Chapter 158: The Tiger Enters Pingyang
Due to the sudden arrival of unexpected visitors (assassins) in the previous two days, for the sake of safety, the new headquarters, which was completely unprepared, was not very suitable for people.
Zheng Li chose the meeting place of the battle group in the old place, the firefly cart parked near the city wall of the Bailu District, where there was a firefly defense field, and the security was much higher.
On the other hand, it is also because the new headquarters is really a bit small....... Before the newly hired civilian workers came to work, Zheng Li gave them paid leave so as not to be involved in accidents.
Zheng Li felt that he was not the main target, and after two days, the damned ones were dead, and that was the end of it.
Assembling in the Firefly Car, although life is a bit uncomfortable, some additional training facilities or something, are also very advantageous.
"Whew!"
In the training room, the sweaty Tiger Ichisaki clenched his fists, and in front of him was a sandbag that had been beaten to a twisted and deformed.
And on the floor, there are two other sandbags that have been completely scrapped, and the woman who can't sleep all night is passing the long night with self-torture training.
"Hey, it's not okay to spoil the training facilities like this."
The sudden sound startled her.
The corners of her mouth murmured, and she was relieved to see Zheng Li coming in with a smile, obviously just joking.
As for Hu Yisaki's performance, Zheng Li shook his head in his heart.
"Dark circles under the eyes represent a lack of rest, oversensitive nerves, and the heart is also shaking, and even physical strength is not at the peak....... If you play this game, you can't play six points with ten points of combat power, and you will lose in a trance. The worst thing is the lack of self-confidence, which is quite fatal to a fighter. ”
Well, this, it seems to have something to do with Zheng Li.
When the head-on blow of reality comes, the original overflowing pride and conceit are often frantically transformed into inferiority complex and insecurity....... Since meeting Zheng Li, Tiger Ichisaki has not won much.
originally thought that she was a proud girl in the sky, with amazing talent, and she had the confidence to be pampered all the way, and then she was slapped in the face in various ways.
In the case of the decapitator, what was slapped in the face was the wisdom and professional qualities of a public official.
In fact, she was only slightly frustrated that time, and the more serious injury was the small treasury.
She has no interest in being a police officer, and it is natural that she can't do well, and if she does not, she is only worried about her loan.
In the traditional concept of the family, the one who can fight is the master, IQ? Ruse? That's what only the weak need to use, and I have to admit that education in some areas of Shiqian City is indeed very problematic.
Being beaten up in the rookie competition and losing the proud individual combat power was the first heavy blow.
Especially when he found out that Zheng Li was only 21 years old and had only been exposed to psionic energy for seven years....... The self-confidence of the genius who was called the once in a hundred years of the Tiger family collapsed directly, you know, although she is only 20 years old, she has been in contact with psionic energy for at least seventeen years.
"It took an extra ten years, and I was easily knocked out without injury......"
God knows how many times she watched the video of her defeat later, and each time, she was even more desperate.
“....... Now I, can I avoid Zheng Li's attack? If we teach again, it seems, everything is not any different. ”
Even, during that time, the man kept appearing in his dreams, and then easily defeated himself, riding on his back, cutting his nails, and pulling his tail.
Failure is not terrible, but the advantages that I have always been proud of, regarded as the personal force pursued in life, are not worth mentioning in the hands of people who are more "backward" than themselves, and Tiger Issaki naturally falls into self-doubt.
A simple person does not mean that he will not be entangled, on the contrary, he is too pure and straightforward, but it is easy to hit a dead end.
The Hu family's theory of force only urged young people to work hard to cultivate, but when they failed in the pursuit of force, they made young people even more unsure of how to deal with it.
"I've worked so hard, why can't I win? My family clearly said that I was the most talented, I was the most qualified and strongest in this generation of 'one', and there was a tailor-made Scarlet Tiger route, why ......."
Under the big grinning appearance, she was actually covered with scars, and she even began to doubt her family's teachings and wonder if her talent was really that good.
In the wilderness, a sudden death reveals in the cruelest reality that she is not the protagonist of the legend, on the contrary, even a bit like a harlequin who is not self-sufficient...... Especially when Zheng Li gave a signal of "if you don't improve, you will get out".
For the first time, she was suffering from her weakness.
She pondered what would happen if she left the Peace Corps....... But it doesn't seem to be a big deal, go back and ask your family, continue to work if you should go to work, and if you are not lucky, you may be able to enter a stronger battle group.
