My name is Kate Elizabeth Winslet and I was born into an acting family in Reading, Berkshire, South East England.

Speaking of Reading, I believe that many people's first impression is the University of Reading, but I am different from you, whenever I mention my hometown, there will be a howling wind in my ears, because since I can remember, the world is gray.

According to my grandmother, shortly after I was born, my dad rushed back to London after his vacation, because he had a BBC skit in his hand, and my mom was trying to get back in shape after giving birth to me, and when I was eight months old, she gave me to my grandmother, and then rushed to London to live with my dad.

Well, in fact she was back to work.

But unexpectedly, two months later, almost a little over a year old, she became pregnant again.

So, she returned to Reading.

Tossing is my grandmother's evaluation of the two of them.

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When I first arrived in Reading, I only had confusion in my eyes, thinking that this is how babies feel, everything in front of me is unknown, and unlike other children who can contact the world through their parents, my superficial understanding of the outside world, and the intuitive impression they give me, are all passed on to me by my grandmother when I was confused, because my mother is pregnant again, and I am in a very bad mood.

No matter what the season, the wind in Reading is very strong, and my mother's mood is like the wind, coming and going abruptly.

Whenever the wind blew, my grandmother would let me put on her windbreaker, the kind of old aunt of the last century, fat and big, and when I wrapped it around my body, the whole person became a rustic round bread.

When I was a child, my favorite place to go was Whiteknight Lake at the University of Reading, where the breeze rippled, and the swan dads swam leisurely in the lake, and the babies followed their mothers to frolic and forage, and sometimes the baby swans would provoke the squirrels in the trees, and sometimes they would fight for territory with the mallards, and sometimes they would chase away some passing birds, but no matter who they attacked, it was always these guys who failed. And when he sees his child being bullied, the swan father in the lake will flutter his wings and rush to chase the other guys away.

At first, I would be excited to watch the animals fight, and I would have fun with the baby swans when they got into trouble and no one could beat them, and I thought those babies were so stupid! Knowing that you can't beat people, you still have to go on, isn't this looking for a fight? But later, when I went to school and was bullied, I realized that I wasn't even qualified to be stupid like a baby swan.

(′?︵?`)

So I asked my mother, where is my father?

Mom said he was acting with my uncle in London.

I asked my mother again, what is acting?

Mom didn't answer and walked away very angrily.

Filled with curiosity, I didn't understand the situation and asked my grandmother again.

Grandma said that acting is to stand on the stage and bring joy, anger and sorrow to the audience under the stage.

Then I asked, what is the stage?

My grandmother didn't answer immediately, but looked at me calmly, I can't describe her state at the time, I only know that she took me to her own theater after that day, and it was the first time I saw the stage in my life.

That's right, I have a theater at home.

My grandmother and my grandfather ran the theater.

o(^▽^)o

I didn't know what it meant to have a theatre in the UK, a place with a highly developed opera industry, but what I did know was that as soon as I walked into the theatre, I suddenly had a lot of playmates in my world.

There's Alan Parker, and my uncle Robert Bridges asked me to call him grandpa;

There's Bob Hoskins, the balding old man who always likes to make me laugh with candy;

There's Mike Kane, whose glasses I like to play with the most;

And Lawrence Oliver, who I saw very rarely, and Uncle Kenneth Branagh was there every time we met.

The addition of playmates has made me feel less lonely, and while meeting new people, I am most excited to find out that if I can perform on stage, I can be with my mom and dad all the time, just like those baby swans.

So, I told my grandmother that I wanted to go on stage.

At first, my grandmother, my grandparents, when they heard my idea, were full of rejection.

They told me to study hard, saying that the profession of being an actor is not suitable for girls.

I thought they were saying it because they thought I was young, so I wanted to prove myself.

When those actors were performing on stage, I used the opportunity to secretly learn.

When my grandparents found out that I really wanted to be an actor, they gave up and let me participate in the stage play "Virgin Maria" when I was five or six years old, and I was performing on the same stage with my parents for the first time.

After that, acting became an integral part of my life.

