0015 Once is never
Meng Zhuang then began to learn to paint, and he had almost no friends here, so in addition to his work, he was painting, and he was talented in his own right, and the rapid progress of his painting skills made Yu Jiaqi frequently amazed.
Later, he almost forgot why he learned to draw, but the amount of time he spent painting continued unabated.
Meng Zhuang didn't know what to say. The other party sent a message: "It's good to know you're okay, she's a good girl, but don't eat tofu in a hurry." ”
Meng Zhuang replied: "It's not what you think." His fingers hovered above the keyboard, not knowing how to press the key. It wasn't clear because it was 'what he thought' anyway.
Fortunately, the other party didn't get to the bottom of it, but just replied without being salty: "As a friend, it's relieved to know that you are still alive and will not die." ”
Meng Zhuang smiled helplessly.
He didn't have many friends, only a dozen people on the list, but almost all of them came to comfort him, and they took turns to comfort him for more than half a year.
Although he tried his best to explain to them, "I'm fine. "They still feel that he has not come out of the shadow of 'being dumped'. Proof of this is that he moved to this remote place to escape the world.
The evidence is conclusive, and he does not allow for sophistry. It would have been good to admit it, but Meng Zhuang just didn't want to admit defeat; Why should I be treated as a victim!
He never felt like he was a victim, and from his point of view, that girl was the victim.
But no one believed these words, on the grounds that she was better off than he was. Meng Zhuang also absolutely disagreed with this, they just saw him come back, and did not see what an enviable life he had here: a detached house, high wages and benefits, and more rest time, all of which he could not get in that place.
"I just love it. I have time to read my favorite books, I don't have to go out early to have a parking space, I stay away from Party A, I can sleep with the quilt until dark when I'm lazy, everything I want is here. Meng Zhuang said this to his parents, and he also told another party about it.
Even if they didn't believe it, Meng Zhuang insisted on his choice, and no one could say that he couldn't move.
Closing the chat window, Meng Zhuang exhaled and shook his head to forget what had just happened, took out a drawing board pencil, and seriously and seriously depicted the avatar that had been depicted thousands of times.
On weekend afternoons, Yan Jingzhou got into the car with two large bags of things, Mei Yu was already in the car, and the seat next to her was empty.
Yan Jingzhou sat down and began to 'report' Meiyu's whereabouts on Saturday, and spit out the unsatisfactory places by the way.
The car was very noisy, and the sound of Yan Jingzhou was also a few decibels louder. I heard her say that she went to a place she didn't know, a church she didn't know, an orchard she didn't know, and a flower field next to it. Mei Yu vomited: "It sounds like another world. But nothing happened to another world, and someone was disappointed. ”
Yan Jingzhou gave her a bear pounce and made a gesture to bite her: "Are you still human?" ”
Mei Yu retorted: "Everything I say is human and true, if you don't understand, I can only doubt the direction of your evolution." ”
Yan Jingzhou forced Mei Yu to admit her mistake through violence. She can't say Mei Yu, but her strength is greater than Mei Yu.
Although Mei Yu admitted her mistake, she was unforgiving: "I originally wanted to make suggestions, but it seems that I don't need it." ”
This trick was very good, and Yan Jingzhou immediately offered tribute (the apples picked on Saturday and Mei Yu's favorite book): "Please." ”
Mei Yu accepted it unceremoniously, ate the apple and told Yan Jingzhou: "My suggestion is to wait for you to graduate and tell him that you like him." ”
Yan Jingzhou was stunned, she asked, "Why?" Then he immediately said, "No, it's not like you, if it were usual, you would seriously analyze the pros and cons." ”
Mei Yu said: "I don't understand emotional things. But I don't think it's going to end well if you show your heart now. It's better to wait for graduation and tell him that he will go to college happily when he is good, and go to college crying if he is not good, and use half an academic year as a buffer, and see that he is still your brother, and he can't let go back and confess. ”
Yan Jingzhou gasped and let out a long 'hiss': "I can't see that you are still the type of stalker!" Sister likes it. ”
She hugged Mei Yu in her arms and rubbed her little face against her.
Mei Yu looked disgusted and wanted to push her away, but Yan Jingzhou hugged her tighter. The whole person was attached to Mei Yu's body, and he screamed: "Don't, you are mine, you can't push me away for the rest of your life." ”
Mei Yu struggled to no avail, exhaled, held the eaten apple and book in both hands, and asked Yan Jingzhou: "Can you have both fish and bear's paws?" ”
Mei Yu left no room to urge Yan Jingzhou: "Choose one." ”
Yan Jingzhou stretched out his hand to the book, his fingertips touched the book and retracted it, and he didn't make up his mind to get the apple.
After being undecided for a while, he pushed Mei Yu's hand in a frustrated manner, and didn't lose his temper: "Don't play, don't play, every time you're like this, I will never win anyway." ”
Mei Yu ate the apple, opened the book, she smiled, and said lightly: "It's not that I'm winning you, it's that you can't win yourself." ”
Yan Jingzhou was not convinced, and retorted to her: "When I heard this, it was said by a person who read a lot, and the reality is not memorizing texts." She looked out the window angrily and asked herself, "Why does it have to be a multiple-choice question or a true/false question?" ”
Mei Yu patted Yan Jingzhou and told her to turn around, showed a page of the book in front of her, and pointed to one of the words marked in green: "Einmal istkeinmal (once doesn't count, once is never)." ”
"What do you mean?" Yan Jingzhou didn't understand, it should be said that she didn't understand the meaning of all the expressions in this sentence from the text.
Mei Yu told her: "This book is called "The Unbearable Lightness of Life", and on the surface, the author is saying: once does not count, once is never." This means that living only once is the same as never being born. But after reading this book, I think the author is saying from the opposite side: "People have no afterlife, so they should be willful in this life." ””
Yan Jingzhou still didn't understand, she asked Mei Yu: "Didn't you just tell me that I was thinking about confessing after graduation?" ”
Mei Yu said, "What I'm going to say is that you could have chosen both. You can't have both fish and bear's paws, because I can do what I want with fish, and I can do what I want. Affection is not a simple choice or judgment. ”
"I don't understand."
"I don't understand either, the book says so, and that's what I say."
Yan Jingzhou thought about it and immediately gave up: "Don't play, don't play, this kind of thing that burns brain cells is not suitable for me." She took a big bite of the apple and held it in her mouth for a few moments before she swallowed it.