Chapter 184: I'm Not Good at All! (Ask for subscription)
Naruto kept typing in words, looking as if he had drunk too much, a handful of snot and tears, telling about the unwillingness and loneliness he had suppressed in his heart.
"I grew up without parents."
"I don't know who my parents are."
"No one told me this!"
"They say I'm the reincarnation of the Nine-Tailed Demon Fox."
"They say I've plagued the village!"
"Since I was a child, I had no friends, no one dared to approach me, and whenever a child approached me, their parents would pull them away."
"I don't know why that's happening?"
"Why is this person me?"
"Am I really going to get everyone's approval?"
"Will the prejudices in people's minds really change because of my hard work?"
"I don't know!"
"I'm so confused!"
"I'm so confused!"
The more Naruto thought about it, the more excited he became, these emotions had been pressing down on his heart, not that they didn't exist before, but they had been overshadowed by that stronger positivity before.
"I just want everyone's approval!"
"I deliberately made trouble, made funny, and scribbled on the Hokage Rock, just to attract other people's attention."
"Even if people look at me like a clown."
"As long as they're willing to look at me!"
"But ......"
"In their eyes."
"I've always been a monster!"
As Naruto spoke, his bright blue eyes darkened, and the negative emotions in his heart continued to surge out, occupying the high ground in his heart.
Tsuruma just looked at Naruto silently, and now he didn't have a solution.
It can't be said that the Asura Chakra was stuffed back to Naruto.
And.
Tsuruma feels that the current Naruto is the most authentic Naruto, and that Naruto is what he is.
When he used to watch anime, he felt that Naruto had set himself up too high.
A man who has experienced those white eyes and prejudices since childhood.
In the end, you can embrace the world with great love.
It's a very, very hard, and very, very difficult thing to do.
Anyone who encounters injustice will have negative emotions in their hearts, and this is human beings.
"Say it."
"Tell me all the grievances in your heart."
"You'll feel better when you say it."
Tsuruma nodded at Naruto, he still sympathized with what Naruto had endured as a child.
Unconsciously.
Tsuruma felt like he had formed some kind of bond with Naruto.
This made Tsuruma want Naruto to live.
Before that.
Naruto is just the protagonist of this world for Tsuruma, and he doesn't have much to do with him, and he can't be a friend.
Pillar originally planned to absorb the Asura Chakra first, and then send Naruto to the Akatsuki organization in the form of a nine-tailed human pillar force, and complete the task while carrying out the resurrection of the Ten Tails.
Plans don't change fast.
It's different now.
Pillar didn't expect Asura's chakra to have such a powerful buff effect.
Took the Asura Chakra.
Naruto's mentality changed.
It's like a different person.
This kind of influence was already very deeply experienced when the Asura Chakra was obtained between the pillars.
This kind of thing can't be explained clearly, it's very strange, if you have to explain it, it's a thought of gods and demons!
Because he took the Asura Chakra.
Pillar had some feelings of indebtedness to Naruto more or less, and just now he heard Naruto say so many empathetic questions, which made Pillar Ma can't help but want to see what such a Naruto will become if he lives.
"I'm not a monster at all!"
"I know this better than a lot of people!"
"But I know ...... too"
"I do have monsters in my body!"
As Naruto spoke, he pressed his right hand to his abdomen, which was the location of the Bagua Seal, and the thing that was sealed was none other than the Nine-Tails.
"I'm a cursed person like Iro, and I understand how Iroh feels."
"It's ridiculous ......"
"I actually comforted me with so many great truths."
"Who doesn't know the truth."
"But who can change the reality."
"It's just self-deception!"
Naruto shook his head indifferently, and his whole mood became even lower.
Feelings that have been suppressed for many years.
After losing the Asura Chakra, it completely exploded.
"I sometimes wonder if it's because my body is sealed with monsters, so my parents don't want me anymore!"
Naruto's expression became hideous, and judging from his expression and language, he entered a state of self-doubt.
"No one in this world loves me."
"It's the same as I'm Airo."
"Mr. Iruka seems to be very kind to me, but in fact he always thought in his heart that I killed his parents."
"Kakashi-sensei didn't intend to take me as a disciple from the beginning, and he didn't teach me any ninjutsu at all."
"Sakura-chan only has Sasuke in her eyes, and she doesn't even look at me at all, and if she talks to me, she must be asking about Sasuke."
"As for Sasuke...... Don't mention it, he only has revenge in his heart. ”
"Maybe it's only good~ The perverted fairy is kind to me, but I also understand that he is greedy for my transformation technique."
"There is no one in Konoha Village who really loves me."
"I've been pretending to be smiling, just to make people think I'm having a good time!"
"Actually."
"I'm not good at all!"
Naruto's emotions completely exploded at this moment, as if he had found a cathartic point.
"Naruto, how do you feel about these people, I don't pretend to judge, but you said that your parents don't love you, then you are wrong."
"You remember, in this world, the people who love you the most are your parents."
"No one loves you more than they do!"
Tsuruma immediately interrupted Naruto's emotional catharsis, no matter what else happened, this point still had to be made clear to Naruto.
That's ......
Take the compensation of the Asura Chakra!
"You know my parents?"
Naruto frowned slightly, and there was deep doubt in his tone, not believing Pillarma's words at all.
Very simple truth.
Even if the first Hokage came out of the Filthy Earth Reincarnation, it would be impossible for him to know his parents before he was born.
It's not in the same plane at all.
"I know their story."
Tsuruma grinned, revealing a warm smile like a spring breeze, which immediately calmed Naruto's restless heart a little.
"They ......"
Naruto's eyes trembled slightly, some hesitation, some struggle, looking like he wanted to know, and he was afraid to know, and finally bit his lip and asked, "What kind of person is it?" ”
"Then let me tell you their story."
Pillar nodded, his eyes indifferently looking at Naruto, his head organizing words.
"Speaking of your parents, I'm going to tell you their names first."