Louis felt that his head weighed 10,000 pounds, his ears were constantly buzzing, and the wounds from his previous injuries were getting more and more painful. All in all, he felt sick all over, like being ravaged over and over again by a raging bull.

What's wrong with me?

Where am I?

What the hell is going on?

A flurry of questions popped up, but Louis couldn't concentrate on his thoughts, and as soon as he used his brain a little, his brain hurt as if it were cracked.

After a full ten minutes, the headache subsided a little, and the bee cry in my ears also subsided a lot. However, Louis still couldn't control his mind, and the memories of the scenes poured out like a tidal wave, making him a little overwhelmed.

Among these memories, there are happy moments and painful memories, and when the scene of the tragic death of a loved one comes back to Louis, he roars in anger and struggles to sit up from the bed.

Whoop, whoop, whoop......

Louis held his head and gasped for breath, and it took him a while to realize that he was in a field hospital or something, and the smell of disinfectant water was all too familiar to him.

"You're finally awake?"

A silver bell-like voice rang out behind Louis, who had just tried to turn his neck to see who it was, but was instantly overwhelmed by the intense pain.

"Be careful, you were badly injured in your cervical spine and almost died. Don't move! ”

The silver-bell-like voice approached Louis quickly, and Louis could feel his neck being held by a pair of warm jade hands, and the voice said cautiously, "Slow down." Lie down. You need to rest! ”

I don't know if it's this voice that has magic. Louis was too tame, and he lay down obediently, even if he didn't know how he was injured and where it was.

As she lay on her hospital bed, Louis finally saw the owner of the voice, a girl dressed in white at the age of eighteen or nineteen, with short flaxen hair and a few freckles on her cheeks, which made her look a little playful.

Louis asked with difficulty, "Where am I?" ”

Miss Nurse examines Louis's wounds. One side replied: "This is the field hospital of the Jewish People's Liberation Army, and you are our sick number!" ”

Jewish People's Liberation Army?

Louis was no stranger to the name, not long ago he was a prisoner of the People's Liberation Army, and it was with their "help" that Louis was able to "retire" from the army early and return to his hometown happily.

Of course, he originally planned to pack up the house, and then marry a wife and have children to start a happy life. But what happened later was a nightmare, and when I think about it. Louis felt like his head was going to explode.

Therefore, Louis did not have a favorable opinion of the Jewish People's Liberation Army. He felt that if it weren't for the Jews' involvement, those tragedies would not have happened. For this, the Jews are responsible!

"Why!" The nurse retorted unhappily, "Why should we be held responsible for the crimes committed by the Polish devils!" ”

Louis was just about to give his reason when he was ruthlessly interrupted by Miss Nurse: "If we don't revolt, the Poles won't be the devil?" Could it be that we Jews have turned them into devils? You seem to have forgotten that for two hundred years, you Germans have been involved in the partition and dismemberment of Poland, and you have always been one of their mortal enemies, even if we Jews had not started an uprising, do you think the Poles would have a good impression of you? ”

Louis was stunned, although his cultural level was not high, but he still accepted the traditional German education in its entirety, and the history of the partition of Poland was the glory of Germany. And as a German living next to the Poles, he knew the hatred in the hearts of the Poles. To put it mildly, the Poles probably hate them and the polar bears even more. Their grievances with the Jews were much lighter.

That is to say, the nurse lady was quite right when she said that even if there had been no Jewish uprising, the Poles would probably not have treated the Germans very well. Hatred has been planted a long time ago, and it is only a matter of time before it erupts!

But Louis was reluctant to accept this result, because it would appear that the Germans were self-inflicted. Like all wrongdoers, everyone wants to pass the buck and find an excuse, and the greater the culpability, the more so. Especially for a person like Louis, who is in pain, he hopes to have a goal of psychological shirking responsibility, and the goal he had set before is the Jews, and it makes him feel a lot more comfortable to put the blame on the Jews.

But now Miss Nurse has shattered this illusion, which is completely unacceptable to Luis, because once he accepts it, it means the destruction of his ego, and he will have no reason to continue to live in this world.

"I'm going to be discharged, I don't want your handouts!" Louis struggled to get up, but he was stopped by Miss Nurse: "You can't be discharged yet!" We have no intention of giving you anything, it is our duty and duty to save you! ”

Louis didn't understand, although the medical staff has been talking about humanitarianism and saving lives, but there is so little that can be done. Especially in this era, the poor basically have no money to see a doctor, and they have never heard that hospitals drive away poor people who can't afford to pay their bills, but I have never heard that they will keep people.

Miss Nurse said without question: "The reason for your wounding is to help us fight, and if it were not for your heroic destruction of the Polish devil's armored train, our soldiers would have paid a heavy price." To us, you are a benefactor and a hero, so, you must stay and be healed until you are healed! ”

Such an explanation made Louis a little dumbfounded, what kind of person he was that he didn't understand himself? When I joined the army, I was a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day, and I was notoriously timid and afraid of death. How could he have destroyed some armored train in order to save the Jews?

