Chapter 235: Please Kill Me
"Click."
Two men stood in front of the door of an old room, and the dilapidated door rattled with the turn of the key, and then slowly pushed open.
At first glance, the décor is plain, simple and even a little simple, with a pink bed in front and no living room or dining table.
But "although the sparrows are small, they have all the organs", a small bathhouse, a small kitchen, etc.
However, the space in this room is relatively small, the kitchen is open-plan, and the bathroom is only blocked by a door.
The clean kitchen table looks like someone wipes it down often, and the items on it are neatly arranged, so it seems that the owner of the house is a person who loves cleanliness.
"Come in, but be careful, don't mess with things, these things are in a specific place that I put in place, and it's not good to mess up."
Jin Muyin neatly placed her shoes at the bottom of the shelf at the door, and walked to the front of the kitchen with her bare feet counting steps.
After Aya Xiaocheng put the shoes in the same place, he walked in, the space was cramped, there was no room to move, and he sat on the only bed that he could sit on.
Looking around, the humble room, which didn't look like a girl's room at all, was pitted against the white wall next to the bed, filled with lots of stickers.
Several stickers read:
"Come on! You can definitely do it! ”
"Sad, the vegetables are scorched again, and my toes have been hit, it hurts me to death, but I can't cry, I must live with a smile!"
"Don't give up! The future must be bright! If you hold on for a while, you will definitely be able to live a happy and happy life! ”
"Yay! The interview was successful! Now I have living expenses, and I can eat some meat again, and I can finally get rid of instant noodles, although instant noodles are also good, but I am tired of eating, and I have long wanted to change my taste, happy, hehe! ”
"Damn, Xiao Ming dares to scare me, next time he must be good-looking, hum!"
……
A sticker symbolizes Jin Muyin's emotional changes, maybe she can't see everything she writes, but in her heart she can always know what is written on each piece of paper.
Even if Aya Xiaocheng does some very dangerous tasks every day, he has gained a lot, at least he can live in a five-star hotel every day (although he may be broken into at any time... ), eating delicious food, living is not too difficult (except for extraordinary conditions...). )。
But Jin Muyin's life is very difficult, his eyes can't see the light, it's like walking in the dark, bumps and bumps are just small things, the important thing is that it is difficult to survive in this world...
A few minutes later, Jin Muyin came to Aya Xiaocheng with a bowl of hot noodles in both hands.
"Help me hold it, I'll open the table first."
Jin Muyin, who said this, carefully handed the hot bowl to Aya Xiaocheng.
"Be careful, hold the cloth on both sides, and your hands won't be burned."
Jin Muyin reminded that until Aya Xiaocheng took it safely, she groped on the other side of the bed, then took out a folding table, opened it and put it on the bed.
"Come on, put it on this, if the bowl is in the kitchen, just go get it yourself."
After speaking, Jin Muyin couldn't wait to pick up the noodles and put them in his bowl, took a sip, and showed a happy smile.
"Do you eat these every day?"
Aya Xiaocheng didn't start immediately, but swept the noodles in the bowl at a glance, the light noodle soup and a few slices of green vegetables floating on it, obviously just scalded with boiling water, and no seasoning was put in.
"I'm sorry, but after eating the seasoning of instant noodles, I can only scald them with boiling water, if it doesn't suit your taste, I'm really sorry..."
Jin Muyin's hand that was about to hold the noodles just stopped, and her head lowered unconsciously, and the light that was not bright in the first place cast a shadow on her face.
"It's okay, I'll just ask, don't care, after all, I've even eaten raw cockroaches, and noodles are a luxury for me."
"Suck!"
Aya Xiaocheng devoured it, and although Jin Muyin couldn't see it, he could still hear the sound of him eating.
The corners of her mouth slowly pursed into a smile that no one could erase, and then quickly disappeared.
"You've eaten all the raw cockroaches! That's amazing, haha! ”
Jin Muyin raised his head and said with a smile in line with his joke.
Aya Xiaocheng didn't say anything, just silently finished his portion, leaving more than half of the noodles.
After eating and drinking, Jin Muyin stacked the tableware together, silently counted the steps, came to the kitchen, and began to wash the dishes.
"Is that the goal of this mission? Jin Muyin, a girl whose eyes have lost their light, seems to be living alone and living in poverty, and at that time she was about to jump off the building, because of her eyes, did she feel that she couldn't live? ”
Aya Xiaocheng looked at her back and thought.
A sound person cannot guarantee that they can live safely in the real world, and sometimes the pressure on their bodies will force them to choose death, which is not an unreasonable thing, this kind of thing has long been common.
But a person whose body is crippled, unable to see the colors of the world, and who even has to rely on a guide stick to walk, can imagine how much she has suffered since she was a child.
Choosing death is not a relief...
Jin Muyin wiped his wet hands with a cloth and came to the table, kneeling on the ground, his eyes still focused on one point and looking ahead.
After being silent for a while, Aya Xiaocheng opened his mouth and asked, "Why did you invite me to your house and invite me to dinner, aren't you afraid that I am a bad person?" ”
"Of course I'm afraid, a strange man who doesn't know what he's talking about suddenly knocked me unconscious, and ran with me I don't know where to go, which girl is not afraid?"
"That..."
Before Aya Xiaocheng finished speaking, Jin Muyin interrupted him, with a faint smile on his face, and continued:
"But didn't the man do nothing? My money is also in my bag, if I really want to do something bad, in my case, what can I do? ”
Jin Muyin laughed a little self-deprecatingly, her face revealed an indescribable bitterness, which made people's hearts feel inexplicable, what did she experience to say such a thing to such a girl.
"I, I've been abandoned by my parents since I was a child, and after being adopted by the orphanage, I've always been bullied by the children inside, saying that I'm a little blind and stupid or something, but in order not to cause trouble, I have endured it until the orphanage closes down."
Jin Muyin said to herself, her eyes becoming more and more dim.
"I've looked for a lot of jobs, but because of my eyes, they've all been rejected, but that's for sure, if I don't hire a blind man, a blind man who can't do anything..."
"I, I try to live."
Jin Muyin's voice trembled a little, and she didn't know when she shed tears that she couldn't stop, and her hands kept wiping.
"I really want to live, I am constantly looking for work, I want to live, even as a blind man with no light in my eyes, but now I realize that it is all too difficult, at least, at least I can't do it, I am too tired to really persevere."
"So."
Jin Muyin lowered his head and pleaded.
"Since you said you were my wishing spirit, then..."
"Please kill me."
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