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Chapter Ninety-Three

The greatness of being a soldier is not that you don't know how to be afraid.

In fact, I don't think anyone would be unafraid when faced with this battlefield, so I can understand what the old fish head said. But the true greatness of being a soldier lies in ...... They will be scared, but they will still go up, just like my soldiers...... How many of them are not afraid? How many can face death calmly? There were even people who cried their noses. But they are the ace troops who can repel the enemy, fight the enemy with bayonets on the battlefield, and fight the enemy on the battlefield.

While lying on the bed and letting Xiaofan change the dressing on my back, I recalled the tragic battle on the 239 heights.

As for the wound on my back...... The weather in Vietnam is hot and humid, and this bandage is packed...... The wound on the back of the head will inevitably become inflamed and pus, so every time I change the dressing, Xiaofan has to spend a long time on my back to clean.

"Do you know that the dean took out a total of five pieces of shrapnel and seven gravel on your back!" Xiao Fan said while carefully cleaning my wounds: "And the dean is not sure if there is any shrapnel found in it!" ”

"Yes, it's not a big deal!" I said, "I think I'm thin, and a few pieces of shrapnel weigh in it!" ”

Actually, I know...... There is nothing wrong with walking or bending over, but the only place that hurts is a wound, which means that it is cleaned.

"You're still joking!" Zhang Fan scolded: "You don't know how terrible it was when you first came, the whole back was a blur of flesh and blood!" ”

Not to mention...... At first, I didn't really know that I was hurt, and it might be hard to believe, but wouldn't it hurt when I was hurt like this? But there are many such examples on the battlefield, the old man said...... One of his soldiers was interrupted and didn't know until the battle was over, and someone reminded him: "Your hand is ......", and the soldier turned his head and fainted with a "ah".

Maybe I was in this situation, I didn't even have the slightest impression of where I was injured or when I was injured, I only knew how to kill, fight, and run...... Don't dare to stop, or you'll die!

"That's right!" At this time, Zhang Fan asked with some hesitation: "You kept shouting Chen Yiyi when you had a fever...... She ......"

"Hmm!" I couldn't help but be stunned: "Am I calling her name?" ”

"Hmm!"

"She's a squad leader under me." I said, "I don't know what's going on now!" ”

"Your soldiers?" Zhang Fan asked a little strangely: "Is it a woman?" Aren't the female soldiers of our army not going to the front line? ”

"It's a woman!" I said, "But I grew up in Vietnam, and I ...... because I am familiar with the terrain of Vietnam."

Zhang Fan sighed, and didn't continue to ask.

In fact, I can feel Zhang Fan's loss, if it was before...... I just need to lie casually, such as emphasizing that Chen Yiyi is just an ordinary comrade-in-arms, women always love to listen to lies at this time, even if these lies are not clever, but now I don't want to do it.

"That's right!" To break the awkwardness, I asked, "My gun...... Do you know where it is? ”

I'm used to keeping a gun in my hand on the battlefield, and I feel a little uncomfortable when I haven't touched a gun for a few days.

"It's in the guard company, and it's kept in the warehouse!" As soon as he talked about this topic, Xiao Fan smiled: "You know what? When you had surgery...... No one dares touch your gun! ”

"Oh, this is weishenme?" I couldn't help but feel a little weird.

"Whoever touches your gun, you fight with whom!" Xiao Fan explained: "You may not know that the gun was still a good bullet at that time...... You kill and kill someone else when they touch a gun...... The guards were even frightened by you, and Zuihou still had a way to give you anesthetics before taking the gun away! ”

"No, it won't!" To be honest, I didn't expect to do such a scary thing myself, but it seems normal, I remember when I was in a daze, it seems that there were a few times when I dreamed that I was still fighting the enemy on the battlefield, and it didn't seem strange that there would be such a thing in that state of high mental tension and not knowing where I was.

"That's it!" At this time, Xiaofan had already put on a new bandage for me, and she put on my clothes and explained: "Rest for a few more days, it's best not to move, and you can almost be discharged from the hospital after the wound scarred!" ”

Originally, at this time, it was time for Xiaofan to tidy up her things and take care of other wounded people, but she seemed to be hesitant to say something, and seemed to hesitate to say it.

