No.89 Start from scratch
The cold wind blew on his face with ice slag in his mouth, and he was beaten by the ice while moving forward step by step, and there was only one thing to do, and that was to send the high altitude out safely.
Shortly after I left, the set program was set up. The Cali drill is also slowly passing behind it, and I believe it will soon return to camp with a high altitude, right? In this way, my purpose has been accomplished.
Melba, who was not far away, noticed the movement of the Cali drill, it was going to destroy the thing, and my task was to get its attention until it was completely out of the cavern.
Pull out the GUTS Rhea gun from her thigh and pull the trigger on Melba's body. The bullet hit, but had no effect. It's amazingly defensive, and I know that very well, but luckily the light isn't reflected, so it can still be distracted.
"Hey! Silly B! This way, this way!! β
Taunt the disgusting monster as hard as he can, and pull the trigger of Rhea's gun again. One, two, three! It didn't hurt it, but I finally attracted it, and I led it deeper into the cave step by step as I thought I would.
The temperature started to get lower, and my body became heavy, my head buzzed, and I couldn't breathe. The hypothermia is getting worse, and I know I won't last long, but at least I'll have to hold on until I evacuate at high altitude, right?
"Whew, Whew......"
The biting cold constantly hits the body, but there is an inexplicable heat, maybe it turns to severe hypothermia, right? But I have to guard the sky, as long as I protect it, I can explain it to my sister after I go down.
When I think of my sister, my head unconsciously recalls three years ago and that tragedy......
I, we, and my sister were selected by the state as a member of the Huaxia Shimmer Special Squad.
The Huaxia Shimmer Special Squad is the strongest anti-terrorist squad established by Huaxia to deal with terrorist activities. Its selection method is very similar to that of Neo-GUTS, which is to select some outstanding talents from the Huaxia Military Academy, and then concentrate on training and elimination, and finally leave a special team of only 10 people.
At that time, I was really happy when I passed the exam at the military academy and was notified of the training, and my qualifications were recognized, so maybe I can contribute to the country and the people, right?
I originally thought so, but when I actually joined the special squad, I realized that my hard work is not worth mentioning in the face of talent......
Yes, that was the first time I met Sister Yuhan.
Seriously, the first time I saw Sister Yuhan, I didn't have a good impression of her, and even a little disgusted, even though she was a big beauty with a good figure and a good look.
Speaking of the reason, thinking about it now, I feel very naΓ―ve back then. Because of Sister Yuhan, she was very arrogant when she was training, and she didn't pay attention to the seriousness of training at all.
At that time, I was very serious, and I didn't know how to be flexible, and I was completely like a soldier, and I was thinking how this kind of person could pass the exam and appear here? This team represents the country, so the team members must also pay attention to their own conduct.
At that time, I was very serious in the past, and I accused my sister of being serious, but she laughed and said that I was a straight man, and it would be difficult to find a girlfriend in the future. Before I could get angry, she stepped forward and raised the corners of my mouth with her hand.
"Don't keep your face strained, people like you should smile more."
I was really angry when she said this, but I didn't bother with her, thinking that people like her would definitely not survive the training and be eliminated, so I slapped her hand away and left.
But what I didn't expect was that Sister Yuhan was such a foolish person, and she actually ranked first in every training session? It really shocked me at the time, why did she easily get first place without much effort? And I train every day, every day! I work hard every day, but my results are only in the middle of the stream......
Is it true that hard work is useless in the face of talent?
Why are hard-working people easily surpassed......
The seeds of jealousy were planted in my heart, and although my sister took good care of me during training, I only thought it was a mockery of the weak at that time, so I worked harder and harder, aiming to surpass her.....
The cold was irritating my nerves, and my body couldn't move because of hypothermia. Somehow, the soles of my feet went limp, and I fell heavily on the cold, hard ground.
My head was buzzing, I really couldn't hold it anymore, I was a little sad and scared. Would I have been so simply buried in the Arctic underground, killed by monsters?
I don't want to die, I want to live.
I don't want to die......
He fell to the ground covered in shards of ice and couldn't stand up. I could hear Melpa's terrifying howl behind me, and the huge shadow of death, and countless ice picks falling around me. I'm scared, but more importantly, did I succeed in making a high-altitude retreat?
