Chapter 213: I'm Not a Puppet of Power!! (4k)
Forest in the early morning.
The sunlight shines through the tall cedar leaves, shining on the ground full of dead leaves and branches, and the forest is filled with moisture, mist, and mist is swirling, and from time to time there are birds and beasts singing, like a dreamland.
The light shone on Uranium's face, and the dazzling white light instantly made him raise his palm to block it.
"Uh........ Where is this? ”
With the return of his thoughts, the silver-haired boy slowly supported the ground with his other hand, and stood up half-straight with a confused face, looking at the harmonious forest environment around him, as well as the leftovers that had not been eaten yesterday.
Safe surrounding.
For no reason, such an idea popped into Uranium's mind.
After a little tidying, Uranium straightened up and looked at his figure.
With his palms stretched out, his fair and immature appearance looked very much like him when he was a child.
"My hair?"
The ponytail in his ears was gone, and what was left was a silver satin that was as smooth as a shawl.
"It's ......."
"My old self."
Seeing this, the uranium fell silent.
What exactly does the Bloody Killing Immortal want to do?
Suddenly, he froze and looked at the other 'him' in front of him.
The other 'he' didn't seem to notice the presence of uranium, and instead woke up during the day and began to clean up the mess, messy bones, wrinkled quilts, and, swaying blood-red flowers that were placed on the ground.
"It's!" Uranium's eyes widened instantly, and a certain force seemed to emerge from all over his body, driving him to quickly pounce towards the other party!
The next moment, he hit his head on the ground, overlapping and intertwining with the big flower's body, like a phantom.
"Is this fake?" Uranium immediately got up, and the thought crossed his mind clearly.
But then, he overturned this speculation.
"No, I'm a fake."
Uranium looked at his hands, and suddenly realized that he was an illusory existence, like a phantom, unpredictable.
Laughing at himself, Uranium looked at him as he had been, packed everything, and then took the big flower and set off again, heading in an unknown direction.
Looking at everything in front of him as if it were natural, for no reason, a special emotion arose in Uranium's heart.
It's a memory, but it's not like a memory.
"It's ........"
There was birdsong all around, a scene that only appeared in his dreams, longing for it and out of reach.
When he came back to his senses, the silver-haired boy was already far away.
Uranium followed the footsteps of the other party, and the memories in his heart became deeper and deeper.
When you are alone, it seems that this is the only way to bring yourself the appearance of life.
"Like, I used to be like this, tossing and turning in various places every day, and only resting at night." Watching him cross rivers and boulders, over hills and complex trees, it seemed to coincide with everything he had ever done in this moment.
"That's right, I used to be like that."
A lonely shadow followed the boy.
He looked at his former self with thoughts and eyes of the future.
It seemed that at this moment, he had forgotten about the bloody killing immortals, and he had forgotten that he was in the illusion.
He just wants to look at his former self, look at him, look at him........
"Since level 20, I've been moving forward every day, never stopping, because staying in one place for too long will increase the contamination of nuclear radiation."
"And if it just passes, although the radiation range is expanded, the concentration will be very low, and it will not cause any damage to the human body, soul beasts, and plants, I used to adhere to this concept, so I can't stop."
Mixed feelings grew in Uranium's heart.
At noon, it's time for a break.
Uranium watched as Uchiha Uranium picked up the blood-colored flower, the bloody killing immortal that was contained in the wooden box.
It's as if the memories of the past have come back to life.
Uranium instantly felt that something wanted to come out of his head, that kind of brainstorming, that feeling of faintly forgetting something.......
"It seems that you are the only one who can accompany me, I always feel that I call you Bloody Killing Spirit Grass, the name is too long, why don't I call you Little Blood, how about it?"
The Uchiha held the large flower in front of him, and his eyes flashed with hope.
He knew that it had a mind of its own, and although it was probably similar to a child, it also meant that it was life.
Uranium looked at this scene and suddenly felt a little pain in his heart!
Lonely..........
The nose is a little sour, and an inexplicable feeling flows in the heart.
"If you don't speak, I'll just take you by default, hehe. You probably don't know, but I like you the most, no, all plants, I like them. ”
It seems that the conversation box has been opened, and Uchiha Uranium, who was originally unable to find someone to communicate with, began to whisper everything about himself.
As if he wanted to vent his fears, and as if he wanted to share his thoughts with others, Uranium just heard it, and his eyes were filled with tears!
He also thought about his own past!
