Chapter 568: Found It
Chu Xingyue didn't know that Wuchen and Wushuang thought so highly of her, and at this time, she didn't have any other thoughts to think about anything else, her mind was chaotic, thinking about what Wushuang said to Xiao Ruiyuan just now.
Zhao Ling did not give up looking for her, and he would find her soon.
What about after finding her? With his character, he will definitely take her away in every possible way, but she has decided that she will never have anything to do with this man again.
She will not forget the dazed and painful feeling when she was trapped in the Ling Wang's Mansion by the Imperial Forest Army, nor will she forget the remorse and guilt in her heart when Xiao Ruiyuan looked at her with sad eyes and told her about the true cause of Yuan Feng's death, and she will clearly remember that when she was forced to the point where she had no way out, she could only fight for survival by hurting her body.
At first, she may have hated Zhao Ling, complained about his deception, and denounced his dishonesty, but slowly, she found that she hated herself the most.
If it weren't for her easy belief that Zhao Ling would save Yuan Feng, Yuan Feng would not have been caught and tortured alive by Zhuo Lang's pervert for so long, if it weren't for her putting all her hopes of rescuing her eldest brother on Zhao Ling's body, the eldest brother would not have been forced to escape from prison, and the entire Jingbei Hou Mansion would not have been affected.
All this is caused by her weakness and credulity, so she will not let herself blame anyone again, if there is really someone who is hated by herself, then she would rather hate herself.
She should have understood a long time ago that in this world, it is better to seek others than herself, and it is better to rely on others than herself, it is she who makes herself weaker and weaker, until she drags down the people around her, and she wakes up in the pain; I still remember that when she just crossed over, she didn't rely on anyone, even if she was isolated and helpless in the hunting ground, she also relied on her own efforts to stand on her feet and stabilize the overall situation.
She misses herself at that time, and she is deeply aware that as long as she changes back to her original self, she is qualified to protect herself and everyone around her.
Therefore, she had already made a decision in her heart, no matter whether Zhao Ling would find her or not, no matter what method he used to bring him back, she would not let herself be led by his nose again; She is Chu Xingyue, Chu Xingyue with a strong personality and hard work, and she will never let herself become a silk grass clinging to a big tree, and let others decide her fate.
Chu Xingyue slowly stroked her flat lower abdomen, there was already another small life here, even for the sake of this child, she had to be strong again.
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Chu Xingyue and his entourage took about an hour to come to the village mentioned in Huofengkou.
It is said to be a village, but in fact, this once sparsely populated village has the scale of a small town, as said in Huofengkou, because this village is close to the capital, so whether it is economic development and convenient transportation, it is not an ordinary village can be compared.
Because their group was still dressed up in the same costume as the welcoming team, Huofeng first found a small farm yard for them to rest for a while.
Chu Xingyue entered the side room of the farmhouse courtyard for a simple grooming under Chunxing's service, looking at herself who had washed the lead in the bronze mirror, Chu Xingyue reached out and stroked her white and bloodless face.
Chun Xing also saw that her face was not very good after the makeup on Chu Xingyue's face was cleaned, thinking of the child in Miss's womb, Chun Xing immediately became nervous, quickly squatted down and grabbed Chu Xingyue's hand, and asked, "Miss, are you not feeling well?" Your face is frighteningly white, do you want the slave to call Master Wuchen in to check your pulse? ”
Chu Xingyue was dressed as a bride, so the makeup on her face was inevitably heavier, and naturally it covered her original complexion, and now her makeup was gone, facing the sky, Chun Xing naturally saw the exhaustion on her face at a glance, to be honest, even she felt a little scary when she saw herself like this, not to mention Chun Xing, who has always been timid.
Chu Xingyue touched her lower abdomen, smiled at the nervous Chunxing, and said, "Don't be nervous, I'm fine, I just feel a little tired, just take a break." ”
Chu Xingyue's baby is not sitting steadily, coupled with her weak body, if the child in her womb is not taken care of, it is very likely to be gone; After the repeated toss of going out of the city today, even Chun Xing felt a little tired, let alone Chu Xingyue, who was pregnant? !
Just when Chun Xing was about to stand up and pour a cup of warm water for Chu Xingyue, the slightly closed door was pushed open from the outside, and then she saw Wuchen appear in a simple blue robe; Because their group needed to hide their identities all the way, Wuchen and Wushuang decided that in order not to attract attention, they no longer wore robes and dressed as monks, but pretended to be ordinary middle-aged men and accompanied Chu Xingyue's side.
Chun Xing saw Wuchen coming in, and hurriedly greeted him and said: "The master came just in time, Miss's complexion looks very bad, but the slave maid asked, but Miss said that there is no big problem, you go over and take a look, see if it is really okay." ”
Listening to Chun Xing's nervous voice, Chu Xingyue smiled helplessly, and was just about to stand up, when a wave of dizziness came towards her in front of her, and in an instant, she saw her whole person falling straight to the ground as if she was out of control.
