you so much..."

"Originally, what I wanted to write was, if you are not sure about your feelings, if your heart has changed, if you like someone else, then let go of our relationship..."

"But when I wrote this, my heart was so uncomfortable, so painful..."

"Rongrong, for the first time, I felt physical pain in my heart, it was not a mental imposition, but a real heartache..."

"So, I know, I can't live without you..."

"So, I changed this paragraph..."

"It doesn't matter if you understand your own heart in the future, or whether you will be attracted to other people..."

"I, Qin Jian, will never let go!"

"You wait for me, one day I will marry you!"

"Because, you're my fiancΓ©e!"

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Ning Rongrong laughed and cried again.

She slowly crouched down and carefully held the letter in her arms.

"Brother Sword... It's impossible for Rong Rong to change his mind... Rongrong is waiting for you to marry me..."

The singing in the gramophone box is endless.

"Smile with you..."

"Give me Sauvignon Blanc..."

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