Chapter 69: Paid, No Regrets

However, for Lin Zhiyuan's kindness to her and the food she brought her, Su Yujing ate all the food she brought her, which was also a kind of gratitude to him, she knew very well in her heart, and she knew very well that she could only regard Lin Zhiyuan as a friend, and nothing else.

Moreover, if she really has a closer relationship with Lin Zhiyuan, Su Yuting is afraid that she will go crazy, right?

Su Yujing understands everything that the Su family expects, she has become the first victim of the Su family and the first in business marriage.

So what's next?

I'm afraid that they can't escape that fate, but there will always be accidents in the development of things.

The current Su Yujing rarely returns to the Su family, and of course Su Jintao knows that Su Yujing can bring so much to the Su family, so if he asks too much, Huo Qishao is not so easy to talk to.

Even if they wanted more, they would do something else.

Su Yujing had a full stomach, and there was still more than an hour before the start of the afternoon meeting.

"Qiao Xin, I want to go out for a walk, why don't you sleep for a while, you have to sit for an afternoon in the afternoon!"

Qiao Xin nodded, "Okay, then be careful when you go out." ”

Su Yujing walked alone in the garden, which is a hotel similar to a resort, and the ambient air is very good.

If she's not here for a meeting, she's going to have to enjoy all the good things here.

It's just that it's not what she wants.

She knew what she was up against, and she didn't know how long it would take her to become stronger, strong enough for her to fight against Mo Haotian and them.

If she told Huo Qishao the truth of everything, would it be different?

In fact, she didn't think that for her, all this seemed like a life she couldn't understand.

If she had said it, would Huo Qishao believe it? What a ridiculous thing this is, maybe no one would believe it, right?

If she didn't say it, would Huo Qishao help her without asking the reason?

She didn't want it to be like this, there was a relationship between her and him, it was a kind of emotion that no one could look at, and it was something she didn't understand.

But if there is no other choice in life, then what should she do?

If one day, she finds that she can't do it herself, what should she do, no one's life can be so simple, and no one's life can be as much as she wants.

Su Yujing is the same, she is afraid of her future, she is afraid that in the end she will not be able to do anything.

Because there are some things that she doesn't expect, and there are things she hasn't thought about.

Now, she thinks that what she can face, what she can figure out, is to make herself strong, and she also needs money.

And at this moment, Lin Zhiyuan appeared in front of her, "Yujing." ”

Su Yujing raised her head and looked at Lin Zhiyuan, she smiled at him, "Lin Zhiyuan, thank you for your lunch, it's delicious." ”

She always has a strange sense of alienation from him, she knows that Su Yujing and Lin Zhiyuan were classmates in the past, and they also had a good relationship, so she was unwilling to take it all away, and she didn't want to make it all worse.

All she can do is maintain a relationship with Lin Zhiyuan, and she can only live up to Lin Zhiyuan's kindness to her.

There are some things that she can't say now, but one day, she will say it, one day, she needs to face it, she is not afraid of anything, she doesn't have to care about anything, life is like this, nothing will change much, she doesn't have to worry about anything, it's just that she doesn't know if she can make everything okay if she really lets go of her heart.

"Yujing, you don't need to be so polite to me, just eat if you like it. "Lin Zhiyuan is here today because he has inquired and knows that Su Yujing will come, so he put down all his work and came to listen to the so-called meeting.

However, he was still very happy to see Su Yujing.

"Lin Zhiyuan, what I want to say is that you really don't have to be too good to me, I can't afford it. Su Yujing knew that she had too many things to face, and she had to endure a lot, so she didn't know what she should do.

That kind of life is what she hates the most, the most annoying, and the last thing she wants to face, but this is her life, and she can't help it.

When she loses everything, and her father is still alive and dead, she should have to take it all on.

When she was betrayed by the people closest to her, that kind of pain was not something that ordinary people could bear, which is why she was still scared until now.

Su Yujing. Lin Zhiyuan stood in front of her and put his hands on her shoulders.

"Yujing, you look at me. ”

Su Yujing raised her head and looked at Lin Zhiyuan.

"Yujing, I'm good to you, I've never thought about what I want you to do for me, I also know very well, what separates us, you have everything you have, you already have Huo Qishao now, I won't ask you for anything, but don't refuse my kindness to you, okay?" Lin Zhiyuan really has no other requirements now, all he wants to ask for is this, even if he finds it difficult, but he still has to do it.

It was a new beginning for her, or for him, and there was no new life.

