No.42 Worldly Vision

After overcoming the abnormal situation, Ye Yifan drove the GUTS Feiyan 1 back, in which Du Fei wanted to ask something, but the abnormal power was too weird, and he couldn't open his mouth at all.

Everyone has their own past, and there are unspeakable difficulties. Du Fei also has it, so he understands Ye Yifan very well, and he can only hope that he can do well in the future, after all, there are people behind him who support him.

"Student Ye, I hope you can pass the training." As soon as the plane stopped, Du Fei said solemnly behind him.

Ye Yifan didn't respond, just nodded.

What whispers, what eternal life, that's just the trick of the old gods. He is him, he is Ye Yifan, what others say is their business, and what he wants to do can only be decided by himself.

That evil force will one day make them pay back!

That's the real restoration!

"Do you think so? Will you forsake us? ”

The indescribable whisper sounded in his mind again, Ye Yifan's burning anger roared from his heart, and he gritted his teeth and responded to the whisper: "Shut up!" I never believed in you! I'll let you pay it back, as a human being! ”

Abandonment? Are you kidding! What if I have believed in you?

You have an unknown purpose, you want to erase my consciousness and want my spirit to be tainted with evil, but what is gone will pass away.

Ye Yifan's consciousness has long been firm, he will not be affected by these whispers, but his heart is still as unhappy as being bitten.

But the chaotic shrill voice in his heart grew louder and louder, almost like he roared: "You are really funny, but don't forget, you once longed for eternal life to me." Let's pay back as human beings? Amusing...... Do you really know yourself? ”

"Ultraman Tiga, we know yourself better than you do."

Du Fei had already gotten off the plane, Ye Yifan was still sitting on the original main pilot, he exhaled a little and looked out the window. There is a blue sky and the GUTS Feiyan 1 waiting to take off.

Indeed, what is gone will pass away, and he does not know himself.

With an unknown power within him, he became the inheritor of the light, and the transformed Ultraman Tiga became the original ancestor of the light. Why was he born spurned? Was it because he was in the darkness that he was able to persevere in the whispers of darkness?

Didn't know about those, but he wanted to know. That's why he longs for truth above life and beyond the world.

Maybe it was because he didn't know himself that the indescribable darkness chose him. They want to confront themselves to the truth, they want to know their truest selves.

So what is he?

Yourself is dark.

That whisper was also dark.

The indescribable voice was silent for a while, and then said in a distorted voice: "Everything you believe in is nothing, what is gone will pass away after all, but since you have abandoned me, I will let you see the truth." ”

"Wait and see, everything will return to nothingness, to the Abyssal Mansion of Lalaye."

The whisper subsided, and Ye Yifan also boarded the plane. The moment he landed, the audience burst into warm applause.

Perfect takeoff, perfect cruise, perfect landing, all of this was seen by TPC staff and students who did not take off, Ye Yifan's piloting skills are really good, I believe he should be able to become a part of that special department through training.

But inside one of the GUTS Feiyan, Qiu Xuanming was looking at him maliciously through the glass, and the sound of gritting his teeth was faintly visible.

The GUTS Feiyan No. 1 he chose was the back position, so Ye Yifan came back after flying a lap, and he hadn't taken off yet.

"It's annoying." Qiu Xuanming whispered, he didn't like Ye Yifan's feeling of being praised by others. Obviously, he has put in more effort than him, why can he still stand in front of him.

He won't be recruited into a special department, definitely not!

"Attention, it's time to take off!" The old instructor behind Qiu Xuanming scolded, and Qiu Xuanming had no choice but to give up, carefully debugging the aircraft data and preparing to take off.

Ye Yifan sat on the apron seat and rested, his mind kept thinking about what the old god said.

We know yourself better than you do, and since you have forsaken me, I will let you see the truth.

......

The coldness in his heart was like a terrible blizzard, constantly sweeping Ye Yifan's spirit. This made Ye Yifan think hard.

Madmen and geniuses are essentially the same, they see the world differently than others, only one is accepted by the world, and the other is not understood by the world.

It is precisely because they do not understand those things that they call the unknown abyss, evil. But is that really evil? Isn't that the truth?

Madmen and geniuses are only in a thought, because they glimpse the truth.

Ye Yifan's thinking is different from ordinary people, and so are those indescribable evil gods. Death in their eyes is a kind of sublimation, the only moment when they can get a glimpse of the truth.

