Chapter 294: Discovery
Su Yingxue stood at the door of the study and tidied up her appearance, and then walked in with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and when she saw Zhao Xuan, who was sitting behind the desk and seemed to be writing something on paper and pen, she stood in place stupidly, paying affectionate attention to the man who ingested her soul.
For a while, she only felt that the light and shadow were like shuttles, and many pictures involuntarily appeared in front of her eyes.
Her first meeting with him, her stupidity when she was amazed by his handsome face, the deep affection that she had been silently watching behind his back all these years, and the joy she knew she was going to marry him; These images are all filled in her mind, constantly reminding her of how deep her feelings have been for him over the years, and how persistent she is in her love for him.
Zhao Xuan knew that Su Yingxue had been looking at him, but he just didn't want to raise his head to look at her more.
To tell the truth, if it weren't for the fact that she was the daughter of the Su family, he would have kicked this immoral woman out of the Xuan Palace, and now he was staring at her like this without blinking, he only felt that his whole body was like a thorn that made him very uncomfortable, and in the end, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to throw away the wolf pen in his hand irritably.
In order to get rid of this woman who looked at her eyes as soon as possible, Zhao Xuan took a deep breath, as if he had mustered up great courage to raise his head to look at her, and when he met her eyes full of affection, his eyebrows subconsciously sank, and said, "What do you have to see this king?" ”
Su Yingxue came back to her senses when she heard Zhao Xuan's words, two shy blushes rose on her face, moved to the desk, and put down the bird's nest cup: "The concubine heard that the prince was still working in the study, so she asked the study to prepare bird's nest and bring it to nourish the prince's body." ”
Zhao Xuan looked at Su Yingxue's delicate appearance coldly, and let out a cold snort from his chest: "This king doesn't like to eat this kind of sweet and glutinous thing, so I won't do it next time." ”
"Then what does the prince like to eat, and the concubine will let the kitchen make the prince's favorite food next time? In other words, the concubines are also willing to cook for the prince and take care of their husbands, which is what the * son should do. ”
Zhao Xuan looked at Su Yingxue and said, while shyly wringing the handkerchief in his hand, like that, she is really full of virtue, this woman, hasn't she become stupid, and now she can't even understand his words? Where does he not like to eat these things, it is clear that as long as she brings them, he doesn't love them.
"Su Yingxue, this king will not ask you to do what you should do for the *son, as long as you are your princess Xuan, this king will have no other requirements for you."
Su Yingxue's delicate red face gradually returned to normal with Zhao Xuan's cold words, and in the end, it was faintly white.
In her ears, there was still echoing the words that Xiangling taught her, Xiangling Jiao should be docile and well-behaved, and she must not do anything with him, so even if she knew that he didn't want to see her, she appeared in front of him with a cheeky face; When she was in Su Mansion before, her mother loved her, and never let her go to the kitchen, let alone learn to cook, for him, she even said that she wanted to make soup for him by herself, but he still didn't appreciate it, but said such rejecting words to her thousands of miles away.
Could it be that in his heart, all her efforts are so eyesore?
She wants to be nice to him, does he really dislike him like this?
Su Yingxue's eyes were filled with tears, but she has always been a strong character, and she will never allow herself to shed tears in front of others, so even if she can't stand the pain in her heart, she still bites her lip tightly, stares at Zhao Xuan with dead eyes, and asks, "Lord Wang, are you so reluctant to see your concubine?" ”
Zhao Xuan finally calmly fell on Su Yingxue's face that was about to cry, and sneered: "It seems that the princess of this king has not been stupid enough to come home and understands what this king means." ”
If Su Yingxue could still endure it before getting Zhao Xuan's answer a second ago, then at this moment, after hearing his answer with her own ears, Su Yingxue's temper, which had been resistant, was like a volcano erupting, and she couldn't control it anymore.
"The prince doesn't want to see his concubines, which means that the person the prince wants to see is someone else? Who is it? Is Chu Bingyue that slut? ”
Listening to Su Yingxue's abruptly raised voice and hurtful words, Zhao Xuan immediately became angry, slapped her on the desk heavily, and looked at her with cold eyes.
"Su Yingxue, you'd better speak to me politely, don't forget that you are Princess Xuan and not a shrew."
Su Yingxue, who was frightened by Zhao Xuan's slapping of the table, was stunned at first, and then the tears in her eyes could no longer fall uncontrollably, and she raised her head with a snow-white face and laughed.
"Zhao Xuan, even you say that I am your princess Xuan, but you ask yourself, in your heart, have you ever regarded me as your wife, your princess? In your heart, in your eyes, there is only that Chu Bingyue; No matter how good I am to you, you can't see it, and even if I love you again, you are not rare. ”
Looking at Su Yingxue, who was crying into tears, Zhao Xuan really didn't want to argue with her in this regard, after all, this issue was really commonplace for them.
