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This is an area that no one else can reach.

It's a world that no one else can reach.

In this realm, in this world, only Jade wanders in it like a soul.

Because this is the body of the evil god Lilith, the inside of the goddess, the depths of consciousness, or the "soul" itself.

And here, Jade felt like she had become in a trance, and even existence itself was extremely unstable.

"It's going to fall apart."

"It's going to collapse."

"It's going to disappear."

"I can't hold on."

Obviously he didn't feel anything uncomfortable, but feelings like this kept coming to Jadeite's mind, making Jade understand how dangerous her current situation was.

It's like soaking yourself in poison and losing your sense of pain, not only will it not be okay, but it will be more dangerous.

This is how Jade feels now.

With this feeling, Jade began to relive her memories.

She can't speak.

She's not mature either.

Even though it has survived for nearly 10,000 years, in terms of personality and rationality, although Jade has grown, it is moving in a direction that is not quite right.

She wants to improve her rationality and enhance her personality strength, so as to fight against the ontology that rejects her, but the chaotic nature of the ontology has also been suppressing the growth of her personality and reason, causing Jade's rationality and even intellect to grow in a somewhat strange direction.

In some areas, she understands and understands very well, and she seems to be more knowledgeable than the old man who has been alive for a hundred years, and has seen through the red dust.

And in some areas, she doesn't seem to understand, or even doesn't understand at all, which is worse than a child.

Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly 10,000 years, sometimes making Jade feel anxious, and sometimes making Jade feel collapsed, making her really unbearable.

She doesn't know how to complain about heaven and others, and she doesn't know why fate treats her like this, so she can only try her best to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse, and keep wandering, wandering, wandering on the ground.

In Jadeite's memory, that's really all there is to it.

After all, from the moment she was born, she was excluded from the body as a rational half-body, and was immediately sealed with the other party after the body broke into a catastrophe, and then began this extremely long wandering journey.

During this journey, she met people who saw her pity and adopted her.

During this journey, she also met people who had bad intentions towards her and wanted to do something to her.

She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own families, their own daily routines, no place for themselves, and they even had problems communicating with each other, and there was a great estrangement, so she finally chose to leave.

She was also taken away by the latter, sold as a commodity, and even when the other party wanted to do something bad to herself, she didn't choose to resist, but unfortunately, no matter how she said it, she was the master of darkness and chaos, even if it was a rational half without strength, those who came into contact with her with dark and evil negative emotions, and even intended to hurt herself, would eventually fall into madness and die on the spot.

In the past nearly 10,000 years, Jade has always been like this, either being accepted first, and then feeling the estrangement and leaving, or it will attract those evil people, causing them to die violently.

From beginning to end, Emerald is a person.

People call her a "resentful spirit looking for happiness", but she doesn't even know what "happiness" is.

She didn't even know what "misfortune" was.

Otherwise, when the people of the Old Demon Sect destroyed the spatial node, broke into the temple of the present world, and took her away, she would not fail to resist.

That time, for Jadeite, it was just an inconspicuous experience in a long journey.

The only difference is that because someone is eyeing the seal of the body, it is very likely that the body will be released, and at that time, Jade had an idea.

That is, to regard this journey experience as the final destination.

She didn't want to go on like this anymore.

She didn't want to wander like this anymore.

Therefore, even if she knew that the final result would definitely be annihilation, she planned to take advantage of this opportunity to return to her original form after that.

Until, I met that person.

"Hello."

This is the first thing the other person says when he sees him.

Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any highlights and special words.

At that time, Jade didn't think that she would have much to do with the other party.

That is, a person who is like those in the past, encounters himself, has a relationship with himself, and in the end, either he will leave on his own initiative, or the other party will die like those who died violently, that's all.

But for some reason, the other party's eyes at that time made a deep impression on Jadeite.

It's like looking at a big trouble, obviously he doesn't want to touch, but his body and heart are against his will, so he has to make contact, full of tangled eyes.

That look made Jade quite concerned.

