Chu Xingyue's eyes looking at his lower abdomen slowly changed from soft to strong, if he wanted to make a difference with this child, then she would use this child to make him completely dead to herself.

Chu Xingyue raised his head, and was quite surprised when he saw a faint soft light on Zhao Ling's face other than anger, it seemed that he really liked this child, and he liked it so much that just knowing his existence, he showed such a happy expression.

It's just that hearing her next words, he will only be more angry, because this time she is going to pierce a sharp needle in his heart.

Chu Xingyue slowly put her hand on her lower abdomen, as if she was afraid of disturbing her carefully cared for baby, and said in a soft and soft voice: "It seems that you already know that we have a child, Zhao Ling, you like him very much and look forward to him, don't you?" ”

The feeling of guessing and reasoning by himself and hearing and confirming it with his own ears is naturally different, if he guessed that he was going to be a father, Zhao Ling's joy had already reached seven points; Then after seeing Chu Xingyue personally admit that they had a child, that joy had risen from seven points to ten points.

Zhao Ling looked at her almost excitedly, a pair of hands didn't know how to touch her, at this time, Chu Xingyue was in his eyes, like a paper figure that seemed to be broken at the slightest touch, making him hate to do everything he could to hold it in the palm of his hand, not to be in any danger and harm.

"Yue'er, we really have children, I'm going to be a father; You can rest assured, I will be a qualified and good father, I will give him the best everything in the world, and you and your children will be the most cherished treasures in my life. ”

After speaking, Zhao Ling couldn't control his excitement anymore, and carefully and enthusiastically hugged Chu Xingyue into his arms, but this time the hug was not rude before, and there was a little caution and nervousness everywhere.

Chu Xingyue still leaned meekly on Zhao Ling's arms, letting him hold himself tightly, listening to his heartbeat jumping quickly because of excitement, but a layer of sadness appeared in his translucent eyes: "Zhao Ling, I believe that you will definitely become a good father, I believe that you will love your children very much, but our children do not have this blessing, he has no fate with us." ”

A second ago, Zhao Ling was still excited and felt that even the air exuded a faint sweet smell, but when this smell was still lingering on the tip of his nose, he suddenly heard Chu Xingyue's words, which made him immediately stunned, and looked at her incomprehensibly: "What do you mean by this?" ”

The corners of Chu Xingyue's eyes appeared in the corner of the water, and she looked at him: "I killed our child." ”

"What do you say? What kills? ”

Chu Xingyue sniffed hard, raised her head, and looked at Zhao Ling's sharp gaze without evasion: "That bag of red flowers, I used the leftovers, our child, it's gone." ”

Zhao Ling only felt a weak coldness crawl from the soles of his feet to the top of his head in an instant, and then flowed down the blood to the limbs and bones; Although he had guessed that their child was no longer there after seeing the bag of red flowers, in the end, he was still willing to believe that she was not as cruel as he thought; In any case, this child is also her blood and blood, even if she is angry with him, she will not let this innocent child become a victim of their feelings.

But now it seems that it is he who imagined her to be too kind, and it is he who thinks of everything too innocently and beautifully.

This cold-blooded and ruthless woman, if she wants to leave him desperately, she doesn't even let go of their children, is she still qualified to be a mother? Is it qualified to conceive life?

Zhao Ling's eyes when he looked at Chu Xingyue almost couldn't swallow her in one gulp, and his face, which was originally slightly flushed because of his joy, was also white and scary at this time; Zhao Ling's temperament has always been cold, even when he is with her, many times the breath revealed when he is silent is with a touch of alienation; Right now, after hearing the news that hit him so hard, it was hard to see what his already hard and cold face was; Chu Xingyue had never seen him like this, his dark eyes were full of grief and shock, his face was anger that could not be concealed, in order to restrain himself from hurting her, he was almost desperately suppressing himself; But this depression made his facial features show a distorted posture, and the blood vessels on his forehead also swelled.

"You really ...... Really ......"

