No.180 Despair is greater than hope

Life is not as expected, and ten people live in seven or eight.

When despair came, it was accompanied by complete hysterical numbness.

That's right, it's like ......

"There's no point in it all! Hehe... Kill them all, ...... them all Destroy them all!! ”

Hearing the frantic roar of the black brutal demon god, Ultraman Gauss felt a sense of utter despair, gloom, and a feeling of no longer being nostalgic for the world, only the impulse to destroy.

This kind of emotion is not unfamiliar, because Qiu Xuanming has also had such an experience. The first time was when my sister died of illness, and my heart fell into extreme darkness. At that time, I was fortunate to meet Mu Yanxue, so I didn't completely despair, but it was because of this that I made myself extremely yearning for power, money, and power.

Now think about it, what's the use of getting those powers, money, powers? Qiu Xuanming felt that after obtaining those, he would probably do the same thing as the current Ye Yan. Because at that time, I was just a small human being, and I didn't have the power to destroy the world at all, so it was like pursuing power and sending this shit-like world to hell.

The second time was after he had already obtained the power of Ultraman Gauss, but his father died because of his conceit...... At that time, I also had the idea of destroying the world, but I still had the breath of avenging my father, until Ye Yifan said the sentence "We may indeed not be able to defeat fate, but if we don't try, what's pointless?" ”

So Qiu Xuanming still wants to fight once, even if he knows that it may be meaningless to him, but no matter how painful and uncomfortable it is, Ye Yifan and they never give up, so Qiu Xuanming also wants to fight until they get through the difficulties!

Ultraman Gauss quickly transitioned from coronal mode to purple-silver cosmic coronal mode. The resolute eyes were like the blazing sun piercing the darkness, and without fear, he used Mach movement to rush towards the dark Zaki.

Ultraman Dinah was a little confused when he saw that Ultraman Gauss was helping them, he looked at Tiga and asked, "Didn't this guy still obstruct us before?" Why are you here to help us now? Why did you still show up with you? Do you know something? ”

From Han Qixuan's fatal serial question, even Ye Yifan, who was an ancient man, felt a little dizzy, so he could only say to him: "These things will be said when the research is rescued, now hurry up and fight!" ”

"You must explain it clearly after the fight!"

Dinah stood up from the ground, his body obscured by a dazzling glass glow. You can see that the muscles of his body are growing exponentially, and with it comes a sense of oppressive force. By the time the light had cleared, Dinah's body had already been rendered in a large area of crimson.

In the face of Dark Zaki's overwhelming power, a strong form of defense and strength is necessary, so as to prevent himself from being killed by Dark Zaki, and also contain him to a certain extent.

When Ultraman Dyna ran towards Dark Zaki, he happened to see Gauss being punched out by Dark Zaki, and happened to crash into Dyna. Even though he had become as strong as Tarzan, the force caused Dinah to take a few steps back, but fortunately caught Gauss.

Gauss only glanced back, then broke away from Dinah's body and charged towards the dark Zaki again. Ultraman Dinah was helpless, and then he also took heavy steps to attack Dark Zaki together.

"This guy has no team values at all."

Sero sighed, even if Ultraman Gauss, who is an enemy, is on their side, he will only fight alone, but at least it can be regarded as adding a strength, and in this case, he can't be left behind.

Thinking of the Paraji bracelet in Sero's left hand, his body was also covered in a ray of light. After the light dissipated, the blue patterns on Sero's body faded, the upper half of his body was red, the lower half of his body was silver, and at the same time, his head dart, breastplate, and even some of the patterns on his body turned into dazzling gold, and the sense of strength that was not inferior to Gauss and Dinah suddenly exploded.

After changing to a strong corona, Sero once again fluctuated the Palagi bracelet. A dazzling light flashed, and the red, blue, and silver Otesaro shields were tightly held in Sero's hands.

Sure enough, when dealing with Dark Zaki, the first thing to consider was his overwhelming power. Changing into a form dominated by strength, Sero held his shield against his shield and rushed towards Dark Zaki.