Because it allows me to stay with my family all the time.

Even though my parents, uncles and aunts persuaded me to go to school whenever I had time, I still decided to continue on the road of acting, and at the age of 11, I received my first advertisement in my life, and in the same year, I asked my grandmother to go to drama school to sign me up, wanting to systematically sort out the skills of acting.

Maybe it's because the teachers in the school know my grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, and grandparents, so my life in school is actually very easy, and when people are in a good mood, their appetite will be great, and the daily basic skills practice will consume a lot of physical strength, so when I enter school, my weight will rise like my skills.

If I was wrapped in my grandmother's windbreaker when I was a child, I was fat, but after I went to school, I became solid.

But even if my weight soared, the teachers in the school turned a blind eye, because whenever those uncles and aunts passed by to see me, they would praise me for being cute, and those teachers in the school were either their students or their subordinates, who either worked together or just wanted to stutter, in this case, I was the only one in the whole school, and I didn't have to manage my body shape.

Imagine when Lawrence Oliver pinched my face and said, "Kate, you're so cute......"

All over the UK, all the acting teachers combined, don't dare to let me control my diet!

Just when I thought that the beautiful life of performing and eating and drinking as I wanted would last forever, on Christmas Eve in the 90s, I watched a movie with my classmates, and after looking at the quirky little boy on the screen, I was only interested in my parents and food, and I suddenly felt another feeling in my heart.

Holding the popcorn, I said to my classmates, "The guy on the screen is so handsome!" I want to be his girlfriend! ”

However, my classmates told me, "The boy who can break 500 million at the global box office is the most beautiful woman around him." ”

"You're the way you are, you'll never learn Vivien Leigh."

When I heard this evaluation, I was completely confused.

Because I just felt it, but I didn't expect them to give a true evaluation in their hearts.

When I learned that my classmates who usually played well with me thought I was fat and could only be a special actor in the future, I was completely disappointed, especially when Kenneth Branagh helped me take the role of a fat girl in the BBC's children's sci-fi TV series, and I felt that my future was bleak.

Since then, I have discovered that the first measure of an actor is his appearance.

When I understood such a truth, I wanted to go down the road of being an actor, so I consciously controlled my diet and strengthened exercise, although the weight loss was very slow, but it was effective.

Maybe it was because my classmates hated me for being fat, but it was more like they couldn't stand my privileges, so while participating in the BBC's children's sci-fi TV series, I didn't want to put up with strange stares, so I also chose to drop out of school.

After leaving school, there was more time to take over the play, there was a project in 92, and there was a project in 93.

Although they are all 'small' roles in the BBC project, they can hone my acting skills.

Of course, when I was growing up, the boy who made me realize for the first time that appearance is the root of an actor was like a rocket, and he jumped up quickly, just smashed a 500 million movie in 90, and pushed his cumulative box office to 1 billion in the summer of 91, and at the end of 91, he appeared in Michael Jackson's MV, and also made a cameo in Steven Spielberg's movie, and then on Christmas in 92, he contributed an equally wonderful sequel to the world, When I was still honing myself in the BBC TV series, in the summer of '93, he was already the number one box office in film history.

When I saw him on the screen again and again, the stronger I wanted to be in a relationship with him.

Because he's so handsome!

It's even cooler to protect my sister!

However, I understand that the thoughts in my head are just extravagant hopes.

The daughter of a New York real estate tycoon chased him, but he ignored him, how could I, an ordinary little actor, have a chance?

However, it doesn't matter if you don't have a chance, it's okay to think about it......

What if God hears my wish and sends me the script for the first half of Vivien Leigh's life?

As long as God gives me a copy of "Gone with the Wind", extravagant hopes can become a reality!

Maybe God really heard my prayers, and soon after, I received my first film project in my life, "Angel of Sin", and I was the heroine from the beginning.

Well, it's more likely that my grandfather thought I could be the main character......

Peter Jackson was deeply inspired after watching "Strange Tales of the Demon World" in eight or nine years, so he made "The Corpses Play Across the Line", and then won the award for the American exhibition.