"I'm actually a landscape gardener, and I've seen a forest fire, where countless lives have been lost, and countless greens have been replaced by scorched yellow."
"I witnessed those scenes, and I also saw the recklessness of the firefighters, and that encounter was deeply engraved in my heart, so I chose the completely opposite path from my home without hesitation, green planting."
"It's funny, I applied for the fire alarm exam, but I was brushed off, and then I applied for the profession of forest ranger with the help of my family, but I came here........"
As he spoke, Uchiha's eyes flushed red, "I like plants the most, I've thought many times about leaving here and finding a desert, or a place where I can die in peace, so that the forest will no longer bear my scourge, but I can't...... I can't die yet. ”
"The forest doesn't deserve someone like me."
"I .....," he recalled, muttering slightly.
"I've seen a flower, in front of my eyes, withering rapidly......." Uchiha Uranium wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and whispered.
Uranium seems to have been pinched in the heart!
"It was a pink wildflower, and it was dying right before my eyes, just as I leaned down to look at it........ Whining........ Withered. A whimper suddenly came, and Uchiha uranium couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed down his eyes.
"This power, why should I bear it, I am not the source of destruction, I don't want this uncontrollable power, all life will die because of me! Whether it's a human or a soul beast, whether it's a plant or the earth, I will kill it...... I don't want that kind of power. ”
Uranium looked at Uchiha Uranium, who was pouring emotion on the little blood, and his nose was sour, as if he was blocked, and he couldn't breathe at all.
"Soul beasts die before my eyes, plants wither before my eyes, and I will only bring destruction."
"What should I do? What can I do? What must I do to atone for these sins? ”
The ten-year-old boy knelt beside the tree, his forehead pressed against the trunk, and tears fell like beans and gently hit the ground.
The next moment, Uchiha Uranium sensed that something was wrong, and immediately raised his head and looked at the big tree that was dying rapidly in front of him.
He froze.
The immature face is distorted in an instant!
"Ahhh!!hhh
Uranium turned his head in distress, no longer looking at Uchiha Uranium who made a desperate and terrible sound, silently lowered his head, his fingers tightly stuck in his hair, and clenched tightly!
The poignant voice stopped abruptly, as if it had been grabbed by the throat.
Scenes that I once didn't want to remember resurfaced before my eyes again.
Forests, water sources, mad soul beasts, dying, everything that is destroyed, dead forests, everything everything.........
"Get out of here! Get the hell out of here! ”
Uranium began to shake its head wildly!
Get these memories out there!
He doesn't want to reminisce about the past!
Sweat instantly wet the back of the uranium.
"Whew." With a light exhale, Uranium shook off the cruel memories in his mind, turned his head, and looked at Uchiha Uranium, who had regained his calm at some point, but was silent, and he also fell into a deathly silence.
"I don't want to see this scene again~"
This is where his first nervous breakdown took place.
Even though he kept saying that his favorite thing was plants, in front of him, there was a big tree that died quickly.
Uranium remembered it very clearly, and he remembered it every night.
Never forget.
"Alright, let's get rested, let's move on."
After resting for a while, Uchiha Uranium cleaned up his mood, slowly straightened up, and smiled at the bloody killing immortal.
Continue on your way.
Uranium's expression became more and more complicated.
The past was like a knife, tearing open his healing wounds, making his fiery emotions tremble again.
Although it was only a few years ago, it seems like it was yesterday in retrospect.
"Uchiha Uranium...... Uranium....... Who the hell am I? "Looking at his palm, the white palm has not been dulled by the life in the forest, and it is not even stained with any dust, as if it is an innocent body.
The peculiar feeling that faintly crossed his mind intensified.
"What the hell have I forgotten?"
The tour continues.
It's as if history repeats itself.
The first sneak attack of the radiation soul beast has arrived.
An attack by a three-headed wolf broke up the night's bonfire in an instant.
The rancid, festering, tarnished eyes, and mutant limbs, all of which shocked the Uchiha deeply!
"It's ....... Radiant Soul Beast? ”
Seeing the existence in front of him, Uchiha Uranium felt like he was going crazy!
Not only to kill the soul beast, but also to torture it madly!
"Is this what I did......." A trembling voice sounded, and Uchiha uranium clutched his heart in disbelief, unable to raise any desire to fight!
The violent stench almost made him faint, but the attack of the three-headed wolf had arrived, and the fishy wind whistled, mixed with the fluctuation of soul power, and under the frightened gaze of Uchiha Uranium, it pounced!
