Chapter 274: Who is Ji Xuan's childhood sweetheart (24)
She thought it was really just a coincidence, in reality, Ji Xuan hated her so much, hated her for breaking the appointment with him at the beginning, how could she still be special to the word 'candy' because she remembered that she owed him a candy?
But if you don't care enough, how can you remember it now?
To her, he was just one of her many friends.
But she still likes to play with him very much, so she knows that it's wrong not to listen to adults, and she always sneaks up to play with him......
Eventually, however, she forgot about him......
As time passed, she grew up little by little, forgetting that he had left her world as a child......
It wasn't until I met again that the inexplicable feeling for him evoked the memories of the children she had forgotten little by little......
So to her, he was just one of the friends she had lost as a child...... No matter how special it is, it can't stand up to time after all.
But what about him?
At that time, he was always alone in the room.
She's special in his world, isn't she?
Because his world is not as colorful as hers, he has a lot of friends and classmates around him......
Maybe he only had her as a friend at that time......
She said she would come back to play with him tomorrow and that she would bring him another candy, but in the end she didn't make it......
At that time, she was too young to know that he was always alone in the room, but she didn't understand why he was always alone in the room, and she still doesn't understand it either......
But now she can imagine that she can put herself in her shoes if she is always alone, with only one friend by her side, and that friend says that he will come to see her again tomorrow and bring her a candy......
She waited until tomorrow, and that friend didn't show up.
The next day, the friend still didn't show up......
And so on and so forth......
The repetitive expectation is disappointed......
She didn't know how many days he had been waiting, because she didn't even know when he was sent out of the country......
Maybe he only waited one day, or two days, or three days, maybe even ten days......
The only thing she knew was that when she went to the Yun family again about half a month later, the Yun family's maid said that he had moved away......
She asked the Yun family maid how she was going to find him?
The maid of the Yun family said that she couldn't find it because the second young master had gone abroad......
Where are you abroad? Is it far away?
She remembered asking her mother that night, and she smiled and told her that it was a far, far away country......
Far, far away......
She didn't know how far away it was, and she only knew that she might not see the little boy anymore.
But even so, when she arrived at Yun's house, she always secretly wanted to go upstairs......
As she was discovered by the servants again and again, and as she became more and more sensible, she no longer thought about going upstairs......
Finally, as the idea of going upstairs completely disappeared, the little boy who had always lived upstairs was gradually forgotten by her......
When she was a child, she had family, friends, and many classmates around her, and Yun Zhi doted on her like a brother and bullied her from time to time......
She didn't know how to be lonely at all, and she didn't know how to put herself in her shoes, so she never, didn't know how to think about what it would be like if he didn't wait for her the next day......
All she knew was that he was gone......
Gone far, far away, and she may never see her again......
But he forgot to think about his disappointment that he didn't wait for her to come the next day......
That's why he hated her so much, and now she understands it better.