Her shy, embarrassed look made me feel uncomfortable...... Actually, I know what she wants to say, or what kind of thing she wants to say, and I would have been happy if it had been before, but now I'd rather she didn't say it.

However, it backfired, and Xiaofan Zuihou still mustered up the courage to say: "That...... If you're bored, there's a movie in the barn at night, it's "Heroes' Children", if you want to go to ...... I'll help you then......"

This is a very common thing, but the nurse helps the wounded to go to the movies, doesn't it?

Yet she said it so hesitantly, and ...... I have a back injury, so it wasn't difficult for me to walk at all, so I didn't need help at all...... So Xiao Fan's attitude can be seen as long as he is not stupid.

At this time, I couldn't help but be stunned, the reason is that although I have experience in picking up girls, I refuse such things as women...... But never did. So I don't know how to answer now. And I also know that in this day and age...... To be able to say such things like Xiao Fan, there is no doubt that it has gone through countless struggles and struggles in my heart, if I can't answer well...... This is likely to make Xiao Fan unbearable.

After thinking about it, I pretended to be puzzled and replied, "Heroic sons and daughters, I've seen it many times, and I'm a little dizzy, I don't know if I can sit for that long." Well, if I want to see it and call you again, okay? ”

"Hmm!" Xiao Fan nodded heavily.

Looking at Xiao Fan's excited expression, I realized that I seemed to be wrong...... I didn't want to disappoint her too much, but I didn't expect to give her hope.

It's just that I can't change my words immediately, so I have to give up, and it's a big deal that I don't go to the movies at night.

Saying...... I really haven't seen this heroic child, and I even made an appointment to watch it with the old fish head before.

This movie is often broadcast on TV in our modern times, and the old man always likes to watch it over and over again, although he can't see anything, but every time he will sit upright in front of the TV, and then concentrate on "staring" at the TV to listen...... I was always bored at this time, and I would rather hide in my room by myself and use the computer.

So now I really want to see what the movies of this era are like, firstly, to miss the old man, and secondly, I also want to see the old man's favorite films...... I kind of regret that I didn't be able to watch it with the old man in modern times.

Just to keep a distance from the little sail...... Forget it.

After Xiaofan packed up his things and left, I lay on the bed and thought nonsense: In fact, Xiaofan is also a good girl, and it is a blessing to be able to marry her. Besides, the female soldiers in our army all have backgrounds, although I don't know what Xiaofan's family is, but it won't be bad if I think so. It's a blessing for me to be able to take a fancy to me...... It's just that I'm not blessed.

First, I already have Chen Yiyi in my heart, and second, more importantly, ...... I have been on the battlefield for a day without a day, and only people like Chen Yiyi who are on the battlefield at the same time can understand, if it is Xiaofan...... Maybe I'll use my family connections to move me to the back.

If this was before, it would have been unwanted, but I'm afraid that I wouldn't even need Xiaofan to hint like this, and I would stick to it like a fly. And yet now...... I asked myself that there was no way to leave Chen Yiyi, who shared weal and sorrow with me, and there was no way to leave behind my comrades-in-arms who lived and died with me. Although, some of them I can't even name names.

I think the reason why Xiao Fan has a good impression of me, or that she admires heroes so much, is also related to the fact that she was born in a military family......

Some people may say, how do I know that Xiaofan is from a military family?

Alas! You don't have to think about it! If Xiaofan was not from a military family, how could she be a soldier from a girl's family, so she was not only from a military family, but also from a military family with a background, as for what the origin is, then I don't know.

I only know that those who come from military families, such as me...... More or less influenced by my parents, it is not surprising that someone like Xiaofan will have a good impression of me as a "hero". Although I don't consider myself a hero.

So be it!

I said to myself in my heart: continue to keep my distance from Xiaofan for a few more days...... I returned to the army, and Xiao Fan continued to stay in this field hospital...... This can basically be said to be incompatible with each other in the era of inconvenient information, and Xiaofan will slowly forget me in the future, after all, she is just a good impression of me, besides...... A considerable part of this goodwill is because of the aura of "hero", not because of liking me as a person.

When I thought of this, I was relieved, and I felt no pressure in my heart.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that the reality was far from being as simple as I imagined......

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