Chapter 15: Confusion

Zhao Bai'an raised her head with a red face, she bravely looked into Moriyama's eyes, and as a result! This...... How so?

Zhao Bai'an was surprised to find that Moriyama's face turned into Chen Yudi.

The memories in her brain began to be concatenated continuously, and some memories had slowly been concatenated into a form she did not recognize.

Zhao Bai'an was completely messy at this moment, with indescribable feelings in his heart, and at the same time indescribable chaos. She only felt that the appearance of the people in front of her changed from clear to vague, and then the surrounding environment began to change slowly.

A whirlwind and uncontrollable discomfort filled every nerve in her body. Zhao Bai'an only felt that she was about to collapse, she felt that the environment around her was constantly squeezing and collapsing, and she herself was infected by this environment.

She felt like she was going to vomit her stomach in the next second, and she felt like she was about to faint, and she fell into the darkness and couldn't wake up.

Gradually, she was a little weak and unbearable, and the whole person fell directly to the ground.

Without any consciousness in her brain, Zhao Bai'an traveled back to the time and space of Chen Yudi's first Reasoning Club activity before the end, and she was now lying on the ground under the podium.

Zhao Bai'an's head was sullen, and she slowly stood up while rubbing her head. The different space was stretching and transforming as before, and finally it was frozen at a certain time, in the memory that had been looming in her mind and was very familiar.

The scene in this place did not change in her memory, except that the time and space around her seemed to stand still. Only Chen Yudi and herself are mobile.

Chen Yudi smiled and approached him, and also took out three books in his hand, and also gave them to Zhao Bai'an.

Zhao Baian looked down and saw that the three books given by Chen Yudi turned out to be the prizes of the Reasoning Club, and they were all Reasoning. They are Keigo Higashino's "Doppelganger", Shoji Shimada's "Whimsical Movement" and Quinn's "The Tragedy of X".

Zhao Bai'an's mood was still the same nervousness just now, and there was a little trembling. She liked the three books very much, but this sudden change made her feel a little uncomfortable, and she opened her eyes wide and stared at everything in front of her.

Zhao Baian was really afraid that everything in front of her would suddenly disappear like just now, and she was really a little confused at this time.

She lightly opened her lips and asked Chen Yudi who was standing in front of her in a slightly questioning and trembling voice: "Are you you?" ”

Chen Yudi showed a shallow smile, and he responded to Zhao Bai'an: "Why are you so strange? I'm not who I am, am I? Of course I'm me, what's wrong with you? ”

Zhao Baian only felt that she was flashing for a while, and she responded casually: "It's okay, it's okay!" ”

Then she remembered that she should have said something appropriate to this scene, so she quickly added: "Thank you, magician!" ”

Chen Yudi didn't feel any surprise at Zhao Bai'an's sudden thanks, he responded with a smile: "You're welcome." ”

Zhao Bai'an woke up from her dream suddenly, she unconsciously looked at the surrounding environment, the surroundings were pitch black, this was one of the few times she woke up before the day came. She was very, very awake as if she had never fallen asleep.

The roommates in the dormitory were still asleep, Zhao Bai'an's biological clock was a little confused, and she strangely recalled the scene in the dream just now in her mind. She didn't understand why Moriyama in her dream ended up becoming Chen Yudi.

The question was intertwined in her mind, and she couldn't think of any clue, so she gradually couldn't sit still in bed.

Zhao Bai'an staggered out of bed, and the scene in the dream dragged her to the bookshelf in the bedroom.

She paused, looking at the books on either side of the shelves, her gaze wandering from the spine of the book. On one side is the book given by Chen Yudi, and on the other side is the book given to her by Moriyama.

No matter how many times he changed his bedroom, Zhao Baian would always keep these three books by his side, perhaps because Moriyama's literary literacy was really good, and Zhao Baian had always liked the three books he gave, and he never got tired of reading them.

Zhao Baian didn't know why, so she couldn't help but take out the books that Moriyama gave her, among which she liked the most. Her palm rubbed the almost torn book cover, and she meditated to herself.

She kept asking herself over and over again, why? Why is this something that you will never leave behind no matter where you move? Why have I watched it so many times, even if I already know what it says, I still want to watch it again.

Zhao Bai'an is interested, since he is so sober now, he might as well read it again. She pulled three books out of the shelves, sat down at her desk, and flipped them one by one.

She whispered the names on the cover, and Moriyama's books were Zhang Xiaofeng's "Rebirth", Zhou Guoping's "Watching Distance" and McCullough's "Thorn Bird".

Zhao Bai'an looked at these books carefully, she liked them very much, whether it was the cover, the content, or what they wanted to express.

Zhao Bai'an fell into a wave of memories of junior high school, and she gradually began to empty her knowledge and emotions, and her thoughts drifted away.

She remembered that when Moriyama was in junior high school, he was the representative of the Chinese class in the class, and the Moriyama in her memory was always such a rich and wealthy five-car. She remembers that every time she writes an essay, Moriyama is rated as an excellent essay in her class or even in her grade. Not only that, he knows almost everything, no matter what Zhao Baian talks to him about later, he can understand and talk about it. Whether it's chemistry and physics, or astronomy and geography, or railway running, or animation and music. He knows almost everything you can think of.

Zhao Baian remembered that he really admired Moriyama at that time, and memories were like the gears of time, slowly getting closer and closer.

To this day, Zhao Bai'an still thinks that these books are very standard, and she really likes them, so she has always taken them with her to this day.

Zhao Bai'an looked at these books, picked out the one "Rebirth Margin" from the middle, and read it carefully.

There are two sentences in the book, and she has always liked them very much.

- like the two banks, just because there is a reckless river flowing between us. We love the river so much that we turn ourselves into a ...... I am swimming to you, I am meeting you, swimming to me. We met in the middle of the river......

- Loving someone is when you suddenly don't know what to say when you dial the phone, only to know that you just want to hear that familiar voice, and what you want to dial is only the string in your heart......

These words were like a gust of wind, slowly flashing and drifting through in the depths of Zhao Bai'an's heart. is like a willow, soothing the wisp of love in her heart that she doesn't know how to place.

These two sentences in the book are said by Zhang Xiaofeng, she really likes Zhang Xiaofeng, from the first time she opened this book, she fell in love with her words that can soothe people's hearts, since this "Rebirth Edge", Zhao Baian read almost all of Zhang Xiaofeng's prose. Zhang Xiaofeng's words can always soothe her heart.

Just like now, Zhao Bai'an felt emotionally chaotic a second ago, but now he was suddenly at peace, his turbulent heart suddenly calmed down, and his chaotic emotions found a home.

Zhao Bai'an began to examine her feelings, and all kinds of past things were like a kite with a broken string, floating around in her consciousness space.

Perhaps because the hazy night was already intoxicating, her brain uncontrollably recalled everything she and Chen Yudi had so far, and it was extremely clear.

Even every expression and every movement of Chen Yudi, which she usually didn't pay attention to, gradually became a part of her memory at this moment.

There was a warm current in her heart, and this warm current intertwined with her hot heart.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly understood what her heart was longing for, and she also knew what the little throbbing in her heart was for.

It turned out that he unconsciously fell in love with Chen Yudi.