Louis immediately thought that the Jews were mistaken, that he was not a hero, but a bear in the truest sense of the word. If he is a hero, how can he watch his loved ones die tragically? Louis kept cursing himself in his heart: "Louis, you are a bad seed!" You're a coward! You're a bear! You're a coward! ”

However, the nurse did not accept his own conclusion: "My brother really saw it." That day was in Poland the devil's armored train blocked our progress. When he knocked out his comrades one by one with machine guns and artillery. It was you who rushed over with the explosives bag and blew it up! ”

Louis was stunned again, holding the explosive bag and rushing to the armored train that sprayed flames, how did this not look like his style, but the nurse was very sure, and said that her brother carried him down from the ghost gate, and the appearance of the oath did not look like a fraud?

Louis was confused. Confused, he lay stupidly on the hospital bed, trying to remember what had happened that night......

On the outskirts of Olsztyn, Li Xiaofeng led the GRU's troops and some Jewish Liberation Army soldiers to the city unconsciously. The Poles were unprepared for the sleep of a huge Olsztyn, and then a well-planned surprise attack broke out.

While the troops outside the city attacked, the semaphore flags lurking inside the city, with the help of Jewish undercover agents, touched the Polish sentry posts, cut the telephone lines, and then attacked the most important target in the city, the train.

At first, the action went smoothly, and the drunken Poles, who were unprepared, were beaten to the ground. The one who cried for his father and called his mother fled. But when the attacking troops rushed to the platform, ready to take control of the military column in the zhì station. The unexpected happened.

Pilsudski left behind an armored train in Olsztyn, and the armored monster used machine guns and artillery to bring down anyone who tried to approach the platform. The attacking troops attacked three times in a row and suffered a crushing defeat.

Seeing that the Polish military train in the station was about to escape, the nurse's brother was about to risk his life to destroy the armored monster. A staggering figure appeared in his eye sockets, the person who came was not tall, even slightly timid, and dirty all over his body, like a down-and-out bum.

But it was this inconspicuous and slightly obscene man who stepped forward at the critical moment, only to see him pick up an explosive bag and rush towards the armored train like a madman. To tell the truth, Miss Nurse's brother had never seen such a crazy person, and this guy didn't mean to dodge at all, and almost charged forward with his head held high.

Miss Nurse's brother had no doubt that this madman or idiot would be smashed into a sieve by a machine gun on an armored train in the next second, or simply blown up by a shell.

"This madman is one of our people?" He asked his comrades on the left and right.

Everyone shook their heads, saying that they didn't know the middle two patient who was rushing forward. Miss Nurse's brother was speechless about this sudden killing, but he soon came to his senses - no matter who this madman was, he was undoubtedly helping himself!

"Heavy, cover him!"

To be honest, the fire cover of the machine gun can only be said to be better than nothing, the bulletproof armor on the armored train is completely immune to the fire of the PK machine gun, even Deshka can do nothing, only the newly installed PTRD-18 will work. The problem is that the PTRD-18 "body" is too burly, and when it sneaks into the city, it can't be brought in at all.

Miss Nurse's brother instructed the Heavy to cover the Form 2 patient while picking up the explosives bag and making a detour from the other side. His plan was to take advantage of the fact that the armored train's attention was drawn away by the secondary two patients and sneak through.

It can be seen that he was not optimistic about the behavior of a secondary two patient at that time, and even felt that he was certain to die. But that's how interesting it is, when Miss Nurse's brother is only halfway gone, he seems to underestimate someone. Someone's second is true, but the luck is really outrageous, under the machine-gun fire and artillery fire, as if entering a no-man's land, all the way forward, breaking through the barrier of the fire net, rushing into the bottom of the train!

At that time, Miss Nurse's brother wiped his nose and looked at the sky again, as if asking God a question. At this moment, the secondary two patient at the bottom of the car suddenly pulled the fuse, and the flame burst into flames.

It stands to reason that at this time, you should run away for your life, but the nurse's brother found that someone was indeed very two, and the second was stupid and stayed on the spot, according to his original words: "That fool looked at the fuse that disappeared little by little with the eyes of the birthday candle, and at that time I couldn't wait to drag it out and slap him a few mouths!" ”

Of course, this is impossible. Miss Nurse's brother watched the fuse disappear little by little, but a certain fool was stunned on the spot, and just roared angrily: "Idiot, run!" ”

This sound seemed to wake up the secondary two patients who were intoxicated by the flames of the fuse. He looked up blankly. I looked in the direction of Miss Nurse's brother. I looked at the explosives bag in my arms again. Suddenly, he hit a spirit, then shoved the explosive bag above the axle, and then the girl began to run wildly!

