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Lao Zhuang's note: This is a book friend Cao Ling's psychological journey about Lu Xun, although Lao Zhuang is a little dissatisfied with the preface, but he agrees with the text of the diary. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoReading this article, there are such readers, I feel that I am blessed to be an author, and my heart is related.

Jin General Lu Xun's diary

Written in front of the words

I started reading the book "Bashu" at the beginning. Lao Zhuang is a very regular author, he is stable two times a day, and I also wait for two o'clock a day, and I don't realize that it has been more than a year. The plot of the book occasionally has **, but most of the time it is still bland, and it feels like an indifferent spectator, who is short in the chatter about the parents of the Three Kingdoms period. If you do something for a long time, it will inevitably become a habit. Therefore, although I knew that he was about to finish the book, when I saw the words "the whole book is finished" today, my heart still trembled. In the end, I finished reading the long tail chapter, leaving endless sadness and regret in vain. I always feel a little anticlimactic, but I think of a sentence: "The ending is good or bad, depending on when you stop." "The future of the new Jin Dynasty is not a broad road, if you really want to get to the bottom of it...... So I was relieved.

Let's talk about this article. I started writing this article a few days ago, and I have changed the manuscript several times in the meantime, trying to improve it. However, the pen power is limited after all, and some details (such as specific dates) have not been carefully checked, and the deficiencies will not be missing. Therefore, it is just for everyone to laugh about. Those who want to be careful should have discovered that this book compares Zhuge Liang of Shu, Lu Xun of Wu and Sima Yi of Wei several times. These three people can be said to be the soul of the post-Three Kingdoms period. The three of them are all children of a family, but their personalities are completely different: among them, Zhuge Liang is idealistic and righteous, Sima Yi is realistic and utilitarian, and Lu Boyan is in between. In this book, Zhuge Liang has the most scenes, which has attracted constant controversy; Sima Yi's basic soy sauce, only a few father-son relationships are deep, which is eye-catching; Lu Xun's role is not much, his performance is decent, and he is rarely eye-catching. However, compared with the purity of Zhuge Liang and Sima Yi, Lu Xun is more contradictory and complex due to his special experience. Lu Xun in history, while succumbing to reality, is difficult to forget his ideals, and his humble appearance hides deep pride, which is also an important reason for his tragic ending. In this book, Lao Zhuang let him meet Wei Ba, the master, and made up for a big regret in my heart. It's just that the author doesn't pay much attention to his psychological activities, which inevitably makes his transformation a bit abrupt and incomprehensible. Therefore, I decided to reorganize the legendary story of Wei Ba in the form of Lu Xun's diary and through Lu Xun's perspective, as my summary and commemoration of the book "Ba Shu". Of course, this is also my selfishness and preference for Wu Jiang as a "Wu person".

Finally, I would like to give this document to Lao Zhuang, who has worked hard, and the senior high school students who are fighting on the battlefield of the college entrance examination!

In April of the third year of Jin Taiping, he went to the General's Mansion.

After Lu Xun finished the court, he took a short nap after lunch, and walked into his ** study as usual. He never let people into this study, and he likes to stay in it quietly for a while every day in his spare time. It's just that there is something unusual today, not long after he entered, there was a sound of rummaging through the cabinets inside. After a while, Lu Xun hurriedly walked out of the study with a solemn expression.

"Madam, has anyone been to the house today? Has anyone come into my study? Lu Xun interrupted Sun Shucheng, who was arranging housework, and asked in a deep voice.

"What's wrong? Today, only Peng commanded the envoy to come, saying that when he visited his husband last time, he accidentally pulled some materials in the mansion, took a few people to check the front hall and garden, and finally found a scattered file behind the screen in the living room and left. I followed him all the time, and let my family pay close attention, but I didn't see anyone going to the study, and I didn't see anything weird. I wanted you to tell you when I came back, but I was afraid that you would be worried......" Sun Shucheng said as his voice gradually lowered, and suddenly remembered something, "It's just that Alain, who was on duty near the study today, reported that she seemed to hear the sound of rats inside, and because of your orders, she didn't dare to go in and check it out without permission...... Ah, don't you think?! ”

After listening to this, Lu Xun stood on the ground, speechless for a long time.

……

Three days later, Lu Xun, who was sick at home, received a package from the palace.

