Chapter 67

Under such pressure, the idea of desertion jumped into my mind again.

In fact, from the beginning to the end, I never gave up on escaping...... For a while, this idea was put aside for a while because the war was going well or the troops were resting.

Right now......

I saw no hope of victory, and the successive battles had exhausted me, so much so that even a good night's sleep was out of reach. The most haode excuse is still ...... We fight for life and death on this battlefield, not only can we not get any benefits, but the instructor also criticizes at every turn!

This made me even more determined to be a deserter, especially in this dark night, when the Vietnamese army was firing artillery...... Who will find out if you run a little further down the traffic trench?

Thinking of this, I glanced at the traffic trench behind me, and then waited quietly with my gun in my hand.

But what I didn't expect was...... I don't seem to be the only one who has the idea of becoming a deserter, and his methods are more clever and ruthless than mine.

While I was waiting for the Vietnamese artillery fire, I heard only one shot and screams......

The enemy is coming...... That was my first reaction, and then I put my rifle up in the trench without thinking.

However, there was nothing in front of the position, except for the fragments of corpses that had been blown apart by artillery fire and the disgusting stench.

"Platoon commander! Platoon leader...... Li Changman is wounded! ”

"Li Changman?" It took me a long time to remember that he was a new recruit in my platoon, so I put away my gun and ran in the direction of shouting.

I wondered in my heart while running, there is no enemy and nothing to do, how can I shoot and get wounded?

When I ran to see it, I vaguely saw a soldier holding his calf and screaming on the ground in the night!

"Hygienist! The hygienist ......, "This is my first reaction, someone is injured and bleeding, of course it is called a hygienist, isn't it?"

But when the hygienist ran up, he was stopped by the company commander.

"Wait!" The company commander ran up with a straight face, grabbed Li Changman's feet and looked at it, and asked coldly, "What's the matter?" ”

"I ......" I don't know if it's because of the pain or because of something else, Li Changman looked a little nervous, and he stammered: "Just now...... I carried a gun on my back and dug and dug while I was repairing the fortifications...... I don't know why the gun went off! ”

"Humph!" The company commander lifted his injured foot and looked at it, glared at Li Changman fiercely, and bandaged him without saying anything. It's just that his face is very ugly, and he deliberately used a force when he tied the knot, so that Li Changman couldn't help but cry out in pain......

I felt that something was wrong with this, and the company commander would not be so careless in bandaging the wounded, but I didn't think much about what was going on.

"Take him back!" The company commander ordered a soldier next to him with some disdain, and then gave me a look and stepped aside.

I followed the company commander in confusion and trotted in the trench for a while, and when I came to a place where there were few people, the company commander turned to me and said, "Look at your soldiers, and if you come back a few more times like this, our troops will be finished!" ”

"What?" Hearing this, I asked with some confusion: "What does the company commander mean......?"

"That wound is too obvious!" The company commander frowned and said, "One shot with two holes, that bullet came out from the left side of the leg and neck and the right side, and there was a bayonet hole on it." This guy must have stabbed himself with a bayonet first, and saw that there was no problem and he could still fight, so he shot again......"

"Self-harm?" I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard this.

Even when I was at the hardest and most frightening time on the battlefield, I didn't think of hurting myself in this way, but it didn't seem that I didn't want to do it, but I didn't think of it. Now that I hear it, I think it's a good idea, but it seems a little too ruthless......

"Don't tell the other fighters about this, understand?" Then the company commander confessed: "If you say it, it is very likely that it will give other soldiers a wake-up call......

When I heard this, I wanted to say that the company commander had already given me a wake-up call. So of course, I know very well that if I tell the fighters about this, not only will it not work, but it will probably cause a wave of self-harm.

After a pause, the company commander continued: "This matter will naturally be dealt with by the disciplined forces, and I hope he will not be punished as a deserter......

Punished as a deserter? How are deserters handled? I couldn't help but think of what the instructor said: "Those who escape from the battle will be shot on the spot!"

I couldn't help but shudder when I thought of this, and I didn't dare to think about that thought just now.

When we returned to our positions, we leaned on the trenches and lamented the injustice of fate to us.

I think that in this situation where there are bullets everywhere and dead people everywhere, no one can blame us soldiers. Is it possible not to be afraid? This man's heart is full of flesh. We are all about to be threatened with our lives at all times, but there is no benefit in the slightest, but as long as we escape or even get captured, we will be severely punished and condemned by the whole society......

