Only three people can be found......

When you say this kind of thing, the meaning is already clear.

If there are three people, it should be me, Yili, and ...... Xiao Rou bar.

Jiang Yueya followed behind Su Mo, and he in front of him had become a little blurred.

He really ...... Is it someone who has crossed over?

So, why...... Will it be the three of us......

Or was he dating the three of us at the same time before he crossed over?

Jiang Yueya's mind began to think wildly again, but no matter how much she slandered Su Mo, Jiang Yueyan's hand never let go of Su Mo.

It's obviously not a lover's relationship, why do I still hold his hand and refuse to let go......

Su Mo accompanied Jiang Yueya to walk around casually, and almost didn't talk anything except holding hands. Jiang Yueya has not replied to Su Mo's explanation, and Su Mo himself did not specifically ask, Jiang Yueya is like a little couple who have only started dating on the first day, obviously wanting to be close, obviously there are a lot of things to say, but they just can't say it.

There are a lot of words, if you say them, you can't go back......

But......

But......

Only this matter must be asked to Su Mo clearly-

Jiang Yueya plucked up her courage, clenched Su Mo's hand, and shouted out with all her might, "Su, Su Mo!" ”

Jiang Yueya's cheeks stirred up a cold and cold touch.

Su Mo and Jiang Yueya looked at the brightly lit night sky in unison.

"It's snowing?"

"Yes, yes......"

Perhaps, it was the last snow of 2010......

Su Mo looked down at Jiang Yueya, and saw that Jiang Yueya's hair was stained with some snowflakes, so he reached out and brushed it away for her.

“……”

Jiang Yueya sensed Su Mo's intentions, and her first reaction at the moment was to lower her head and cooperate with him.

Strange, strange......

What am I doing, I ......

Jiang Yueya didn't understand.

"I—let's go upstairs and find Yiri! Maybe she's being accosted by a bad man, hurry up—"

"I don't think there are so many bad men around college......"

"Hmph, I'm embarrassed to say."

Jiang Yueya held her head high and glared at Su Mo, "Aren't you just a bad man." ”

"But you don't seem to hate bad men."

Su Mo shook the hand that was still being held by Jiang Yueya, Jiang Yueya blushed slightly, and when she wanted to get rid of it, she was firmly grasped by Su Mo.

"Let go of me, stinky rascal!"

"I've kissed everything, why are you so embarrassed." Su Mo was also a little tired.

"You, you, you......"

"Let me hold it for a while," Su Mo said warmly, "Just a while." ”

Jiang Yueya suddenly had a line in her mind that was very in line with her own personality:

"Since you have begged me so pitifully, I will reluctantly let you hold for a few more seconds."

Although it is a very shameful tsundere line, it is very appropriate at this time.

However, the shy Jiang Yueya didn't say anything in the end.

Because when Su Mo was begging her, there was an indescribable throbbing in her heart.

What the hell am I ...... What are you thinking......

"Tsukiaya, I'll tell you a story."

"You can tell a story, huh? What type, if it's not interesting, forget it. ”

"It's not funny, but I still hope you'll listen carefully."

Are you not in a hurry to see Yili?

Forget it, anyway, even if you find Yili, you have to wait for her.

Su Mo has a deep affection for Xue, of course. said it was about snow, but in the final analysis, it was still about Yili's feelings.

Past life Yili.

It was a snowy night, and because of the collapse of various program codes, Su Mo stayed in the company and worked overtime until half past two to deal with it.

After saying goodbye to his colleagues, Su Mo found that because of the snow and slippery roads, he couldn't call a taxi at all, so he could only walk in the direction of his home.

Although the home is not far from the company,

The street lamps on the street shone with the shadows of snowflakes, and Su Mo stepped into the snow with one foot, feeling that his whole body was about to freeze.

I knew that I should have slept directly in the company......

Yili had called to ask Su Mo about the arrangements for the evening, but Su Mo didn't have time to call back because she was too busy, so she just replied with a message asking her to sleep first, and she didn't contact her again.

Being a programmer is a very hard job, and she is called a coder just like a street writer. As the executor of the requirements, that is, Party B, the programmer is often overwhelmed by various temporary changes to the requirements. In addition, there are bugs in the big projects that cooperate with each other, and it is also a very hard work to troubleshoot the faults.