Lu Xun slowly unwrapped the package, and several familiar scrolls appeared inside, and there was a small brocade box next to it, which seemed to exude a smell of medicine. He stared at the brocade box for a long time, his face was calm, but it became more and more pale, and his hands were faintly trembling. Suddenly, as if he had made up his mind, he suddenly opened the brocade box, and when he saw the things in it clearly, a look of surprise appeared on his desperate face. With doubts, Lu Xun quickly opened the scroll tied on the side of the brocade box, and the familiar font and eye-catching Zhu Pi were impressive. He looked at it for a long time, and the expression on his face was strange and abnormal, and he couldn't tell whether he wanted to cry or laugh.

……

Nearly two thousand years later, the tomb of Lu Hou, the founding general of the Jin Dynasty, was discovered. The tomb is very simple, and there are few funerary goods. When the experts were disappointed, they were surprised to find several fragments of the manuscript that had somehow been preserved, and the handwriting on them was still clearly visible. The experts are in for a treat. After painstaking restoration, collation, and translation, the vernacular text of these fragments was circulated as the Diary of Lu Xun, a Jin General.

Part 1: First Acquaintance

August 7 of the seventh year of Huangwu Lujiang

The statistics of the Battle of Shiting have been released, except for Zhu Huan's troops, whose losses are relatively large, the losses of the rest of the troops are limited. Hugh Mu's mind was too big, he only saw the small profits in front of him, he ignored the overall situation, and he wanted to take Jianghuai completely, and even took the supreme with some intentions. This is really not a fortunate thing for my Da Wu, and I hope that this setback will make him restrain himself. After this battle, the Supreme has been very gracious to me and has rewarded me abundantly, and I am truly ashamed. In fact, this time I was able to win by luck, and Ziyu should be the first credit. Recently, I heard that Zhuge Liang sent Wei Yan's son named Wei Ba to use the Guanzhong, and he also achieved miraculous achievements. "The Art of War" repeatedly emphasizes the subtlety of the use of the interval, and it is indeed not a lie.

(It seems that the role of peers in the Battle of Shiting is not small.) Zhou Wei is indeed a master of this way! ）

On March 15 of the eighth year of Huangwu, Anqiao Village

Today, he negotiated with Wei Ba, who joined the army of the Prime Minister of Shu Han, about the joint attack of Wu and Han on Xiangyang. Wei Ba is a new talent in Shu, and he successfully used Guanzhong a few months ago, and his reputation was shocked. It is rumored that he is good at strange tricks, and the "ghost ship" that has been said in the army recently is likely to be his handiwork. This son can be described as a young man's ambition, and his actions are really unreasonable. This time, Wu Shu joined forces, and he actually asked me to prohibit it like a superior, and he would rush to the place he designated for negotiation and consultation on the same day. When I came into contact today, I saw that his behavior was vulgar and his speech was uninspired, just like an ordinary reckless man in the army, and there was no need to worry about it. It's just that just now he and his general Ding Feng started their hands, and the boxing method used seemed to imply the principle of the I Ching to overcome rigidity with softness, which was quite strange. Thinking that Zhuge Kong is a genius in the world, since he values this person so much, I am afraid that in addition to his metaphysics and mechanical skills, there are still extraordinary things, and he still needs to be cautious.

(I asked myself, even if I don't have the innate domineering spirit, I'm at least suave **, why do you have such a bad first impression of me?) Sad. ）

April 23, Huangwu 8th year, Xiangyang

Wei Ba's accusations are still in my ears. Today's events are really unbearable. In fact, although no one has ever criticized me so mercilessly in person as he has before, I know that the criticism of me behind my back has never stopped, and even many people may not understand what I do. It is not my intention to explain or refute. You need to know that there is no pure land in the troubled times, and behind the loyalty and righteousness is an endless mountain of blood and corpses, and I, as early as when my grandfather entrusted the whole family, I no longer have the qualifications to do whatever I want. Whether it is stealing a life or coveting glory, whether it is merit or demerit, and it is commented on by others. Now all I can do is to keep my duty to the whole family and fulfill my duties to repay the Supreme.

