Chapter 357: Uncontrollable Happiness
Chu Xingyue was directly sent back to Ling Wang's Mansion by Zhao Ling, standing in the palace, looking at the fact that he finally returned to Feiyu Courtyard after a few months, Chu Xingyue only felt that time passed like a white horse, and thought it was just a simple trip to disaster relief, but he didn't expect to go through so much halfway, and finally came back with such a heavy and uncomfortable mood.
Thinking about waiting for the fruit trees in the Flying Feather Courtyard to bear fruit, she took Yuan Feng to pick it together, but she didn't expect that before this wish could be said to him, he had already left her first.
Thinking of Yuan Feng, Chu Xingyue's eyes turned red again, and she was really pitiful to the extreme.
But Zhao Ling felt very uncomfortable when he saw her like this, he knew Yuan Feng's status in her heart, but seeing her so heartbroken for other men, who could understand his feelings?
Zhao Ling took Chu Xingyue's hand and inadvertently tightened it a little more, pulled her into the Feiyu Courtyard, and watched the mother-in-law and slaves who were waiting in the courtyard kneeling all over the ground and didn't say anything, just directly pulled Chu Xingyue back to the bedroom.
Chu Xingyue noticed that Zhao Ling was a little unhappy today, she had always thought that his displeasure was caused by the words she had just said; So she wanted to find a chance to explain along the way, but her mind had already become a mess now, and the words were in her throat several times, but in the end she swallowed them again.
dragged on like this, and didn't say what he wanted to say until he returned to the palace.
Now that the husband and wife finally returned to their bedroom, Chu Xingyue completely revealed her fragility and attachment, gently tugged at Zhao Ling's sleeve, opened her mouth and raised her head, just wanted to say something, but was startled by Zhao Ling's suddenly pressed lips.
The almost rude kiss on the lips made Chu Xingyue's eyes widen, and she looked at Zhao Ling who hugged her tightly in her arms in surprise, panting and hating to swallow her in one gulp.
Such an anxious and oppressive Zhao Ling made Chu Xingyue feel a little strange, she supported his chest with both hands and used a little force to push him, "Hmm! …… Zhao Ling, you 、...... Not! You don't want that. ”
Sensing Chu Xingyue's resistance, Zhao Ling was even more dissatisfied.
The arm holding her slender waist couldn't wait to pull her into his arms and rub her into his own bones and blood, because of the excessive force, he could feel Chu Xingyue's delicate body trembling slightly because of the pain; However, he really couldn't control himself at this time.
Seeing her so reluctant to other men, looking at her red and swollen eyes crying for others, has he, as a husband, ever felt really good?
It seems that only by holding her hard and kissing her hard like this can he truly feel that she belongs to him completely.
However, gradually even kissing could not satisfy Zhao Ling, he picked Chu Xingyue up horizontally and walked towards the bed on the side, and then pressed the delicate person under him fiercely, while rudely ravaging her tender lips, he stretched out his hand and poked under the hem of her clothes.
Chu Xingyue and Zhao Ling are also considered normal couples, and they naturally did the intimate actions made between husband and wife; But she had never been treated like this by Zhao Ling.
**The big hand on her body seemed to be about to crush her, the unbearable pain made her cry out in pain, she wanted to struggle, wanted to stop him, but as soon as she moved, she was immediately restrained by Zhao Ling; Instead, more strength and pain awaited her.
This kind of Zhao Ling made her feel frightened, and even felt extremely strange, her soft lips seemed to have been bitten by him and bled out, and her tears were about to drip down from the pain; Just when Chu Xingyue felt that she was really going to be torn apart by his rude behavior, this man who was out of control finally let go of her slowly.
Zhao Ling pressed against her body strongly, looking at her teary eyes and long hair messed up by himself, and when his gaze moved to her red and swollen lips, he realized how out of shape he had just been; wanted to reach out and touch it, but before her fingertips could touch it, she turned her head and refused.
Faced with Chu Xingyue's action, Zhao Ling was stunned; looked at the beautiful woman who was pressed by him and her temples were scattered, and she couldn't say a word for a long time.
Chu Xingyue finally recovered her strength before she said in a low voice, "Can you get up?" I'm feeling a little uncomfortable. ”
Listening to Chu Xingyue's words, Zhao Ling realized that he had almost pressed the weight of his whole body on her body, thanks to her petite body had been bearing her own weight, and she was even more speechless for a while, hanging her head and slowly getting up from Chu Xingyue's body, with her long legs, sitting on the edge of the bed, and not looking back at her.
Chu Xingyue also sat up after Zhao Ling got up, she knew how embarrassed she was now, her clothes were ripped by him, her hair was messed up by him, the pain in her lips and the soreness in her body were telling her how fierce the man was to treat her just now; If he hadn't stopped at the critical moment, with his strength and tossing strength, I'm afraid she would have collapsed on this bed today and couldn't get up.
