Chapter 44: Just Say You're Like Them
Zhao Bai'an didn't know why she suddenly felt a burst of sadness, she looked at Chen Yudi, who had been lowering her head, and was sad that he had changed herself to the world like this.
"Chen Yudi!" Zhao Bai'an sadly called out his full name, "That's not the case, in fact, you completely misunderstand the meaning of being gregarious, you can have your own ideas, this is your usual behavior and habits, just don't be too prominent." ”
"Just don't make them think you're different, that's fine. As long as...... Don't be too indifferent to people, and don't be outstanding...... You'll be able to ...... Very ordinary......"
Zhao Bai'an said as he spoke, and his heart became more and more sad. She just wanted to tell him to be herself, but the more she said it, the more crooked it became. Why? Why is the world so harsh on "different" people? He's just smart, he's just a little cold about things, is that wrong? Is he going to be ostracized like that?
And I was still teaching him something to make him fit in, was it right for me to do so? There's nothing wrong with him, why should he stifle his character like this? Zhao Bai'an's heart blamed herself incomparably, and she felt pain for her helplessness and compromise.
But when Chen Yudi heard this, he asked Zhao Baian with a sincere face: "Really?" ”
Zhao Bai'an looked at him, and before she could answer the question, Chen Yudi's eyes instantly changed.
What Zhao Bai'an saw was not the black and white eyes full of anticipation, but many circles that kept spinning.
She felt as if she had been hypnotized, and she fainted uncontrollably.
When she woke up again, she still saw the chaotic scene of the morning in the dormitory.
Zhao Bai'an sat up slowly, such a dream made her feel a little headache, and at the same time, the uncomfortable feeling in her heart still lingered.
She rolled out of bed to say hello to her two roommates, only to find them packing.
Zhao Bai'an was confused for a while: "What are you doing?" ”
Yang Liu Yiyi turned around, looked at Zhao Bai'an strangely and said, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you?" Sleepy? It's the end of the semester, so let's pack up and go home! ”
Zhao Bai'an finally got out of the sequelae of the dream, she slammed a spirit, and then hurriedly rushed to the side of the calendar to check the date.
Sure enough, she had already marked it on the calendar, and today was the day to go home.
Zhao Bai'an was secretly distressed, she didn't prepare anything, and she was a little anxious when she saw that her two roommates had packed their luggage.
But there is no way to be in a hurry, her interior is too messy, and now she has a lot of clothes to take home to change of, not to mention that she has not packed up her daily necessities. But fortunately, she is a local, so she doesn't need to take a plane or high-speed rail or anything to go home, just tidy up the bus and then transfer to the subway.
After Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran finished cleaning up, they said goodbye to her one after another.
"That's right, Xiao Ran." Zhao Bai'an suddenly thought of something when his roommate was leaving, "Is this the first time you've gone home since your freshman year?" ”
Gao Yanran was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Zhao Bai'an to ask about this, she didn't know what she thought, her face changed slightly, and then replied a little hurriedly: "It's nothing, just go back casually, and I'll be back next week." ”
Then she slammed the door of the bedroom and left in a hurry, Zhao Bai'an and Yang Liuyi didn't know why, they didn't know what switch Gao Yanran had triggered, this move didn't seem like what she would usually do.
"Ahh Cart! However, Yang Liu Yiyi didn't have time to think about it, she glanced at the time on her phone, and then shouted and went away.
Maybe Gao Yanran was in a hurry just now, Zhao Baian didn't think about it anymore, but looked at the empty scene in the bedroom with a little distress, she didn't hesitate anymore, and hurriedly started to clean up.
"Buzz...... Buzz buzz ......" the phone rang suddenly.
Zhao Bai'an picked it up and looked at it, and found that it was her mother's phone, and she suddenly had an expectation in her heart.
Sure enough, as soon as the phone was connected, my mother's impatient voice rang out from the phone: "Baby Zhao, when will you come back today?" Do you have any dishes you would like to eat? ”
Zhao Bai'an looked at the time, her sorting speed, if she had to go home today, it might have been the middle of the night, and the subway was out of service.
But she didn't dare to tell her mother that she forgot that today was the end of the semester, so she had to make up an excuse casually: "Mom, I still have something to do at school today, it's a classmate dinner, I'll go back tomorrow!" ”
Mom's voice paused for a moment, and then weakened a degree: "I haven't seen you for more than a month, your classmates are together every day, why do you still have dinner?" ”
Zhao Bai'an doesn't go home often because there are a lot of things to do on weekends at school, but she doesn't want to listen to her mother's continued verbosity, probably because she consciously lies and makes her feel uncomfortable, so she quickly found a reason to hang up the phone: "Okay, Mom, I won't tell you yet, the things haven't been cleaned up yet!" ”
She hurriedly hung up the phone, and then concentrated on cleaning up the housekeeping, until by the afternoon, when she had finally half packed her things. She was so tired from this busy work that she planned to do it again in the evening.