Wei Ba is really a human being. However, I am afraid that this son is not just brave and ruthless, a "ghost ship" will provoke me Wu and Wei to compete for profit, which can be described as ruthless and scheming, and he will be the trouble of my Great Wu one day. I wanted to take advantage of its weakness and take the opportunity to detain or even remove it, but I didn't expect this son to be so ruthless that he dared to launch a strong crossbow a hundred steps away, and he was finally humiliated by it. Isn't it providential to miss such a great opportunity? That's it, it's too late to say anything now, now that the alliance has been broken, it's better to remind the Supreme as soon as possible, be careful not to be taken advantage of by the Wei State.

(This...... It seems that I may have gone a little too far, but if I don't seize such a good opportunity, I will be sorry for my brothers and Brother Boyan's affection. ）

May 9, 8th year of Huangwu, Wuchang

I do have an unshirkable responsibility for the matter of the second prince, and the Supreme resent me because of this, and wanted to condemn me, but I had nothing to say. But secretly communicating with the river thieves, robbing the princess, and creating endless trouble for our army, just to highlight their own importance, in order to regain Xiling? I really didn't expect that the Supreme would doubt me to such a point! I have asked myself for more than 20 years, trembling, I am afraid that I will not have the trust of the supreme, and I have never abandoned my official business because of selfish desires. Unexpectedly, to this day, in the eyes of the Supreme, I am just an unscrupulous person for my own interests?

Scholars must be Hongyi, and there is a long way to go. Even if the Supreme doubts me, I am a courtier, I still have to say what I should say, and as for whether it can play a role, I can only resign myself to fate.

(Ermouzi is this virtue, and he also specializes in brothers and subordinates.) Cherish life and stay away from Sun Quan. ）

On September 9, the eighth year of Huangwu, Yuanling

Although I had expected that the situation would be difficult, I really did not expect the situation to be so erosive. I have been rushing all the way, Wei Ba is winning every day, the situation is deteriorating day by day, and Wuling is probably no longer mine. I thought that with me sitting in Yuanling, I would be able to contain the rout to some extent, but I didn't think that Wei Ba not only penetrated my reality and reality, but also seemed to be able to grasp my weakness and defeat Wei Jing's department in front of my eyes. Jianghuai people have always been arrogant, the most empty talk, difficult to do practical things, if it is in peacetime, it is okay to suffer some blows, but now the Lu Dai army has lost its combat strength, if the army has no response, then the entire Jingzhou may be in danger. For the sake of today, the only way to do this is to put aside factional prejudices and work together to tide over the difficulties. As for Wei Ba, in just a few days, my elite troops will arrive, and then I will see how arrogant this son can be.

(These parts are destined to pass me by, hehe.) ）

November 14, 8th year of Huangwu

When I woke up this morning, I was still dizzy, and I didn't feel soreness in any part of my body, especially my legs, which were already in unbearable pain after only sitting for a while, and I was afraid that I was going to be disabled. These days have been like a nightmare. I have been in the army for many years, and I have experienced a lot of hard battles, but I have never experienced anything like this one that has left me physically and mentally exhausted. Using tricky negotiations to drag down my body, pretending to be a ghost and attacking Chenyang overnight, it seems that for Wei Ba, there is no way to think of it, nothing to do. He took the lead, but he still put on an outlaw posture, seemingly reckless, but always kept his head calm. Quiet as a virgin, moving like a rabbit, what can be fought for is not allowed, and what cannot be vainly not taken. Where is all this like the behavior of a young boy with a weak crown? What a formidable opponent.

I don't know if I should be happy or not, but now that he is finally willing to negotiate well, he has given me a few days to ask the Supreme for instructions. For that part, I'm still somewhat grateful. If he insisted that I make a decision on the spot, according to the Supreme character, I would not have said anything now, and I am afraid that it will be another crime in the future.

(It seems that you still know a lot about Ermouzi, so I won't say more.) It's been raining lately, and I've got some newly developed rheumatism ointment here, and I'll have someone deliver it to you in a moment. ）

On October 29, the ninth year of Huang Wu, he was killed

Recently, I negotiated with Chengming about the attack on Linhe, and found that I had misunderstood him before. Ci is not in charge of the army, if the place is changed, I am afraid I will make the same choice as him. Wuling fell into the hands of the enemy because of my incompetence, and the Supreme did not blame it, but still entrusted it with a heavy responsibility, and I had nothing to repay. However, he can't all trust us Jiangdong people as much as he trusts me after all. I can understand that the Supreme sent Chengming to the army this time, but Lu Kai was careless and Yuan Xun was arrogant, and they were all embarrassed people, and the result was conceivable.