Chu Xingyue grabbed her collar tightly, and after gently brushing the hair on the sideburns of her ears a few times, she turned her head to look at Zhao Ling, who was sitting with her back to her; I was more and more sure that he was really strange today.
"Zhao Ling, is something wrong with you? What happened to you? ”
Hearing her slightly hoarse voice because of grief and pain, Zhao Ling felt very uncomfortable, he held his head in his hands, his elbows propped on his legs, and after a while, he heard his voice whisper back to her.
"It's okay, just now this king lost his temper, are you okay?"
Seeing that he still knew that he cared about her, Chu Xingyue's mood was a little better.
She hugged Zhao Lingjin's thin and powerful waist from behind, and noticed that his entire body was tense because of her movements, and a faint and gentle smile rose at the corner of her mouth.
Then he leaned his head on his back and said, "I'm fine, I know you've been tired lately, and I know you're under more pressure than I am; It's that I'm ignorant, I shouldn't have talked to you in that tone just now, Zhao Ling, I don't blame you for being late; I know very well that you are a person of multiple feelings and righteousness, and you promised me that I would do my best to save Yuan Feng, and you will definitely do it; It's a pity that fate makes people, even if we all do our best, we still can't stop some people from leaving. I was in a bad mood just now, and I said something like that, don't be angry with me, okay? ”
Zhao Ling turned her back to Chu Xingyue, although she couldn't see the expression on his face at all at the moment.
If she could see it at this time, she would definitely be able to spot Zhao Ling's complex and ugly face and dark eyes.
Zhao Ling looked down at the small hand that was hugging his waist, and his slightly trembling palm gently covered Chu Xingyue's soft hand, and after being silent for a moment, he asked, "Yue'er, do you really think that this king is a good person who values love and righteousness?" ”
Chu Xingyue still maintained the movement of snuggling up to his back, although there was sadness in his eyes, there was also a little bit of happiness.
"Of course, I am one of the few people in this world who know you, although you seem a little cold, but I know that you are very gentle and kind; I won't blame you for what happened to Yuan Feng, because I know that you really tried your best. ”
Saying that, Chu Xingyue sat up straight, held Zhao Ling's shoulders and straightened his entire body, faced him head-on, and said, "Yuan Feng's departure is really too painful for me, and in this lesson, I also understand a truth, that is, cherish the people in front of you; In the past, I was always ignorant, worried about you, made trouble for you, and always didn't listen to you; You have accommodated me and tolerated me everywhere, and I have seen it in my eyes and remembered it in my heart. I promise you Zhao Ling, from today onwards, I will try my best to be a good princess, share your worries, help you solve problems, our husband and wife live and die together, and no one will leave anyone from now on. ”
The sparkling brilliance in Chu Xingyue's eyes deeply pierced Zhao Ling's heart, and he found that his mood at this time was really not at all.
Obviously, he should be happy to hear her such a moving and direct confession, but he is not happy at all now. Could it be that this is God's punishment for him?
When he asked the woman he loved the most to confess to him, it was the time when he was ashamed and embarrassed?!
Zhao Ling hugged Chu Xingyue, who was rarely so well-behaved, into his arms, and pressed his chin against the top of her head, and there was a rare fragility in his trembling voice, "Yue'er, in fact, this king is not as good as you imagined; If one day, you find out the true face of this king, and find out that this king also has ulterior secrets, you will be disappointed. ”
Chu Xingyue thought that Zhao Ling would say something, but she didn't expect him to tell her this.
For a moment, the smile in her eyes gradually faded, and finally flowed away on her delicate and beautiful face, "Fool, why did you suddenly start to be confused?" How can there be a perfect person in this world? Everyone makes mistakes and does wrong things, the key is how you make up for it after doing it wrong, and how to minimize the damage of this mistake. ”
Chu Xingyue raised her head, obediently lying on his chest, and looked at him with big watery eyes, "I won't ask you to be a perfect person, so if you are too tired, I will also be very tired; As long as my husband remains the way he is, and is with me forever and ever, I will be satisfied. ”
Zhao Ling lowered her head to meet her sparkling eyes, and asked uncertainly, "Really?" Do you really think the current king is very good? ”
"Of course, Zhao Ling, do you know that I really love you so much." After saying this affectionately, Chu Xingyue raised her head slightly and kissed his chin gently.
Looking at his eyes that immediately became bright, the smile was amorous and moving.
Zhao Ling didn't expect that one day he would wait for his beloved to say the word 'love' to him personally, and he hugged the delicate child in his arms excitedly on the spot;