Not only that, but in the process of exhibiting, I also met the director of "Strange Tales of the Demon World".

Who is the director of "Strange Tales of the Demon World"?

Isn't that Bob Hoskins?

This guy who likes to tease me with candy the most, after learning that the fat New Zealand man who imitated his own style and carried it forward wanted to make a big heroine movie, and the first girl wanted a young girl from the United Kingdom, he recommended me directly.

And then—

The fat man who saw the idol took me into the group.

After reading the script of "Angel of Sin", I felt that it was a certain gap from the "Gone with the Wind" I imagined, but when I thought that this was an opportunity from the big screen after all, I worked hard to prepare.

After the movie was released, I also received a lot of praise.

Although the box office is not good, in terms of awards, it is good.

Just when I thought that this movie could bring me closer to him, in ninety-four years, he did not star in a movie, but he contributed his strength to the first and second box office movies of the year.

After learning of this result, I didn't eat for three days.

I took a small step, and he took a big leap?

If I continue to do this, even if I make movies for the rest of my life, I won't be able to catch up with him!

At that time, I was only depressed.

But just when I was uncomfortable, Sony's official announcement made me even more angry.

"Spider-Man" chose a heroine, and that heroine is still a shorty?

Reese Witherspoon wants to have no face, to be tall or not, not convex in front, not warped in the back, so she can be a heroine?

Or rather, what that guy likes is this kind of legal loli?

When such a judgment appeared in my mind, my whole body felt as uncomfortable as eating a fly.

Because compared to Reese Witherspoon, I'm a giant.

Even when my aunt, Emma Thompson, told me that her "Sense and Sensibility" had been given the green light by Sony and would be directed by the boy-backed director Ang Lee, I wasn't too excited.

If he liked that type of girl, even if God gave me Vivien Leigh's script, it would be impossible for me and him.

With my loss in mind, I joined the crew of "Sense and Sensibility".

Just when I thought that extravagant hopes could not become a reality after all, the news that he was going to make a love movie suddenly came out.

The budget for the film is as high as 1.5 billion.

I was shocked by this news.

At the same time, I also feel that the opportunity has come!

No matter what type of girl he likes, he doesn't have any willful capital in a romance film with an investment of up to 150 million, and the audience will never accept him falling in love with a girl like Reese Witherspoon!

And me......

Well, although my face is a little rounder and my arms are a little thicker than those Hollywood actresses, and the dress that I wear on someone else that can reflect the slender waist is a shapewear on me, but I have someone!

I could skip all the audition directors and have my aunt drop my resume in front of James Cameron through Arnold Schwarzenegger! If he refuses, I'll vote again! Refuse to vote again! Vote until he agrees!

However, just when I was full of confidence that this role belonged to me, my aunt told me that the role of the heroine was decided by him, and after learning the news, I wondered how an actor has the right to decide who the heroine is in the producer-centered Hollywood?

Isn't this power in the hands of the producer?

And, that's James Cameron!

He could even let that tyrant give up the right to cast?

With this question, I consulted a lot of people, when Alan Parker told me that he was not an ordinary actor at all, but Steven Spielberg's favorite student, when Richard Attenborough told me that Steven Spielberg taught him to make movies by hand, and practiced with unscrupulous burning of investors' funds on the set, when Bob Hoskins told me that Tom Hanks used a movie to tell him about his own character development process, when Anthony Hopkins told me, The actors of the superhero movies were all selected by him, and the Jews helped him get the back......

I fell into despair.

I felt like I was getting to know him for the first time.

I thought his success was all luck, but now I know that none of them are accidental.

After learning that he was in control of the crew, I could only put away the unrealistic thoughts in my head.

I think according to his aesthetic, even if I do it a hundred times, I will not be able to be chosen by him.

But just as I was about to go further and further on the road of winning the award, at the beginning of '96, I suddenly received a call from my aunt, who told me in an excited tone that I was selected, and then in order to better shape the role, I would first go and get along with him for half a year......

Am I chosen?