confronted Wei Ba for half a year, and found that this son not only has unique technology in the world, and the use of troops is strange and changeable, but also has a lot of rules for politics. He has only governed Wuling for half a year, and the Wuling barbarians are already happy and convinced, and even the surrounding mountains and Yue are beginning to feel uneasy. In the long run, my country of Dawu will be in danger. Fortunately, Chengming also discovered the danger. We wrote together, hoping to attract the attention of the Supreme as soon as possible, reduce taxes, and compete with Wei Ba for the hearts of the people.

(Although it is good to be lightly endowed, it cannot solve the fundamental problem, and science and technology are the primary productive forces.) ）

December 3, the ninth year of Huangwu, Linxiang

I know I've lost my temper today. Although I still vowed to repay his "teachings", only I knew how introverted I was at that time, just to hide my deep fears. That's right, it's fear – a word that seems to have nothing to do with me at all.

Wei Ba, even just saying the name now, I can't hold back my trembling. He seems to be the nemesis of my life, and the days when I am my opponent with him, every day is a disaster. In the recent battle of Linhe, there are still many mysteries that are difficult to explain, and his body is always full of mystery. I can't find the unique technique of the teacher's origin, the talented skill of using soldiers, the legend of the god general who spreads all over Jingjiao, everything, including the eyes that are extremely inconsistent with his age and seem to be able to penetrate everything. "The king regards the minister as a mustard, and the minister regards the king as an enemy." Words are like arrows.

No, I can't think about it anymore. Wei Ba is best at demagoguery, how can I be suspicious and even suspicious of myself because of his words? Zi Bu is silent, and it seems that he has to go back to read more books and cultivate his mind.

(Don't be obsessed with brother, brother is just a legend.) ）

The second part is hesitant

December 7, 10th year of Huangwu

Wei Ba really conquered Shunyang and created a miracle again, and the matter of Jianghuai seems to be really possible now. It always felt like everything was under his control. I have studied the Book of Changes for many years, and I have always felt that the will of heaven is unfathomable, and dedication to personnel is more pragmatic. However, Wei Ziyu's appearance, all kinds of incredible, except for the providence of heaven, I really can't find any other reasonable explanation. I will not be afraid to fight against the most powerful enemy, but what if what I am doing now is actually against the heavens and the order, and may even harm the whole clan? Fortunately, I heard that Ziyu set up a monument for Gongji in Yulin, and he also has a lot of praise for my Lu family in Wu County on weekdays. If he truly represents the will of Heaven, he should not be angry with my people because of me. The gentleman saw the opportunity to do it, and now it seems that forcibly going against Ziyu may cause disaster, and for my Dawu, it is the wisest choice to adapt to the situation and protect the territory and the people. It's just that the king obviously hasn't realized this yet, and with my current situation, if I forcibly persuade him, I am afraid it will only be counterproductive. How do I do that?

(People can't fight with the sky, and the sky responds to people, and it is auspicious.) ）

On June 12, the 11th year of Huangwu, Wu County was at his own house

Since the Battle of Xiangyang, the king has let me recuperate in the mansion with peace of mind, and it has been half a year in the blink of an eye. Shu Cheng does housework every day, cooks some supplements for me from time to time, and two days ago, he even wanted to arrange a room for me to take care of my daily life, but I sternly refused. I think she married into the Lu family at a young age, and because of her special status, she was not less gossiped by the clan. Others only think that she is a clan girl with a noble status, but how do they know that because of Shao'er's matter, she has always had a lot of discord with the king. Although she is the daughter of the Sun family, for so many years, for me and the Lu family, she doesn't know how much sacrifice she has made and how many grievances she has endured, but she has never complained. If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for? Kang'er has also grown up, talented and agile, with a resolute and calm personality, obviously a manufacturable material, and I can be regarded as a successor. If possible, I hope that such a comfortable life can continue forever.

