Merlin is well-informed after all, although it is the first time he has encountered such a situation, but after all, he is an old guy who has been in the Blur Illusion for an unknown number of years, so he quickly found the reason.

"You've left your past behind!" Merlin sighed and said, his tone was full of grandfather-like compassion, "Whether it is the past or the present, it is actually a part of your life, no matter how painful and unacceptable the past is, it is actually in the past, accepting the past and looking forward to the future is the attitude that a strong person should have." ”

Merlin looked at Zhang Jin compassionately, as if he saw a lost lamb, Merlin at this moment had his own light, Merlin felt that he seemed to have returned to the days of guiding and guiding King Arthur, and Merlin at that time became King Arthur's mentor like this.

And Zhang Jin just wants to say that you are always bothered, because that is not Zhang Jin's past at all, it is Severus's!

"I noticed when I first met you, your soul was unstable, it was once divided, and now it seems that you have obviously abandoned the past, no wonder you can achieve such a strong strength at such a young age."

Merlin deeply felt that he had discovered the truth that Zhang Jin had hidden, so he felt as if he had suddenly come back to life, although he might not be able to give much guidance in magic, but he could still guide in life, he liked to be a life coach the most.

Merlin continued: "It's just that you have taken a completely fork in the road, only the soul is complete to reach a higher level, abandoning the past, fearing, giving up are all the actions of the weak. ”

At this moment, Merlin is no longer a compassionate tone, but tough, confident, and full of the domineering meaning of a strong man, which is like the tone of a powerful wizard, which is worthy of the identity of Merlin's wizard myth.

Just to say this, isn't it too much to even change the image back to the middle-aged handsome wizard version! Do you like to pretend to be 13 so much? Didn't you just return to life coach? How did it become a strong and domineering in a blink of an eye! Or is there a reason why the wizards of Slytherin House like to pretend to be 13? That's why Merlin was classified as Slytherin!

However, Zhang Jin can't spit out this kind of groove steadily, after all, his family knows his own affairs, although Merlin's guess is not quite right, but one thing is indeed right, Zhang Jin does not have the mentality of a strong man.

This is completely caused by the environment in which he grew up, Zhang Jin in his previous life was an ordinary person, neither a leader, nor an elite, nor a fearless or arrogant second generation, etc., and he did not have the characteristics of a strong person at all. As for self-confidence, there are some, but not exactly the self-confidence of the strong, it can only be said that there is still some self-confidence in the profession in which it is located.

Therefore, Zhang Jin is completely an ordinary person, such an ordinary person suddenly gets such a strong strength, and he has not become arrogant and arrogant, and he is invincible, which is Zhang Jin's character is resolute, of course, this is also related to the situation of Severus, the object of the crossing, and it is also because of this that Zhang Jin can go down step by step, slowly accept, grow, and change.

But these changes are all made overnight, just like an ordinary person suddenly wins the jackpot, most people may only think about being happy, but how to spend the money after that? Ordinary people don't have that experience, so most of the ordinary people who win the jackpot lose their winnings within three to five years, and even go to jail, while 70% of the jackpotmakers in Europe and the United States go bankrupt.

So you can't grow without going through the grind and the setbacks.

And it is impossible for someone who has not experienced a battle to be strong!

These Zhang Jin all know that he is also working hard to adapt and change, and now he is much stronger than when he first came, Zhang Jin at that time didn't even dare to go out of the door, no matter what the reason, fear, is one of the reasons.

There is also the problem of treating Severus, Zhang Jin has never fully accepted Severus, or Zhang Jin has accepted Severus's strength, knowledge, experience and memory, but his feelings for Severus, especially the deepest, to Lily. Evans's feelings Zhang Jin never accepted.

When you watch it in the theater or in a novel, you will feel moved, and even cry and cry, but no one really wants to be his, because she is moved, so she understands, so she knows how bitter Severus is, and what kind of masochistic life Severus is living.

Especially in the face of Severus's memories, it can be very moving, sad or sympathetic when you look at it, but it is not so easy to accept, acceptance is to empathize, knowing that a certain behavior will lead to some serious consequences, knowing that the final result is very desperate, so there are really not many people who can accept it.

If the road ahead is unknown, most people may grope their way forward, but if you already know that there is a cliff and a big hole ahead, will you still move forward?

Normal people don't, Zhang Jin is the same, and because of this, Zhang Jin has not been able to fully integrate Severus's memories, Zhang Jin has already seen those memories, and he knows what the consequences will be, so Zhang Jin really doesn't want to empathize with the experience for a while.

He would rather digest it slowly and naturally, and it was also because Zhang Jin estimated how long it would take for the fusion to be completed.

And Merlin's words unveiled the question that Zhang Jin had always been unwilling to face: since he has become Severus, whether he should accept everything about Severus, whether it is good or bad.

Before I could be a turtle with a shrunken head, I thought it was self-deception, always thinking that it would be fine in the future, and always being silent in the glory that might appear in the future.

But the reality is that if Severus's past is abandoned, it is obvious that the fusion of Zhang Jin and Severus will not be perfect, and no one knows whether such a flaw will be harmful in the future.

So Zhang Jin can only accept it now, this was actually expected before, so he will experience Severus's emotions before and hone his will.

It can only be said that Merlin's words made Zhang Jin really make up his mind.

Zhang Jin and Severus are now the same person, so the emotions that Severus originally had to carry must be borne by Zhang Jin, and now is the time to really take responsibility.

It's just obvious that even if Zhang Jin has made up his mind, the final soul will not fuse instantly, and there will still be a certain amount of time.

But now it's okay to get out of the Blur Realm.

Zhang Jin had already seen Severus by the river stand up, he waved goodbye to Lily Evans, and then watched Lily go home, his eyes kept on it.

It wasn't until he couldn't see his figure at all that he turned around, walked towards Zhang Jin, and finally threw himself into Zhang Jin's body.

"Hello, Severus. Snape, from now on, we are really the same person, from now on we don't have to remind ourselves all the time, no need to deliberately distinguish between Zhang Jin and Severus, this world will only be Severus from now on. Snape! ”

So, goodbye, Zhang Jin!