Chapter 086 [Ruthless may not be a true hero]

With a crunch, the door to the backyard bedroom slowly closed.

At the same time, more than a dozen medical officers and maidservants were all withdrawn, standing tremblingly under the corridor, holding their breath and silent.

Zhuge Liang tapped his finger and signaled the four maids who were ordered to stay outside the door and wait for the call at any time, and then raised his hand and waved his hand to take the lead in leaving the backyard. A group of medical officers and maids hurriedly followed him, dodging the many fierce generals in the courtyard, who were as fierce as tigers and wolves, and hurried away, lest they be caught and beaten by the generals if they were a little slower.

Seeing that Zhuge Liang had left with everyone, the generals looked at each other, and immediately looked back at Li Li's bedroom door step by step, and reluctantly left the courtyard.

At this point, the backyard, which had been noisy for half an hour, finally quieted down, and only twenty-four Jin Qiwei soldiers and four beautiful maids remained here, standing quietly in the courtyard full of solemn atmosphere, motionless.

In fact, they all know the true meaning of "Mrs. Lingqi just mentioned that "Mrs. Lingqi went inside alone to serve the lord". This was originally a beautiful and romantic thing, but because of Li Li's sudden illness, the romantic atmosphere was completely destroyed, making the backyard filled with an unusually dignified atmosphere, and the tense and depressing atmosphere was suffocating.

In fact, not only the soldiers and maidservants felt depressed, but the generals of Xiliang and Zhuge Liang who had just left were also full of questions and worried. They could never have imagined that Li Li, the lord who was iron-clad and had the best martial arts, would get sick, and it was a sudden illness without warning, and his symptoms were very strange, hot and cold. Unconscious, and from time to time he lost his voice and whispered (dream talk).

You must know that Li Li's body is extremely strong. Tall and mighty, with the power of a thousand jun, it is enough to tear tigers and leopards alive and slap jackals. In the previous years of warfare, Hugh said that he was sick, and Li Li could still command the army to fight even if he was seriously injured, and even had the spare strength to fight. Just yesterday at noon. Li Li also personally went into battle and swung his knife to cut off Liu Bei's arm, and severely injured Guan Yu, and then killed more than fifty black-clothed servants in a row. God is brave and fierce, unmatched.

However, only one night later, he fell ill, and he was so sick that he did not know who he was. Medicinal stones are useless. Many medical officers are helpless and powerless.

The first qiΔ“ came so suddenly that the generals were caught off guard, and they didn't believe that Li Li was suddenly ill. In the minds of the generals of Xiliang, Li Li is the embodiment of the undefeated god of war, invincible in the world. It is really ridiculous and nonsense that such an invincible god of war would get sick?

But the facts are in front of us. All the generals saw with their own eyes that the lord Li Li was indeed sick. He is still very sick. It was the generals who couldn't help but feel deeply suspicious, suspicious, suspicious of the people who had been in contact with their lord last night, especially all the officials, maids and servants in the Shangdang County Guard's Mansion. Even, in their eyes, Zhuge Liang is the most suspicious of the general's mansion, because it was he who accompanied Li Li to drink all night last night, and it was he who sent the drunken lord into the bedroom.

Therefore, the generals have great opinions about Zhuge Liang, suspecting that he is making trouble and deliberately murdering his own master. So when they learned that the lord Li Li was ill, they couldn't help but be hostile to Zhuge Liang and didn't give him a good face at all. If they hadn't had scruples and no real evidence, I'm afraid they would have done it to Zhuge Liang a long time ago.

However, this qiΔ“ is just speculation, limited to suspicion, and Li Li is still in a coma at this moment, and there is no danger to his life for the time being. Therefore, the generals can still restrain their feelings for the time being, hoping that the lord can wake up, and it is not irreparable. If Li Li really has an accident, then their suspicions at this moment will be transformed into actual actions, Zhuge Liang can not escape his guilt, and his end is destined to be extremely tragic, and Li Li must be martyred.

Of course, everyone from the county guard to the county guard mansion was buried together, from the Taishou to the miscellaneous servants, and none of them could escape, because the county guard was surrounded by the big army. Li Li is alive, and these soldiers are the defense force guarding the county guard; If something happens to Li Li, then these armorers will wield butcher knives and kill everyone in the county guard's mansion.

This is by no means alarmist, but a fact that must exist.

It must be known that the brave and combative Xiliang Legion was formed and developed by Li Li. Although its predecessor was the Xiliang Army under Dong Zhuo, after so many years of development and change, it has become a huge private army that only obeys Li Li's orders. Whether it is the main battalion or the county soldiers, more than ninety percent of the middle and senior generals were personally promoted and appointed by Li Li, and more than seventy percent of the soldiers have followed Li Li to fight together. The loyalty of such an army is beyond doubt.

As long as Li Li is alive, no one will be able to control this army except him, let alone take away military power from him. On the other hand, once Li Li encounters an accident, this army is likely to lose control, resulting in a situation of fragmentation; In this way, there is nothing they dare not do, and the consequences will be unpredictable.

This is a common disease of feudal dynasties, and its source is not the cult of personality, but the deep-rooted feudal social system and cultural education.

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"Bang!" With a loud bang, Li Zhengfeng, who was only 36 years old, was blown out, submerged in the smoke and flames, and sank to the icy seabed. At the moment of the end of his life, the memories of more than 30 years ago all came to mind, which recorded his brief experience.