I was chosen!

When I heard the news, my mind was full of question marks!

Although the roles I have been given since I entered the industry have all been internally determined, I still think that this is the most bizarre audition I have ever experienced in my life! I just submitted my resume, didn't audition, didn't talk to them in person, didn't show them anything, and I got the role???

In that moment, I thought God heard my prayer and kissed me on the cheek!

Without hesitation, I flew directly to Baja California, as requested by the crew.

When I first met him, my heart was beating to my throat.

I was so nervous that I even forgot about James Cameron next to me, and after the light bulb left, I plucked up the courage to thank him generously and bluntly said that I thought I didn't get the role.

I thought that by obeying his straightforwardness, I could narrow the distance between us, but I didn't expect that he had the same idea!

Even according to the information I showed to the outside world, I was defined as a literary young woman who liked Shakespeare!

Oh, my God!

This is simply a divine unfolding that I could not have predicted!

On the surface, the 1.50 billion project casually sets a heroine, which is simply child's play!

Actually, he actually studied me!

And he guessed what I liked!

The point is that he really watched my performance of "Sense and Sensibility"!

I was so excited!

Although he continued to reveal his flaws in the subsequent conversations, and through various topic shifts, I realized that his knowledge of English literary history was only superficial, but I was still very happy.

Especially when he pretended to invite me to dinner, the appearance of not knowing the current situation surprised me, and I took him back to Los Angeles on my own initiative, and then held his face......

Okay! I can't help but laugh every time I think about it!

Because the look on his face after learning that he was deceived by James Cameron, it was really cute!

And his face is so soft!

n(*≧▽≦*)n

After this little episode, we are officially acquainted.

When I learned that he was Steven Spielberg's favorite student, I thought he was a very arrogant and arrogant person, because even a tyrant like James Cameron would give in, but after I talked to him, I realized that he was a very, very, very stuffy guy, and he was sometimes quieter than a girl.

This kind of quietness is reflected in all aspects, when I went to Mexico with him, I found that his personality is very soft, this kind of softness refers to non-principled issues, he can be based on others, and at the Berlin Film Festival, I found that his behavior is very warm, although I have not been in the circle for a long time, but I have never heard uncles and aunts, grandparents, grandparents and grandparents say that someone dares to flirt with project partners in front of some media.

At first, I thought he was just trying to get into character as quickly as possible, and I was happy with this fake relationship.

Well, I feel like I'm talking nonsense.

The guy I've liked for years is around, and if I'm not excited, doesn't that prove that I'm out of the blue?

But after I accompanied him to the old money party, I found out that he really has this kind of character.

Especially in the NBA Draft in '96, it passed early, but it turned out to be that Kobe Bryant left the court directly after he was selected, and the softness that couldn't be faked at all was presented in front of me.

In fact, I have never been clear that as a guy who has been crazy about breaking various box office records since he was ten years old, how can he be such an arrogant and impatient character, in other words, he gives me the feeling that he is like those careerists who have experienced social beatings, know that their success is just a touch of data in the eyes of capital, and want to turn over and become capital.

The mentality of looking down on the process and only looking at the results is by no means something that a young person can have.

I once suspected that it was the accidental death of his parents that made him the sophistication he is now.

But the longer we get along, the more untenable this idea becomes.

Later, I couldn't figure it out, so I didn't want to.

Because of his character, it's good for me!

Every girl wants to find a prince charming of their own!

And they hope that this prince charming will be handsome, rich, and famous at the same time, and be good to himself wholeheartedly!

I grew up in that big dye vat in the British theater scene, and I certainly know that the richer the man, the more he can't control his belts and zippers, and if you want to marry these guys, you have to endure it all.

But he's different!

The softer and warmer he is, the more chance I have to dominate him!

Everyone is selfish, who wants to share their man with others?

Of course, he is also selfish, he is so selfish that he directly asked me to quit the circle.

When I first learned that after dating him, I had to give up acting, and I was actually quite uncomfortable.