Faced with two explosive Ultramans, Dark Zaki effortlessly knocked them out. Ultraman Dyna's bucket-like body floated in the air like a kite with a broken string, and finally landed on the ground, causing a roar that shook the earth.

"Yan, look at what you're doing?!"

The cry close to the soul did not restore the consciousness of despair, and only ferocious boxing was the response!

Sero hurriedly held the shield in front of him, and Dark Zaki's powerful punch slammed into the shield. A thunderous sound echoed in Sero's ears, and the explosive power was still transmitted to Sero even if he was blocked by a shield, which made Sero fly upside down and finally collapse in the broken ruins.

Glancing at the Otecello shield, Sero found that there was a concave piece in the center, and he sighed that the dark Zaki was too destructive, and he also felt ridiculous about the behavior of the mantis arm just now.

Seeing that the three power-type Ultramans were actually killed in an instant, Tiga felt that it was not possible to attack so strongly, and he had to find a way to recall Ye Yan's will.

After turning into Ultraman Tiga, Ye Yifan found that his left hand was not infected by Tiga's posture, and at the same time, his spirit was not eroded. Sure enough, having a powerful body can withstand the forbidden knowledge of the primeval people, so evolving as a life form of light is the best choice......

But at this moment, Ye Yifan was also happy. If Ultraman Tiga is not corrupted, it also means that he can use the power of the primeval at will. And one of the means is to talk directly to the heart.

That's right, just like the man in black has been whispering in Ye Yifan's head, now Ye Yifan can also use this means to talk to the heart of the dark Zaki, so that maybe he can wake up Ye Yan's desperate consciousness.

Ye Yifan, who was in consciousness, closed his eyes and tried to guide his spiritual power to be transmitted into the dark Zaki's body, but there seemed to be an indescribable shadow covering him, and at the same time, a strange voice responded.

What kind of sound is that?

Dark.

Repression.

Wrath.

Hate.

Despair......

These negative emotions turned into a force and hit Ye Yifan's mind directly, as if telling him that his numb heart could not be redeemed, and he could only let it destroy his weak reason.

"Yifan, be careful!"

Hearing an urgent voice, Ye Yifan hurriedly opened his eyes, and what came into his eyes was a pair of brutal scarlet eyes and a black fist full of power.

It was too late to defend itself, and the black fist slammed straight into Tiga's breastplate. With a burst of sparks, Tiga flew backwards almost at the speed of sound, and the dilapidated buildings that stood in the way were smashed like papier-mΓ’chΓ©.

The flames roared, and the filth covered the sky. Tiga could barely get up, and felt that his heart had been shattered by that punch, which was even more powerful than being hit by an electric cannon at the beginning, but fortunately he did not die because of it.

Although the body is aching, it hurts even more in the heart. Ye Yifan couldn't transmit the sound at all, and he could only see the desperate and numb heart of Dark Zaki covered by fog......

"Can't you do it......"

At this moment, Ye Yifan's heart also sank. Why didn't I understand my brother's feelings as an elder brother? Why is there no way to save my younger brother as an older brother? Watching him be deceived by lies, despair, numbness, and finally let him fall into darkness and finally destroy the world?

"Abominable ......"

Ye Yifan clenched his fists, this was the first time he felt powerless since he became an ancient person......

Suddenly, Tiga felt a hand on his shoulder, and he turned his head to see that it was Sero's resolute face nodding at him.

Immediately afterwards, Dinah also put his hand on Tiga's other shoulder, and even Ultraman Gauss was willing to support Tiga's body from behind.

When the whole world is dissolving and dying, someone needs to step up.

In a trance, Ye Yifan heard many voices again, and it was the people in the shelter cheering. In addition, there are also the voices of Senior Sister Gao, Uncle Lan, Captain Tang, and Yanxue.

Ye Yifan listened to these voices and felt that his spiritual power was moisturizing, rising, and surging. Perhaps the kingdom of Niti was destroyed by lies, but this is not Nitty, and people will face darkness.

"Come on, let me try again!"

