The next day, Severus followed Dumbledore to a barren castle......

On the third day, Severus followed Dumbledore to a cliff......

On the fourth day, it turned into a deep forest covered with snow......

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One night, looking at the professor who had returned to school, Severus not only shed a few tears in his psyche!

It's finally over,

MMP, Christmas is finally over!

Severus couldn't help but let out a relieved expression.

School is finally in school, and Severus is going to be blackened if it goes on like this.

Christmas at Hogwarts lasted for three weeks, but with the exception of the first week when Dumbledore had no idea where to hide, the two of them seemed to be in crazy mob farming for the next few days.

Today it's a dark wizard, tomorrow it's a vampire, and the day after tomorrow it's a werewolf, and there are all kinds of fierce and irritable or magical creatures such as five-legged monsters, man-eaters, poisonous bats, and boggarts, that is, both of them are strong enough, otherwise they may not be able to come back safely.

And although Severus's actual combat experience has been greatly improved by continuous battles, he will still feel tired.

Wizards are not very physical beings, and most importantly, Severus has the greatest influence on his heart!

If Dumbledore is not serious, it will be like a loose Erha!

And it's the kind without reins!

Severus: "I didn't expect you to be such a white wizard, what do you think people would think if someone saw you murderous?" ”

Dumbledore: "Hehe, what are you talking about, Severus, these are very evil beings! ”

Severus said coldly, "Didn't you say you wouldn't kill?" ”

Dumbledore: "The five-legged monsters, the poisonous bats, the man-eaters, and the Boggart, are they human?!" ”

Severus frowned: "Dark wizards, aren't vampires and werewolves human?" How would Lupin feel if he heard that you didn't see him as a human being? Dumbledore? ”

"I didn't kill them!" Dumbledore smiled and said, "Look, I just limited their movement so that they couldn't resist, and it was you who delivered the fatal blow, Severus. ”

Then, Dumbledore said meaningfully, "I can guarantee that I haven't killed a single person, not even a human form, in the past few days, but Severus, you have killed more than a dozen people!" ”

Dumbledore lowered his head slightly, shot his sharp eyes over the lenses again, and then asked in a deep voice, "Severus, how does it feel to kill?" ”

"How?" Severus said coldly, "I don't have the slightest feeling for killing those scum," Severus still seemed to have a murderous aura on him, "Do you think those dark wizards can still be called "people"? Dumbledore? Or do you think werewolves and vampires who use people as food are human? ”

Although Severus didn't like killing, and knew the effects of killing on the will, he wanted to give it a try.

This was the purpose of Severus' willingness to follow Dumbledore.

And the result was just as Severus thought, when he saw the tragic situation in those castles, Severus, who was killing, did not feel any discomfort.

Those are all wicked people who are full of evil and cannot be reborn for eternity!

They're just demons crawling out of hell!

In Severus's eyes, they really weren't human anymore!

However, Dumbledore didn't kill the dark wizard or the werewolf for some reason, but in the end it was all solved by Severus.

It would have been impossible without Dumbledore's temptation!

However, Severus behaved very calmly, not only killing, but also killing justifiably!

"Dumbledore, although I also admire your insistence on "not killing", don't you think that insistence is a bit ridiculous! Severus coldly pouted the pensive Dumbledore, "People have good and evil, things are right and wrong, and you have always adhered to principles, but it seems that you are indistinguishable from good and evil." ”

"Dumbledore, you don't seem to believe in yourself!" Severus also said meaningfully.

By this time, Severus had fully understood.

The effects of the killing are entirely on the individual's consciousness, and of course, this means without the use of black magic.

Just like in daily life, we will kill chickens, kill fish, or inadvertently crush N more ants and insects, will these killings have any effect on us?

Not at all,

In the consistent consciousness of ordinary people, this is a matter of course.

Even ants, insects, and so on are not considered life.

This is a matter of personal consciousness.

To put it bluntly, it's actually "I'm reasonable with me." ”

Just as some people feel guilty when they sin, others feel like they are doing the right thing for heaven.

It's all based on the difference that arises from one's own consciousness.

In the same way, if there is a strong will to feel that you are always exercising justice, what is the effect of these killings?

Of course, the use of black magic cannot be generalized, and black magic can only be used when evil thoughts are first generated in the mind, and this effect is not just a psychological problem.

It's like an addiction.

Most of the addictions in daily life are caused by habits and are a psychological effect.

But OCD and drugs are not!

Obsessive-compulsive disorder and drugs can cause physical addiction in addition to psychological addiction.

In particular, regular use of drugs will lead to changes in physiological hormones, and if they cannot be supplemented, they will not be able to withstand it physically.

So, don't try these things.

In fact, many of the claims on TV about drug rehabilitation success are fake, and most of them just reduce dependence or find alternatives.

It takes money to pile it up.

How did the truly successful people who have reported do it?

An old father cut off all his son's hands and feet, and finally helped him get off drugs!

That's the reality!

"Really?!" Dumbledore just sighed softly, "You can only understand if you have experienced it, Severus, sometimes, a little mistake takes a lifetime to make up." ”

As he spoke, Dumbledore seemed to think of something, "I think I can see why Nick gave you that thing, I really don't fit it!" ”

Severus just watched the old man's vanishing back.

Dumbledore actually knew better than anyone else, but some things are like this, and you can't do it by trying to figure it out.

Just as Lupin was afraid of the full moon, even from a very young age, he knew why he was afraid, but could he control it?

Dumbledore was much more complicated.

He knows in his heart what is right, but he will doubt his own actions, so he does not dare to do it.

It's like treating Tom. Like Riddle, Dumbledore had a lot of chances, but he didn't dare.

It's not justice or morality that binds him, it's just himself!

Maybe he's been tormented by himself all the time, so sometimes he simply doesn't think about it, so sometimes, he will be willful and let things develop.

It is also because of this that he can die calmly, even relieved.

Dumbledore hates himself!

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I kind of hate myself like this.

People, it's really complicated!!