Because I thought at the beginning that after becoming his girlfriend, I would not only be able to get him as a person, but also be able to rise step by step in my career, after all, with his network, I could get more projects in Hollywood.

But he told me directly that he didn't want to see me filming with the opposite sex.

Well, possessiveness is mutual, I want to dominate him, he wants to dominate me, and that's fine.

But I can't act, but he can, and that makes me feel very unfair.

Reluctantly, I told him that I needed to think about it, but what I really wanted in my heart was to find a way to convince him.

But before I could figure out what to do, he dragged me to his house for Christmas......

Especially when I was in a state of confusion, he lied to me and made me call out to David and Ganetti for my parents......

At that moment, I thought to myself, or forget it.

If he is willing to marry me, he won't act if he doesn't act.

Anyway, my parents, uncles and aunts, grandparents and grandparents felt that I shouldn't be an actor from the beginning.

The problem is, before I could convince myself, he settled the family property with David in front of me.

To be honest, when I knew that his personal net worth had already exceeded ten figures, I was really very snobbish and told myself, 'Don't pursue any more illusory dreams, God has made your extravagant hopes come true, you should cherish the happiness that is close in front of you, if you give up on this man in front of you, you will regret it for the rest of your life!'" ’

There's no way you're going to find a better man than him!' ’

'Absolutely not! ’

I bowed my head in front of money.

What followed confirmed my suspicions.

Bill Gates, Paul Allen, Steve Jobs......

With their appearance, I found that the dream of being an actor in my mouth is so fragile.

And he gave me the feeling of being like a treasure, the first impression was handsome, the second impression was world-famous, and the third impression after dating was soft and warm, and the final impression was that he was too rich......

If you ask me if I like him, then of course I do, and the first time I see him, I like it.

You ask me if I love him, and I think I love him too, because in the third stage, I'm convincing myself to give up acting.

Of course, his net worth is also the key to my convincing myself, I will not hypocritically tell myself that I only love him as a person, because love can't make people eat or drink, and in the same way, it is precisely because I love everything he has, so I can't wait to let the world know that he belongs to me, and "Titanic" just met my wish.

But people are greedy.

Although my intellect tells me that everything is going just right at the moment.

However, I still wish that he would give me a ring and propose to me sooner.

In other words, when will my name be changed to Kate Elizabeth Winslet Allen, when will I have peace of mind.

The problem is, this kind of thing can't be rushed!

If he doesn't speak, I'm not easy to urge!

However, when I learned at the end of January '98 that I had won the Golden Globe Award for Best Actress, the unexpected satisfaction washed away some of my inner anxiety, and after the party, he pulled me to see three houses in Silicon Valley, Malibu, and Irvine, and I had a strong premonition that my dream would finally come true.

Then, when he dragged me to New Zealand to enclose a piece of land, I was only excited.

Because I can feel that everything is coming.

But I never thought that day would come so quickly!

I will never forget March 21, 1998.

That day, after signing a memorandum of cooperation with New Zealand, he pulled me on the plane.

He told me that we are going back to the Oscars, and after the Oscars, the casting of "Spider-Man 2 and 3" will begin, and the two films are scheduled to start in early August.

Because the time is very tight, if there is anything wrong with the house decoration, I can decide for myself, of course, he will solve the work at hand as soon as possible and come to help, and if I am troublesome, I can also throw the work to David, his expectation is that after the continuous filming of "Spider-Man 2 and 3" is over, all the decoration will be finished, because next, it will be of great use.

Hearing such words, I immediately thought that our wedding date was next year!

The excitement brought by the express announcement made me not sleep at all on the way back.

I was wondering when he was going to propose to me!

When I got home on March 22, exhaustion had finally overcome exaltation.

I just remember that he carried me out of the car, and when I woke up, it was the twenty-three, and then, I realized that something was wrong.

As soon as I woke up, he told me that I was going to the Oscars in the evening.

Because wearing a dress requires a lower abdomen, you can't eat, and it's not good to go to the toilet in a dress, so don't drink water.

So he pushed me into the bathroom and let me shower.

