Chapter 52: The Idea Arises
When exactly did it start like this, Kafra can't remember what day it was.
Born in a small town in the verdant south, she was relatively smart and flexible since she was a child, and some of the old people in the town said that it would be good if she were a boy, and girls should marry after all.
She was very unconvinced at the time, but later learned some knowledge from a transcendent in the town, and because of her good talent, she easily became a sequence 1 transcendent, which greatly encouraged her, and she wanted to go to the city for further study.
But at this time, my parents were a little hesitant, because it cost a lot to go to school in the city, and the family was not very wealthy. But after that, the old people in the town still persuaded her parents to send her there, because for the future, whether it is marriage or other things, there is a better development.
Her parents agreed, and she was overjoyed, the smartest and most gifted child in town, and she fantasized about her future and was full of hope and anticipation.
After entering the city, she got her wish and entered the best school that civilians could go to with excellent grades, and some of the tuition fees were waived. In school, she is loved by her teachers, her grades are also among the best, and her classmates get along well, everything is so beautiful.
But until one day she had a quarrel with a classmate, and the other party said a word.
"What do you have to be proud of, this school is just for us inferior people to have a good time, and the aristocratic school is where those geniuses gather. Your best fate in the future is nothing more than being married as a concubine by some nobleman or a rich man, that is, a beautiful plaything. ”
Cangcui is different from the west wind, nobles can take concubines, and what the classmate said is indeed in line with many facts.
As if awakened, Kafra began to learn about the situation of the aristocratic school, and it was not until the graduation competition of the previous year that she competed for the recommended spot of Emmenas that she realized that there were so many powerful peers in this world.
Dabi fails, she is no longer the center of the school, and a new little genius has come to the school.
After returning home, her parents also persuaded her to marry early, but she still didn't want to give up, and diligence and hard work were the only life-saving straws she could grasp.
I often quarrel with my family, but I still go to the suburbs every day to exercise, and I study at night.
One day, two days, one week, two weeks, one month and two months, surviving the cold winter, stepping into the warm spring, surviving the hot summer, and crossing the sassy autumn, the iron sword used for training and combat broke 7-8 times, each time the blacksmith uncle was re-welded together, and finally simply replaced with an iron rod.
Thinking about it during the day, thinking about it at night, just thinking about how to improve, and then at such a crazy level, her strength has finally improved greatly.
In the regional competition at the end of last year, she appeared again, immediately surprised everyone, and entered the final four in one fell swoop.
In the end, she was defeated by a young man from a small aristocracy, she thought that she would end there, but soon it was revealed that the young man was caught and raped in bed because he seduced the young lady of the big noble family, and the big nobleman in the atmosphere immediately asked people to revoke his qualifications, but in order to protect his daughter's reputation, the news was blocked.
So everyone saw the selection officer announce that the original champion was disqualified for unknown reasons, and a civilian girl took the throne and got a rare place. All kinds of associations emerged, and ill-intentioned speculations floated around, and no one cared about her rebuttals.
Even in the end, her parents secretly asked her if this was the case.
If a young and beautiful girl achieves a high position, people inevitably wonder if she is taking advantage of her beauty, which is the opinion of many people, and the examples that often occur in life support their thinking.
I thought that this kind of rumor was only circulating in my hometown, and it would be good to come to school.
But reality slapped her hard, like a dark cloud that could not be fanned away, and those malicious speculations were still hidden overhead.
To add insult to injury, after she entered Emenas, the problem of her previous lack of foundation was fully exposed, and the classmates around her were all geniuses.
Not only are they gifted better than you, they received education earlier than you, they also have the guidance of famous teachers, and some of them work harder than you.
Kafra struggled to catch up, day and night, but it was only to the extent that people were walking around. And at this time, the malice and mockery of the outside world also spread like a tide, gradually submerging her, falling into darkness, and it was difficult to breathe.
It turns out that I am just a mediocre mortal. ‘
Yes, I don't have any special talent, I don't have any blood and background, I don't have a strong heart and self-confidence, and I can't be shaken by the words of others, and I don't even have the perseverance to go on now.
This is just the beginning of the school year, it is like walking in the desert, there is a blur of sand and dust in the distance, you can't see the direction, the retreat behind you has long been covered by yellow sand, there is no water and food to drink, your feet are deep in the mud and sand, and you can no longer move.
In this way, Kafra sat in the dining room seat in a daze, and at some point, tears slowly flowed.
Do you want to go back? I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, my daughter has let you down.
Kafra's heart swayed, she wanted to stand up, but she didn't know where to go, and although the school was beautiful and expansive, there didn't seem to be any place where she could feel warm.
Tears blurred, and my heart slowly sank.
"Hello, may I ask your name? My name is Loraine. ”
A familiar voice came from ahead, and when she looked up, the man was still standing in front of her as before.
"I....... My name is Kavrah. “
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mixed with crying, the tears finally broke the embankment and catharsis flowed down.
The bitterness and depression that I had suppressed in my heart in the past were misinterpreted, slandered again and again, and insulted at a time, all poured out, ignoring the surprised gazes of the people around me, just because that warm embrace, like a harbor at night, contained everything, the lacquered night was illuminated by the lighthouse, and the churning tide stopped here.
Gently stroking her back, Lorain Hill silently comforted the crying girl, and the reason for crying did not need to be investigated, because it was not me, and it was difficult to understand the difficulties and sorrows of others.
And what she has to do is to stand here quietly and accompany her to solve problems and predicaments, so that the scars in her heart will slowly heal.
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"Then let's form a small learning club."
After listening quietly to Kafra's words on a park bench in the academy, Loren Hill suggested that for the first time, she had the idea of changing something.
Then let this little community be the beginning of it all.