Uranium looked at Uchiha Uranium, who he used to be, and couldn't help but sigh as he watched the changes on his face.
"You'll get used to it in the future, Radiant Soul Beast or something, I'm going to take the initiative to create Radiant Soul ....... now."
Suddenly, Uranium froze.
It was as if I had touched the blind spot of forgetting in my mind for a moment.
It's as if everything that has been forgotten is starting to come to mind!
"Why am I..... Will you take the initiative to create radiant soul beasts? Uranium muttered in a low voice, and even the bloody killing immortal took the initiative to protect Uchiha Uranium's action.
"Why? I'm not........ Even seeing a soul beast being tortured by radiation energy will make you feel worried about it! ”
"Why would I do that?"
Uranium lowered his head weakly, his eyes full of panic!
"What happened to me?"
He remembered what he had done in the Sunset Forest!
Take the initiative to infect the Bloodthorn Cat with radiation!
Take the initiative to start catalyzing this land with the radiation field!
"I'm ...... Kill the forest! ”
Uranium slowly uttered this cruel truth, and his body began to tremble slightly.
"Aren't I my favorite plant? Aren't I my favorite forest? I remember saying that I am not the destroyer of the world, I just want to ask for a passerby! ”
"What the hell am I doing?!"
Suddenly, Uranium raised its head, and everything that was most reluctant to recall in his mind flooded into his mind.
The painful encounter, the heart-wrenching reality, the test of death, everything is so illusory and real!
The past unfolded in front of his eyes, and the most painful memories forced him, memories!
"Uranium Uchiha, do you remember your original intention?"
Suddenly, a young female voice came from the void.
"Do you remember your attitude towards the forest?"
The sound fell into his ears, and he couldn't help but make his body tremble slightly.
"Do you remember when you cried over a withered flower?"
A whimper sounded, uranium gritted his teeth, and his eyes twinkled with a little starlight.
"Don't say it........"
"Look at it again, what you did to the Sunset Forest, the destruction of the forest, is close at hand."
"Don't say it........" Uranium gripped her face, her deep voice echoing through the dark forest.
"You are now just a puppet of power, and even if you see yourself again, you will never be able to change back to your old self."
"The Radiation Realm has led to a new you, and that is your true face, destruction!"
"No......." Uranium trembled and replied softly.
"There's nothing to be ashamed of, people with power will naturally want to destroy others and dominate others in order to test their abilities." The voice in the void gradually condensed, as if it was speaking in the ear of uranium.
"However, it seems that for you, whether it is your favorite plant, your own dreams, or your family and companions, the more important things are, the more you want to destroy!"
"Take the Sunset Forest, for example! It is covered by the field of radiation and is already on its way to destruction! The first is the forest, the second is ...... What is it? ”
"You will destroy what you value most over and over again!"
In an instant, Uranium raised its head with a hideous expression!
"I'm not, I'm not a puppet of power! I'm not! Ahh!!hhhhh ”
The radiant eye martial soul was instantly opened, and the fourth soul ring was shining.......
Bloody Killing Immortals, where are you...... I'm going to tear you apart!
"Look at what you look like now, Uchiha Uranium, you can't hold back the desire to destroy everything, how powerful, kill all life!" A faint sarcastic voice sounded in his ears, like a splash of cold water, which suddenly cooled him down!
The breath of destruction continued to fluctuate in his body, and the nuclear explosion kick was ready to be launched, and the majestic energy was waiting for the moment when it exploded, and all life would be terminated under the range of the nuclear explosion.
Uranium suddenly stopped his movements and looked at his hands in amazement.
The power to destroy the world gathered in his body, but he had forgotten what he had been.
A thunderclap exploded in his ears!
"How can this be ......"
"I ........ Has it been so deeply affected? "Looking at his attitude, looking at what he did, uranium knees weakened and fell to the ground!
"Is this me?" With trembling hands, Uranium raised his arms and covered his face tightly.
Everything that comes to mind, comes to mind.
What is hidden deep in his heart is a loving and good heart covered by the desire for power!
Within the eyes, three fan-shaped icons began to rotate........
"I was actually carried away by the powerful force of the radiation field, the nuclear explosion kick, ........"
"What the hell did I do.......!"
Silent tears flowed.
Suddenly, a red shadow flashed in front of my eyes.
The next moment, a soft fragrance entered his arms, making Uranium stunned.
"Uchiha uranium! Wake up quickly, real you! A soft, soft voice with tears rang out in her arms.
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