"Huh!" Long Zhan couldn't help but smile bitterly and said:

"I know that you like to play this game, and the reason why you drove me to Suzhou before was actually to complete the so-called 'Butterfly Storm' plan, but to be honest, General Staff, with my current physical condition, even if I am willing to accept the task, do you think I can complete it?"

Long Zhan said, turning his head to look at She Zhenguo, that cold look in the eyes of She Zhenguo in an instant, like a thousand rays of light, She Zhenguo could see that his eyes were full of grievances and helplessness!

"I ......"

"I know!" Before She Zhenguo could speak, Long Zhan directly snapped up and said: "Actually, as a soldier, the moment I put on the military uniform, I decided that everything I had was involuntarily!" What you have arranged, what you have planned, I can guess, I am not a fool! ”

Long Zhan stared at She Zhenguo in front of him tightly, looking at the vicissitudes of life with a trace of guilt in his face, but Long Zhan didn't feel any comfort, he didn't have hysteria, and there was no so-called resentment, on the contrary, Long Zhan's tone was surprisingly calm, and he just listened to him continue:

"But I'm still pretending to be stupid, according to your arrangement, to carry out the task, according to your requirements, to go to the Golden Triangle, otherwise, with the guts of Qian Guodong, how dare you give me a fake certificate? And the authenticity of this fake certificate can't even be checked by the customs, the only possibility is that Qian Guodong received your instructions! ”

"You know it all?" She Zhenguo looked at Long Zhan's surprising appearance, he asked with a surprised look, "Since you know, then why do you still accept this mission?" Is it just because of the hatred between your Long family and the Dongfang family? ”

"General Staff!" Long Zhan took a deep breath, as if he was deliberately suppressing the anger in his heart, in fact, he knew very well that he didn't have the capital to be angry at all now, but in his eyes, the irrepressible anger was still projected towards She Zhenguo like a flame, only to hear Long Zhan ask coldly:

"No one has ever told me that my mother Dongfang Lan is dead, and no one has ever told me who killed her, let alone told me why my father chose to bear the grievances and suffer alone in Longbei Mountain, and the reason for this, you all know, but you didn't tell me!"

She Zhenguo listened to Long Zhan's questioning, and the whole person couldn't help but be shocked, to be honest, it was the first time he heard Long Zhan say what was in his heart, this child, although it seems to be free and easy, but his true appearance, maybe only he knows, he disguised himself too well, so good that even an old fox like She Zhenguo couldn't see through it!

"Have you found the answer?" She Zhenguo asked tentatively!

"General Staff, do you think that even if you know the answer now, it still matters to me like this?" Long Zhan said, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise slightly, revealing a wry smile, this bitter smile, with helplessness, but also with grievances, the next moment, Long Zhan's eyes were red, he looked at She Zhenguo in front of him:

"General Staff, tell me, why do we wear this uniform?"

When She Zhenguo heard Long Zhan's words, he couldn't help but be slightly stunned and said, "Do you still need to ask me?" Don't you know it in your own heart? ”

"You answer me!" Long Zhan took a deep breath and yelled at She Zhenguo, since She Zhenguo became the General Staff of the Dragon Scale Guard, no soldier dared to roar and shout '' in front of him, but Long Zhan's words made She Zhenguo shake all over, and then said solemnly:

"Defend the family and the country!"

"Good!" Long Zhan nodded slightly and said, "Then you tell me, what does 'defending the family and defending the country' mean?" ”

"Defend your homeland and people from the enemy, fight for the interests of the Motherland!"

"Haha......" When Long Zhan heard this, he suddenly raised his head and laughed wildly, tears finally burst out of his eyes, and at the moment when the tears fell, he was finally angry, and finally vented all the resentment in his heart, only to hear him roar at She Zhenguo:

"Tell me, where is my home? My father can give up everything for his country, but of course when it comes to defending the motherland, who will defend my home? Defend my family? ”

"Bang!"

Long Zhan suddenly slammed his fist on the car door, and the car door on the right side was directly smashed into a deep depression by Long Zhan's punch!

She Zhenguo's heart shook fiercely, he looked at Long Zhan's catharsis, looked at the helplessness in Long Zhan's eyes, at this moment, as the chief, his heart was full of guilt!

"As a soldier, pick up a gun and go to the battlefield, even if it is a horse leather shroud, I have no regrets, because I am a soldier!" Long Zhan said in a voice that almost gritted his teeth:

"Even if the above took advantage of my father's relationship with the Dongfang family, took advantage of my relationship with the Dongfang family, and even kept me in the dark, allowing me to carry out the 'Butterfly Storm' plan inexplicably, I have no complaints, even if you turn a deaf ear to my father and my mother's death, I don't blame you, but now, I am abolished, I am crippled, and you still want to use me to clean up the remnants of the Dongfang family! Have you ever thought that the other half of the blood flowing in my body belongs to the Oriental family, and you have taken care of my feelings? ”

This time, She Zhenguo was completely stunned, he didn't expect that Long Zhan had completely guessed the idea that they were about to arrange for him to find Dongfang Jin, and this task, except for him, Jiang Yuanchao and Fu Zhonghua, no fourth person knew, but no Long Zhan guessed it, at this moment, She Zhenguo really didn't dare to underestimate the young man in front of him!

When Long Zhan said this, his voice was already hoarse, he choked up, stared at She Zhenguo and continued:

"I know, you will say, I am a soldier, a soldier should obey orders, and even use the bullshit theory that personal interests are subordinate to the highest interests to persuade me, but She Zhenguo, let me tell you, I have heard too much of these truths, I have heard too much, I am fucking in the eyes of the world now, but I am just a descendant who killed my grandfather's family, I don't care about any fucking bullshit national interests, I don't care about ......"

Long Zhan said these words, tears had already flowed down like a torrential rain, he raised his head slightly, as if trying to stop his tears, only to hear him look at the transparent sunroof on the roof of the car, staring at the blue sky, and whispering in a muttered voice:

"Long Zhan, have you seen it, you killed too many people, and now you have been punished, right? Haha......"

When Long Zhan said this, he laughed wildly again, he suddenly pointed sharply at the sky, and roared towards the sky again:

"I'm a thief of your mother, I killed people, Master Long, my hands are covered with blood, what's wrong? There is a kind of thunder that you slash me to death, otherwise, I will stand up again! ”

I don't know when, She Zhenguo had already held Long Zhan's hand, the hands full of calluses, as rough as the root system of an old tree, but when he held Long Zhan, Long Zhan actually felt a trace of warmth, just like a father's love, when Long Zhan turned his head to look at She Zhenguo, his other hand patted Long Zhan's shoulder and said:

"Long Zhan, you are not only a good soldier, but also a good boy, this mission, you can choose to give up! This is a choice I give you as an elder, not an order from a chief! ”

(End of chapter)