Chapter 186: The Effects of Mental Pollution
Lan Ressa sat on the bed.
I opened the notebook in my arms and flipped through it.
The handwriting on it is neat.
It's much better than Lanressa's own, anyway.
It's just that the content is a bit jerky.
Better is not the knowledge they need now.
It's a little more extended.
At least Lan Ruisha is still a little incomprehensible now.
However, it's not the kind that doesn't understand it completely.
I can only understand a little.
When Lan Ruisha looked at it, she didn't have that feeling of being sudden.
Something to see when you see it.
Lan Ressa had a feeling that she seemed to know.
I just didn't think about it.
She didn't know if it was her fault.
Or for the sake of the system.
It felt like Ranresa knew something.
However, she thought she didn't know.
And then wait until you see this knowledge.
Indeed, I can remember a little.
Lan Ruisha estimated that it was probably because she was leveled up by the system.
All of that knowledge is instilled in the minds of the systems.
This method is convenient though.
But, in reality, Lan Ruisha didn't grasp those things at all.
She's like a passive storage machine.
And don't take advantage of these yourself.
It can only be touched by memory.
to remember those related things.
She can only passively accept it.
You can't use it directly or make it your own.
Lan Ressa was vaguely aware of her problem.
However, she didn't have a good solution either.
It can only be said that this knowledge is recalled repeatedly through other methods.
to transform this knowledge into something of your own.
That's not just a passive storage.
Lanressa felt that she could not rely solely on the system.
In that case.
If one of them loses the system.
Isn't it just that you have nothing?
Whether it's from the knowledge of past lives, or somewhere else.
All of them are the most reliable only by their own strength.
Lan Ruisha naturally thinks so.
She didn't know if her situation was a problem.
However, it is clear that this cannot go on like this.
No matter what happens in the future.
Lan Ruisha still has to make some preparations for herself.
This can be regarded as her whim.
Lan Ruisha didn't know if she was right to think so.
However, she felt that she could not rely on the system.
In that case, something might happen in the end.
Lan Ruisha herself can't say for sure.
Lan Ruisha felt that at this time, it was better for her to do something.
After all, when she encounters things, she can't always rely on the existence of the system.
She also has to have her own way.
Roseanne didn't think much of it.
After all, she doesn't have a system.
It's all up to the level there on their own.
Actually, Lan Ruisha really thinks a lot.
The improvement of the level in the early stage was not as troublesome as she thought.
It's just the accumulation of magic in the body.
As long as you reach a certain volume.
Then your level will be raised.
In this segment, there is not much difference between everyone.
Even if you don't understand something necessary.
That's nothing, too.
At most, it will take a little longer.
However, it is by no means possible that there will be no change at all.
As for those cultivation things.
He's just showing you the way.
A way forward.
Through your own understanding, you will have a deeper understanding.
That's it.
It's going to be a lot easier on your own.
Lan Ruisha is the system that saves her this step.
She didn't need to do anything else.
Just gain experience.
Then you can level up yourself.
Then, those insights will be fed back into Lan Ruisha's knowledge.
It's just that Lan Ruisha didn't transform this part into her own.
That's why she feels this way.
Actually, there is nothing.
It's just that Lan Ruisha made such a decision.
It's always good for herself.
It's like.
It's the same as the self-created skill created by mistake.
If you can fully transform those things into yourself.
Lanressa may have some other uses.
It's not even impossible to create your own skills.
It's just that there are still some difficulties in that kind of thing.
Lan Ruisha wants to create a self-created skill, and she has to work hard.
However, Lan Ruisha's attention is not on this right now.
For her as a double professional.
Her combat effectiveness is not very weak now.
If you can use the power of the Avengers.
Even, even a level 20 professional may be planted.
After all, who would have thought of a girl using the Holy Light.
She's still an avenger in the dark.
In the absence of defense.
Those people will definitely suffer a big loss.
What Lan Ruisha thinks about most now is.
The transfer mission of his own "Paladin".
Because I didn't complete that pre-task.
Lan Risa's Paladin Career Quest has never come out.
She's stuck here now.
Although it is said that the level or anything is not affected.
Even if Lan Ruisha can't complete the transfer.
She can also raise her level to level 19.
Just like Uncle Bernard in Greentown.
He just failed to change jobs on his own.
However, he also raised his level to level 19 through his own methods.
It's just that I want to go one step further after that.
That's not possible.
If you don't want to change classes, you can only raise your class to level 19.
If you want to go further, you must complete the job transfer.
Lan Ressa wasn't worried about anything right now.
However, when the transfer is not completed.
It always feels like there's something on my mind.
This is what the Elwyn Line looks like now.
She can feel some of it, too.
Who knows if anything will happen if this continues.
Level 15 has no strength to change classes.
Nothing can be done on the bright side.
With such strength, it is really difficult to complete the purple task of the system.
Although Lan Ruisha said on the surface that she didn't care about anything.
But in reality, she still wanted to complete the mission.
After all, if there were no tasks.
It was hard for her to move up the ranks.
Unless, Lan Ruisha chooses to go into Loran.
Go fight those monsters.
Just kill them. Lan Ruisha will gain experience.
Although it is said that the experience of killing the same monster will be decayed.
However, there is also a lot of experience gained in the early stage.
If, yes.
Lan Ressa has no problem getting to level twenty.
Just, if you do.
For Lanrissa, there is a lot of risk.
There was no way for her to go to Loren alone.
If you want to take a commission.
Then it is bound to be with other professionals.
There is also little time to act alone.
If someone else finds out.