To be honest, I was a little confused at the time, but what made me even more confused was that after taking a shower, the dress brought by the costumer was similar to a wedding dress! The whole skirt is made of 12 layers of white fabric in different shades, and a total of 10,000 Swarovski crystals are inlayed......

I was shocked!

I thought he was going to propose to me after the Oscars!

Because I remember vividly that I once expressed my desire for an Oscar to him.

But after deciding to give up my role as an actor, the Oscars will probably be my biggest disappointment.

I don't think he wanted to disappoint me too much, so he decided to propose to me after the grain was gone.

That's right, my state of mind at the time was like this, and I even thought that his arrangement was really romantic, and then I held back a smile that even stylists and makeup artists could see, and asked them to take care of my makeup.

When I set off with him, his outfit made me firm in my guesses.

Because he combed all his hair to the back of his head, his shiny brain door was very scene-stealing.

On weekdays, when I wanted him to show his forehead, he would always say that it was too formal and had to be used on important occasions.

And the marriage proposal......

Isn't it an important occasion?

I believe that if there was a mirror, I would have found myself at that time, smiling like a nymphomaniac.

But there is no mirror, so I maintain that happiness and walk on the red carpet with him.

Although at the premiere of "Titanic", I walked the red carpet with him, but compared with this time, the scene at that time, it was simply weak, with the appearance of the two of us, the tsunami-like shouts were about to pierce my eardrums, and the audience outside the red line seemed to be our fans, and when he grabbed my waist to sign autographs for those fans, the guy who grabbed the autograph cried directly, and the trembling voice even touched me, and when I turned my head to look at him......

Well, he's mine now.

Styling in front of the blinding spotlight in the photo area, being interviewed by the ABC host at the sponsorship sign at the end of the red carpet, and after we finished the process step by step, a group of people appeared, and I couldn't close my mouth with excitement.

I didn't expect my mom and dad to come too.

When they told me that he had brought them in, my premonition intensified.

After that, the guys who greeted us confirmed my thoughts.

Everyone praised me for being beautiful, and everyone said that I chose this dress well......

I also think it's good, because it's just a veil away.

Maybe it was the urgency to turn the premonition in my heart into reality, or maybe it was something that I had been waiting for for a long time to happen, so when I sat down with him, I was absent-minded.

Who is the moderator?

I didn't even care.

What is the opening act?

I didn't even look at it.

The jokes thrown by the award presenters anytime and anywhere?

When the crowd laughs, I laugh, and when the crowd applauds, I applaud.

I didn't do anything other than muttering to him about the winners I wanted when the nominations for each award came out.

Technical Awards, Honors, Lifetime Achievement Awards, Performances, Speeches, ...... After grinding for more than an hour, the one I heard the most in my ears was "Titanic", I really didn't expect that this movie could win nine Oscars with fifteen nominations, and when the people around me frequently got up, no matter how excited I was, I was a little envious.

Envy them for winning the prize, envy them for successfully reaching the top.

"Who do you think will win the award?"

When the film presentation of the Best Actress nominee appeared on the big screen, I touched him to know what he thought.

However, instead of answering directly, he asked rhetorically: "Who do you think can?" ”

This question actually asked me, because among the five candidates this time, Julie Christie, who was shortlisted for "Wife Swap", had already won Best Actress as early as six or six years, and Judie Foster, who was shortlisted for "Chrono Contact", had two, and they were removed, Helena Carter, who was shortlisted for "Pigeon Wings", Judi Dench, who was shortlisted for "Mrs. Brown", and me, were all selected for the first time, and not only that, but we are all from the United Kingdom.

That is to say, unless the judges vote for Julie Christie, it will definitely be the three of us who win the award, and the judges cannot vote for Julie Christie, because her qualifications are not comparable to Jodie Foster on the scene, so it is an obvious thing that this year's Best Actress was born among the three of us.

In that case, with the three of us on the same starting line, I naturally think-

"Of course I hope I can win the prize......"

When I said this, I suddenly noticed that he was still sitting in the middle of his seat, and he laughed.

