Chapter 248: The crux of Gray Plains' mourning

Outside the Rice Flower Sun Plaza Hotel, the light rain had stopped, and the sky was gray.

Kyosuke Kazato was taken out of the hotel gate by two policemen and walked towards the police car.

The Mori family arrived in Wataru Takagi's car and stood by and watched.

Maori Kogoro turned his head and asked Maori Lan, "Xiaolan, do you remember anything?" ”

Chi Feichi stayed by the side, observing Mao Lilan's reaction.

Moriran looked at Kyosuke Kazado in confusion for a moment, shook his head, and felt a little guilty, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay, take your time," Fei Yingli was relieved, "Now that the murderer has been caught, when Officer Sato wakes up, I will take you to visit her." ”

Gray Yuan mourned on the side and whispered, "Actually, it is not necessarily a bad thing to not be able to remember, if it were me, I would rather forget all about it, forget about the death of my sister, forget about those people and things, and be a carefree little girl......"

Conan was stunned for a moment, and turned his head to look at Gray Plains, "Gray Plains, you ......"

Chi Feichi glanced at Gray Yuanai, didn't say anything, stepped forward, took the evidence bag from Twilight Thirteen, and took out the transparent umbrella.

"Hey! Brother Chi ......"

Before Twilight Thirteen could react, Chi Feichi had already opened the umbrella and stood in front of Kyosuke Kazeto, turning his head to ask Mao Lilan.

"Xiaolan, what about this?"

Mao Lilan froze in place, and his eyes gradually became more shocked, "I've seen it, and ...... Officer Sato was injured ......"

Chi Fei took a look at it and was relieved, fortunately it didn't collapse, otherwise it would have been changed to "The 7-Year-Old Detective and His Amnesiac Girlfriend" in the future, "Officer Sato is out of danger and is almost awake." ”

"Is that so...... "Maorilan breathed a sigh of relief, "that's great!" ”

"Mori ......" Mori Kogoro looked at Mori Ran cautiously.

"Daddy!" Maolilan turned his head and smiled.

Fei Yingli wiped the tears from her tears, "It's good to think about it......"

Here, the family complained to each other.

Over there, Chi Feichi squatted down and looked directly at Gray Yuan Ai who was following up, "Xiao Ai's sister died?" ”

Gray Yuan pursed the corners of his mouth, hesitated for a moment, and nodded, but was obviously reluctant to say more.

"Then you can't lose your memory, I've heard a sentence before," Chi Feichi whispered, "If even you forget her, she's equivalent to never existing." ”

Gray Yuan Wai felt that his nose was a little sour, and he quickly lowered his head, not daring to let others see it.

Yes, a person who no longer exists in this world only exists in her memory, and if even she forgets it, how cruel is it to that person?

"Xiao Wai, there is more than one color in the world, and people's lives are the same, not only the red represented by happiness, but also the blue that represents sadness, memory is the picture scroll that records a lifetime, only one color is too monotonous, whether it is good or bad, blue or red, each color on it is your own unique color, and finally forms a unique picture," Chi Feichi patted the head of Gray Yuanai, "It's useless to escape, wait for one day, you go to see that picture scroll again, no longer only see a certain piece of blue and pitch black, It's about seeing the overall wonderfulness of it, when you think back to your own memories, and no longer only feel sadness and pain, but also feel nostalgia from it, you will really grow up. ”

Judging from the early plot, Gray Plains will suddenly become pessimistic, nervous, feel that there is no future and are not needed by the world, and try to give up life, which is a depressive symptom.

Maybe there was also a sleep disorder, and Dr. Asa didn't know much about mental illness, but he did.

Once the pessimism of depressed patients comes to their hearts, the world will become gray in an instant, and any pessimistic thoughts will come to their hearts uncontrollably, and some people will still be uncontrollable even if they know that this is not good.

It stands to reason that it would be better to take Ash Yuan Ai to see a professional doctor, but he still wants to try to solve it himself first.

He knew what those people in the organization were thinking, including why Gin would ask the question that Fukuyama had asked.

In the eyes of those people, he is a snake spirit disease, but in his eyes, the people in the organization are more or less mentally ill, and they are the least qualified to talk about him, especially the gin goods......

The same abnormal behavior, made by a person who has no diagnostic record, people will only think that this person has a strange personality, strange behavior, and strange thinking, but a person with a diagnosis record, as long as there is a little abnormality, people will subconsciously think - is it sick?

Even a little difference, a little change, will make people think in that direction.

Maybe sometimes there is no malice, but it is still depressing.

A snake spirit disease, a snake spirit disease!

He doesn't care what others think of him, but girls may not be able to bear it.

Moreover, with the secret that Ash Yuan mourns for himself, even if he goes to the doctor, he will definitely not cooperate.

He didn't need to ask Gray Yuan about the situation, and he probably guessed the reason.

At the beginning, the only relative in the world died, and he had already accumulated negative emotions in his heart, and after defecting, the first thing that came to mind was Kudo Shinichi, and he was bent on finding the same kind of 'kind' that had also become smaller, and he might not be able to keep it.