Ye Yifan felt that his spiritual power was surging like an ocean, and he once again let his heart pass on. This time, not only the sound, but also the consciousness was transmitted. And with the support of everyone, Ye Yifan finally broke through the fog, and together with his consciousness, he came to the depths of the dark Zaki's spirit.

It can be seen that in the city on the verge of destruction, Dark Zaki stopped moving, and even the four Ultramans on the opposite side stopped moving. The scene returned to dead silence, only the scorching wind blew......

Ye Yifan's consciousness passed through layers of fog, and finally reached the depths of Dark Zaki, that is, Ye Yan's heart. The first thing it saw was the sparkling surface of the lake, the sky was an eerie purple, and there was the sparkling Aldebaran radiating with an eerie glow.

In the reflection of Lake Harry, Ye Yifan saw the sky-high giant tower of Kalksa, and a black-haired young man was standing opposite it.

"..... Yan" Ye Yifan knew that it was his younger brother Ye Yan, and he called softly.

The sudden sound made Ye Yan turn his head, his eyes were slightly closed, but he soon opened his eyes again and looked directly at Ye Yifan.

Those gray eyes did not shine like the stars in the past, and only the same gray color remained. There was no anger on his face, it was as calm as the sea before a rainstorm.

Ye Yifan suddenly felt that his face was a little unfamiliar, as if what he saw was not his younger brother but the indescribable king in yellow. For a moment, what it felt as calm Lake Harry seemed to be rippling with waves.

"Yan, let's go back." Ye Yifan sighed lightly, and the cold air seemed to form a faint white mist.

"Everybody's waiting for you to come home." Ye Yifan said again.

At this time, Ye Yan smiled, just like the surface of the lake was rippling, and the Harry Lake behind him was also surging.

"Go back? Go back to that meaningless world? Forget it, no one loves me, and there's no point in going back. Ye Yan stared at Ye Yifan's eyes, his cold gaze was so unfamiliar.

"Didn't I say it....." Ye Yifan wanted to walk over, but was interrupted by Ye Yan's shout. Stay back! ”

"Okay, I'm not coming, I'll just say it here." Ye Yifan stayed where he was, trying to stabilize his emotions.

"Did I tell you? Being a human being is remarkable even to be born in this world. Love is not given by others, but earned by oneself. Even if no one loves you, you have to love yourself! You ......"

"It doesn't matter what has become of it! All !! ”

Before Ye Yifan could finish speaking, he was suddenly interrupted by Ye Yan's hysterical roar. It saw a wave on Ye Yan's calm face, and even the water of Harry Lake behind him was surging.

"Research ...... It's not like this...."Ye Yifan wanted to say something, but looking at his younger brother's appearance, he didn't seem to be able to say anything.

"Even if I take good care of myself, no one will love others! The world won't change either! Endless grief, eternal despair...... There is no point in this world! ”

"But...... Why was I born into this world? No one wants me to be born into this world? Even though there is no meaning to exist, I still want to touch the hope that no longer exists. ”

As he spoke, tears flowed from Ye Yan's gray eyes. This is the first time Ye Yifan has seen his younger brother cry so sadly, and he said: "It is meaningful for people to be born in this world!" Even if you think it's meaningless, love is there. I, everyone, and my mother will feel ..... when we see you grow up."

"Shut up! It's noisy! It's noisy! It's noisy! It's noisy! It's noisy! It's noisy! Shut me up..... Noisy to death!! ”

Suddenly a hysterical roar erupted, causing the space to be terrified. Ye Yifan saw that the turbulent Harry Lake was surging towards this side, covering Ye Yan's body like a dark abyss.

This is Ye Yan's state of mind, so it will also change according to Ye Yan's mood. Looking at the turbulent waters of Lake Harry, Ye Yifan knew that the despair that Ye Yan endured was greater than the hope given by others.

"Then, it can only destroy ......"

Ye Yan sneered a few times in the shadows, and then raised his head, his young face was already full of hideous distortions.

"This meaningless world... Hehe..... It would be nice to destroy them all!! ”

"You... You guys! It's good to all die, hehe...... All... Kill them all!! ”

Then came a raging wave, swallowing Ye Yifan with cold despair......