(Mrs. Lu was indeed a virtuous wife.) In other words, you are also marrying the daughter of the Sun family, you are much luckier than Boren. ）

August 22, 11th year of Huangwu, Shonan

Wei Ziyu seems to have deliberately not wanted me to live a peaceful life. He asked me to negotiate by name this time, saying that he trusted me, but I was afraid that he still took a fancy to the strength and influence of my Lu family, and wanted to take the opportunity to provoke the relationship between me and the king. It seems that although the king and I are still very harmonious, the disagreement between us can be clearly seen even by outsiders. To put it in my heart, the king does not have the strength of the world, but he still has the idea of chasing the world, which is very unwise. However, I am in a place of suspicion, and it is useless to say more, and since the king has given the order, I can only be loyal to my duty and do my best.

In this negotiation, Ziyu was very cheerful, and even revealed in private that he wanted to do business with my Lu family. I know the sinister intentions. It's just that the technology of the fire bomb is very important, so in order to prevent him from becoming suspicious, I also agreed. In fact, the goods in Jiaozhou are in short supply, and cooperating with him is beneficial and harmless to my Lu family. However, this matter must not be known to the king, otherwise I really don't know what he will think.

(You think too much, I'm looking for you because I think General Lu is richer, and it is estimated that he is richer than King Wu, and he is more profitable in business.) ）

On November 4, the 11th year of Jianxing, Yingchuan

Wei Ziyu is really making rapid progress, a thousand miles a day. A few days ago, he entered Wu with a three-way army, and the road was huge, and he created a situation where our Great Wu could be destroyed with his own strength, but we were helpless against him. He has occupied Jingzhou and controlled the Yuzhang Shipyard, and my Wu State was contained by him at the throat, and lost the space for outward development, so he had no choice but to bow down to the Han Dynasty. However, he was not satisfied, and even made a list of scholars, all of whom were usually snubbed by the king, and my brother Lu Mao was at the top of the list. As long as three of these adults are willing to go to the Han court, the hearts of the people of my Wu Kingdom will collapse. Fortunately, Zhuge Liang, Li Yan and Wei Ba have a disagreement with each other, if the king can change at this critical time of survival, repair political affairs internally, soothe people's hearts, and make Zhuge externally, waiting for the times to change, it is not completely without a chance, at least it is a prince. I hope this time the king will heed my admonition.

(If you can stay at home with your children at home at this time, it won't be Sun Zhongmou.) ）

April 6, 12th year of Jianxing, Gangneung

He met with Ziyu to discuss the Northern Expedition. He was not at all as brutal as he used to be, and he was polite and polite to me. Thanks to him and Kong Ming's attention, Zizhang has got his wish to be in the Han Court, and Mingzhu has also become the queen's female official. If you are courteous to others, you will ask for something. He showed favor to me like this because he wanted to use the strength of my Lu family to fight with Kong Ming, or at least he wanted me to remain neutral. Still, I'm grateful to him. But all the real families are all branches and leaves all over the world. And our Lu family is confined to Wu County, and the risks and limitations are too great. Now that the clan is partially in Shu, I can act with less worry in the future, and I don't have to walk on thin ice like before.

Recently, I was reading a booklet called "The Legend of the Western Regions" that he gave me, which was really an eye-opener. I really didn't expect that outside my Central Plains, there are not only wild places, but also a lot of fertile land, as well as different customs and customs. If the Central Plains is not the center of the world, but only a small part of the world, then we are fighting here endlessly, is it too limited to look at it? If we can seize the opportunity and forge ahead, will the Lu family be able to have more room for development?

(These questions are well thought out, and they can be taught.) ）

Jianxing 12th year June 21 Suiyang

This time, I tied Lu Yi back with great fanfare, and many people must have thought that I was because I had a way out in Shu Han and had a disobedience to the king, so I wanted to take advantage of this move to make a name for myself. I also know that this move is a bit extreme and does not conform to the golden mean that I have always followed. But this time, I was really disappointed by the king's move. I know that the king has a big mind and is not willing to submit to the Han court. If he had decided to break the boat, I would have repaid him with death, but having chosen to give up, it would be unwise to think like this now. Besides, as a minister of Wu, I don't want Wu to be annexed by other countries, if things are still possible, why not take a risk? But I see that under the rule of Jing Jiao, the people are happy, the soldiers are using their lives, and the people of insight are vying to come out of the Han Court, and the people are thinking about the Han, which is the trend of the times and difficult to reverse. Didn't the king realize that there was no one available to him now except for ministers like Lu Yi? The monarch and the minister are united with righteousness, and now the loyal and righteous people have been separated, and he still doesn't know it, and he still wants to emulate the story of Jingzhou. It must be known that Wei Ziyu is no better than Guan Yu, he is cautious and abnormal, he will never be confused by appearances, and forcibly acting will only cause trouble. I have been friends with the king for many years, and I really don't want to be in such a situation with him now, but I don't want to see him set on fire**. The way is certainly a little more intense, but the good medicine is bitter, and it can probably help him recognize the reality more or less.