Staring at the big screen watching the candidate's clip, he suddenly turned his head and looked at me.

Then I heard the third beautiful words of my life, "As you wish......"

What？？？

When I looked at him in the dark room, my mind went blank.

I widened my eyes to see his expression, to understand his thoughts, to understand the meaning of his words, but unfortunately, he turned his head back, and when I wanted to pinch him with my hand and signal him to turn back again, the introductory video on the screen was just finished, and as the lights turned on, the award presenter opened the envelope, and I understood the meaning of his words.

“And the oes to——”

“Kate Wi。”

At the same time as the wave of applause, those opponents who were as shortlisted as me looked at me with a smile, as if they had already known the result, and I, with my mouth slightly open, looked around with overwhelmed eyes, I really thought I was dreaming.

I? Best Actress? How is this possible? How is this possible?? How is this possible???

Perhaps because I didn't respond for a long time, the guest on stage said my name again, "Kate Wi." ”

When my name spread throughout the venue for the second time, the damn man next to me had already gotten up and picked me up.

Not only that, but he hugged me.

Maybe in the eyes of the audience, he was celebrating me with a smile on his face.

But he didn't say a word of celebration when he put his mouth in my ear, but the second beautiful word I heard in my life, "Remember when we were in Baja California?" I said you'd win an Oscar......"

His words were like a steel knife, piercing my heart hard, I glared at him with surprised eyes, and in order to prove the truth, I also raised my hand and pinched this damn guy, and when he frowned and cried out because of the severe pain, I dared to confirm that I was not dreaming, turned my head, and just wanted to find more answers, James Cameron embraced me with open arms.

"Oh, boy, he's hiding from you so hard!"

"It's true, everything is true, come on stage, if you still feel wrong, then go back and beat him up tonight."

Damn it！！！

I'm sure I was cursing!

If I could, I would even want to turn around and hit him!

In the past three months, that guy has been taking me to eat, drink and have fun on the surface, but behind the scenes, he is actually helping me rush to the Olympics?

Oh! It's simply ! It's simply!! It's simply !!

If emotions could be turned into symbols, I think that guy would have been knocked to death by my hammer!

Although I had been on the podium countless times before, when I took the paper card and saw the name printed in lead on it, the nearly four-kilogram trophy still made me feel overwhelmed when I faced the camera.

Because I really didn't have any preparation, I really thought I was here to go through the motions, I thought he was going to propose to me!

Oh, and when I talk about proposing, something comes to mind in my blank mind.

I remember telling him that if I won the Oscar, I would go to church with him that night.

Oh, my God!

It was only when the joke popped up in my head that I realized why he coaxed me to wear what I wore today!

It turned out that he was premeditated!

What a damn guy!

I was so excited that I couldn't even figure out what my acceptance speech was about.

When I finished my acceptance speech incoherently, held up the trophy for the reporter to take a photo, and then according to my previous experience, I was ordered to go backstage for an interview, and the first thing I saw was him chasing after me.

Then I lifted the little golden figure......

Well, I didn't have the heart to hit him, but pounced on him and bit him the shoulder.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I want to surprise you."

"Surprise? It's a scare, okay! I wasn't prepared at all, you know? I had no idea what I was talking about! ”

"But you're saying it well......"

“Oh！ Shit！ I feel like I've just behaved like on stage! ”

I yelled at him and raised my fist and slammed it directly into his chest, but as soon as I finished shouting, my hand fell off before I could cry.

He thought I really felt embarrassed on stage, but I knew that I was happy, I don't know how much he had to do with this little golden statuette, but I knew that from today onwards, no one could stop me from being surnamed Alan!

Since there are still four awards to be awarded, including Best Supporting Actor, Best Director, Best Actor, and Best Picture, there is not much time left for me to vent my emotions backstage.

Soon, James Cameron raised his arms and shouted, 'I'm the king of the world!' ’

Really, at that time, I really thought I was either crazy or the academy was crazy.

With the addition of my actress and James's best director, we are already fifteen and eleven.

At this rate, the best picture will also be ours.