I tried my best, I tried my best. If there really are gods in the world, then please bless everyone. Wait a minute, sister.
I'll go down to you right away......
Memories that I didn't want to recall came to mind. Ah, that's when I managed to join the Shimmer Special Squad, but I was the worst member of the squad.
Many of my teammates are younger than me, but they are all very talented, and at the same time, they are all very good people, and they don't make fun of me as a crane tail, but they all take care of me and respect me like a big brother.
But do I really have that qualification? The worst person, who is inferior to others in everything, is still admired because of his age? It doesn't matter anymore, there is only one thing I remember at that time, and that is that the love of my teammates has become a burden to me. Every night, in the dark, it was really painful.
In the days that followed, it was like blackening, and I didn't care about the things around me. In order to be able to bear that burden, I train desperately every day, exhausting myself to the point of prostration, and training myself to death.
If you want to be strong, you have to be strong......
Just like that, he hasn't smiled since he joined the team. Was it broken at that time? I don't know, the only thing left in my mind is to become stronger......
Sister Yuhan took good care of me at that time and was really good to me. Every day when I train, he will help me keep my meals, as well as hot water and towels. As long as I don't sleep, she won't sleep either.
I really don't know why she is so kind to me, out of pity? Or do you want to save me...... But I can't turn back, and if I don't keep going, what qualifies me to stay in the team? If I don't work harder, how can I surpass those talented people?
Why are people born into three, six, nine, and so on? Why do those who are gifted do whatever they want? It's so nasty, so disgusting.....
"It's not like this, people are the same. We are not people who are born with predetermined qualifications, but because we can support each other, we can exert more strength than usual. β
"So if you close your eyes, you will not see anything if you move forward alone......"
That's what Sister Yuhan said at that time. What is she talking about? I really don't understand, what am I going to do if I don't work hard? You are originally mediocre people, of course you geniuses will say so, you really don't know how much pain mediocre people endure......
But it's really nice to have someone you can rely on......
In the later training, Sister Yuhan has been enlightening me, and I always feel that it is not so hard.
But......
"Wow~~~!!"
Melba appeared, and Melba was right behind me, and the heavy footsteps could even shake my body into the air, and I could smell the disgusting, burning smell of it.
I tried to fight back with a Rhea gun, but I didn't have the strength anymore, and I couldn't even pick up the gun. This is really the end of it......
The picture that came to my mind was the last thing I wanted to see, was this a marquee before I died? Don't, don't let me see this! Stop, stop......
The pain and despair pierced the nerves, and I couldn't even cry, so I could only let the memory of grief echo in my mind.
It was a year after the formation of the squad, and we were given a very important mission. The world's largest drug traffickers have appeared in China and are wantonly creating terrorist activities, and our task is to kill them all.
Those drug dealers are not good people, they are all vicious people who do everything for money. That kind of cunning and brutality, our Huaxia special team failed to take them down after four days of fierce fighting, and even sacrificed four team members.
At that time, I was very impulsive, and I used very aggressive tactics in an extremely immature way, and I went into the headquarters of those drug dealers alone, but at the same time I fell into the trap of the enemy and was captured......
Knowing the brutality of those beasts, I knew that I couldn't survive, but Sister Yuhan, in order to save me, actually ignored the orders of her superiors, and actually rushed into the enemy camp alone, but she was also captured.
At that time, I really couldn't understand that Sister Yuhan was so smart and impulsive, was I really that important to her?
I thought that both of us would be killed, but those brutes, they actually injected Sister Yuhan with du! And I was just detained, watching Sister Yuhan become addicted, and then screaming in pain.
But that's just the beginning, they're really not human! Even if Sister Yuhan was infected with drugs, she actually ravaged Sister Yuhan in front of me with several big men......
! !!
Watching Sister Yuhan being insulted by a group of beasts in the pain of Du addiction, I could only be pressed to the ground and howl unwillingly. At that time, I was thinking about why I was so impulsive, if it wasn't for meritorious service, Sister Yuhan wouldn't be like this.
I hurt her, I hurt her......
"No, Xiaofei, each of us...... It's all your own choice. β
That was the last thing Sister Yuhan said to me when she was sober, and then she was killed......
