Chapter 692: Confiding in Your Heart
"Both! Maybe at this time, I shouldn't speak as a soldier anymore! She Zhenguo's voice was a little choked, because at this moment, what he was facing was already a great shore that transcended the boundaries of the country and the nation!
I saw She Zhenguo bow respectfully to Wu Xuesen and Liu Qingbi, and then said seriously: "Please allow me to stay as a parent, Long Zhan is my subordinate, to be exact, he is more like my child, so ......"
She Zhenguo didn't continue, but Liu Qing and Wu Xuesen, who were present, already knew very well what She Zhenguo wanted to express, and now, for them, all the attention was already on Long Zhan!
"Then let's get started!" Wu Xuesen said lightly, and then walked onto the console by himself and began to operate alone!
"Dr. Liu, see what you can do!" She Zhenguo saw that Wu Xuesen was already busy, so he asked casually, but Liu Qing seemed to be infected by some kind of memory, and the corners of his eyes were not only stained with tears!
"Dr. Liu? What's wrong with you? She Zhenguo looked at the two crystal tears in the corners of his eyes, he believed that Liu Qing would definitely not be afraid, on the contrary, his tears, his expression, were more unwilling and regretful!
"Oh, nothing!" Liu Qing finally came back to his senses, but the tightly biting lip seemed to want to say something, but he didn't know how to speak, this scene, even Wu Xuesen, who was standing in front of the operating table, had completely felt it, and he coughed lightly towards Liu Qing and said:
"Ahem, Xiao Liu, there are some things that should be said, just say it, otherwise, it will become a lifelong regret!"
"Dr. Wu, I'm ......" Liu Qing's eyes turned to Wu Xuesen abruptly, his eyes were flickering, as if he was hesitating, struggling, after a long time, he seemed to have finally made up his mind, and slowly turned his gaze to She Zhenguo Road opposite:
"Chief, I don't know if you know Instructor Sun Haitao?"
"Old Black? I know, last time, it was this old black who failed to stop Long Zhan and let this stinky boy run out, and his report was personally approved by me! ”
"Don't blame Instructor Sun!" I saw Liu Qing slightly lowered his head, like a shy girl, and muttered: "He has done his best, of course, if I don't stop it, I believe that Instructor Sun will definitely use his life to stop it!" ”
When Liu Qing said this, he suddenly paused, but when his slightly raised eyes looked at She Zhenguo again, he found that Liu Qing's eyes were already full of tears, and then said in an almost completely choked voice:
"I love him, when he stands in front of everyone, I know that he is a real hero, a real man, but I know that he is blaming me, blaming me for holding him at that time!" When Liu Qing said this, the tears in his eyes finally rolled down, like pearls of completely wires, and he almost continued in a roaring voice:
"But you know what? If I don't pull, Instructor Sun will definitely die, and I know that he will definitely die...... And I, Liu Qing, although I met him for the first time, I knew that this man, I liked him, I identified him, so I absolutely couldn't let him die, let alone let him die in front of me! ”
She Zhenguo listened to Liu Qing's hysterical voice in front of him, and he finally understood why Sun Haitao would let someone bring a message to Situ Yu during his recuperation, and let this kid climb twenty floors and enter the hospital to see him, he finally knew that in Sun Haitao's incident report, why did he take the initiative to ask for demotion, all of this may be related to Liu Qing!
Sun Haitao's code name is Black Tiger, and the source of this code name is not only the Tiger Fist he practiced, but more importantly, on the battlefield, Sun Haitao is like a fierce tiger, rampage, making the enemy fearful, but no one knows that this soldier who looks as rough as a beast on the outside, but is as delicate as a delicate woman on the inside!
He knew that only by accepting the punishment himself, and only by bearing all the responsibility for Long Zhan's escape, could Liu Qing feel guilty and make him face himself forever! And this is Sun Haitao's way of rejecting Liu Qing!
As Liu Qing, his IQ has long surpassed the vast majority of ordinary people, especially when he learned that Sun Haitao was demoted, and the second instructor of Long Scales will be the teaching assistant, this kind of drastic change, for Liu Qing, is more self-blame, of course, behind this self-blame, he can naturally understand that this is Sun Haitao's way of refusal.
So today, in the face of the death he is about to face, it may be Liu Qing's last chance to confide in his heart, he hopes to bring out all the regrets and unwillingness in his heart, and hopes that after his death, Sun Haitao can understand his pure feelings for him, and his heart to protect only in the name of love!
Finally, Liu Qing slowly wiped away the tears on his face, only to see him take a deep breath, as if the pouring just now had allowed him to completely release all the regrets and pressure in his heart, I saw him barely squeeze out a smile, and then said to She Zhenguo:
"Chief, if, I mean, if Long Zhan really loses his mind again, I will complete the regret left by Instructor Sun, maybe only in this way will he truly forgive me, of course, I also hope you can tell him for me that I love him!"
She Zhenguo was shocked, at this moment, what came to his mind was completely the appearance of his sister and brother-in-law at that time, as the family members of soldiers, when they chose this title, it already meant that they needed to bear more suffering than ordinary people!
And women are always selfish, he doesn't want his man to abandon his wife for the so-called righteousness, so they choose to be selfish, choose to block, and even choose to threaten to let their man give up, but in the end? Even if his brother-in-law divorces his wife, he must fulfill the responsibilities and ideals he respects!
At this moment, She Zhenguo really felt that his choice was right, he chose to die alone, and chose the military camp as his only home, because even if he was lonely, even if he was in pain, it was good to bear it alone, so why implicate another person?
And this is also the real reason why She Zhenguo opposed Ling Weier in the first place, he didn't want his niece to follow in his sister's footsteps!
"Don't worry!" I saw She Zhenguo gritting his teeth fiercely and said: "I will never convey this kind of thing to you, if you want to say it, go and tell him in person!" ”
When She Zhenguo said these words, the two bite muscles on his face trembled like an electric shock under his desperate gritted teeth, not because She Zhenguo was ruthless, but as a commander, he knew that a person's sense of survival did not rely on liberation, but regret and unwillingness!
As the chief, She Zhenguo naturally hopes that Sun Haitao will eventually start a family and settle down, but all this is not for him to let his subordinates carry it out in the way of orders, but to let them volunteer, after all, the families of soldiers, especially the wives of the Dragon Scale Guard, they have to face more than loneliness! Sometimes, what they bear more is the pain and helplessness after loneliness!
Because this is the husband of a soldier, giving them the duties and missions that they must undertake as military wives, and this duty and mission must be chosen and decided by themselves!
(End of chapter)