She was a little lonely lying on the bed with her mobile phone, and at this time the atmosphere in the dormitory seemed to change, becoming silent and deserted, and everyone left one after another, only a few left-behind "children". The whole building seems to be an empty shell.
Chen Yudi's phone suddenly came in, Zhao Baian was startled by the shock, and quickly picked up the phone.
Daily concern came from the phone: "Bai An, what are you doing?" You should be home now, right? ”
Zhao Bai'an complained to himself speechlessly: "Ouch, I'm still in the bedroom." ”
"Ahh Chen Yudi seemed surprised.
Zhao Baian explained: "I haven't finished sorting out my things yet." ”
Chen Yudi was silent on the phone, Zhao Baian fiddled with the phone strangely, and when the phone screen lit up, she found that the other party had hung up the phone.
Zhao Bai'an was a little unhappy in her heart, she didn't like others to hang up her phone so suddenly, it was really confusing.
She wanted to call the phone back, but Chen Yudi took the lead and called back.
After connecting the phone, Zhao Bai'an wanted to ask a few words, but before she could speak, Chen Yudi took the lead and said, "Bai An, you come out, I'll wait for you at the door of the bedroom." ”
Zhao Bai'an was taken aback, she quickly turned over and got out of bed, quickly dressed, and immediately ran to the gate of the dormitory building after getting on the fast and empty elevator.
Chen Yudi was really waiting for her there, and Zhao Baian was very surprised: "Why didn't you go home?" ”
Chen Yudi scratched his head and prevaricated: "Ah, I have something else to do today, so I didn't go home." ”
In fact, he was waiting for Zhao Bai'an on purpose, he had already walked to the school gate with his luggage, and followed the army towards the journey home.
It's just that when he walked to the subway station, he met Yang Liu Yiyi, and Yang Liu Yiyi told him before Zhao Bai'an that Zhao Bai'an was wrong in the morning.
He then turned back to the dormitory, put his luggage in the bedroom, and then called Zhao Bai'an, so he could run over to accompany Zhao Bai'an in such a timely manner.
And the reason why he didn't tell the truth was because he was afraid that Zhao Baian would feel embarrassed because he deliberately stayed to wait for her.
So he felt that it was better to tell a white lie, and he did have his own careful thoughts, he didn't want to be separated from Zhao Bai'an, so he naturally couldn't let go of this God-given opportunity.
Zhao Bai'an looked at Chen Yudi, from the initial surprise slowly turned into surprise, she was feeling lonely, he suddenly appeared like timely rain, she couldn't help but smile, and then grabbed Chen Yudi's arm and said, "Great, fortunately you have something, so I will have a companion to accompany me." ”
Chen Yudi looked at the smile on Zhao Bai'an's face, and felt that everything he did was worth it, and he took the initiative to propose: "Then why don't we go out for a casual stroll together?" ”
Zhao Baian felt that it was still early anyway, and he stayed by himself, so he agreed without thinking about it.
The casual shopping of the two together gradually wore away the feeling of being alone, and she now only has the joy and relaxation in front of her.
As evening approached, they felt a little tired, so they found an elegant place to have dinner together.
Just when the two of them were happy, suddenly out of the corner of their eyes, they saw Yang Zichen and Wang Yichuan.
The four of them were all slightly surprised by the chance encounter, but they were quickly replaced by greetings and several people sat together.
Yang Zichen unabashedly said that she and Wang Yichuan actually deliberately left late, after all, the two of them can't see each other often during the holidays, and they want to play again.
At the same time, she also asked Zhao Bai'an and Chen Yudi meaningfully.
Chen Yudi didn't speak, and Zhao Baian told about his loneliness. Although Yang Zichen expressed belief on her face, her expression was a little complicated, but Zhao Baian obviously didn't care, she shrugged her shoulders and didn't continue to say anything.
But Yang Zichen seems to be very active, and the matter of their agreement on a Disney trip has been haunting her heart. Her eyes were full of the girl's anticipation for this, and she immediately brought up the old thing: "Don't say anything else, when are we going to Disney?" ”
Zhao Bai'an calculated in her heart, she must go home tomorrow, after all, there is still a lot of luggage or something, and at the same time, she believes that if others don't go back, maybe their parents will also be in a hurry.
Fortunately, Wang Yichuan and Yang Zichen are both locals, while Chen Yudi is in other places, but it is very close, and it only takes two hours each way. So it's better to stay at home for two or three days, and then contact each other and find a reason to come out and play.
Zhao Bai'an said his thoughts, and after the other three people carefully tasted it, they all felt that it made sense, so they agreed to meet again in seven days.