Chapter 163: You ...... Want to be truly alive?
At half past seven in the afternoon, Kenzo Kashiyama knocked on the door, "Mr. Chi, are you done?" ”
Chi Feichi came back to his senses from the study and looked at the time, "Okay, wait a minute!" ”
He has antibodies to his own toxins, which is another piece of good news.
This means that he will not be poisoned by himself, and he can also make serum.
He didn't dare to guarantee that he wouldn't accidentally hurt someone he didn't want to hurt, or that his toxin wouldn't be used by someone else.
However, the serum can be developed slowly, and eating can not be delayed.
Chi Feichi threw a piece of dissected experimental waste into a small incinerator, confirmed that the gas and incineration residue were not harmful, threw all the unused waste into it, cleaned it up, and took stock of his next research plan in his heart by the way.
Today the venom has been used up, and from tomorrow, it is necessary to study the time for the venom to return to its full state, the amount of venom produced per day, and the degree of damage to the body tissues of living organisms with different amounts of venom......
Coupled with the development of serum, the workload is full.
If it weren't for the constraints, he would have wanted to know what and how the venom pipes in his gums were distributed......
It's no wonder that some people find it strange and worry about being caught for dissection research.
The research is really interesting.
After dinner, Chi Fei returned to his room late and boarded the game.
Amuro popped up the private chat window.
012: Consultant, you didn't come to the pet hospital today, Mr. Oyama called and said, there is nothing to trouble the consultant recently, does the consultant have any arrangements these days?
Scarecrow: I forgot to tell you, I'm going to take a few days off, you can take a vacation, you don't have to go to the hospital.
Toru Amuro: "......"
Oh, he's on vacation again......
Kazami Yuya is still not online tonight, Toru Amuro, Koizumi Hongko, Gray Yuan Ai, and Fei Mo are online every day, squatting in the field and watching a group of people fight, and there are two teams of bodyguards from two major legions behind him.
Magical Pretty Girl: Hmm...... Why didn't they [ ] fight?
Isn't it black: such a large group of people are staring, are they embarrassed to fight?
Good kitten: I'm worried that we will pick up the cheap after losing both.
Zero-One-Two: Then let me tell them that we're not that kind of people. Smile. By the way, here comes the advisor.
Scarecrow: Your posture ......
Good Kitten: What's wrong?
Scarecrow: Looks like the evil forces of this game.
Good Kitten: ......
012:......
It's not black: the forces of evil...... Then let's go find someone to fight!
Good Kitten: There's no legion to contradict us, right? Looking for a reason to hit someone? I can go and quote it.
Zero-one-two: Kitten, you ...... Today's thinking is dangerous.
Magical Pretty Girl: It's not good to find a reason to bully people, you can go to the arena, let's occupy the arena leaderboard, how about it?
Scarecrow: Yes.
Zero-one-two: Unify this play area.
Good Kitten: Make other players tremble under the oppression of evil forces?
Scarecrow: You can use 'shiver' here.
Magical Pretty Girl: Shivering +1!
Not black: +2
Zero One Two: +3
Chi Feichi was amused in his heart, after last night's contact, everyone seemed to let go tonight.
Especially Gray Plains, this is a bit of a little girl.
It's no wonder that some say that the Internet can unleash the true self......
A group of people did not wave, first entered the arena to compete with each other, familiar with the rules and professional PVP skills.
Playing games, everyone is serious!
However, there are five people in total, one-on-one, and there is always one person who is vacant.
Chi Feichi was about to play a fight with Gray Yuanai, when he found that the mobile phone on the table lit up, and sent a message to the other four to play first and pick up the phone.
New Email: [You know the person who was killed by a sniper shot today, right?] 】
I took a look at the address, the boss of a certain organization.
Chi Feichi thought for a while and replied: [What do you mean by this? 】
New Email: [Helped you breathe, didn't you?] 】
Chi Feichi: [You are investigating and spying on me]
New Email: [Yes, but do you want to know the meaning of life?] You...... Want to be truly alive? 】
Chi Feichi stared at the new email for two seconds: "......"
Is this statement serious?
Subconsciously, I want to look for the 'no' option......
Seeing that Chi Fei didn't reply late, he was also patiently waiting.
Kenzo Higayama was in his room, listening to the movement on the eavesdropper.
The sound of the mobile phone buttons is very faint, but you can hear it clearly by turning up the monitoring sound.
He was familiar with that melodic key sound, and Chi Feichi was in contact with that one!
However, it seems that something was communicated, and it stopped again.
Well? No, it's starting again......
……
Chi Feichi replied to the email: [......]
A string of ellipses represents his attitude when he saw that sentence - he did not dare to reply.
After a while, the new email: [The person who died today is the person who hurt you back then, you investigated them, but you gave up on your own, because you know there is no evidence?] Or do you feel like it's over?
