Chapter 4: The Crying Little Girl
Zhao Baian looked at the members of the drama club who were slowly dispersing, her head was still in a foggy state, and her whole thoughts were like scattered fragments in her head.
She had to admit that she wasn't in a good state of mind at all today, and she shook her head between the unreal half-dreams and half-awakenings.
I don't know when Chen Yudi and Huang Han looked at her at the same time, Zhao Baian inadvertently raised his head and looked at the eyes of the two.
"What are you two looking at?" The two of them showed the same look, and she couldn't help but ask.
"What's wrong with you? Why does it look so bad and uncomfortable? It was quite bad when I first came, but it was better halfway through, and now it's not so good. Huang Han hurriedly said, it seems that she has little observation of Zhao Bai'an's state.
"Oops, I'm fine!" Zhao Bai'an dealt with it casually, and then turned his head and wanted to go out from the door, but he didn't expect Huang Han to add a sentence behind her today.
"Chen Yudi, then please send Xiao An."
Zhao Bai'an looked back at Huang Han in surprise, her sudden sentence made people feel a little confused. It stands to reason that isn't it more reasonable for Huang Han to send it?
Huang Han seemed to see Zhao Bai'an's question, and explained: "I still have some things, so I don't go in the direction of the dormitory." ”
After that, Huang Han walked into Zhao Bai'an quickly, and whispered in her ear: "Silently give your college life more color." ”
Before Zhao Bai'an could react, Huang Han strode towards the door, the speed was too fast, causing her mouth to open and close and she could only look at the back left by Huang Han in a daze.
"Bai An, let's go, I'll send you back to the dormitory."
Zhao Bai'an looked back at the source of the voice, and for some reason she suddenly felt that Chen Yudi seemed to be a little embarrassed by Huang Han, and felt that she deliberately avoided her eyes.
"Cough, cough," Zhao Bai'an coughed lightly in embarrassment, and then politely refused, "No need, thank you magician." ”
Chen Yudi looked at Zhao Bai'an in a daze, he didn't seem to expect her attitude. I don't know if it's Zhao Bai'an's illusion, there is an inexplicable sense of loss in the corner of his eyes, but it's just a moment, fleeting.
Zhao Bai'an even suspected that she was thinking too much, but she still explained: "I want to go to the school library for a while to find some materials, so I won't go back to the dormitory for now." ”
This is a truth, she really wants to go to the library, there are a lot of books in the library of Haichuan University, Zhao Baian wants to find a book dedicated to dreams and reality to see.
Naturally, it's because she's been tormented in dreams a lot lately, and it can't be said that she's been tortured, after all, there are good and bad things. It's just that since the day of the opening ceremony, the dreams that are different from ordinary people have never stopped.
And Zhao Bai'an naturally couldn't tell others about it, so she wanted to find some knowledge from books that she didn't know, hoping to help herself.
"Well, if you're not feeling well, don't go skating. We can talk about going somewhere else. Chen Yudi expressed his understanding, smiled at Zhao Bai'an, and turned his head to leave after giving a word.
And Zhao Bai'an no longer hesitated, turned his head and followed him to leave the theater activity venue, and strode towards the library.
Coming to the library, Zhao Bai'an first looked up the names of the relevant books on the machine according to the plan in advance, and then began to look for the book about dreams, but the strange thing is that no matter how she looked for it, she didn't find it, and she looked at the bookshelves inside and out.
It occurred to her that maybe she could ask the librarian, and it was not possible to find it by herself.
Thinking so, Zhao Bai'an slowly walked towards the entrance of the library.
"Hello, may I find out that there is a book on the mystery of dreams in our library, and I want to know where it is."
"Oh, okay classmate, I'll help you take a look."
The librarian's attitude was very polite, while Zhao Baian stood aside and waited patiently, and after a while, the librarian handed her a list of borrowed books, and Zhao Baian looked at the librarian inexplicably.
"Classmate, we only purchased one copy of that book, it seems to be quite popular recently, and it has been borrowed by this classmate a few days ago."