But she was a little unwilling, unwilling to run away with her tail between her legs in front of this man who defeated her....... Without Zheng Li's knowledge, he has actually always been the imaginary enemy of Hu Yisaki, and he joined the Peace War Group at least half of the way in order to win him one day and win back a game.
But the next development is even more uncomfortable.
"What is more painful than the unbearable failure and ugliness is mediocrity, being forgotten, being ignored and not expected."
During this time, even if the psychological expectations were repeatedly revised, if he catered to the rhythm of the new battle group, Hu Yisaki would still have a very painful life.
She's not used to being ignored by the rest of the team, or even counted as part of a useful force.
"Cooks are more useful than me?!"
In a few encounters, Zheng Li, who was regarded as an imaginary enemy, crushed himself with his performance, even this shark subhuman cook who suddenly appeared was just so sick?
Along the way, watching others shine, he is a pawn who eats white rice, this sense of incongruity makes Hu Yisaki very aggrieved,
She feels that she is the weakest part of the team.
After losing to his good sister Lan Mengqi, it was no longer a feeling.
"A newcomer who is less than half a year old? I actually lost to a newcomer in less than half a year? ”
In an internal contest, she was simply sniped by a flying rabbit hanging from a distance, and finally couldn't catch up with her, so she had no choice but to admit defeat.
If it's just a loss, anyone can understand professional restraint....... But after the rabbit got the little leopard, Tiger Issaki took the initiative to challenge again, hoping to get back on the field.
"Why did I lose again, am I really a waste......
This time, the loss was even more crisp.
The little leopard suddenly burst out from below to attract attention, and the rabbit in the silver boots displayed a magnificent kick, and as he carefully dealt with hand-to-hand combat, a red ball with the smell of scales bounced off the wall and hit the back of his head..... If it's a real fight, I'm dead again.
Coupled with the lottery No. 1 lottery and various statements on the Internet, she couldn't sleep all night, and even had the idea of retiring...... If it weren't for the loan, there was really no way to repay it.
"Perhaps, they're right, I'm a piece of waste with a lucky gift."
Someone read it right, Tora Ichisaki's state is not bad anymore, and the recent series of events, especially the fact of losing to the rabbit, has made her almost collapse.
Self-confidence is accumulated with continuous success, and Tiger Ichisaki, who has always been praised very highly, has not actually tasted the opportunity for real success, but has been constantly knocked on the remaining self-esteem by various setbacks.
Her self-confidence was crippled to a certain extent, and she couldn't even hear Zheng Li's jokes.
When Zheng Li's voice suddenly sounded, she subconsciously compared herself with the value of the two sandbags, and subconsciously concluded that she seemed to win a little.
Well, at least with your own salary, you can buy a lot of sandbags...... Sandbags that don't move may be more useful than themselves.
The human heart is the most wonderful, from extreme self-confidence and self-pride, to self-destruction and self-destruction, it only takes a month of rainy days.
Especially young birds who have not experienced real setbacks, they don't know the high level of self-confidence, perhaps, just to hide their fragile and sensitive immature hearts.
She is far from being completely finished, and I am afraid that she is just one of the last big defeats in the public arena.
She found that it was dark in front of her, and she might have reached the end of her rope and had no future.
She felt that when the game was over, it should be over.
Thinking of future failures and giving up, inexplicably, she was a little happy and a little relaxed, but then, it was indeed infinite sadness and pain.
Tiger Ichisaki! Are all these years of hard work just to give up? Can the family's expectation and support be reciprocated? Are you really able to accept the disappointed eyes of your fellow relatives? That will last until the end of the rest of your life.
She even has some expectations that she will not have to face the disappointed eyes of her relatives if she can usher in real death in the arena.
The next moment, I felt self-blame and even despair for this cowardice.
"Me? Am I good? Hehe, watch me come back with the first place, and remember to give me a salary increase when the time comes. ”
Late at night, facing the man who shattered his self-esteem alone, Tiger Issaki was still stubborn, gritted his teeth and squeezed out a victory declaration.
But Zheng Li looked at her silently.
For three minutes, he didn't say a word, just watched silently.
That calm gaze made Tiger Ichisaki feel fear inexplicably, and the focused eyes seemed to be looking behind him, and everything was seen through him.
Before he couldn't stand it enough to erupt, Zheng Li spoke.
"You're on the wrong path, and your family is on the wrong path. I'll find you a new way. ”1603375611