This scene made Miss Nurse's brother's glasses shatter, he thought that the other party was not afraid of death at all! Who would have thought that panicking is worse than a frightened rabbit, at least a frightened rabbit will not run stupidly in a straight line......

Sudden Sudden Sudden ......

Once again, the machine guns of the armored train began to rage, and the bullets made the ground dusty, but fortunately, with a loud bang, the qiē quickly disappeared. The moment of the explosion. Miss Nurse's brother vaguely saw the Form 2 patient being shaken away by the air wave and shock wave. He knew very well that at such a distance, with such a violent explosion, no one would survive!

However, he came to this conclusion a little early, and when they cleaned up the battlefield for the rest of their lives, they dug out a secondary two patient from the rubble made of wooden planks and steel bars. Although this man was covered in wounds and looked like a bloody man, all the parts were still complete, and there was still one breath left!

This discovery made Miss Nurse's brother very emotional, it seems that this is not only the illegitimate child of Lady Luck. It also has the vitality of Xiaoqiang!

Louis became a hero in a daze, but he was actually in a very special state at the time. The tragic death of his loved ones left him in great pain, and the government's inaction left him grieved and indignant. He couldn't see any hope, and he was shrouded in despair and easily made extreme choices, especially when he poured a lot of low-quality alcohol, which led to his courage being infinitely magnified.

When the sound of gunfire woke him up from his hangover, when the gore on the battlefield stifled his nerves again, this one broke out and exploded! The old saying is indeed not wrong, it is really wine that instigates people's courage!

If Pilsudski had known that his armored train had been dropped by a drunken coward, I am afraid he would have vomited blood. As the railway station was captured, all the military trains left in the station were intercepted by Li Xiaofeng. This Polish national hero is faced with a very embarrassing situation - the back road and supply routes have been cut off, and a large part of the supplies have been packed and pulled away.

In fact, Pilsudski's situation was even worse than expected, and when Olsztyn was attacked, a siege network was firmly encircled under Königsberg, and this previously high-flying army was soon to be wiped out......

But it had nothing to do with Louis, who could not recall his heroic deeds that night (he drank too much), and he really had no affection for the Jews, and if it weren't for the strong insistence of the nurse, he would have been gone long ago.

Every day, his life trajectory is to eat, sleep, and receive treatment. It was so monotonous that he almost got tired of it. Of course, occasionally when the nurse is not too busy, she will chat with him or push him out for a walk.

"What are you going to do in the future?"

Louis did not know what to say to the nurse's question, for he had already made reasonable plans for his future, but now the Poles had destroyed them. It's like he has lost his soul, and he doesn't know what to do.

"Are you going to live your life in such a mess?" Miss Nurse asked again.

In the past, many people used the same words to stimulate Louis, such as Marvin, a fellow countryman who served in the army, and his instructors and superiors in the army, and everyone was saddened by his lack of progress.

However, Louis did not care at all about the questioning of those people, and felt no shame. And today, in the face of the "questioning" of the nurse, he began to feel embarrassed for the first time. Because he could feel that the motives of the nurse and the people in front of him were completely different from those who were either despising him or stimulating him, and the starting point was not entirely for him. And this nurse lady is really worried about his future from the bottom of her heart, and she cares about him.

No one will ignore those who care about you from the bottom of their hearts. So Louis could only be speechless.

After a long silence, the nurse said, "You should cheer up and live well for your dead relatives and friends!" ”

Louis only said thank you lightly, but as long as he thought of the tragic death of his loved one, he couldn't calm down, maybe dying early and going to heaven would be a relief.

Just as Louis thought of self-denial again, and just as Miss Nurse was secretly anxious about his state, the voice of the newsboy broke the silence between them:

"Great news! The Polish devil was completely annihilated, and Pilsudski suffered a tragic Waterloo in Königsberg! ”

"The tide of battle is reversed! The Poles are gone! ”

The cheers made Louis stunned, what did he hear? The Poles were wiped out? Pilsudski suffered a crushing defeat?

At that moment, Louis thought he was hallucinating, didn't the newspaper say yesterday that the Poles were in the driver's seat, and that the Jews would not escape death?

"We won! Did you hear me, we won! ”

Miss Nurse cheered, and in fact the passers-by around her were just as excited as she was, and even strangers who didn't know each other would hug each other for the victory.

Louis was a little stunned, the reason why he thought of death, the reason why he was so desperate, was simply because he could not see the slightest hope of revenge. When the German government did not act, and the Entente group again showed itself to indulge Poland, he did not know how to take revenge.

And now, the Jews had won a beautiful and great turning point, which rejuvenated Louis's almost dead heart - not as if it were entirely hopeless? (To be continued......)

PS: Bow and thank you to Comrade hzwangdd and Comrade Juventus!