(Yo, Brother Boyan, it's finally chic!) Haven't you been holding back before? ）

On November 25, the twelfth year of Jianxing, Xiao County

Although he had already felt that it would be a little difficult to win this battle, Zhang He's move was still too unexpected. In one day, 20,000 cavalry were rushing towards Wei Ziyu's position. Wen Chang did not listen to the dissuasion, and had already led his troops to Pengcheng, and now I am afraid that it is more than lucky. These days, I am often in a trance, and I always inadvertently think of the battle of Linhe, and the sturdy defense of Ziyu has made me deeply impressed to this day. Last time he came prepared, this time he was in a hurry, I wonder if he can still hold his position tightly? The world is impermanent, and providence makes people think that I used to plot to kill him, but now I have to worry about his safety.

Originally, although I didn't want to offend Ziyu, I didn't want to get too close to him. He was born into a family of martial artists, did not understand poetry and etiquette, and had a fierce personality and ambition, and his temperament was incompatible with mine, and after all, there were some unpleasant hostile experiences, how could we have a good conversation in the blink of an eye? It's just that I shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family, so how can I act only according to my own likes and dislikes. You must know that Wei Ziyu's political ideas are indeed of great benefit to my Lu family, and his vision and ability are really impressive, and I really can't refuse to cooperate with him. I wanted to take care of both family and morality, and tried in vain to maintain a detached and neutral position, so I borrowed Ziyu's power, and everything seemed to be going well: the king didn't completely turn his face with me because he was afraid of Ziyu's strength, and Kong Ming also tried his best to win over me because he wanted to balance and divide Ziyu and Li Yan. However, the days of getting by and living can't last long, and now things have changed dramatically, and there is no middle way for me to choose whether to save or not to save. decided to be stationed in Xiao County this time, and his life was handed over to Ziyu. This is a big gamble that will decide the fate of the family, and the road ahead is uncertain, and I don't know if this choice is right or wrong. Things are beyond my control, and now I can only do what I can do, and the rest is left to God's destiny.

(Brother Bo Yan, do you feel like you are unfortunate enough to be on a thief ship?) ）

The third part is the return to Jin

June 6, 14th year of Jianxing, Chengdu

Zhuge Kongming urged His Majesty to drive the expedition this time, and he always felt that things were strange, and he was afraid that he would have a powerful backhand. After thinking about it, let's take Kang'er to visit Ziyu - for now, the only way to strengthen the connection with him is to further strengthen the connection. I just told Shu Cheng about this idea, she didn't say anything against it, and asked me to thank Ziyu for Shao'er's matter. In fact, if she doesn't say it, I can see that she is reluctant to resist. Kang'er has the vessel of the temple, and he is the only bloodline I have in existence, if there is another way, how can I be willing to give him to others as a hostage? It's just that now, my situation is too embarrassing, Wu Guo can't go back, and the Han Dynasty has no place for me. The Han generals under my command have a lot of grievances with me, and Zhuge Ke has been in the army for a long time, and he has the prime minister as his backing, so it is not difficult to empty my military power. Therefore, what I can rely on now, in addition to my limited family generals and soldiers, is only an alliance with Ziyu. Recently, I heard that the prime minister and Ziyu have many envoys, and it is believed that some kind of agreement has been reached in private, so that this battle plan can be implemented. How can I live in peace in such a situation?

