40. Inner Demon (II)

In the messy gym, the woman in the black dress still maintained her sculptural movements.

Her tone did not change, looking at Huang Wumiao, whose eyes were churning with pain and remorse, she continued:

"Back then, I was still a stubborn, uninvolved woman, I thank you for traveling thousands of miles, and thank you for sacrificing your life to help, in the pouring rain, you seem to be delirious, and tell me what you think."

"You let me go back to the Jade Emperor Palace with you, let go of my ruined sect, and let me let go of the obsession in my heart."

"I refused."

"Even if you pleaded, I refused."

Lin Yundong lowered her head, she closed her eyes, and that unforgettable night, like a picture scroll, appeared in her heart.

She said:

"At that time, I was too stupid, I always thought that I inherited the cause and effect of the Sword Gate, and the master and elders had died, so rebuilding the sect became my obsession in my heart, I thought that it was my life's mission.

And hatred.

I can't forget the hatred of Zhang Moxie, I can't forget the face of the master who fell in a pool of blood, I want to rebuild the sect, I want to find the home that was destroyed by the wicked with my own hands.

I've grown up there since you and I were separated as children, and that's my home.

Who would abandon their home? ”

"Don't talk about it."

Huang Wumiao seemed to have been brought into the memories that he had always wanted to forget, but he couldn't forget, like a nightmare.

He has had spiritual roots and Taoism since he was a child, and when he entered the Jade Palace, he was favored by the head of the previous generation at a glance.

He has such a talent, and he has the same Taoist heart, whether it is practicing martial arts or cultivating the Tao, it should be smooth sailing, but the better the talent, once there is a mistake in the state of mind? The consequences are getting worse and worse.

At this time? In Lin Yundong's "language offensive", Huang Wumiao's mood became more and more chaotic.

In Lin Yundong's tone? With a hint of sarcasm? It represents that story twenty-one years ago, and will usher in a dark climax.

"I have rejected your prayers."

"I know? You've liked me, since I was two kids? In my heart? At least at that time, I also had feelings for you, after all, you and I grew up together? In my mind? You will always be the reliable brother who is not miserable.

But what have you done to me? ”

Lin Yundong's mood also became no longer calm at this moment, and her voice was hoarse.

As if he substituted himself into the mood of that night, the unique Loli voice became more and more sharp:

"What have you done to me! Huang Wumiao, tell me! ”

"While I change your dressing? What have you done to me! You don't want to let me go, you know? I was cut off by then, you know? Once I'm gone, this life? There will be no more results between you and me.

You don't want me to go.

A thought away? Right?

A thought away? You want me to always have a place in my heart that belongs to you, so that I can't forget you in my life, you want to brand me with you, you want to use that forced way to take me away...

I'm crying.

Have you heard?

I was crying! I'm begging you to stop!

Did you hear that?

You heard me!

But you...

You didn't choose to stop, but more..."

"Don't talk about it!!"

Huang Wumiao's emotions were completely out of control at this moment.

As a righteous gentleman in his life, the biggest stain, the most terrible memory, at this moment like a ghost in his heart, with wild laughter, mixed in the night rain in the Dongting twenty-one years ago, in the crazy flow of lust and crying, towards him.

It's like endless nights, endless tides, suffocating him between remorse and swallowing him completely.

Without Huang Wuving, to bear all this for him, relying on his mind alone, he really couldn't bear the heavy pressure he put on himself, he turned around, and his eyes were bloodshot.

The cheeks were distorted, the green tendons on the neck were rioting, and the long black hair mixed with white silk was scattered and shattered, so that the quiet and natural aura on the body was torn and shattered.

He gasped.

Looking at Lin Yundong in front of him, he had never been so out of shape.

Well, that night twenty-one years ago, except.

"yes, that's it."

Lin Yundong raised his head, not afraid of the master of the Heavenly List who was about to get out of control in front of him.

Her pretty face was full of sarcasm, and she even stretched out her hand to pull away a trace of the collar and clothes, revealing her white shoulders, and she said:

"That night, you were like that.

Do you want to relive your old dreams? Huang Daxia, the little woman won't resist, the resistance failed that day, and now that you have become a celestial list, I can't resist.

Here today, it's up to you to do it.

Come on! ”

At this time, if someone else is watching, it will definitely drop its jaw.

As the leader of the martial arts, Ziwei Daoren is as crazy as a demon, and as the head of the sword gate, a generation of heroines, Lin Yundong, who is known for her dignified and solemn manners, will do tempting things like a woman in the dust.

This is a complete catastrophe like the collapse of the human design.

But for the two people who have been entangled in bitterness for more than 20 years, today's dialogue is a release.

It's not just about releasing the guilt and pain that Huang Wumiao has been suppressing in his heart.

It is also a release of Lin Yundong's suppressed hatred for more than 20 years.

After that night, the two of them had never touched such a taboo so truly, but today, all the disguises were torn apart, and the unhealable scars in their hearts were broken by Lin Yundong.

