Brain-racking thoughts.

The male protagonist thinks from the bottom of his heart that Sakura is a great person.

A dying man even taught him the meaning of life and changed his way of life.

[My heart is filled with her.]

I think...... You.

"I want to be you."

I want to be someone who can identify with others, to be a person who is recognized by others.

I want to be a person who can love others, to be loved by others. 】

In this direction, he thought of a proverb that fits this meaning very well.

"I want to boil your nail tar and eat it."

- A neon proverb that boils the nail dirt of excellent people as medicine and eats it, and it is a metaphor to learn from excellent people as an example.

[After I entered this sentence into my phone, I immediately deleted it again.] I thought the proverb I was using was too common, and I had to find a more appropriate language to make her happy.

After some thought, in the corner of memory, no, maybe the center of memory, a sentence slowly came up.

This sentence made me very happy, even a little proud.

Is there anything more appropriate as a gift to her?

I put my whole heart into that sentence and edited it into a text message to send to her on the other end of the phone.

I......

"I want to eat your pancreas." 】

There is no more appropriate compliment than this.

But.

In real life, we never know what will happen in the next second......

Yes, the world is always full of uncertainties.

No one can predict tomorrow.

Not even a detective in reasoning.

Sakura did not die of illness in the end.

Instead, after being discharged from the hospital, he met a serial murderer on the road and was stabbed to death.

The news was extremely abrupt.

Whether it's for the male protagonist in the story, or for the reader Yuzu before the story.

All the good things that had accumulated before were wiped out in an instant.

Sure enough, you're still a ghost.

The sense of sight is very strong, and Yuzu is already feeling that her stomach is starting to hurt.

It's like a slam blow to the heart.,After the male owner got the news.,It's really heartache that he can't breathe.。

After that, the male protagonist fell into depression all day long.

Timid, he didn't even dare to attend Sakura's funeral.

After the summer vacation, I planned to go to Sakura's house and find her diary...... No, at this time, it can already be said that it is a suicide note "Comorbid Library".

The male protagonist went to Sakura's mother, and after finding the suicide note, the pen and ink in this part are somewhat similar to "April is Your Lies".

It is also a physical illness.

The same is an incomplete ending.

The same is the eternal separation of heaven and man.

Again, only the text is left.

It's just that the control and rendering of emotions and words in this part of "Pancreas" is much stronger than "Four Lies".

In "Comorbid Library", there is Sakura, who has died, and the words written to everyone.

The emotion for the male protagonist is even more amazing.

It turns out that Sakura has always felt that the male protagonist is a very great person, with his own personality charm, and he doesn't show his joy and doesn't bring sad emotions to his family and friends.

Sakura is very envious of the male protagonist's way of living.

has long been longing for the male protagonist from the heart.

The encounter with him on the day in the hospital was also the result of Sakura's own choice.

The male protagonist who knows everything is already dumbfounded.

I thought it was my unilateral longing and admiration...... I didn't expect the other party to be longing for himself?

And that's not all.

At the end of the long suicide note.

At the end, it was very surprising that Sakura's thoughts were exactly the same as his.

[I have a unique eye, and I have long discovered your charm.

Before I die, I want to boil your nail dirt and eat it.

I wanted to write it like this, but I suddenly felt that it was inappropriate. How can you use such a rotten street proverb? My relationship with you is not deep enough in these words.

By the way, I think of a sentence but maybe you won't like it very much.

I really wanted to......

I want to eat your pancreas.

- First Draft]

It turns out that the two have always longed for each other and have the same heart.

The male protagonist who realizes this.

For the first time, I felt like a human being, for the first time I was alive like this.

Thank you!

No words can express gratitude to the object of gratitude that no longer exists in this world.

Finally.

The male protagonist finally inherited Sakura's will, made Sakura's best friend Kyoko as a friend, and went to be cheerful. , full of strength for life.

It was also his own choice.

After you left, I lived like you.

It will be you.

["Let's go, let's go to Sakura's house! ”

"That's right, Sakura is still waiting for us."

We laughed as we walked down the long steps.

There is no more fear in my heart. 】

In the end, the male protagonist feels the warmth of the sun shining between his fingers, and may the world be kind to everyone, and may everyone in the world be surrounded by deep love and the fragrance of roses.

Take joy, happiness and beauty as the wine.

To you.

To this wonderful world.

Yuzu came back to her senses.

It's over, but the seeds of emotion have just ushered in its spring.

This is definitely a work that touches her the most.

The emotional realism in the yuzu was shocked.

I felt a lot, and I didn't even have time to count and summarize, Yuzu just wanted to finalize the follow-up arrangements with the printing house as soon as possible, so that more readers could witness this good book.

"Sister Yuzu, finished reading?"

Noticing that Yuzu's gaze had shifted to the draft, she began to be stunned, and Xiao Su reminded her.

Yuzu will be a god: "Well, after reading it, let's go back." ”

"Huh? I haven't seen it yet......"

"Let's go back and talk about it, I can lend you a copy of the manuscript to see, but you can't take it with you, you know?"

The main reason is that I am afraid that Xiaosu will leak the content of the original manuscript, which will have a great impact on the release of the new book.

Xiao Su nodded obediently.

Some of the originals are good to read, and she doesn't ask for more.

reported to the bored Su Xiaoxiao, and asked her to tell Su Chen that the original manuscript was fine, just wait for the release date to be confirmed, and Yuzu would have nothing to say.

It was Xiao Xiao who stalked and begged for Su Xiaoxiao's contact information, but the latter couldn't help it this time, so he could only keep her QQ.

This made Xiaoxiao ecstatic, and said that he would invite Su Xiaoxiao to drink milk tea after work.

Don't think about it, the little girl must have refused.

Although she is not as busy as Su Chen now, she is not an idler anymore, even a year ago, she didn't have so much time to go out to play.

In short, after the delivery was completed, Su Xiaoxiao parted ways with the two and rushed to Bilibili.

Here, Manager Xu, they are having a "combat" meeting about the year after the year.

With the residual heat of "Morning Flowers and Oath".

Bilibili also wants to release another shocking animation work.

What they want to discuss in today's meeting is the relevant content and direction of the work.

To put it bluntly, it is an exchange of inspiration.

And Su Xiaoxiao, who is an art master, is naturally qualified to listen to the content of the meeting.

……