As soon as Wuchen came in, he saw Chu Xingyue's pale face, so he paid a little attention to her, but what he didn't expect was that as soon as Chunxing's voice fell, Chu Xingyue was about to faint; Fortunately, his eyes were quick, and at the moment when Chu Xingyue was about to fall to the ground, he flew up suddenly, borrowed Chu Xingyue, who was dizzy in front of him, and quickly took out a small jade bottle from his arms, poured out two crystal clear pills and fed them to her mouth.
"Swallow it, Chunxing, go pour water."
Chunxing was also frightened by the sudden situation in front of her, and only came back to her senses after hearing Wuchen's command, and then quickly poured warm water, watching Wuchen feed the warm water to the young lady in one mouthful, the young lady slowly opened her eyes, and then breathed a sigh of relief, but the tears fell.
Chu Xingyue was hugged by Wuchen to the side and lay down on the chaise longue, although she had woken up now, her limbs were still sore and weak, and she vaguely heard Chunxing's faint sobbing, she knew that she must be scared of this crying crybaby again.
After Wuchen touched Chu Xingyue's pulse, he roughly judged why she suddenly fainted, and said to her: "Don't worry, you're just too tired, a little in good spirits, I'll let someone boil today's medicine later, wait for you to drink it, let's rest for a while and go on the road." ”
As long as there is no problem with the child in the womb, Chu Xingyue will not be worried.
It's just that, listening to Wuchen's arrangement, he seems to be staying here for a while; However, if they delay here for too long, will they run into Zhao Ling who came to them?
Chu Xingyue reluctantly opened her eyes and looked towards Wuchen, "Actually, I'm fine, it's the same when we rest on the road, let's hurry up." ”
"No one knows your physical condition better than me, and if you still want this child, then you have to listen to me."
Wuchen didn't allow Chu Xingyue to come at this time, and said: "I know what you're worried about, don't worry, since I promised to take you away safely, I won't break my word; Whether that person is found or not, we will be there for you. If you really want to fight, then protect the child in your womb well, and don't let him have an accident. ”
Chun Xing hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, persuaded the young lady who was obviously anxious to leave, and said: "Yes, Miss, let's listen to the master's words, you also desperately want to save this child, you have suffered a lot during this time for him, even if you don't let yourself suffer in vain, you must protect your body well, and you must not let the child have an accident." ”
How could Chu Xingyue not understand these truths, she just didn't want to see that person again at this time.
It's a pity that this body is really too unlucky, just a little bothered, she is so weak, it seems that what Yuan Feng said at the beginning was really not wrong at all, she gave her essence and blood to others, and her life can no longer have normal health and life; No wonder Chu Bingyue's biological mother went at such a young age, perhaps, she would also follow in the footsteps of that stupid woman.
Thinking of this, Chu Xingyue cherished the time she spent with the child in her womb, if her life in this world was really not too long, she really hoped that she could get along with her child more, so that when he grew up, even if he remembered her mother, he would be full of happiness. There will be no regrets.
"I know, don't worry, I will listen to you, take the medicine and leave."
After Chu Xingyue's reply, Wuchen and Chunxing were at ease.
After accompanying her for a while, the two left the side room one after another, leaving her alone in the room to rest quietly.
In the small courtyard of the farmhouse, the simple peasant family brought seasonal fresh fruits to entertain them, although Huofeng used to be a fierce general around Wuchen, but in Dawei incognito for more than 20 years, and has been a businessman for more than 20 years, the best thing is to deal with people.
The identities of their group could not be disclosed, so Huofeng casually found individual identities to deal with the peasant family, and then gave them a rich reward, which could be regarded as a thank you for the peasant family's acceptance.
Xiao Ruiyuan also hurriedly walked out after changing the groom's clothes, and saw Chun Xing, who was guarding the door of the side room, with red eyes, and subconsciously began to nervous Chu Xingyue, only to see that he was just about to push the door in, but Chun Xing hurriedly stopped him: "What are you going to do?" ”
Xiao Ruiyuan looked at Chun Xing with a nervous face, and said, "I'll go to see my sister, just now I saw Master Wushuang boiling medicine, is there something wrong with my sister's body again?" ”
Chunxing grabbed Xiao Ruiyuan, stopped him from pushing the door, and then dragged him to the side, lowered her voice, and said, "Miss is resting, don't go in and disturb her; Besides, with Master Wuchen here, Miss will definitely be fine. ”
As soon as he heard this, he knew that Chu Xingyue had really had an accident, and Xiao Ruiyuan's face immediately became anxious.
But before he could say another word, a thunderous sound of horses' hooves came from a distant storm, and almost everyone in the courtyard stopped their movements, raised their heads in unison, and looked in the direction from which the sound came.