Born from the grassroots, although he had excellent academic performance, he had to drop out of high school after only one and a half years of high school, his family was poor, his parents were farmers, his grandparents were frail and sick, and his younger siblings were in school. Three months after dropping out of school, he joined the army, and his tenacious nature and hard-working temperament made him stand out among many comrades-in-arms, and finally Tigan stayed in the army. In the following years, he successfully entered the sight of the head of the army, and stepped on the red line and rose rapidly. At the same time, he also won the return of beauty and became the son-in-law of a wealthy family, and his career became smoother and smoother, and his future was immeasurable.

However, in the eyes of many colleagues who don't know the truth, he is just a soft rice eater, climbing the high branches, and the sparrow turned into a phoenix, for which he suffered a lot of ridicule and white eyes. But who knows that eating soft rice also requires real skills, especially a grassroots like him. If there is no hundredfold effort and no extraordinary skills, it will not be his turn to eat soft rice. What's more, how high the chief's vision is is by no means something that ordinary people can imagine. If you don't get his approval, you can climb the high branches, and it is impossible to hold the beauty.

In fact, he has no idea of climbing high branches at all, and his biggest dream in life is to live a personal life, so that his parents and younger siblings who have worked hard for most of his life can live a good life. That's all. But fate has never been bound by human will, and when others thought he was walking on the golden road, who knew that he was involuntarily himself. My self-esteem is tormented, and I can only continue to walk on despite it, hoping that one day I can regain my dignity.

That's because of it. He has repeatedly undertaken the most dangerous tasks, one is to correct his name, and the other is to accumulate military merits, laying a solid foundation for his future career. But luck doesn't favor one person forever. Once or twice, he turned danger into a disaster, allowing him to perform miraculous feats repeatedly. But it doesn't mean that three or four times he can still be safe. So half a month after he was just promoted to the commander of the regiment, luck came to an end, and bad luck struck, and he finally collapsed and sank into the sand and was sent into the icy sea by a bomb.

The moment he fell from the raging fire into the icy water, there was a fault in his memory, and he lingered in the fire and cold water for a long time, no matter how much he struggled??????

When consciousness awakens again. He is already attached to "Li Li", who is seriously injured and on the verge of death, and his strong desire to survive makes him desperately struggle without figuring out the situation. Finally escaped death and came back to life. During his recuperation, he knew that he was in the troubled times of the Eastern Han Dynasty, and this body was actually Li Li, the nephew of Li Wei, the general of Xiliang, a historical unknown person, and a Xiliang rebel who died five years later under the conquest of Cao Cao's army.

The unpredictable fate gave Li Zhengfeng a chance to start over, and gave him a chance to re-prove his identity, and he could be an upright person in this life and do a vigorous career.

Subsequently, Zhu Jun was captured alive and Chen Liu was attacked, allowing him to lay the foundation for his own affairs; Wu Wei rose and exterminated the eight tribes of Xiliang, making him stand out from the many warlords of Xiliang and take the lead. During the Chang'an Rebellion, he carefully planned, took the chestnut from the fire, fought hard, and finally reaped the benefits of the fisherman, pacified Xiliang, and became a strong overlord who coerced the Son of Heaven to order the princes again after Dong Zhuo.

While winning a position of power, he also won the "love" that truly belongs to him, and he is no longer ridiculed or ridiculed. Moreover, he has many beautiful wives and concubines, and the beauties in the house are like clouds, which is enough to envy the heroes of the world.

However, the more you get, the more you give. In order to defend what he owned, for many years, he did not leave his body, did not unload the saddle, fought in the east and west, and fought in the south and the north, and there was almost no respite. So much so, for so many years, he has been tense in his nerves, thinking about the situation in the world all the time in his mind, carefully weighing the pros and cons of everything he does, and fighting twelve points in the face of every opponent, not daring to slack off or be careless.

In the battle of Yecheng, he thought that the victory was in his hands, the overall situation had been decided, and in the face of the upcoming victory, he couldn't help but be complacent. Because after destroying Yuan Shao, the day of winning the world is close at hand, and no prince can stop him from dominating the world, and thousands of miles of rivers and mountains are at his fingertips. However, just as he relaxed his vigilance a little, he suffered the first crushing defeat in many years, hundreds of thousands of troops were wiped out, and even his own life hung by a thread. If it weren't for Gongsun Zhan's desperate protection, he was afraid that the head on his neck would have been cut off by Guan Yu and die of hatred.

After this unprecedented fiasco, Li Li was physically and mentally exhausted, both discouraged and lazy after the defeat, and the great self-blame of hundreds of thousands of soldiers who died because of his negligence. Most of those fallen soldiers were comrades who had followed him for many years and fought for the rest of their lives, but they did not admit that they spilled blood on the battlefield at the moment when victory was in sight, closed their eyes forever, and left him forever. They all left with endless remorse, but this huge responsibility was all pressed on Li Li alone, blocked in his heart, and overwhelmed him.

In the final analysis, Li Li is not a pure cold-blooded overlord, he has the sensitive nerves of a peaceful era, but he is responsible for endless killing and bloodshed. Seeing that hundreds of thousands of soldiers were killed, he should be fully responsible as the commander of the army, and he will never forgive himself for this responsibility. Behind these hundreds of thousands of soldiers are their own families, and he can not care about the life or death of the enemy, but he cannot ignore the soldiers and their families who are working for him.

Under such tremendous pressure, after escaping himself safely, Li Li fell ill and lay on the couch like a normal person with flesh and blood. In his coma, he kept muttering, as if to say something, but it was intermittent and incoherent. Fragments of memory surfaced in his mind, recording the hardships he had experienced, his body hot and cold, as if he had been tempered in a purgatory of ice and fire; The soul is tormented and tormented, struggling, wandering and wandering, but it is helpless, and it can never find a harbor where it can dock the soul.

Ruthless may not be a true hero, how can a poor son not be a husband?

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