When she was with him Su Yingxue before, she also said such things at every turn like now, and he would have been able to recite her words backwards a long time ago.
And after hearing so much, Zhao Xuan was already tired: "Su Yingxue, this king has been very tired recently, and I don't want to quarrel with you anymore, you go back to your own courtyard, this king wants to rest." ”
"I don't! If you don't make it clear today, I won't leave. ”
Su Yingxue took a few steps forward and rushed to the desk, staring at Zhao Xuan with sad eyes: "Tell me, can't you forget her?" Did you never think about leaving a place for me in your heart from the beginning? ”
Now, compared with the grand plan he is planning, the emotional entanglement with Su Yingxue is really insignificant, if it is normal time, Zhao Xuan may be able to say a few words to her, and when he sees her crying like this, he will soften his heart; However, he was so tired tonight, and all the hard work and worries of the past few days were pressed towards him after Su Yingxue's crying.
He was almost out of breath, so when he looked at Su Yingxue who was bent on asking for an answer, Zhao Xuan had nothing to hide from her, and said: "Su Yingxue, you are not stupid, you should also guess why this king married you in the first place, compared with other daughters, you are lucky enough, born in a big family like the Su family, and you are also a concubine, with a noble status and superior status, marrying you is equivalent to getting the support of the Su family, which is beneficial to this king's plan." ”
"That's why this king chose you among many noble ladies in the first place, no! To be precise, the Su family was chosen; As for Yue'er, since this king gave up on her at the beginning, it is very clear that it is difficult to renew the relationship with her, this king has endless love for her, endless regrets, and endless love, this king has consciously been right enough for you in this life, because this king has given you the identity of the mistress of Xuanwang's mansion that he values the most, so for you, this king is worthy of asking himself; Only Yue'er, this king is full of regrets for her, I don't know if this king's answer can satisfy you? ”
Su Yingxue's already snow-white face became even more pale and transparent after hearing Zhao Xuan's words, and tears fell silently, representing her sadness and despair; She thought she had been dead enough for this man before, but it was only after hearing what he said to her tonight that she really realized what it meant to be heartbroken.
Zhao Xuan, you are really ruthless!
"Marry me because of the Su family, you can't forget Chu Bingyue, because you love her? Hahaha! Zhao Xuan, you are such a pitiful and shameful man. ”
Zhao Xuan's face was immediately ugly, and it was the first time he had heard such words from others.
"What do you mean by that?"
Su Yingxue's eyes were full of tears, as if she had been hit too hard, her steps were vain, her body shook, and finally she used her hands to support the desk to stabilize her already weak body and support her not to fall.
"I mean, I suddenly don't hate Chu Bingyue anymore, it turns out that she is a poor woman just like me. Zhao Xuan, do you know? In fact, you don't love anyone yourself, and the person you really love the most is yourself; You keep saying that your favorite woman is Chu Bingyue, but you gave up her in order to get power, is this the love in your mouth? You don't know love at all, you've been deceiving yourself all the time. In order to get the support of the Su family, you married me who you don't love, and when you saw Chu Bingyue marrying King Ling, looking at their husband and wife's affection, Qin Se and Ming, you were jealous and unwilling, so you would never forget her; Maybe you can think of it this way, if Chu Bingyue is abandoned by you, she collapses, you may not even look at her again. ”
"Chu Bingyue is luckier than me, she has found a man who really loves her, while I put all my energy and my most precious heart on you; Zhao Xuan, I've been crying for our feelings, but now I understand that I should cry for myself. ”
Looking at Zhao Xuan, who was glaring at her, Su Yingxue sniffed and continued: "I hope you can really get what you want, because, in order to get these, you are really unscrupulous, and you are enough to wronged yourself." ”
After speaking, Su Yingxue was about to turn around and leave.
She no longer has the courage to face this man, all her true feelings and intentions have been trampled under his feet, and when she heard him personally say that she married her because of the Su family, she really should die.
Zhao Xuan was poked beyond recognition by Su Yingxue's words, and when he saw that this woman was about to leave after saying these incomprehensible words, how could he let her get her wish.
Zhao Xuan immediately got up from the chair and grabbed Su Yingxue's shoulder across the desk, but his sudden action was too urgent and too big, and he accidentally knocked over the bird's nest cup on the table.
A sound of porcelain breaking came from behind her, Su Yingxue looked back nervously, and just in time to see the bird's nest cup shattered into four petals and poured on the desk, and the bird's nest in the cup flowed out, wetting most of the paper and books on Zhao Xuan's desk.
Zhao Xuan hurriedly stretched out his help, holding a handkerchief in one hand and dipping the soup on the table, and quickly picking up the books and papers full of various words on the table that had not yet had time to get wet.
But what he didn't notice was that Su Yingxue, who was standing in place, suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the white paper that was held by Zhao Xuan in her hand and placed on top in surprise.