The sound of a cracking gong came to mind, and suddenly, I saw a blinding white light drown me out.

Boom, boom......

Hearing a frightening voice, everything seems to flutter, as if it is dissolving, what will be my fate in the end?

"Ah......h

Let out a long, deep breath, followed by a gasp. It's like a drowning suffocator suddenly popping out of the water, like a person who has been haunted by fear suddenly pulling out of a nightmare.

The blinding light in front of him gradually became clear, and he blinked his eyes uncomfortably, and his eyes regained focus, but he still saw a white patch. It was a white wall, and a cell phone with a lot of text on it.

Am I, where?

The mind was a little swollen, the memory was a little blurry, and the consciousness seemed to be violently pulled, as if waking up from a nightmare. I just remember...... I was sleepy and fell asleep, and then a nightmare.

I dreamed that I was in a theater in a parallel world, and I saw a terrifying existence...... No, it could be a real event, but was it a nightmare or something else...... I think my memory is skewed.

Waiting for the headache to subside, I looked around. One says luxurious and luxurious, the other says ordinary and ordinary room, this is my bedroom.

My name is Ye Yan, I just celebrated my 18th birthday, and I am currently studying at Shanghai Jiao Tong University. My family is in technology, my father is the president of the company, and I have an older brother named Ye Yifan, and my mother died when I was three years old.

That's all I remember, but I don't know if these memories are real, but if they are, what is the purpose of my existence......

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

Everything in the world is unreasonable, and everything is decorated with injustice.

That's right, it's like .....

The bedroom door was pushed open with a "squeak" sound. At the door, as many students had seen, I saw my father standing there, looking dissatisfied.

"Do you watch your brother again until midnight? It is said that there is no Ultraman in this world, and there is no TPC. Don't put yourself in the book just because your brother wrote us all into it, it's just your fantasy and his fantasy......"

I think I was really involved in watching it, and I spent the night reading "Ultraman Tiga: The Battle of Tiga" written by my brother. Although it is based on Ultraman on TV, it is a little too dark...... But it's really fun to be able to live your own authenticity.

Yes, among the elder brother, there is also a Ye Yan. As Ultraman Nexus, as a member of Neo-GUTS, and as the younger brother of the protagonist, even though he has a tragic and dark past, he can still stand firm in his heart.

But I'm different......

"Hurry up and learn! Your monthly exam results have dropped a lot this month, and I dare to hand over the company to you just because of you? You might as well write it with your scrappy brother. ”

A trace of displeasure flashed on his father's face, obviously he didn't get a perfect score in physics, so he said that it had dropped a lot......

Yes, I was forced by my father to study every day, and I put in more effort than ordinary people. There is no time to catch your breath, and as soon as you stop, your father will say that you are lazy......

But what I know, it's obviously my bastard brother who doesn't want to be motivated, so I was born. For his father, he is a tool to take over the company, for the bastard brother, he is a villain who strips away his status, and for his deceased mother, he is an unnecessary existence.

What's the point of such a life, right? From the moment of birth, he was destined to fate, and no matter how much he struggled, it would be useless......

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

Countless lives are imprisoned in the cage from which there is no escape.

That's right, it's like ......

"I'm going to study in the library today, so I'm going out first......"

I couldn't stand my father's nagging and went out, but I could still hear my father shouting from behind: "When can you fight for some anger, don't be like your useless brother." ”

Don't be like my bastard brother, at least he has the freedom to live the life he wants. What about me? The family is so beautiful, who knows what kind of cruelty is behind the heir?

shouldn't have been born in this world, every time I saw my mother's helpless eyes when I was a child, I would think so. If I had known earlier that this would have come to this, I would have quietly returned to the placenta, or that the doctor had cut it off several times while it was still placenta and thrown it into the dirty trash can.

I have some doubts about the reality of this world, is this the world I live in, or is it a nightmare that I can't escape?

Walking through the streets of the city, I felt that the weather was very bad today. The sky was dark, the air was filled with the smell of filth, and people walked numbly on both sides of the street as if they were about to die.

Is this what really happened, or is it the world as I see it?

Well, what's the point?

Walking on the way to the library, I saw my bastard old brother and a few of his best friends. It seems to be called Han Qixuan and the high-altitude wind and clouds? There is also a tall young man, if you guessed correctly, it is his editor Du Fei.

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

On the streets of the city, it is the same as many people do not expect.

That's right, it's like ......

"Bastard brother, what are you doing today?"

Helplessly, he skimmed out an unkind word over there. After hearing my voice, my bastard brother also threw a cold look, including several of his companions, and sighed in annoyance as if he had seen something unlucky.