After the administrator finished speaking, he tapped one of the names with his right hand, Zhao Baian looked down, and several big characters appeared in front of her eyes - Chen Yudi.
She was stunned in place, she couldn't cry or laugh at this moment, but she felt very confused, why did Chen Yudi want to borrow this book? Is it just a coincidence?
"Alas......" she sighed helplessly, and finally had to give up.
But sooner or later, it will be borrowed, Zhao Bai'an left her mobile phone number with the librarian, so that when Chen Yudi returns the book, she will receive a notification. Then she strode out of the library, boredly down the tree-lined paths of the campus, the branches of which were almost bare. And the cool and slightly chilly air made her spirit recover a little bit.
Zhao Bai'an found a clean bench and sat down, quietly feeling the breeze, not the soft breeze of spring, but under the sunlight, the wind began to bring some warm breath. Her body leaned back slightly against the back of her chair, her outstretched arms touching the trunk of the tree next to her, leaving a rough touch on her fingertips. It's really relaxing to be in such an environment.
She couldn't help but close her eyes, thinking about resting for a while, but she didn't expect her consciousness to begin to drift a little bit, and finally became more and more confused.
I don't know how long it took, but there was a burst of laughter in my ears.
"Hahaha! Haha"
Zhao Bai'an opened her eyes suddenly, only to find that she was in this winding and rugged alley, and not far in front of her was a group of children playing games.
A group of children were running after a child, and the little girl who was being chased kept dodging.
At first, Zhao Bai'an didn't care, thinking that it was just an ordinary game, but by coincidence, the little girl suddenly ran behind her.
At the same time, the little girl quietly clung to the corner of her clothes.
Zhao Baian looked down at the little girl, and held her little hand with his backhand, there were beads of sweat oozing from her hands, and a panicked look flashed in the little girl's eyes.
As soon as Zhao Bai'an wanted to bow his head and ask the little girl what was going on, the other children also ran to her side and began to pull the little girl.
Out of a psychology of protecting the weak, Zhao Baian naturally couldn't stand by and watch, and couldn't help but help the little girl.
She separated the little girl from the group of children who seemed to be bullying. The children were almost up to her waist, and even the tallest one was only up to her chest. Zhao Bai'an was equivalent to an adult to them, so he didn't dare to rely too closely.
Zhao Bai'an stood in the middle of them, the little girl didn't say anything, and the group of children began to question her with some displeasure: "Sister, why are you protecting a murderer?" ”
"What?" Zhao Bai'an was completely confused by the words of the group of children.
"Sister, I'm not a murderer, they talk nonsense!! Woo woo woo" The little girl defended anxiously, her voice with a hint of choking, as if she was afraid that Zhao Bai'an would hand her over.
The chaotic voices of the group of children sounded again: "Don't quibble! You're a murderer, your dad killed someone, so you're a murderer too! ”
Zhao Bai'an was a little troubled by the noise of the group of children, although she didn't understand the situation at all, but she didn't like the charge of sitting together like this, so she scolded loudly: "Okay, don't make any more trouble, disperse!" ”
The group of children looked at Zhao Bai'an's unyielding posture, made a grimace at her and the little girl behind me: "Lulu......" and then quickly ran away.
And the little girl was still crying behind Zhao Bai'an: "Woo woo woo, I'm really not ...... Murderer woo"
Zhao Bai'an looked back at the little girl, tears rolling out of her big eyes.
Zhao Baian couldn't help but stretch out her hand and wiped away the fragile tears that remained on the girl's cheeks, the young face, and the trembling shoulders made her feel very uncomfortable.
For a moment, Zhao Bai'an had a strong voice in her heart telling her to hurry up and take the little girl into her arms, but in the end, because of the initial sense of alienation, she didn't do that. Just squatted down and took the little girl's hand.
But no matter what, Zhao Baian should be comforted and comforted. So she racked her brains in her mind for what she thought was the appropriate sentence: "Little sister, don't cry, my sister told you that tears are reserved for the weak, and if you cry like this, it will only make those who have bullied you think that you are a good bully." ”
The little girl looked up at Zhao Bai'an, her eyes full of confusion.