Chapter 351 "April is Your Lie" Final Words: Spring Breeze (Ask for Subscription!) )
So, not long after that, "April is Your Lies" was updated with the final words.
Final Words: Spring Breeze.
A simple two-word title makes readers feel a mixture of daunting feelings.
"Holy, this is an update?"
"Finish sprinkling flowers, before you see it, sprinkle a flower to suppress the shock."
"Blind guess Kaoru's ECG to be flat."
"Snow heralds the arrival of the spring breeze, so miracles will also come with the wind, well, it must be like that!"
"Kaoru Kono"
"Now, there must be a miracle for the heroine, right?"
"The old sonar in front...... Forget it, don't complain, let's go to the comics first. ”
"I've got tissues ready...... A panicked batch. ”
"You guys are also fast at grabbing the building."
The previous article used a lot of foreshadowing and foreshadowing to pave the way for this final story, and the sensational part of the foreplay was too sufficient, which made some readers not have the courage to read it for a while.
Even some people don't read the content of the comics as if they were stunned, they just stop on the page of the title, and they go back and forth on the communication website to brush miracles.
They don't want to see that bad end, and they don't want to see that cruel truth.
However, after hesitating for a moment, soon a warrior turned the page and rushed into the text - the long pain is better than the short pain, and the indecisive one writes a small composition for the heroine here, it is better to go in and see what the ending is.
In the previous content, Gongsheng and Kaoru Chef promised to never forget each other and fell in love with each other.
In order to be able to play on the same stage with the public students again, Kaoru worked hard to do rehabilitation training, and decided to undergo surgery, and at the same time, he was very strong to encourage the public students who were about to participate in the competition.
But after being strong, she is actually more vulnerable than anyone else.
Kaoru even wails in a one's night ward, shouting "Stand up for me, this is my leg" to vent.
After Kaoru's condition deteriorated, the public who happened to be present fell into decadence and anxiety again due to shock and the memory of his deceased mother.
He was confused as to what expression he should use to face Kaoru.
He even gave up playing the piano again, because he could no longer find a reason to play, and his voice was ...... Once again, he couldn't hear the keys.
In his confusion, he receives a letter from Kaoru, who heads up to meet Kaoru and learns that the surgery and his important match were held on the same day.
At Kaoru's request, Gongsheng carried her to the rooftop, and the two hugged each other in the snow.
And Kaoru couldn't suppress his heart at this time and confessed to Gongsheng.
In fact, Kaoru also has a fear of surgery, under the border between life and death, no matter how optimistic she is, it is fake, who can not be painful at all?
However, after crying, Kaoru still regained her optimism very gently.
In order to give courage to the public students who were about to participate in the competition, she performed a cloud piano in front of the public students, and made an agreement with the public students called struggle.
In the end, Gongsheng regained his vitality and stepped onto the stage that he loved and hated.
Even if the loved one is facing the test of life and death, even if he is not ready, even if the body and mind have long been consumed by exhaustion and grief......
It must be played too!
Because this is an agreement with her!
At this point, all the readers have raised their hearts to their throats.
Boarding the stage that contained too many of his complicated feelings, stroking the piano keys, Gongsheng suddenly calmed down.
["As you said, listen closely, and my mind will be overflowing with all kinds of notes. ”
"I'm not alone, we're not alone from the moment we meet someone."
"We're connected."
"Convey the past! Convey the past! Convey the ...... of the past"]
He was playing intently while shouting inwardly.
The sound of the piano is thorough, beautiful and sad, and in the colorful timbre, there is pain.
In the performance, Gongsheng reminisced about everything around him, and wanted to convey everything to Kaoru who was undergoing surgery through the keys.
At this moment, the sound of the violin suddenly echoed in Gongsheng's ears, and the phantom of Kaoru appeared in front of his eyes.
The two looked at each other and smiled, like messengers from heaven, and played beautiful music—a non-existent ensemble, played in Gongsheng's own fantasies.
But at the end of the song, when the liver and intestines were broken, Kaoru's figure gradually dissipated, and Gongsheng realized something.
Grief, helplessness, loneliness, wishes, and loneliness are intertwined with countless feelings in my heart, and I can't stop my tears.
The implicit expression in the manga is also euphemistic and indirect, explaining to the reader the fact that Kaoru has passed away.
["If it doesn't bother you, please take this."] ”
In front of the cemetery, Kaoru's parents handed a letter to the public student.
"Thank you for making Kaoru's life colorful." 】
Yours sincerely, Mr. Arima Gongsheng......
At this point, it is also a plot to recycle all the foreshadowing in the previous article and harvest the tears of readers.
The content of the letter contains too many true feelings of the girl, and at the same time, it also tells the truth that the public does not know.
What kind of encounter, acquaintance, acquaintance, love, and separation of love, compared to this letter, are all weak, okay?
It turns out that Kaoru has known Gongsheng since he was a child, and he has been looking forward to him for a long time, and in the first words, Kaoru, who met symbiosis from under the cherry blossoms, actually shed tears that are difficult to speak.
She's been in love with Gongsheng for ten years, and now that she's finally in contact with him, how can Kaoru not shed tears.
But here, Kaoru panicked.
She said that she liked to cross, not Gongsheng.
She knew that she was suffering from a stubborn illness and that her time was short, so she didn't want to affect Gongsheng's emotions too much, so she only maintained a friend relationship with Gongsheng, and jokingly called the other party "Friend A".
- is also known as "I liked you for ten years, but spent the whole month of April, weaving a lie that I don't love you." ”
Anyway, there are not many days left to live, and the girl doesn't have the luxury of having a vigorous love affair with the public student, she just wants the other party to remember herself.
So in the play, everything she does seems to be very freewheeling, she doesn't care about the result of the violin competition, she just wants the audience to remember herself...... It's not that she was naturally cheerful, it's just that he is obsessed with himself and longs for her to leave something for others before she dies.
Because she is facing the heavy and cruel truth of death.
What is the place you go after death? Nobody knows.
Death may not be terrible, but when you know that you are suffering from a stubborn illness and are already in the cold countdown to death, this waiting period of knowing that you are about to die is the most painful.
Kaoru in the manga not only endured this pain silently alone, but when he was still alive, he hid this pain in his heart and saved the fallen Arima Kosei.
This letter, which does not reveal the truth until the end, is the most unforgettable.
[Am I moving into someone's new house?]
"yes."
Am I in your heart?
"I didn't even take off my shoes and moved in."
Even if it's just a moment...... Do you think of me?
"If I forget...... You're going to come to me as a wraith. ”
I won't allow you to erase your memory.
"How so?"
I made an appointment, and sure enough, it was great to choose you.
Has it arrived? It's good to convey it.
Arima Gongsheng-kun, I like you! I like you! I like you!
I like to play with the eldest lady's temper, and I always beat you, and I'm sorry for many things......
But I still want to thank you. 】
"You're really self-centered, and I'm the one you should be thanking me for."
With a light sigh, Gongsheng looked at the intersection of the tram track in front of him, evoking thousands of thoughts and feeling a lot of emotion in his heart.
At this time, the railing of the intersection was lowered, and the tram passed through the intersection, sweeping countless cherry blossom petals, just like the splendor of the tragic stage.
Putting down the letter, Arima raised his head and stared at the tram driving in the distance, the elegant black cat on the road, and the countless petals flying in the breeze.
"Spring is coming soon."
"The spring that will let me meet you is coming."
The breeze stirred up the bangs of Gongsheng.
A smile like a cherry blossom fragrance hung on the corner of his mouth, warm and eternal, but also slightly bitter.
"There's no more spring for you...... It's coming. ”
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