In the past, the people Jade had seen were either full of sympathy and love, or full of desire and darkness, and she had never seen such a strange person.

Because she was very concerned about that look, that night, Jade also got into the other party's quilt, wanting to take a good look at the pair of eyes, but because the other party's arms were too reassuring, so she fell asleep unconsciously.

Jade didn't know why she felt warmth and peace of mind in the other person's body.

She didn't know that Sheen held the blessing of the supreme god, otherwise, she might have understood that the reason why this was the case was because of Sheen, who held this blessing, because of the relationship with the breath of the mother of the gods, so that she, who was also a god, had the same sense of security as staying in the arms of her parents.

And what really changed Jade's state of mind was what happened the next day.

"Little one, do you want to come with me?"

When that person looked directly at herself and said such a sentence to herself, Jade felt quite incredible.

It's not because no one has said that to themselves.

In the past, those who took him in and adopted him did not say this less.

However, their eyes are completely different from the eyes of that person.

In the past, those who planned to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as outcasts of unknown origin, and only planned to bring her into their lives out of sympathy, pity, and affection.

But this person is different.

The eyes of this person are not trying to bring himself to his side, but he intends to enter his side and intervene in her life, her life.

These are two completely different things.

The former was to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but Jade couldn't do it, so she left.

The latter, on the other hand, is to let yourself face your own problems, and the other party will intervene, interfere, and face it with you.

In particular, the emotions that the other party will reveal from time to time as if looking at people with the same illness make Jade feel different from the people she has met before.

Perhaps, even the other party himself didn't know that he had shown such emotions, right?

So, at that time, Emerald nodded.

Not based on the choice of going with the flow, but for the first time in history, out of their own thoughts, true to their hearts, nodded this head.

From that moment on, everything was destined to change.

Later, Jade found out that he was a brave man, and he had a holy sword, which could not only help him break the seal and return to his body, but also help him weaken the power of his body and increase his chances of returning.

"Don't worry, I'll help you."

The other party is obviously not a person who can say such warm-hearted words, but when facing himself, he naturally said such things.

"Don't forget, it was I who made you choose whether to follow me or not, and it was I who asked you to say anything and claim to help you, since you have made a choice, then I will definitely help you to the end."

For such a reason, the other party did not hesitate to break the seal regardless of the consequences, or chose to do so knowing that it would cause trouble, which was really impulsive and reckless.

But...

"Don't worry, we still have time, and then think slowly about what to do."

"Okay?"

At that time, these words were very incredible to soothe the anxiety and collapse in Jade's heart, and let her incomplete reason suddenly make a living.

That is, you should not give up on yourself and send yourself to death.

Yes.

Before that, the return that Jade wanted was nothing more than self-defeating.

The result she pursues is not success, but the intention to put an end to it.

That is, in the end, it doesn't matter if you succeed or fail.

She just didn't want to go on like this.

It was only at that time that Jade had the idea of succeeding for the first time.

Even if the hope is still very slim, the nature of the existence of the evil god Lilith itself, it is a difficult and even problematic thing to let it obtain the reason and intellect it deserves, but Jade still wants to fight.

If you fail, forget it.

But if she succeeds, this time, she must eliminate the barriers she felt in the past, enter other people's lives, and let her rationality really grow.

Of course, Emerald only wants to enter a person's life now.

That's him————

"My name is Sheehan, what about you?"

This is also what the other party said when they first met.

At the time, her answer was ———— "Emerald".

But this time, she wanted to answer like that.

"I'm Lilith."

"Returned from the darkness, born out of chaos, and with the help of the brave, successfully acquired a rational existence."

"Evil gods?"

"No, it's not."

"I am a goddess, Goddess Lilith."

In this way, the girl's swaying soul, as if it might collapse at any time, quickly stabilized.

......

"Boom..."

It's the roar of the sky.

This is the trembling of the earth.

In the sky above Cosmos, in the bright light source, a burst of brilliant light pierced out like sunlight piercing through the darkness and illuminated the surroundings.