Staying so late tonight is also because of the problem that the typed package can't work, and the seniors in charge of some key codes are on vacation, so Su Mo can only check the code with a few colleagues, and finally find the crux of the problem.

Although programmers are very hard, the salary is already very high in comparison.

However, there is still a long way to go before paying off the debt owed by his father......

It's going to take about ten or eight years, right?

Ten years, eight years......

Moreover, even if the salary increase is paid off later, the body may almost collapse.

Moreover, there is no time to accompany Yili.

Su Mo's pace became slower and slower.

To be honest, during this period of work, Su Mo often fell into a state of self-doubt, especially when he returned home and saw Yili's docile and lovely face.

When Yili was wronged in the company, he was almost the last person to find out.

But he also knew that the reason why Yili didn't give up that job was also to help Su Mo reduce some of his burden.

He felt very sorry for Yiri.

Other couples, other lovers, other boyfriends can buy brand-name bags, lipsticks, and perfumes for their girlfriends, he almost can't give them, and every time he says that he wants to give some gifts to Yili, he will always give up because of Yili's dissuasion.

Not even the most basic companionship.

Yili is just too considerate.

It's so thoughtful that it's hard to ......

It's hard to face her.

What is there about me that is so good that she deserves to do this for me?

It's obviously a waste person who can't do anything......

When he was in college, Su Mo also broke up because of this matter, and he didn't want Yili to be tortured with him.

But Yili didn't agree, and her attitude was unusually resolute.

That time became the only time Su Mo and Xia Yili mentioned breaking up, and they never talked about breaking up easily.

Perhaps, Yili doesn't really like me that much, but just takes liking me as a habit.

If I hadn't been there, she might have realized the problem.

At this time, Su Mo was passing a bridge, this bridge is a very famous self-S bridge, and almost every two or three months, you can hear the news that someone jumped off this bridge.

Could it be that I'm going to be one of them?

Su Mo did have some ideas.

If you don't jump now, after this snowfall, the lake will freeze, and it will be too late to jump again, right?

Moreover, the pain of drowning should be less.

It's best to never catch it, and you can't catch it no matter how you catch it.

In this way, the justifiable world will evaporate......

Su Mo looked at the railing by the bridge for a while, and there was a ferry with lights on the river in the distance.

I don't know why, a trace of warmth suddenly appeared in Su Mo's heart.

At this time, Su Mo's mobile phone lit up.

It's a message from Yili:

[Haven't you finished your work yet?] 】

Well, just think about it......

After seeing the message sent by Yili, Su Mo immediately dispelled this terrible thought.

Although he didn't want Yili to suffer with him, "making Yili sad" was also something Su Mo couldn't do.

As long as I think of Yili's sadness when I can't find my whereabouts, I can't bear to do that kind of stupid thing.

Of course, the parents' reaction will also think, but after all, Yili is relatively close.

And she hasn't slept yet.

Su Mo sent a message to Yili -

[It's overtime!] Why haven't you slept yet, hurry up and go to bed. 】

Halfway through Su Mo's typing, the caller ID lit up on his mobile phone.

A call from Yili.

"Hey...... Yi, Yili? ”

"Hmmm......"

Yili's voice sounded a little hazy.

"Why don't you sleep so late?"

"I slept, and then ...... Then I woke up freezing. I see it's snowing a lot outside, can you get a car? ”

"It's okay, I walked back directly, I just crossed the bridge, I didn't expect it to snow in Pengcheng......"

"Then, then you should come back quickly, it's too cold outside, and the road is slippery, pay attention to safety."

"You go to sleep first, you have to go to work tomorrow."

"I'd better wait for you to come back, anyway, it's so cold now, I can't sleep."

"If you open the electric blanket, it's not so cold, right?"

"No, it's warmer to hold you."

"A few days ago, I was disgusted that I was snoring too loudly, and now you have to hug me."

"First, let me fall asleep first, and I'll be fine...... Okay, let's not talk about it, you can come back quickly, and pay attention to safety on the road. ”

"Well, got it, mua."

“mua。”

Su Mo slowly hung up the phone, and the happy smile on his face slowly froze.

Sure enough, it's better to break up......

I'm really not worth it at all.

I don't deserve her to take care of me like that.

It is true that a person suffers without a sense of suffering, and once he gets used to this experience, he becomes numb.