Blood flows.

"I lost a lot that night."

Lin Yundong's tone was dead, and her eyes seemed to have lost their brilliance.

She said to Huang Wumiao, who was struggling with self-control in front of her:

"You ran away like a coward and left me alone.

What I have lost is not only my virginity, Huang Wumiao, but I have also lost the miserable brother in my heart forever who will always protect me.

You killed him.

You hurt me and kill him as well.

During the period when I was in seclusion to heal my wounds, I naively made him a tombstone, a well-dressed mound, and later I realized that he didn't really need this.

He died in my heart, and all the friendships we grew up with and left behind died in my heart that night. ”

Lin Yundong's eyes were red.

She sniffled and tilted her head back to keep the tears from falling.

Wiping the corners of her eyes, with a touch of crying, she said:

"Later, I heard that you became the head of the Jade Emperor Palace, and you also broke through the heavenly list and achieved a generation of masters, I really resented the world in my heart, why can you be so lucky for such a wicked person.

I practiced martial arts desperately, wanting to catch up with you, and wanted to question you one day, just like today.

But what you've done to me...

Huang Wumiao, do you think you have a demon? ”

Lin Yundong bit her lip, she seemed to feel the cold surging everywhere, she trembled and said:

"Do you think you're the only one who has a hard time? Have you ever thought about how I, a woman, should face those rumors and accusations after I was bullied by you?

After I had Huiyin, do you know that I hid alone in the mountains that year, frightened and miserable?

Do you know how desperate I was when I was plotted by my disciples and the Seven Peerless Sects, lying on the bed and unable to move, and being molested by those seven demons in every way?

You shitty man! Dare not do it!

What kind of face do you have to call yourself a master of the right path? And what kind of face is in charge of that Tai'a Divine Sword! ”

"Poof"

Lin Huiyin's words, like a sharp knife, stabbed Huang Wumiao's already turbulent mind one by one, and his true qi reversed, collided with his internal organs, and opened his mouth to spew out a ray of blood.

The whole person was stunned, staggered back a few steps, stretched out his hand to support the wooden frame behind him, and grabbed the quaint hilt of Tai'a Sword.

The purple light escaped, representing the Excalibur response.

"Yes!"

Lin Yundong let out a sigh of relief.

She opened her arms and stood in front of Huang Wumiao, and she said:

"Shen Qiu has already told you so clearly, I am your inner demon, if you want to get rid of your inner demon, it's very simple, come, kill me with a sword.

After I die, no one will know about your sins, you will not be ruined, you can still be your righteous hero, and you will be admired by the world.

You can bury me, and by the way, all your guilt, all your madness, all your pain, those memories, all together.

Please also give me a good time, so that I will not be tormented by the past again.

Kill me. ”

Huang Wumiao's eyes were spinning, and the whole world seemed to be no longer real.

The memories of the past were like a churning tide, frantically washing over his mind, all kinds of sounds, all kinds of sounds that could not be heard, resounding in his soul.

He wants to shut them up!

But no.

Instead of being quiet, the voices grew louder and louder.

Kill her!

Kill the past!

Kill Guilt!

As long as a sword is cut off, the past and the future are irrelevant, this is a shackle, as long as it is removed, you can not be bound by the world, you can get rid of great freedom!

The demons have appeared.

Huang Wumiao took a step forward.

The purple sword qi was like a storm, blowing through the entire Dao Hall at this moment, countless classics were torn apart, turning into confetti flying in the sky, and under his feet, the uncontrollable sword qi tore through the bluestone, bringing up Dao sword marks.

Wherever they stood, the stones were annihilated and dust flew like dust.

Tai'a sword hissed.

The purple light extended the reincarnation, swallowing endlessly, this mighty sword, it also seemed to sense that Huang Wumiao's situation was wrong, it was restrained in Shenwei, and it seemed to want to cut off the connection with Huang Wumiao.

Enchanted.

Or detachment.

Only in a thought.

Seeing Huang Wumiao stepping on with a sword, a smile suddenly appeared on Lin Yundong's pale face.

"But, I don't hate you anymore."

Her tone became gentle in vain at the moment when Huang Wu was sinking into the knot of the past and was about to get out of control.

It seems like I've never been so gentle.

"At the moment when Huiyin was born, all my hatred has been eliminated, replaced by a kind of happiness, I lost my miserable brother, but I got a baby that only belongs to me.

I watched her grow up little by little, and I protected her with all my heart.

Her smile and growth melted away all the anger in my heart.

That's my daughter.

With her, there is light in my heart.

That light dispelled all the darkness you brought me. ”

In the next moment, the purple light lit up.

Blood splattered and fell on Lin Yundong's cheeks, with a little warmth.

She didn't feel the pain.

When he opened his eyes, he saw the Tai'a Sword slipping from Huang Wumiao's hand, he was holding the blade in his right hand, it was full of blood, and the divine sword that countless people in the rivers and lakes longed for was thrown to the ground.