Seeing that Zhao Ling couldn't say the next few words, Chu Xingyue simply took his words and said, "That's right, it's true." ”

As she spoke, she showed a very calm posture and analyzed in front of Zhao Ling, who was about to explode: "Since we have decided to give up our relationship, this child should not exist in this world, in fact, I am also distressed and reluctant, but there is no way, he came at the wrong time; Moreover, I am ready to leave the capital, where am I going next, what am I going to do, even I am confused, taking this child with me will only be a burden, and wandering with me is also a hardship for him; So I thought about it again and decided not to let him be born into this world at all, so that I would have peace of mind and he would not have to suffer after he was born. ”

Looking at Chu Xingyue, who was so calm, Zhao Ling finally broke out; He roared at the almost cold-blooded and ruthless woman in front of him, "You killed our children for yourself? For the ease of your mouth, give up on him? Chu Xingyue, have you ever thought that this child also has my share, you decided to leave him so easily, have you ever considered my feelings. ”

"Of course I know that this child also has your share, but it is because of your share that I can't keep him."

Chu Xingyue didn't allow herself to escape at this time, she looked at Zhao Ling with a firm gaze, making herself look as indestructible as a rock, and said, "You and I are already entangled, if you add this child now, it will be even more severe; Zhao Ling, I'm fed up with life by your side, and I'm fed up with the powerlessness of pinning my hopes on others; I should have woken up a long time ago, this is a cruel feudal society, women are just accessories in the eyes of you people, and by your side, I will never want to get personality independence. I told you that I came from a far away place, and neither my mind nor my spiritual world allowed me to become a silk grass to be slaughtered; My weakness has killed Yuan Feng and my brother, and it is very likely that I will drag down the Jingbei Hou Mansion next; This kind of fate that I don't control by myself is the greatest torture for me. So, I'm going to escape from this hell, at all costs. ”

Zhao Ling looked at Chu Xingyue who said such crazy words in surprise, "In your eyes, is it so painful for you to stay by my side?" Didn't we use to be very good? Why do you change so much in a few days? ”

"That's because I used to be too stupid and naïve to think that I could live a peaceful life with you, but now I find that I can't get what I want, there are many people and many things, if I don't provoke them, they will provoke me; Zhao Ling, you ask yourself, after knowing my true identity, after knowing that I still have the responsibility of the Tianding clan on my shoulders, has there been no change in your heart? Wake up, the two of us are not the same kind of people at all, you need a woman who can see you as a sky, and I need a greater sense of freedom and security; I can't afford to give you what you want, and you can't satisfy what I want. ”

Zhao Ling listened to Chu Xingyue veto everything they had in the past, and watched this cruel woman push him away fiercely, especially when he saw her flat lower abdomen, his whole heart ached.

Knowing that this child existed until now, it was only a few hours to go, and in these few hours, his whole person seemed to be continuously abandoned and thrown to the ground; If it weren't for supporting him in one breath, he would probably have been crushed by the cruel things Chu Xingyue did at this time.

Looking at her indifferent appearance, Zhao Ling's heart was still struggling, he stepped forward and grabbed Chu Xingyue's wrist again, his dark eyes flashed with unyielding light: "I don't believe it!" I don't believe you really took this child away, Chu Xingyue, you lied to me, didn't you? Let's go to the Imperial Doctor, and I will only believe you if the Imperial Doctor tells me personally. ”

Chu Xingyue naturally didn't dare to let Zhao Ling go to the imperial doctor, otherwise her lies would be exposed.

She stood still, looked at him who was indomitable, and said, "Okay, I'm waiting here for you to find the imperial doctor, Zhao Ling, look at my face, and then look at my sudden emaciation, isn't it enough to convince you?" If it weren't for the abortion that hurt my vitality, how could I suddenly be so weak. ”

Zhao Ling remembered the message when Yunxiao came to see him, saying that the man surnamed Yang who lived in that courtyard had found the best blood bird's nest to replenish his body, if this blood bird's nest was not for him to eat, then it must be for Chu Xingyue.

Could it be that she really injured her body because of the miscarriage, and had to hide in that cramped yard to recuperate, and only quietly left the city after she had recovered her body?

The more Zhao Ling thought about it, the more he felt that this might be able to stand on his feet, he had always been well aware of Chu Xingyue's physical condition, although she was delicate, but her body was very healthy, she must have made extremely hurtful actions to torture herself to the way she is now.

Now that she is so weak and pale, does she really need a doctor?

It's time for him to face the reality, their child is really gone!

Seeing the light in Zhao Ling's eyes go out little by little, Chu Xingyue knew that he believed his words, after all, she was really in a bad state at this time, and this weak appearance was not very similar to a woman who had just been miscarried?!