And by that time, we will surpass Ben Hur as the most awarded film in history.

No. 1 at the box office in film history and 12 Oscars?

It's just a joke, right?

While calming down, I sent James away with applause, and at the same time, I also glanced at the guy who was backstage and didn't know how many punches I punched, looking at the man who showed people with a smile, I didn't know why, and suddenly felt that he was a little out of place with his surroundings, and after thinking about it carefully, I guessed that maybe it was because he was destined not to win the Oscar? That's why you're not in high spirits?

I don't know why I thought this way at the time, and I also know that he is not interested in awards, but it is also an objective fact that he can't win the award, so I quietly touched him and said: "Don't worry about the best actor~ Be happy, okay?" I'm not going to regret it, we'll go to Las Vegas after the awards ceremony......"

If God could give me a chance to do it again, I wouldn't touch him at the awards ceremony!

If God could make me change two things, I wouldn't even talk to Him for three hours!

Because when I touched him, he didn't answer directly, but turned his head to look at me.

After looking at me for a few seconds, he smiled and asked, "Do you want me to register my marriage with you in Las Vegas?" ”

"Register on the same day and get the certificate on the same day?"

"You don't even want a marriage proposal?"

His question really embarrassed me!

Feeling that smile in my eyes, I really wanted to punch him again!

Of course I want to propose!

I still want to go through the proposal, the engagement, and the marriage!

If you know, why didn't you do it sooner!

The point is that there is not even a ring until now!!

As soon as I think of the ring, the good mood of winning the award immediately dissipates.

glanced at him, turned his gaze back to the stage, and said angrily: "Then let's go home directly." ”

I believe he saw my anger at the time, and he did comfort me at the time.

"Wait a minute, give me a little more time."

To be honest, after hearing this perfunctory comfort, I was on fire in my belly.

Listen to what this is!

The progress on my side has reached the certificate, and your side has not even arrived?

That's too much, okay?

Other science and engineering men said that the most annoying thing about chasing girls is not being able to see each other's progress bar, and now!

It's that I can't see your attitude feedback!

Although he helped me win the Oscar, I was really angry at the time.

We've been together for two years, two whole years! From the beginning of '96 until now, we haven't been apart for more than three weeks! With food, lodging and traveling together 24 hours a day, I really don't know what time he will have!

And even if you want time, can you give me an accurate number?

So I can have an idea!

Maybe it was because the occasion was wrong, but maybe I was really too much at the time, so while I turned my head, he didn't chase after the mistake as usual, and just when I was sulking in my life, the award ceremony had already been won for Best Actor, and then I heard the most unexpected result.

“And the oes to——”

“Rolland Allen。”

What the fuck！！！

This result scared me straight out of my seat!

The Academy awarded him the Oscar for Best Actor?

What the hell is this choice!

I just haven't lived in America for a while, why did aliens invade Earth?

To be honest, he won the award, which surprised me even more than I did.

But what surprised me even more was that he rushed to the stage with an excited face, and after confirming that he had won the award in front of media reporters, he made a logically confusing 'acceptance speech' into the microphone, or rather, the time he asked me for before.

I really didn't expect that the little time he said a few minutes ago was really a little bit of time.

"I flew back to Los Angeles from Wellington yesterday and I was unprepared for the numerous byes I had before that......"

“…… Although I didn't prepare my acceptance speech, I did prepare something else......"

“…… I know it's a bit inappropriate to use the time to do other things in my acceptance speech, but for the sake of me, a young man who is pursuing love, please don't kick me down......"

With that, he looked out of the audience.

David, who came in with an additional ticket, didn't know when he touched the bottom of the stage and handed him a jewelry box in his hand.

While bending down to take it, he also put down the little golden figure.

Immediately after, I heard the most beautiful words of my life......

"Kate, can you come up for a moment? This gift was originally intended to be given to you after the Oscars are over, but now that I'm on the side, I think it's the right time for me......"

As he spoke, he also opened the box, and although it was far away, I could still see it clearly.

Because that blue diamond is so big......