The furious true qi was also smoothed out at this moment.

Huang Wumiao in front of him was panting, but his eyes became bright again.

When I thought I would be devoured by the abomination of the past.

He was forgiven.

I thought I would kill the good thoughts in my heart and cut off the past moments.

He found himself.

All because of the words of the woman in front of her, it was like a key that opened the lock of the heart that had been blocked for more than 20 years.

Everything suddenly opened up.

Lin Huiyin stretched out her hand and gently stroked Huang Wumiao's cheek in front of him, helping him wipe away the blood stains.

She said:

"I knew that you would rather hurt yourself than hurt me a second time."

"Put it down, Huang Wumiao.

That night, those past, those guilt, those pains, let go, I don't hate you anymore, you don't hate yourself anymore, let alone torture yourself anymore.

It doesn't make me feel happy, and it doesn't make up for the regret in my heart.

That night, it was indeed a mistake.

But that mistake made me get the best gift in this life, although I lost you, but I got Huiyin, if it wasn't for that mistake, I might still be alone, like duckweed.

But Huiyin is my bond with this world.

She gave me a reason to put down roots, so that I no longer knew where to go. ”

Lin Yundong withdrew her finger, and she said:

"I'm telling you this today just to let you know.

You don't have to carry the past anymore, like carrying the entire Mount Tai on your back, struggling in the dark, in fact, when I was in Jinling, I wanted to say to you that it was Huang Wudi who suddenly appeared and interrupted these. ”

She let out a sigh of relief, no longer paying attention to Huang Wumiao in front of her, turned around and stepped on the mess, and walked out of the hall.

"Huang Wudi's appearance has helped you carry everything, he is gone now, let those unbearable past events disperse with the wind.

I don't know if I can get you rid of your demons, but I can't do much more. ”

"Huh"

The door of the gym was opened by Lin Yundong's hand.

The warm sunlight shone in from outside the door, shining on Lin Yundong's body, she closed her eyes, feeling the warmth that went straight to the bottom of her heart, and she breathed a sigh of relief.

released all the emotions accumulated in the past 20 years.

If you have an obsession, you can't be free.

Now, the shackles are gone.

Whether Huang Wumiao is good or not, she doesn't know.

At least the demons in her heart have completely disappeared after saying that word of forgiveness.

Oh, yes.

The darkness that envelops everything and breeds despair seems powerful.

But a ray of light can make it disappear.

There is no need to draw the ground as a prison with hatred.

Her time, so much time had passed, it was time to let go of the heavy stuff, look forward, and move forward.

"This time I went to kill the enemy, and I must come back alive."

Lin Yundong brushed the long hair behind her head, she walked into the sun without looking back, waved her hand, with a little lazy, and said very chic:

"Huiyin is still waiting for you in Xiaoxiang, those words of apology, don't say anything to me again, keep it for your daughter."

After saying that, she was about to leave.

But as soon as he got up, he was pulled from behind by a hand.

She looked back.

Huang Wumiao's handsome and elegant face was full of depth, but there was no hesitation.

He said:

"Your demons are gone, but mine is still a little short."

"You..."

Huang Wuxiao's words made Lin Yundong's heart move.

There is no such transcendence in him, but there is a little more truth after shattering.

In her memory, the figure of her miserable brother who always played with her everywhere when she was a child quickly coincided with the white-haired, forty-year-old elegant Taoist in front of her.

Especially the one that shouldn't have appeared on him, the action of squeezing his eyes, it was really exactly the same as it was back then.

"I know, Xiaodong, what you said in your mouth hate me and want to kill me, but in fact, what you and I need is an apology.

But even this insignificant request, I have been delaying for more than 20 years, and I have not been able to give it to you. I'm really a useless man who has made your mother and daughter suffer for so many years. ”

In the sunshine, Huang Wumiao took Lin Yundong's hand and said in a serious tone:

"I was going to say a lot of apologies, I was going to say a lot of things from my heart, but I know that you probably don't want to hear it, and you don't want to hear it, so...

Please, let me put it in action.

The twenty years you lost because of me.

Today, I will compensate you. ”

"I don't need to! You let go of me! ”

Lin Yundong's cheeks were flushed, and the heroine struggled to leave.

But the grip of a heavenly list master, how could she break free, she could only be dragged back to the gym by her miserable brother in a girl-like scream.

In the next moment, the door was closed.

Xiao Lingsu was sneaky, probing his brain outside the courtyard, he just saw the head of the house and Senior Lin pulling and pulling, which was curious in his heart and wanted to go over and have a look.

But as soon as he stepped into the courtyard, just one step, he heard the sound of a sword in his ears.

A purple light broke through the eaves of the hall upward, and in the midst of the roar, it pierced into the ground like a meteor, and was inserted a foot in front of Xiao Lingsu.

The sun shines brightly, illuminating the quaint hilt of the sword.

The word Taia shines brightly.

The meaning of this warning...

Well, so to speak, it's very obvious.