In Gray Hara's opinion, Kudo Shinichi has the same situation as her - she has become smaller, and if she is discovered by the organization, she will face the pursuit of the organization.

It also has the same purpose - to restore the original body.

With the same situation and the same purpose, you can be a companion, and I feel that Kudo Shinichi can understand her, and it can also be used as a destination.

Rational analysis, yes, yes.

However, in the organization, she is used to rational thinking and ignores the emotional factor.

After finding Conan and Conan knowing her identity, he rejected her and doubted her because of her identity as a drug developer, and it wasn't until he knew that she was Akemi Miyano's younger sister that his attitude changed.

In fact, from Conan's standpoint, he is not wrong, after all, he is only a seventeen-year-old high school student, and he is turned into a child and does not know the way to recover, and he must have accumulated depression in his heart.

Gray Yuan Wai may not have shown anything, but her only relative had just died, and the people who thought she would be companions rejected her, doubted her, and even expressed disgust, which made her self-doubt herself.

After that, even if Conan approved of Gray Yuan Ai, he was always a high school student, his worldview was black and white, and he was a detective, jealous and hateful, attached great importance to life, and could not tolerate and understand crime, and Gray Yuan Ai couldn't help but think about what he was organizing and how many people his drugs had killed......

If you look at it again, a group of innocent children here, and a group of righteous messengers over there, you will feel that you are out of place with other people, and then you will think that you will probably not be accepted, and you will be accepted, just because they don't understand the darkness of your past.

There used to be a person who didn't mind what she was and would love her the same, but now that person is dead.

Black, she has broken away and been hunted down, and Red looks too bright and upright, as if she is not right on either side, and no matter which side, she will no longer accept herself, there is no place for herself.

That's the crux of the matter.

There are also solutions.

One way is to wait for Takasuke Higo to jump from the Tokyo Novaru team to the BIG Osaka team, and take Ashi Hara to watch Takasuke Higo's first normal game.

These two teams, one team is a black jersey, the other team is a red jersey, and when Takayu Higo first jumped ship, the fans of the Tokyo Novaru team thought he was a traitor, and the fans of the BIG Osaka team did not accept him.

There is another way, that is, he will enlighten the gray plain mourning.

The world is black and white in the eyes of a teenager, but in reality, there are many colors in the world.

There are many people who wander between black and white and live in the gray world, and he is one.

It's just that relying on others as the spiritual pillar, if you haven't stood up and the spiritual pillar falls, the blow will be devastating.

Before that, he still wanted to see if he could make Gray Yuan Ai figure it out on his own.

Gray Yuan lowered her head, she felt Chi Feichi's calm gaze as always, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, she lowered her eyes and said, "You don't understand......"

"Still not happy? Then I'll tell you a secret again," Chi Feichi had no choice but to take the initiative to leak the bottom, "I'm July." ”

Gray Yuan Wai raised his head in surprise and looked at Chi Feichi, "Why did you ...... before?"

"Why don't you tell you and pretend you're not?" Chi Feichi continued, "If the profession in the world also has colors, then bounty hunters are gray, criminals are defensive and hateful, and the police actually don't trust them very much, because they will help justice and will violate justice, and identity leakage is a very troublesome thing." ”

Gray Yuan was stunned for a moment, so speaking, the bounty hunter is really like this, even if it is her, the last time she saw 'July' arresting people, she thought about whether July would bring prisoners to do bad things, "Then why did you become a bounty hunter?" ”

"It's a secret, but it's also because it's fun," Chi Fei Chi said, "I want to give people a little more color." ”

Not to mention that there is a big group of gray people, even if it is only one person, as long as you live a wonderful life, what does it matter if you are the others?

In fact, there are too many colors of his identity, the members of the organization are considered black, the public security consultant is considered red, and his cheap father said that the Zhenchi Group is blue, and the undercover agent itself is not visible and gray, so the picture scroll composed is interesting.

If you can make waves, you can live comfortably.

"You're bored, aren't you?"

Gray Yuan Wai Half Moon saw Chi Feichi, a guy who was not short of money, he could have waited to inherit a large group and have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of his life, but he made himself gray and ran to catch criminals......

However, she suddenly felt a lot more comfortable.

Although it is strange to think so, she still hopes that there is someone around her who is not so righteous.

In that case, even if you know about your past, you won't reject her because of your black experience.

Moreover, Chi Feichi doesn't seem to mind what other people think, and neither Maolilan, Conan, nor her and those children will deny this friend just because Chi Feichi is July.

Friends, hearts, ...... life She was a little confused for a while, but she also realized that she seemed to have drilled the tip of the horns before, and her understanding was a little one-sided.

Chi Feichi said, "Keep it a secret from others, especially Conan, he always causes trouble." ”

Gray Yuan came back to his senses and glanced at Conan over there, his expression soothing, "That's right, he's just a troublemaker, but is this your biggest secret?" Is it really okay to just tell me that? ”

"I'm sure you won't say it," Chi Feichi noticed Conan walking towards this side, stood up, and whispered, "And that's not even my biggest secret. ”

Gray Plains: "......"

Isn't that the biggest secret?

What could be more than that?

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