At that time, I fell into despair, why didn't I treat her better during training, and finally could only watch her die in front of me with pain and guilt.
People support each other, but why did she end up like this? She's such a gentle person...... I should have found out sooner, woken up sooner, but now it's too late, and she's already died in humiliation and pain.
The rest of the squad attacked the drug dealer's lair, but in the end they all died. I was the only one who was rescued and fled back to the camp.
They were all extremely gifted people, and they wouldn't have died if it weren't for the cover for me. Why wasn't it me who died then? I'm obviously the worst person, and I'm obviously the one who caused the trouble.
was already desperate, at their funeral, in front of Sister Yuhan's tombstone, not a single tear could be shed. What a piece of shit, what a piece of shit.
"Are you Du Fei?"
In front of the tombstone, in the rain, a man held up an umbrella for me. I know him, the best operational staff officer in China, Tang Bohu.
He didn't say much, but showed me Sister Yuhan's suicide note before leaving. At that time, I remembered that in addition to some of the aftermath of Sister Yuhan's suicide note, there was only one sentence left:
"Xiaofei, don't be sad if I die. As I said, people like you should smile more to be cute. β
How do you laugh out......
At that time, I finally couldn't hold back crying, I should have gone to hell to confess to them, but at that time Staff Officer Tang said to me: "Do you feel pain? If you feel pain, you should not kneel here, but avenge them! You should carry that sin forward, because it is they who believe in you that will keep you alive. β
"Don't feel that death is a relief, your life is not yours alone. Moreover, you are the only one who can remember their deeds and appearances during their lifetime. β
Ah, yes. If I do die, then no one will be able to remember them. Others, who can only live under the protection of soldiers, have no idea how much sacrifice and despair we have paid to protect this world, they don't know.
"If you believe me, follow me, and I will give you the power of revenge."
The image of Captain Tang at that time was taller and more resolute than I had ever seen. When I think of what my sister said to me, if you support each other, you can exert more power than usual.
I feel like I've found the motivation to move forward for the time being. In order to remember them, in order to eradicate the darkness of this world, in order to be able to meet my sister again with a smile without regrets, and finally a smile appeared on my face.
"Then, please advise me in the future, Chief Tang!"
Later, under the leadership of Captain Tang, I wiped out the group of drug dealers, and at the same time understood what my sister said, I exerted a stronger strength than usual, and I also made countless military exploits in those three years, and was loved by the army.
I think that's just the beginning, and we have to work harder......
The memories were interrupted at this point, and the moment consciousness returned, Melba spewed out a white extremely cold gas. The feet were frozen, then the abdomen, and finally the hands.
My face is already frosty, my body is getting colder, am I finally going to die here?
But that's not enough! That's not enough! I still want to protect everyone, I still want to return Captain Tang's hopes, and I also want to lead Neo-GUTS to complete my own redemption!
I don't want to die, if the soul really exists, then give me the strength again, it's not the naΓ―ve team member three years ago, please give me the strength to move forward again!
"Hey! If you really want to fight, don't be so embarrassed! β
Du Fei felt that some kind of power in his body woke up, and at the same time, a strange but resolute voice came to his mind. Suddenly, Du Fei's consciousness cleared up, and he knew that this was not an illusion, yes, it did exist in his body.
It was the light, the light that pulled itself back from the brink of death, and it woke up from within itself.
The corners of Du Fei's mouth couldn't help but raise a smile, and he replied to his heart: "It's impossible to be embarrassed all the time, I will protect everyone and keep fighting!" β
"Haha, that's a good awakening! So let's start from scratch and set off a black hole storm together! β
The moment the voice sounded, a violent light lit up from Du Fei's left wrist, and the frost covered by his body was also broken by this light, and at the same time, Du Fei also felt that the temperature of his body rose again, not only was it not cold, but it was as warm as bathing in the sun.
Du Fei saw a silver bracelet appear on his left wrist. Above the blue-glowing gemstone was a silver object resembling glasses, with several simple blue-red lines engraved on it.
"Put on Sero glasses NEO and transform into me!"
Du Fei smiled, reached out and grabbed the pair of glasses in front of his eyes, and his fingers suddenly pressed the button on the frame.
Suddenly, countless rays of light surrounded Du Fei like sharp blades, and then suddenly released......