After Gao Yanran heard this, she changed the topic: "Xiao An, do you know, today there is a senior in our ACM club who confessed to me. ”

Zhao Bai'an was stunned, she was a little uncomfortable for a while, this topic couldn't help but change a little too quickly!

She really didn't know how to answer, so she fell into a moment of silence.

And Gao Yanran automatically turned on the self-talk mode at this time, maybe this is the main purpose of her dinner today.

"I don't know why, I think this kind of thing can be discussed with you, when Chen Yudi chased you at that time, what was your reaction?"

Zhao Bai'an had come back to her senses at this moment, thinking back to what had happened before and what she had learned in her dream, she didn't know what Gao Yanran's attitude was at this time.

"You can indeed discuss it with me, but this matter depends on your own mind...... And then there's ...... You need to know enough about him, no, not enough, at least a certain understanding is a must, about character, purpose, motivation, and so on. Alas, but I've said all this, and it's impossible for us to know a person completely, can we? ”

Zhao Bai'an showed a wry smile that seemed to see through everything, she pinched the wording, and originally wanted to say every sentence in detail, but in the end she could only say a rough idea. For Gao Yanran, Zhao Baian really doesn't know what she means.

But a warm current flowed through Gao Yanran's heart, and Zhao Bai'an's attitude was what she expected, which was why she wanted to hear Zhao Baian's thoughts.

Gao Yanran didn't respond to Zhao Bai'an's doubts first, but answered the superficial question with a smile: "The senior who confessed to me is also very good at computers and programming, I learned a lot from him in the previous club training activities, and I can really talk more and more with him than I can with other boys." He also participated in programming work in our school, and I really admire him and envy him! ”

Zhao Bai'an listened carefully to Gao Yanran's word by word description of everything she knew about the senior, she thought she could get any useful news from it, but the fact was that Gao Yanran didn't say a word of useful news.

However, she still saw some things from Gao Yanran's words.

Zhao Bai'an instinctively felt that Gao Yanran still liked electronic devices more than people.

She hadn't heard too many descriptions of her seniors from Gao Yanran's words, all she heard was Gao Yanran's envy and admiration.

She knew very well in her heart that Gao Yanran might not like the senior himself, but liked his talent, which was like watching TV series and worshipping idols when she was a child.

That's just a moment of freshness and blindness.

Everyone is special, and Gao Yanran is even more so. Zhao Baian doesn't have too many similar emotional experiences to teach Gao Yanran, the only thing she can tell Gao Yanran is to see her heart clearly.

At this time, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but think of herself and Chen Yudi.

She clearly remembered when Chen Yudi confessed to herself? She had that moment of panic and uncertainty.

But what is different from Gao Yanran? She knew her heart very well at the time, and she knew more about emotional things like this? No shortcuts.

And she, as a bystander? At this time, even if she has too many opinions, she has to listen to the real thoughts of the parties.

So Zhao Baian can't express his opinion immediately? She put down the food in her hand and asked Gao Yanran seriously: "So?" What do you think? I mean? For human contact. ”

Zhao Bai'an directly picked out what she wanted to know most, and Gao Yanran was stunned for a moment, and then showed a relieved smile.

Gao Yanran held a glass of juice in her hand and gently pecked two sips? Responded in a very small voice: "Xiao An? Actually, I want to give it a try......"

Zhao Bai'an was a little surprised by the words he heard.

Does Gao Yanran like seniors? Am I wrong?

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but guess in his heart at this moment.

She felt that a large number of associations she had just made were simply too redundant. Although she doesn't think she has the ability to see through people's hearts at a glance, she is still quite confident in her own observation.

So at this moment, this sense of disobedience made Zhao Baian inexplicably feel that Gao Yanran had enriched her perception of herself.

Zhao Bai'an took a sip of water to calm down? Then he said suspiciously: "Xiao Ran, do you really like that senior?" ”

Gao Yanran didn't respond immediately? She was silent on this question, and she didn't really think about whether she liked her seniors or not. Or whether I like humans to this extent or not.

She just thought, if she was really with that senior? He will definitely help himself when it comes to computers. The so-called building near the water gets the moon first? She thought she would get some bang for herself.

But Gao Yanran does always have a voice in her heart? kept asking her: Gao Yanran, is it really good for you to approach someone with a purpose like this? And for this man, do you choose to trust?

Gao Yanran didn't speak, and Zhao Baian didn't urge.

After thinking about it for a long time, Gao Yanran finally sorted out her feelings.

She put down the straw she couldn't stop biting, and calmly told Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao An, I really don't like the feeling of being a senior. ”

"Xiao Ran, then why do you want to try?" Zhao Bai'an is good at persuasion.

"I ......" Gao Yanran was about to answer, but she paused again, and she fell into quiet contemplation as she had just now.

She thought deeply, and finally came to a conclusion, she was frank with Zhao Baian: "Xiao An, what happened before really made me feel very insecure, but in fact, I know that I may have some mental illness about some things. ”

Zhao Bai'an didn't feel any surprise when he heard such an ambiguous answer.

She can understand, but she still doesn't agree very much: "Xiao Ran, have you thought about it?" If you're just trying to find someone to protect yourself in a hurry, it's still very dangerous. ”

Gao Yanran's face showed a relaxed look this time, she didn't find it difficult to answer the question Zhao Bai'an said, in fact, she had already thought a lot in her head when she was quietly pondering just now.

Human beings are social animals, and they cannot be isolated forever. This is the truth she has always understood in her heart, so she can't live in her own world forever.

She had been living in the shadows before, but after spending time in the dormitory with her friends, she seemed to understand what it meant to be free.

Zhao Baian is a seemingly casual person, but in fact, he lives seriously and is very delicate to emotions, and at the same time he does not lose a heart for the sake of others.

And Yang Liu Yiyi is a big grin, straightforward person who likes to show her teeth and claws on weekdays, but in fact she doesn't have any scheming, and she can put it down immediately when it's time to let go of the princess's squeamishness.

Gao Yanran felt that these two people just made up for the lack of her own character, and at the same time, she was also imperceptibly changed a lot by the two people.

The exhibitionist thing made her feel like she had shed a layer of skin, but from another point of view, it seemed that she could grow better new skin.

She has been thinking about a question lately, she used to think that people, especially men, are terrible.

But recently, she has been thinking about whether her thinking and vision are too narrow, and her mental illness may make her too prejudiced against the world.

So she wanted to try it out and see if she could change her mind and find a little sense of security at the same time.

Gao Yanran's mood at the moment was a little complicated.