Chapter Forty-Eight: Warm Your Belly
"You should be able to guess the reason for the divorce...... It's my mom who cheated on me. ”
Fang Tang maintained a flat expression, as if he was telling a trivial matter that had nothing to do with him, "My mother was very lucky, she cheated on a rich man who didn't care much about her past, and she married that man, gave birth to a son, and now lives in the house over there." ”
She pointed behind her, and then said, "My dad doesn't have much ability, so he works for others, and he can earn about four or five thousand a month." After divorcing my mother, he found a woman who didn't dislike him, and now he has children and a happy family. ”
Lin Jinyan listened quietly and did not interject.
"I was ignorant when I was a child, and I listened to my mother's words, thinking that she had made the right choice, and finally followed her."
Fang Tang breathed a sigh of relief, and his face slowly became complicated, "But when I grew up, I slowly discovered that in fact, she was greedy for pleasure, disgusted that my father was poor, and couldn't give her the life she wanted." ”
"Originally, it wasn't a big deal, after all, many women now think the same way as her. As long as they don't get in the way of others, whatever they do is their freedom. ”
She bit her lip, "But my mother is a mean person, and she usually likes to get in the way of others." ”
Lin Jinyan couldn't help but look sideways: "Do you say that about your mother?" ”
"I've been very subtle." Fang Tang wrinkled his nose, "If it weren't for some things that were really excessive, I wouldn't have said that." ”
Lin Jinyan nodded and motioned for her to continue.
"The more I studied in school, the more I felt that some of her ideas were wrong. She wanted to instill her philosophy in me, and of course I wouldn't listen. Not only will I not listen, but I will also quarrel with her, huh...... She couldn't argue with me every time. ”
Speaking of this, a flash smile appeared on Fang Tang's face, "Since high school, our relationship has become worse and worse. At the end of the day, a week of not talking was the norm. After that, she gradually stopped paying attention to me and focused on taking care of her own son. ”
She took a long breath, "Now that I move out of there, it should be a relief for her and for me, and I don't think there will be too much intersection in the future." ”
Lin Jinyan pondered for a moment after listening to this, and said, "But she is still your mother after all." ”
The sensual mind reminded him of the words.
"I know, and she's never felt sorry for me, and we're just clashes of thought at best."
Fang Tang's logic is still clear, "However, this is like two people whose three views are completely incompatible." Under normal circumstances, it is impossible to get together, and even if you force them together, you will not be able to live well. ”
"She's my mom, but I can't live with her. This is a fact that cannot be changed. ”
After speaking, she turned her head to look at Lin Jinyan, wanting to hear the other party's opinion.
"Yes." Lin Jinyan nodded, "As long as you don't say anything like severing the relationship, it feels very irrational." ”
"Of course not." Fang Tang pursed his lips slightly and looked at the sky in the distance, "I'm still waiting for the day when I can regain my feelings...... It doesn't matter if it's her or me. ”
……
The two chatted all the way and soon walked to the bus stop.
It was half past two in the afternoon, the sun was shining, and when they got home, it was almost four o'clock.
In the afternoon, they seemed to have done nothing, and seemed to have gained a lot.
Boarding the bus, the two found an empty seat and sat down.
Fang Tang pillowed on Lin Jinyan's shoulder and closed his eyes to make up for sleep;
Lin Jinyan tilted his head and thought about the details of making a video.
Buses are moving fast on flat roads. Sunlight shines through the windows of the car, and the cold air from the air conditioner pulls the temperature.
About a quarter of an hour later, Fang Tang suddenly raised his head and sat up straight.
"Won't you sleep a little longer?"
Lin Jinyan turned his head to ask, but saw that the other party frowned, as if he was enduring something.
He was slightly stunned: "What's wrong?" ”
"Stomach aches."
"Want to go to the bathroom?" Lin Jinyan asked subconsciously.
This is the most normal habitual thinking of a man.
"It's not." Fang Tang glanced at him and explained in a low voice, "It's lower abdominal pain." ”
"Oh......"
Lin Jinyan responded, and immediately understood what the other party meant.
But understanding is understanding, and he still doesn't know what to do at this time.
Say a word about drinking more hot water?
At least...... You have to pay more attention to it, right?
"Hmm...... Does it hurt? He held back for a long time, and only held back this one sentence.
Human pain is incompatible, and he really can't imagine what it feels like for his aunt to be in pain.
"It's okay, just rest for a while." Fang Tang grabbed his arm, closed his eyes again, and sat down.
Lin Jinyan thought for a while and asked in a low voice, "You should pad, right?" ”
"Huh?" Fang Tang let out a suspicious snort, then opened his eyes with a strange expression and turned his head to look at him, "What are you thinking?" ”
"No, I didn't think about anything." Lin Jinyan sat upright, "I just want to confirm whether I need to go to the supermarket to buy something." ”
"No, you don't!" Fang Tang responded stiffly and leaned down again.
Lin Jinyan exhaled lightly, looking at the unknown small advertisement playing on the small TV above his head, his thoughts gradually drifted away.
In the following journey, Fang Tang did not mention the stomach pain again, as if after surviving the previous period, everything had passed.
Before going home, the two went to the supermarket to buy a lot of fresh ingredients.
This is Fang Tang's proposal, saying that he wants to hold a celebration dinner for the admission to Linda University.
When others are admitted to Linda University, they all beat gongs, drums and set off firecrackers, and they have to set up a few tables of banquets at night and invite relatives, friends, teachers and classmates to come and show off.
Put these two people on them, but it's over with dinner by yourself.
However, this just fits Lin Jinyan's mind.
Whether it was in his previous life or in this life, he didn't like that kind of noisy scene.
That would make him think about life.
……
When they returned home, before the two of them could wash and chop vegetables, Fang Tang's lower abdomen began to behave again.
This time the pain was unusually long and intense.
This makes the girl lie on the sofa and can't rest in peace, and she will hum twice from time to time.
Lin Jinyan brewed a cup of hot brown sugar ginger tea, and squatted next to the sofa in confusion: "Do you need me to feed you?" ”
Fang Tang glanced at him when he heard this: "What do you think?" ”
The constant pain made her lose her patience, and her tone was aggravated by unconsciousness when she spoke.
It doesn't matter who talks to her at this time.
Whoever can bring her back to life, that's God!
Lin Jinyan handed the ginger tea to the other party, pondered in his heart for a while, and then asked, "Then do you want me to find something to help you warm your stomach?" ”
Fang Tang took a sip of hot tea and felt a little clearer: "What do you use?" ”
Lin Jinyan rubbed his palms: "Use me." ”