She easily gets the attention of others.
Lan Ruisha didn't want that.
A little adventurous.
What kind of position you are, what kind of things you should do.
If out of line.
Get someone else's attention.
This is not what Lanressa wants.
Genius is always easy to spot by others.
But how many of them will make it to the end?
On the contrary, some unknown people in the early stage can often go to the end.
So, Lan Ruisha wants to hide herself.
After all, there is a good saying.
"You can make a fortune by being silent."
That's what Lanrissa was going to do.
Fighting monsters will decay.
She didn't have anything like that right now.
Rather, there is a lack of confidence in their own strength.
No job transfers have been made.
Level 15.
This kind of strength is nothing in the Elwin Line.
Someone stronger than Lan Ruisha can catch a lot of them.
However, the system mission allowed her to participate in the situation of the Elwyn Line.
This kind of thing can't change anything even from a profession in his twenties.
Not to mention Lanrissa.
If you don't make a transfer, you are inherently a little lower than other professionals.
I don't even have the right to choose when things happen.
That's what Ranrissa does.
She wants to improve her strength.
However, it is difficult.
The completion of that pre-task is very difficult.
There is also the option of the Alwyn line in the back.
Who knows what else will happen.
Lan Ruisha's current strength has no possibility of self-protection at all.
Although, she would have such thoughts.
However, there is something wrong.
Lan Ressa only felt like she had woken up that day.
It's like I'm a little different.
There is always a more tyrannical mood in my heart.
Or maybe you think of some shady place.
It always feels like that's how people are.
Lanresa found that she was always quick to notice the bad things.
But she won't do anything.
Be there and watch things happen.
It's like an observer.
There stared indifferently.
Lan Ruisha felt that her gaze must have been very cold at that time.
She could even sense that something was wrong with her at that time.
However, she didn't know what was going on.
Lan Ruisha didn't dare to tell anyone else.
She's afraid that others will find out something.
Being regarded as an "alien" by others.
Who would have thought of a church girl.
I actually have that kind of thought in my heart.
This situation is inherently unreasonable.
Lan Ruisha's way of being for herself.
She wasn't without a little guess.
It is very likely that it has something to do with the completion of the "Avenger" transfer by himself.
Although the system doesn't say anything.
But you can understand a lot from "consuming energy to resist mental erosion".
Lan Ruisha looked at the top of her right wrist.
Although, the existence of the dark stigmata is not visible.
However, Lanressa knew it was there.
Just use that power yourself.
It will manifest itself from there.
Lan Ruisha felt that her state definitely had something to do with it.
Or rather, that job change.
There must have been something going on inside.
However, Lan Ressa can't remember anything now.
All she knew was that she was in a dream.
What did you encounter?
And then a little more detailed.
I can't remember anything.
It's like there's some fog.
Those memories are completely obscured.
When Lan Ressa wanted to think about it.
My mind always feels like it's fried.
A lot of other things come to mind.
Lanressa felt like a trash can.
Only a little bit of capacity.
But it's stuffed with more than a dozen times as much.
That feeling.
Even though, Lan Ressa controlled herself not to think about what she dreamed of?
It's going to be uncomfortable for a long time.
It's like someone has hit you on the head with a hammer again.
Lan Ruisha had a guess.
My own changes must have something to do with this.
Therefore, she has not been idle for a while.
Hopefully, you can find the reason for your change from somewhere else.
It's just that the result is naturally nothing.
Lanressa and Rosanne as they left the small town of Gerry.
Only a little bit was taken away.
Five books, and some things for your own life.
In there is nothing else.
How could there be Lan Ruisha's current situation on those tops.
There is no way.
Lan Ruisha used the opportunity of the system to ask questions for free.
"Mental pollution."
That's where she is now.
The system has shielded her from the erosion of dark forces.
However, it did not clear the dark energy for her.
A large part of it became Ranressa's own strength.
This is also the reason why she completed the "Avenger" transfer.
But those dark energies are not pure.
There's a lot of other stuff mixed in with it.
A lot of negative emotions, or demonic moaning disorderly.
That maddening babbling.
These things were also left behind.
Although, the system shielded a large part of it for Lan Ruisha.
However, the remaining part is already attached to Lan Ruisha's soul.
If you want to remove these too.
It must affect Lan Ruisha's soul.
So the rest of the part can only rely on Lan Ruisha herself.
As long as you can hold on to yourself.
Well, that's not a big deal.
But, now it looks.
Lan Ruisha seems to have failed.
She's been affected by those things.
But now we know what's going on.
Then there is no need to be afraid of anything.
However, that precarious state really affected Lan Ruisha.
It's like at the beginning.
If it was Lanressa herself.
She doesn't think much about it.
You won't even be aware of your own problems.
However, this is no longer the case.
Lan Ressa noticed it directly.
Or even think directly.
If she leaves the system, then what should she do.
Lan Resa didn't know if this was good or bad.
However, she still tried to use her holy power to erase the stain on her soul.
That kind of thing is not good after all.
Lan Ruisha didn't want to let herself become, and in the end she didn't even know herself.
However, there is nothing wrong with that kind of thinking.
There is indeed that possibility.
Lan Ruisha still has to be vigilant about herself in that state.
Follow the speed of wearing.
It will take more than a month.
Lan Ressa was able to completely remove the influence of mental pollution on her.
If anything happens during this time.
She is very susceptible to that state.
Or even do something dangerous.
Lan Ruisha can only hope for the next month or so.
Nothing will happen to the Elwyn Line.
I can still maintain this calm now.