"Does it matter what activities I do? You're not the same as me...... Son of heaven, let's go and study hard, otherwise my father will beat me up again when he sees you talking to me. ”

I'm used to the sarcastic words, and I've always been like this from the moment I became sensible. Why should I talk to him? Eager to gain his approval? What's the point, obviously people who live in different worlds.

Since that day more than a decade ago, I've understood that the bastard brother has always been unhappy with me. He thought it was my birth, and his mother, who loved him, would die of illness; I think it was my birth that my father would give up on him completely.

What a bastard......

I'm the one who should say I'm unlucky, so why should I live for others? Annoying, nauseous, want to throw up......

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

All things are predestined from birth, and we have always been imprisoned in this cage.

That's right, it's like ......

"You'd better go quickly, we can't play with a genius like you."

The bastard brother turned around after saying this coldly, and his little friend Gao Tianyun also said: "Brother Yan, don't take Yifan's words to heart." I don't think we're qualified to play with you because you're so good. ”

I didn't expect such a beautiful person to speak so hurtfully. But I understand what she means, who let me unilaterally crush the last time I played games with them, and also showed a different maturity from this age group......

Because it's all prescribed, but who wants to stay in this cage? If I wasn't treated differently, if I could grow up like a normal child......

Impossible, who makes themselves a substitute? That engineering education made me unable to tolerate failure, and I also couldn't tolerate the immaturity of others.

This garbage-like world is so annoying. Why did I know those truths, and why did I receive those educations? Blame me for complaining that the world hasn't changed itself? But this kind of thing, no matter how much you struggle, it's useless.

I didn't think I should continue the conversation with them, so I left them and continued to the library.

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

Ignorance is often the greatest wisdom, and the moment you know the truth is the moment of self-destruction.

That's right, it's like ......

Turning the title page of "The KinginYellow" in the library is like Camilla letting the real unmask, but the real is the real, and just one look at the prostitute will lead to madness.

The old lie slaughters the truth, and it's a crazy feast. Everyone is willing to indulge in lies, and Queen Cassiluda lifts the veil of lies, and glimpses the truth behind the destruction of the kingdom of Niti.

In an instant, the dark sky changed color.

The terrifying red, like blood, could be seen as soon as you looked up, and a full black moon appeared in the blood-red sky, and the shining Aldebaran was hanging beside it.

Is that, the stars...... Or a dark vortex......

Suddenly, Aldebaran grew larger, and the fog of everything spread around the city of Kalksa. It came closer and closer from the sky, closer to the filthy earth, until it appeared before my eyes.

I don't know where I am, but I can see a lake of shimmering power, and my shadow no longer belongs to me, but to the ragged king in yellow.

Is this a nightmare from which I can't escape? Or is it punishment......

An invisible force pushed me, and I jumped off the waters of Lake Harry. There were no ripples on the water, and it felt like it was stuck in a swamp, as if it was enveloped in indescribable darkness.

"The world is meaningless, and people live in false blindness. You ...... too."

yes, blindly......

I don't want to face the darkness in my heart, but I just press it into the deepest part of my heart one after another. No matter how much you deny it, it's always been there.

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

The world is meaningless.

That's right, it's like ......

As I sank to the bottom of the lake, I saw the sky-high city of Kalksa becoming clearer and clearer. Who's talking, right? It seems to be the wailing of the dead......

People say that human beings are inherently good, but is that really the case? Everyone is trapped in a predestined cage, from which no amount of struggle can escape. In this world, everything is also a designed program.

Those who move bricks can only move bricks, and those who have money will only follow those who have money. No matter how bold the rhetoric or the effort is, it is meaningless to the world.

I... We......

Forever living in pain, even if you have worked hard, but the fate that cannot be changed, the eternal grief, hehe.....

People crave the truth, but they don't realize that they are living in lies. It's like people can only see the bright surface, but never see the dark and cruel nature.

Why should I live in this world? I have never been loved, and even everything I do is meaningless...... Or not just me, but everyone else in the world.

They all live as others expect, drunk and dreaming every day, listening to those chicken soup for the soul and thinking that everything will be fine, but how can it be okay?

The world is meaningless......

The world is not worth guarding.

Because no matter the wind or rain, no matter the joy or sorrow, the world does not care. It's still spinning, and people are still living in loneliness and unspeakable pain.

The world is meaningless, so destroy it. All hopes, despairs, and darkness are all destroyed!

Everything doesn't make sense, and it's okay if everything is ruined.

Kill everything!