In this coordinated operation, Ziyu's troops and I are nominally not subordinate to each other, and if we cannot coordinate with each other, we will inevitably be taken advantage of by the enemy and be broken by each other. I am inherently self-aware of the distinction between master and subordinate, after all, in recent years, the Lu family has been able to develop in various places thanks to the protection of the Wei family, and I am far less influential than Ziyu in the current court. However, the battle line stretched for 3,000 miles, and communication was very inconvenient, and some places inevitably needed his cooperation. For now, it's best to arrange the subfish to strengthen our intelligence links. It's just that, with our current relationship, I'm afraid it's too sensitive. You must know that the Lu family and the Wei family have no friendship with the same townspeople, and the other is not related by blood; Ziyu and I have not been friends for a long time, and we have been enemies for a long time. Now that we have fellowship for profit, how dare we ask for trust as the friendship of like-minded gentlemen. With the anti-child as the hostage, I only hope to be able to eliminate some of his doubts, in order to reduce unnecessary internal friction.

(Although it is okay not to pay a deposit with Brother Boyan's credibility, but I am very satisfied with Kang'er, so you are welcome.) ）

September 17, 14th year of Jianxing, Dongting Lake

I kind of regret that I brought Kang'er. Wei Ziyu actually had the idea of cultivating the eldest son, and directly designated Kang'er as Wei Zheng's companion. You must know that choosing an heir is a major matter of the family and the country, and although it cannot guarantee how virtuous the successor is, it can at least reduce disputes and internal friction. However, how can I tell Ziyu about this? He himself is neither a grandson nor a long-term, and he has made a huge family business on his own. That's it, Ziyu is in full bloom, and it is too early to think about the matter of the heir, and besides, it is better to have less housework mixed with the upper one. He uses soldiers to deal with things, and he has the demeanor of Cao Mengde back then, so I am afraid that it is better to learn from Jia Xu's cautious words and deeds.

Hey, before I knew it, I was thinking far again. For now, things are going a lot smoother than expected. Since Ziyu has already left Kang'er behind, and has readily agreed to arrange Ziyu, the problem of coordination in this operation should not be big. The feeling of working with Ziyu is indeed very different from getting along with King Wu. He is young, but he has a strong self-confidence, as if he is looking down on the earth in the sky, and he has the power of the world. He was a young man, but he was still able to maintain a humble attitude, even in the face of a defeated man like me, he never showed the slightest arrogance. I'm still not very used to his casual style and unscrupulous speech, but I have to admit that there is a special charm in this way, which makes people forget their age and identity, and naturally fall in love with him. I think this is probably an important reason why so many talented people are willing to serve it.

(It's over.) If you are fortunate enough to stand tall, you can naturally see far. By the way, Jia Wen and you can't learn. ）

March 28, 16th year of Jianxing, Yingchuan

Today, I received an order from the Che Cavalry General (by the way, it should be called His Royal Highness the King of Jin) to lead the Yingchuan Army north to participate in the battle of besieging Luoyang. Just now, I carefully inspected the military camp, relying on the prestige of His Royal Highness the King of Jin, and with the assistance of Zirou and Zilie, the army's morale is basically stable. This time, in fact, thanks to the divine bird named pigeon that King Jin gave me, I got the news in time and caught Zhuge Ke off guard, otherwise I am afraid that things will not go so smoothly.

His Royal Highness the King of Jin successfully saw through Zhuge Kongming's assassination conspiracy, and controlled half of the country by thunderous means, and the trend of unification of the world has become more and more obvious. Although I have been mentally prepared, but things have really developed to this point, and the mood is still indescribable, and I can't really say whether it is more joy or melancholy. Kong Ming was too obsessed and finally went astray, which made people feel sorry. It's just that he can devote himself to his career wholeheartedly, and he will do whatever it takes for the sake of the Lord's kindness and his own ideals, and I have a little envy in my heart. Burdened with the fetters of my family, I have too many involuntary bodies. Just like now, after serving the state of Wu with a family feud for most of his life, he is holding the title of the deeply offended Han court, and is doing things for the king of Jin, who has been hostile for many years - what else can he say besides saying that life is unpredictable?

The war is approaching, and the Jin brothers are extremely excited when they learn the news, especially Wei Zilie, who has been practicing in the military camp from morning to night in the past few days. King Jin was born in a martial family, and there are not many clansmen, but the relationship between brothers is extremely deep. I think that although I belong to the children of a big family and have a large number of relatives, I am unfortunately young and lost, and I am indifferent to Zizhang because of political disagreements, and I rarely enjoy the joy of family, and I am very envious when I see them like this. It's just that Wei Ziyu's identity is very different from the past, and it is inappropriate for them to shout that there are many brothers and sisters before and after, and they still have to mention it when appropriate.