In your mind, is it really over?
That person squeezed out his classmates, stole things, felt that heterogeneous people should be isolated, destroyed those he didn't like, and sold illegal drugs privately, but he still had countless people's trust and pursuit, and he was like this from childhood to adulthood.
Do you remember, when you stood in front of a hamster that was cut to death by a sharp blade, what were those people talking about? They said that Hainei-kun was a very gentle person and could not do such a thing.
You can't do anything about this situation, for more than a decade, and it's the same after more than a decade.
You're trying to fit in with them, but why haven't they ever accepted you? Have you considered the answer? Obviously you are so good, and you are trying to be excellent, what are you trying to be? 】
Chi Feichi was silent, he probably guessed the other party's routine.
Investigate him, get to know him, confirm his situation, and then break through his weakest psychological point.
That's right, he doesn't lack money, he doesn't lack power, none of these can impress him, but mentally, or psychological loopholes, are the flaws he puts on the surface.
A flaw that makes people feel that it can be 'fatal with one hit'!
This matter is indeed a knot, the biggest knot, even if he is not the original consciousness, under this kind of incendiary text, recalling the faces at that time, there is also a moment of resentment in his heart that cannot be vented.
Judging from the experience of the original consciousness, this person is not jealous, and there is nothing worthy of his jealousy, and the reason for depression is nothing more than introversion, isolation, inner sensitivity, and like to think too much.
The other party grabbed the psychological flaws and threw out a series of questions, and changed the original consciousness body, I am afraid that he couldn't help but think about it too much, thinking of confusion.
It can be seen that the other party doesn't care whether his depression will recur at all.
However, he is not the original consciousness after all, he is calmer, and he doesn't care whether those people recognize him or not.
The current situation is that the other party wants to pull him into the gang, and he also wants to join the gang, but he can't let the other party know that he wants to join the gang.
None of the ones delivered to the door are fragrant enough.
Moreover, if he expressed his interest in Changsheng, the other party would definitely not let him easily obtain relevant research materials in order to hang him.
From the beginning, his plan was to disguise himself as a 'passive' to make people feel good and easy to control, but to act like I suspect that you are uneasy and kind, I don't trust you, and I have a hard time handling it.
Even if he breaks into the inside, he will hide what he really wants, find opportunities to pretend to be inadvertently in contact with the part of scientific research, and get relevant information.
Judging from the current situation, the other party has obviously taken the bait.
The original consciousness never thought that someone would investigate, use, or hide their own contradictions, who would start fishing with their own pain and depression from the age of five?
How can a child think that? How can we predict the future and lay out in advance?
No one would have thought that this body had changed souls, so that one should be very confident by now, very confident that his judgment was right, and also believed that he could break through his psychological defenses.
Well...... Then, he probably doesn't have to reply next, and the other party should come to express a little approval immediately.
I didn't have to wait long, but it was only about a minute, and a new email arrived:
[Because you were wrong from the beginning, you don't need to integrate into them, you don't know how much jealousy and redness there is in their isolation, they need a little bit of things that you are inferior to them to make up for the psychological imbalance, and you and they are not people of the same world, you can't integrate into them, you will only get farther and farther away from them]
This makes sense, but it's a bit of a change of concept.
The original consciousness is isolated, and it also has problems with its interpersonal processing ability, for example, it can't express, and for example, it is too hungry.
Friends are people who treat each other as equals, and if you blindly accommodate and carefully curry favor, not only is it not easy to make real friends, but people with this personality are also easy to attract scum.
Chi Feichi replied: [What exactly do you want to say? 】
Well, you have to be patient and restrained, but you want to avoid the original problem, and also give the other person a hint - 'I'm not at peace in my heart, I still kind of agree with what you say, but I don't want to admit it'.
Do you want to welcome or refuse......
New Email: [As you guessed, I'm interested in genetic diseases in your family and changes in yourself, come help me, and I can help you too.] For the wretched of the earth,there is a flame that never the darkest night will end and the sun will rise ,we will live again in freedom in the garden of the Lord.
You can think about it slowly and give me an answer in three days. 】
Chi Feichi glanced at it twice and put the phone back on the table.
That's a passage from "Les Miserables", which means-
The world is full of misery, and there will be a flame in the middle. The night will end, the sun will rise, and we will be reborn in God's Garden of Freedom.
I didn't talk to him about money power, I didn't talk to him about companionship and love, but I punched down in front of him, which was really inflammatory.
The word 'new life' is so beautiful, the more people are trapped in the cocoon, the more eager they are to break through that thick cocoon.
If he hadn't been convinced of his goals, if he hadn't known the situation and future development of this organization, he would have been more or less moved and eager to try......
"Freshman, ......"
Chi Feichi sighed, turned his head, and played the game.
Freshman? Sorry, he's a new life.