But the words of two people......

I will always feel guilty about her dedication and hard work.

Yili can't waste all her youth on me, she should be able to find someone better.

This is the second time that Su Mo has strongly come up with the idea of breaking up with Yili.

But it's a little different from the first time.

The first time was after a rational analysis, based on the objective situation, the breakup was proposed, although he liked Yili very much, but he didn't think that Yili and himself would be happy.

But this time, his desire to break up came from his strong inferiority complex that he was not worthy of Yili.

Can't be too selfish, I ......

This is also for the sake of Iri......

The wind and snow are getting bigger and bigger, and Su Mo's pace is getting faster and faster.

There was an inexplicable sourness in his heart.

He was really scared of losing Yili right now.

But what he was more afraid of was that Yili would be sad with him all the time.

Su Mo returned to the downstairs of the apartment he rented, most of the lights had been extinguished, only the small apartment they lived in was still on.

It was ila for him.

In this huge city, there are tens of millions of floating people.

In the midst of such a crowd, people will always feel as small as ants.

However, even such ants are willing to leave the lights on for you all night, and from this point of view, they have defeated almost half of the urban youth-

Maybe...... More to come?

Actually, it should have belonged to that half......

Su Mo couldn't help but think of it as if he were self-deprecating.

Su Mo came to the door with heavy steps, and just as he was thinking about how to open his mouth to Yili without being refuted by her, the door suddenly "slammed" open, just hitting Su Mo's nose.

"Hmm......"

"No, it's okay! I felt like you're coming back soon, so I opened the door to see......"

Xia Yili hurriedly pulled Su Mo into the house and vigorously slapped the snowflakes on his padded jacket, "It's snowing so heavily outside...... Your hands are frozen. ”

"I'm all wet, don't touch me yet-"

"It's okay, take off your clothes directly, I put the change of clothes in the bathroom, you just take a shower."

"It's such a cold day, so don't take a shower......"

"No! You've been working overtime lately, and I guess you haven't showered in days. ”

"I have a bath......"

"No, I said you have to wash it, you have to wash it......"

Su Mo couldn't compete with Yili, so she dragged her clothes and went to take a bath.

However, halfway to the bathroom, he saw something stewed on the cooker.

"This is...... What are you cooking, Yili? ”

"Today, the supermarket has a special price for American ginseng, so I bought some and came back to make chicken soup to see...... I heard that it's very good for staying up late, so try it after you take a bath, hum, my current craft has improved a lot......"

Suddenly, Su Mo had a feeling like a fish in his throat, and he was a little speechless for a while, Su Mo held back for a long time before finally slowly saying a few words,

"Iri, I-"

"Okay, if you have something to say, let's take a shower, hurry up and take a shower......"

Yili handed the towel to Su Mo and pushed him into the bathroom.

Sure enough, I'm still not worthy of her......

Obviously he was so cold when he replied to her in the evening, but he didn't lose his temper with me......

It's okay for you to lose your temper with me......

Scolding me for not being angry or something—

In this way, I will remember a little bit of your badness, so that there will be no pressure and no burden when we break up-

But—

After Su Mo hurriedly took a shower and put on his pajamas and returned to the room, Yili was fiddling with the ginseng soup that had just come out of the pot. The hot steam from the ginseng soup was steaming, and although it was snowing outside the window, it was warm inside.

It also has a charming aroma.

Su Mo sat on the edge of the bed, quietly waiting for Yili to hand the soup bowl to him, "Be careful of scalding, blow a few more times and then drink......"

Su Mo took the bowl and spoon, glanced at the band-aid on Yili's index finger, and didn't say anything, just gently scooped a spoonful of ginseng chicken soup, blew a few mouthfuls and put it in his mouth.

"Oops! What are you doing in such a hurry, it's hot......"

Su Mo lowered his head and said nothing.

"Is it hot? I'll just say it's hot......"

Xia Yili leaned in to check Su Mo's state, and suddenly, Su Mo sulked his head and hugged Yili who came over.

His body was shaking all the time, and Yili didn't ask anything because it wasn't necessary.

Everything about Su Mo, she could sense everything.

Su Mo hugged her tightly and greedily possessed everything she had.

And she was like a mother who coaxed her child to sleep, quietly rubbing Su Mo's back.

Until Su Mo sleeps peacefully.