(Sometimes, I also feel that creation is making people, and I am also being led by fate.) ）

Jianxing 16 May 13 Luoyang

With my family background and influence, with my unwavering support for the Jin Dynasty since the Battle of Pengcheng, and with my long knowledge of the Jin Dynasty, I have never doubted that I will have a place in the newly established Jin Kingdom and even the future Jin Dynasty. It's just that I've been a little worried, worried that the unification of the world is imminent, the King of Jin has just skipped people, and the heroes under his command have gathered, so I don't need to have too good a performance. But I'm a military commander after all. Military generals, only by relying on real military exploits, can they sit comfortably in a high position.

Today, it turns out that my worries are superfluous, and King Jin's affirmation of me all the time is not an insincere compliment. A general order, 100,000 soldiers and horses, is worth a thousand words. It was only under the command of King Jin that I realized that trust, pure trust, was so simple. This may be the last battle of my life, King Jin gave me the perfect curtain stage, I have to perform well, can not live up to his expectations and high expectations.

(General Lu's deployment of the Battle of Luoyang is so perfect, I want to compile it into the textbook for the training of generals!) I'm glad to end up fighting alongside you, and honestly, it's a lot of laziness. ）

On March 30 of the third year of Taiping, Luoyang was self-housed

In the blink of an eye, His Majesty's accession to the throne has been more than a moment. After the war of Yijiazi, the world finally returned to calm again. His Majesty has worked hard, and the young people have also worked hard, Nengwen has focused on the people's livelihood, and the new Jin Dynasty has shown a thriving situation. People like me should take a back seat, tease their grandchildren, and enjoy the fun of a peaceful and prosperous world.

It's just that maybe I've been in troubled times for a long time, and being vigilant has become a habit, and I still can't sleep peacefully. The eldest prince is heroic, the fourth prince is benevolent and weak, and the contradiction between the Xiahou nobles and the queen is becoming more and more obvious, but His Majesty's attitude is unclear, so the courtiers are gradually divided into two distinct factions. Princess Sun is not a peaceful person, and recently she has often fanned the flames by the queen's side, and the situation has become more and more tense. But fortunately, General Zhao acted cautiously and was loved by the princess, so he could suppress her for a while. Speaking of this princess, King Wu seems to have been too quiet lately, which does not quite match what I know. That Sima Zhongda was also very low-key after his return, but for some reason, he always gave me a very dangerous feeling. I also feel the same way about the boy from the Zhong family, his performance is very outstanding, but the look in his eyes is very unsettling. Recently, I heard that Zhongda had a stroke and may die soon, and Zhonghui is still young and plastic, so there should be no problems.

Your Majesty should also feel the undercurrent surging in the court. Recently, Peng Heng of Jinyiwei has been dispatched very frequently, and many people have been unexpectedly convicted, and the people in the DPRK and China are panicking. I understand the role of these imperial eagle dogs, but can this solve the problem fundamentally? Your Majesty has his own difficulties, but as an emperor, he is inevitably too emotional, and it is difficult to make decisions and hesitate in some things, and it is inevitable that he will be taken advantage of by villains in the end. I am intimate, although my status is noble but also sensitive, and many words are really inconvenient to say. Maybe I can stay out of it, but Kang'er is already in the middle of it, what should he do? That's it, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and these are not things I can control.

By the way, Peng Heng seems to have started to investigate me recently. It's not appropriate to keep these diaries after all, so let's find an appropriate time to burn them.

(Peng Heng's kid has really been a bit of a bit of a surplus of energy lately, and I'm going to transfer him to Northern Xinjiang.) When it comes to certain things, sometimes I really wish I didn't understand them that way. ）

(I was supposed to pretend I didn't see it and return it to you in its original form.) But it's really interesting to read, and it's much more interesting than your usual music, so wouldn't it be a pity not to annotate it? Besides, if you want to burn such a masterpiece, I must express my grave protest. I don't think the general blames me for destroying your diary, does he? Anyway, the writing is written, and the medicine in the brocade box is regarded as atonement. Once a day, it can be applied externally, and it should be effective within two months. ）

The end of a song: Lu Xun to Wei Ba - "One is like summer and one is like autumn" (I heard it by chance, carefully appreciate the lyrics, it is too appropriate to explain)

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