Chapter Ninety-Nine: Emotional Problems
Merlin looked at Bibi Dong quietly and did not answer immediately.
Because Merlin deliberately talking to the master in front of Bibi Dong was not a planned thing, he just suddenly had an idea, and then did it, so if Bibi Dong went to find him just after he and the master finished talking, he would definitely think seriously about what he was going to say before going to see Bibi Dong.
Now, Bibi Dong suddenly asked, Merlin was not prepared in the slightest, but of course, Merlin would definitely not answer "yes" as long as his brain was not broken, he was just thinking about how to convince Bibi Dong that he was not taking care of her emotions when he answered "no".
But time waits for no one, the more Merlin drags on and doesn't speak, the more Bibi Dong feels that Merlin is afraid of hurting her heart so she keeps silent and doesn't answer, because even if she doesn't love the master so much, and she doesn't have that layer of "filter", she won't feel that she is better at teaching than the master, and Bibi Dong doesn't actually want to ask this kind of question, she wants to ask more directly, and wants to ask Mo Lin directly if he will leave the Wuhun Hall and leave her for any reason, but she feels that she can only ask questions as a teacher now.
Bibi Dong thought that Merlin had given the answer through silence, and was already planning to turn around and return to the Holy Seat to let Merlin go back, at this time, Merlin made a move that Bibi Dong would never have imagined, he directly stepped forward and hugged Bibi Dong, and it was not the kind of gentle hug, but tightly hugged into his arms.
With a "clang", Bibi Dong directly let go of the scepter in her hand, she never thought that Merlin's courage would be so big, but as a Title Douluo, she did not choose to directly shake Merlin away and then expel him from the division, but leaned her head on Merlin's arms,
'How long ago was the last time I leaned into someone's arms like this?' ’
There is no doubt that Bibi Dong is a very miserable person, she once had an unforgettable love, but in the end it ended in tragedy under the destruction of a beast, at that time, Bibi Dong's heart was already dead,
Hatred and revenge filled her heart, kindness and gentleness were erased by her as much as possible, she hated! She hated that beast, she hated why she was so naïve, she hated why she didn't even have someone she could trust when something like that happened to her.
So she began to take revenge, she killed and devoured the badly injured Chihiro, sought the divine position for self-preservation, armed her heart, strong, murderous without blinking, eliminating all stumbling blocks on her path to revenge, so that everyone feared her and did not dare to disobey her.
However, even if he is born a wicked person, he (she) will still have a softer side in his (her) heart, not to mention Bibi Dong, who is originally kind and gentle, but her gentleness was not revealed again until she accepted Hu Liena as a disciple, Qianrenxue is her daughter but also Qianhiro's daughter, if it weren't for Qianhiro sending people to take turns to monitor her, Bibi Dong would have aborted this fetus earlier, so she always thought that except for Hu Liena, it was impossible for her to show tenderness to a person in her life.
Until nine years ago, Merlin came to the Wuhun Palace, Bibi Dong planned to accept apprentices at first only because of Merlin's talent, she didn't think she could be truly gentle with any of the opposite sex, even if it was just a child, but Merlin was too special, the maturity and intelligence he showed not only far surpassed his peers, but also when he first communicated with Merlin, Bibi Dong felt that he might not be as good as Merlin in terms of wisdom, and she implemented the policy of Merlin, a six-year-old child, who asked to become a Wuhun Palace, She also gave him a lot of privileges, although it was a brain-hot decision, but she never felt that she had given too much.
But what really touched her, and pierced her heart, was a lie that she didn't even know was a lie now—just not so smooth.
This sentence made Bibi Dong think that Merlin was the same kind of person as her, and Merlin was so young at that time, so from that time on, it seemed that because of the resonance of this sentence, she decided to protect Merlin and cultivate Merlin. But it backfired, he wanted to cultivate Merlin, his martial soul was special, and he relied on himself when cultivating, and Bibi Dong couldn't help much, so he could only provide the resources he needed. He wanted to protect Merlin, but he liked to run around the world, and once he went to hunt soul beasts without telling her, and he disappeared for two years in order to find his relatives.
Over the years, because Bibi Dong has not been able to do what a teacher should do and her communication with Merlin has saved a lot of red tape, she has not completely regarded herself as Merlin's teacher, and she has always been unclear about what kind of feelings Merlin has for her, and she also doesn't know what kind of feelings Merlin has for her, even if she saw the miserable situation after Merlin helped her remove the resentful spirit, she couldn't determine this emotion, but the relationship between the two teachers and students on the surface made her tend to regard it as a teacher-student relationship.
However, when she saw Merlin communicating with the master, she seemed to understand a little, because she found that she was afraid that Merlin would leave her, which was definitely not the emotion that a teacher should have when dealing with his students.
Bibi Dong seemed to understand, she finally understood why she had never delved into anything about Merlin, because she did not regard Merlin as her junior, but as a younger peer, how could peers casually delve into each other's things?
And now, Merlin's hug also made Bibi Dong understand Merlin's feelings for her, and like hers, it may be a little difficult to make a specific conclusion, but at least it is determined that this is also an emotion between peers.
After hugging for a while, Merlin let go of his arms, he didn't know why he did it suddenly, because this was the first time he had relied entirely on instinct and emotion when getting along with people, he hadn't even thought about the possible consequences of such an action before doing it, but he suddenly felt that if he didn't do anything again, something might happen that he didn't want to see, which also caused his brain to be in a state of short circuit when he was holding Bibi Dong.
Merlin secretly glanced at Bibi Dong, wondering if Bibi Dong was angry because of his behavior, to his surprise, Bibi Dong was not only not angry, but looked at him with an extremely gentle gaze, looking relieved:
"Division..."
As soon as Merlin was about to talk about Bibi Dong's tone, Bibi Dong stretched out a finger against Merlin's lips, smiled and said:
"I've finished asking about it, you can arrange a place for your family to live first, there are still many empty rooms, just choose one."
After speaking, Bibi Dong picked up the scepter on the ground and walked out of the main hall.
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