0007 Autumn scene
The aunt asked him a lot, although most of them had been talked about before, but it was a different mood to mention it at the moment, and Meng Zhuang's answer was also a little different.
It's like it's about his parents' health. Before, Meng Zhuang only said that there was not much change when he followed here. But today Meng Zhuang said in more detail:
"When I first moved, I didn't really adapt to the new environment, my mother had mild symptoms of not adapting to the soil, and the family consulted on whether to move back.
In the end, I decided that since we had all moved there, we had to overcome the difficulties. ”
Meng Zhuang said: "They are all strong people, and in comparison, my son is ashamed of himself. His tone was so heavy that one could immediately think that he must have come back for some reason.
Yan Jingzhou said: "I can't say that, anyway, I'm looking forward to Brother Meng Zhuang's return." ”
"My parents didn't approve of me coming back, they said I should stay there, and told me a lot of opportunities, vision, and so on."
"Your parents expect a lot from you." Yan Jingzhou's mother told Meng Zhuang: "Parents are working hard, you have to be considerate of them." ”
Probably compared with Yan Jingzhou and Meng Zhuang, Yan Jingzhou's mother can better understand the thoughts of Meng Zhuang's parents and better understand their feelings of wishing for their son Jackie Chan.
"yes, I know." Meng Zhuang didn't want to continue the topic, he felt that it was too heavy.
Meng Zhuang asked Yan Jingzhou: "It's a sophomore year of high school this year, have you ever thought about which university to go to?" ”
This trick is really very useful, and Yan Jingzhou immediately became the target of criticism.
Her mother said worriedly: "Her grades are not very good, and I can't give a specific answer when I ask her if she can be admitted." ”
Yan Jingzhou's eyes became very treacherous when she fell on Meng Zhuang, and she opened her mouth to ask: "Brother Meng Zhuang, you can help me with my tuition, I always feel that I don't understand what the teachers in the school say." ”
This matter was immediately approved by Yan Jingzhou's mother, and then called Meng Zhuang: "I think so too, but I'm worried about affecting your work, you see if you have time...... Just help her. ”
"Of course, you can come to my house on Sunday. If you have any questions at school, you can call me and ask me. ”
If it was before, Meng Zhuang would definitely refuse. But when he came back, he was taken care of by them, and she was still his precious 'sister', so this was not a help, but 'as it should be'.
Meng Zhuang thinks so, perhaps, Yan Jingzhou's family is more like family to him than his parents who are thousands of miles away.
After eating, Yan Jingzhou's mother was washing dishes in the kitchen, Yan Jingzhou proposed to go out for a walk, and Meng Zhuang agreed; He was also reluctant to stay with his elders, and the feeling of restraint made him feel very tired, and his shoulders stiffened.
Get out of the house and walk to the left.
"It's the west." Yan Jingzhou stopped in front of Meng Zhuang and asked him: "Do you remember, every time you go out together before, you will ask me, "Is it east or west?" Is it south or north? ””
Meng Zhuang laughed and looked up at the sky: "Do you remember where the North Star is?" ”
Yan Jingzhou also looked at the sky, pointed to a mountain in the distance and said, "It will probably appear above there at night." ”
"It's amazing, not only can I look at the stars, but I can even learn how to calculate the position."
"Because I love the sky." Yan Jingzhou told Meng Zhuang: "Looking at the starry sky, I will think, 'This world is so small, people all over the world will see this sky.'" ”
"I heard that Altair and Vega are moving away from each other at a speed of about ten kilometers per second, so this can be considered an escape." Meng Zhuang pointed to a place in the sky, and he said it on purpose.
Seeing Meng Zhuang's face that was happy to ravage other people's emotions, Yan Jingzhou gave him a big roll of his eyes: "Hey, don't talk about such an unromantic thing." ”
Meng Zhuang had an expression of truth and said stubbornly: "The ancient love story was premised on separation from the beginning, so the romantic love story is just a legend, and the reality is destined to be shattered.
Life is hell, truth, goodness and beauty certainly exist, but ugliness and suffering are even worse, 365 days a year, it is a gift from God to be able to get half a day of stability. ”
Yan Jingzhou's heart shook. If these words came out of someone else's mouth, she would never care, but it was different when they came out of Meng Zhuang's mouth.
Why did Meng Zhuang come back, she heard a little. Due to the reason why Meng Zhuang came back, she couldn't take this sentence as a joke.
Yan Jingzhou said very seriously: "Don't say such things, the reality will definitely be better." ”
Meng Zhuang immediately apologized. He doesn't really feel that he is wrong, and he is not bad at reasoning, but he is not good at arguing with people, especially with girls. If they were still crying, he would have wanted to get down on his knees and reassure her that he was not acting in bad faith.
Yan Jingzhou also immediately realized that his reaction was too aggressive, and walked in front in silence, and the atmosphere became very awkward.
She wanted to say something to open up the conversation, but she didn't think it was appropriate to say anything.
In fact, if she turned her head to take a look, she would immediately find that Meng Zhuang didn't care about what happened just now, his eyes were fixed on the mountains and forests in the distance, and he liked this late autumn scenery very much.
Yan Jingzhou's mood gradually eased, and he began to pay attention to this autumn scene. When he was a child, he walked with her, and then she walked alone. So what now? Is it a continuation of that time? Or a fresh start?
Thinking so, Yan Jingzhou said to Meng Zhuang: "I saw such a passage in a book, saying: The past is the past of the past, the future is the future of the future, but the present is not the present present; So we live in the past, preparing for the future, we just can't live in the present. ”
"Can't live in the moment, is it unwilling or shouldn't or impossible?" Meng Zhuang said while laughing.
Yan Jingzhou couldn't guess if it was because the sentence was funny or because it was funny when it came out of her mouth, or something else. In short, all the emotions she had brewed were gone, and only a question mark was left in her head.
Yan Jingzhou complained to Meng Zhuang: "You also take into account whether my mood is good or not, I thought of this sentence only when all my brain cells died." ”
"Thank you."
"Thanks for what?"
"A lot. Don't worry about me, though, you've probably heard a lot of things, but the truth may not be what you've heard. ”
Yan Jingzhou said 'um' and told Meng Zhuang: "Aunt said that your feelings were frustrated and collapsed, so you fled. She cautiously asked, "Is it true?" ”
Meng Zhuang replied: "I don't know, the breakup is real, and then I came back." ”
Yan Jingzhou was about to ask, but Meng Zhuang rushed to say: "So far, children's curiosity should not be so heavy. ”