I would like to have those who accuse deserters come to this battlefield to see how long they can hold out here, to see if they are afraid, to see if they are going to be deserters......

So I think that being a deserter on this battlefield is a normal reaction of a person, and not being a deserter persevers - they are all heroes!

It quickly occurred to me ...... I'm a platoon commander now, and even if I don't say anything about Li Changman, the soldiers will be able to guess it, and if I run away again...... Then I am afraid that even if this army is scrapped, it will only wait for the Yue devils to come up and clean it up.

Thinking about this, I gave up the idea of becoming a deserter.

Sometimes I think it's funny to think about it, not because I was worried about the punishment of my superiors and gave up running away, but for the sake of the troops and comrades...... When did I start thinking so much about others?

I don't know if it was because the supply of shells for the Vietnamese devils was insufficient or what they were doing when they were tired, but there was a rare gap in the artillery harassment of the Vietnamese army. In addition, I basically didn't close my eyes all day, so even mosquito bites everywhere around me couldn't stop me from falling asleep...... However, before I could sleep, I was woken up.

"Platoon commanders...... Let's have a meeting at the company! ”

It was the voice of the correspondent Xiao Liu, and I couldn't help but scream: "Our superiors must be discussing with the Yue devils, and they are trying their best to prevent us soldiers from resting!" ”

I grimaced, and reluctantly rubbed against the company, where Scar and Liang were already waiting.

As soon as I sat down, the instructor couldn't wait to open the conversation: "I heard about it just now...... Our troops have already shown signs of self-harm! I believe that this is a very serious discipline problem, and I think we should attach great importance to it, and we must make use of the advanced nature of our Party and the discipline of our revolutionary contingent to nip these problems in the bud, otherwise...... Our company will completely lose its centripetal force and combat effectiveness, and the consequences will be unimaginable......"

Then there was a lot of horns, and then I knew that this meeting was for Li Changman. It is conceivable that Li Changman may have been determined to have injured himself at this time...... As for what kind of punishment he will have, that's not for me to know.

"Ah......" The instructor paused and continued: "You are all platoon commanders of our company, and you can be said to be the backbone of our troops, and the party and superiors believe in you, so they let you become platoon commanders, and you must do a good job of ideological work for your team, so that they know the glory of fighting and the shameful ...... of deserters."

However, I don't think the instructor's words will be useful, because I know very well that what the soldiers want is very simple, that is, confidence and morale, if they don't believe that the battle will be won...... Or if it is not worth fighting this battle, then they will not know that they will die in their own way, and of course their confidence and morale will have no foundation.

So I interrupted the instructor and asked the most direct question: "The superior weishenme doesn't give us reinforcements?" ”

"I said Comrade Yang Xuefeng!" The instructor already had opinions about me, but when he saw me interrupted, he was even more angry: "The decisions made by the superiors naturally have the reasons of the superiors, and as a soldier, the most important thing is to carry out orders." As a platoon commander, you need to know this even more......"

"Instructor, company commander!" There was a lot of bitter water in my heart, so at this time, I didn't care if I didn't fight against it, I immediately raised my head and said: "We soldiers are not afraid of death, but afraid of no hope and no goal." We don't know anything now, we don't know what this battle will be like to win, and we don't know when this battle will end, so let's be honest...... I can't stop my men from deserting! ”

"You ......" The instructor was so angry that his face turned pale for a while, and he was about to get angry when he was stopped by the company commander.

"What the second platoon commander said also makes sense." Company Commander Luo nodded and said: "Actually, we have just learned about the battlefield situation and strategic goals...... Secrecy doesn't make much sense anymore, one could even say ...... The more devils know more than we do, and it's not fair to the fighters! ”

Scar and Liang Lianbing also nodded their heads again and again. The company commander said the truth, the battle has reached a white-hot level, and the Vietnamese army is afraid that they all know the strategic goals of their superiors, but their superiors are still keeping things secret from us and don't let us know anything, only that they want to block the 316A Division in front of them......

We don't even know if there are reinforcements or ammunition supplies, and there is no doubt that this will make us feel like a chess piece, a chess piece that can be discarded at any time without reinforcements.

It is strange that there are no deserters in this situation, and no ideological work will work!

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