Su Yujing couldn't say what she was going to face, of course, she didn't understand, what would her life be like this?

Maybe, she should have figured it out, maybe, one day, she will let everyone know about all these things.

But now is not the time, it is not the time to make everything so pleasant, she will not have any other choice but Huo Qishao.

Su Yujing knows very well that some are good, she can't refuse, and some people, she can't say no to her, just like Qiao Xin, just like Lin Zhiyuan,

Everything had slowly drifted away from what she had meant to do.

In the past, she was so simple, naΓ―ve, and didn't understand anything, and later, she was just bent on doing those things for revenge, approaching the people she wanted to get close to, and even willing to sell her life freedom, but now, is everything still as simple as it used to be?

No, after she gave her heart, after she fell in love with someone, everything changed.

Even if she put this feeling in her heart, she didn't admit it, didn't think about it, and didn't say it, but she knew it best in her heart, she fell in love with Huo Qishao, and after she experienced emotional betrayal, she fell in love with someone again, and fell in love with a man she shouldn't have fallen in love with.

Such a person, such a feeling, isn't it terrible to say it, is it something she can't afford?

If she could choose her life again, what would she do, and would she still be the same as she is now?

Perhaps, she is still the same, there is no other choice.

"Lin Zhiyuan, I know that you are good to me, but there are some things you don't understand, if you understand one day, you will feel how ridiculous everything you are doing now, don't be like this anymore, find better people, find people who are more worthy of your love, okay?" Su Yujing said to him.

Even if Zhiyuan said it very clearly, what he wants is not affection, but a person will not be good to her for no reason, that is the payment of feelings, and a person can't always accept it like this, that is irresponsible for feelings, she has no other choice, isn't it?

So, she can only do this now, and what she can face now, she will face it herself.

No matter how scared and difficult the road ahead is, she wants to take Huo Qishao's hand and go on.

That's her life, right? At least, that's what Su Yujing thinks now.

And as long as she has a goal now, isn't it enough?

Lin Zhiyuan smiled at her, "Don't worry, I think I'll meet a better woman, right? At least, it's not worse than you, right?"

When Su Yujing heard Lin Zhiyuan say this, she seemed to be able to breathe a sigh of relief, "I'm very happy that you can think so, I think it's very good." ”

As long as a person is willing to let go of a relationship, then, she will have a new beginning, if a person, willing to face their feelings, then, she will always get happiness.

Isn't happiness always simple? she doesn't need to be accompanied, she doesn't need the approval of others, she just thinks she's right, that's enough.

"Su Yujing, it seems that you really want me to stay away from you and never appear in front of you again, is that so?" Although Lin Zhiyuan was a little sad and a little disappointed, he knew that what he heard from Su Yujing's mouth was implementation, not a lie, nor a deception.

That's the best.

Of course, Lin Zhiyuan knew that if Su Yujing hadn't fallen in love with Huo Qishao, she would not have married him at all, and only love would let her do this.

He has known Su Yujing for so many years, and he thinks that he should know her, and this understanding will make her understand what she should do, isn't it?

"Su Yujing, no matter what, I have never regretted it, never. "Some love, that's it, give it, there will be no regrets.

Of course, Lin Zhiyuan knew that if Su Yujing hadn't fallen in love with Huo Qishao, she would not have married him at all, and only love would let her do this.

He has known Su Yujing for so many years, and he thinks that he should know her, and this understanding will make her understand what she should do, isn't it?

"Su Yujing, no matter what, I have never regretted it, never. "Some love, that's it, give it, there will be no regrets.

Of course, Lin Zhiyuan knew that if Su Yujing hadn't fallen in love with Huo Qishao, she would not have married him at all, and only love would let her do this.

He has known Su Yujing for so many years, and he thinks that he should know her, and this understanding will make her understand what she should do, isn't it?

"Su Yujing, no matter what, I have never regretted it, never. "Some love, that's it, give it, there will be no regrets.

Su Yujing smiled, "Then if you fall in love with another woman and meet your beloved woman, you won't regret it, absolutely not!"

It turns out that some feelings are like this, they meet, they fall in love, and when they are separated, they will not feel heartbroken, but they feel indifferent, it turns out that this is the life they want.

Lin Zhiyuan smiled, "It seems to be like this, yes, but will you still accompany her about Sissi's affairs? ”

He asked her.

Su Yujing nodded, "Of course, why not? I also like Sissi, I hope she can become a normal child, she can face everything without being afraid of anything, and go to school to play with her friends and classmates of the same age normally." ”

It's a great future to look forward to.