Could it be that he is also ...... Are you part of them?

Ye Yifan's body became stiff, and he could see that there was a soul that was twisting and annihilating, and that painful soul was himself!

"Ahh

Ye Yifan's head began to ache, and something was about to move deeper in his body.

"Boy, are you alright?"

A familiar voice pulled Ye Yifan back from the abyss in his heart. Ye Yifan looked up and found that instructor Du Fei handed him a bottle of water, with a warm smile on his face.

"Thank you, Phineas." Ye Yifan took the water bottle and drank it all, the cold and sweet stimulation was really refreshing.

Seeing this, Du Fei sat next to Ye Yifan and lifted Erlang's legs, and said with a smile: "If you have any troubles, tell me, maybe I can help you solve them." ”

Ye Yifan put down the water bottle, he wiped his mouth and looked at Du Fei: "Brother Fei, have you ever had a particularly desperate time?" It's the desperation of knowing that you can't do anything. ”

"Yes." Du Fei replied without thinking, but his face was still full of smiles. "Once, when I was a recruit on a mission outside, I killed another team member by a mistake, and I could only watch and do nothing."

"At that time, I was really desperate, and I thought about seeking death......"

Speaking of this, Ye Yifan asked again: "Then how did you survive?" ”

"Because of one person, because of the expectations of others." Du Fei moved his fingers and said in a nonchalant tone. But Ye Yifan knew that he was just covering up his past grief.

Du Fei's despair was no less than his own.

Then, Du Fei said: "Our life is not ours alone, it is supported by the hope and support of others, and we continue to move forward." ”

"Boy, you also have someone very important by your side, right?" As he spoke, Du Fei looked at Ye Yifan again.

Ye Yifan nodded and replied: "Yes, but they can't do anything, only I ...... myself."

"What's not to say? Is it enough for them to just be there for you? I said that before, right? Nothing can defeat you, only yourself! ”

"No one is perfect, and even the world is not perfect, so you can only move forward and move forward with everyone's share. For the sake of others, for the sake of yourself! ”

Du Fei's words gave Ye Yifan a great shock. What he did think before was that Han Qixuan and Mu Yanxue really didn't know anything, and all they could do was to stay by his side, give him delicious meals and encouragement, and those evil, desperate, weird, and indescribable could only be borne and solved by himself, and he was the only one.

However, if it is really alone, can it be done? Obviously impossible, despite the power of Ultraman Tiga, it is simply a fool's dream to deal with those evil great beings.

But he had people around him who supported him and stood behind him, so he was able to hold on to this point without being driven crazy by the influence of evil.

What if you don't know yourself? What about a glimpse of the truth? He is himself, Ye Yifan, Han Qixuan's best friend, and Mu Yanxue's childhood sweetheart, they complement each other, as long as they don't give up, they still believe in themselves, then they should move forward.

"Brother Fei, I see." Ye Yifan sincerely expressed his gratitude to Du Fei. Thank you for believing in him when he was crazy, and thank him for telling him what motivates him to move forward.

"It's good to understand, it's good to understand......." Du Fei smiled, Ye Yifan lived up to his trust.

Although Ye Yifan had many unusual features, such as abnormal learning talent and a strange roar on the plane, Du Fei felt that this student had a special shining point. Although he didn't know what it was, Du Fei chose to believe in him, supported him, and did his best to enlighten him.

"By the way, boy, do you have a dream?" Du Fei thought about it and asked.

Ye Yifan was a little surprised, I don't know why Du Fei said this? He thought for a moment, then fell silent.

"I want to be happy like everyone else." After being silent for a long time, Ye Yifan came to the conclusion that this was what he wanted the most.

"Really......"

Du Fei also looked at the sky and thought about it, and finally he got up and left his seat and said to Ye Yifan: "Since you have something you want to do, then you have to move towards that goal." If you think about this, those difficulties can't crush you. ”

After Du Fei finished speaking, he left, but Ye Yifan had some concerns. If they don't live up to the wishes of those evil gods, will they watch it?

Since those evil existences can't affect themselves, do they have to start with the people around them? Destroy your cognitive and psychological defenses step by step and let yourself go crazy?

He remembered the illusion triggered by the plane at that time, the dense corpses on the ground, countless limbs, organs, and familiar faces, and he really felt like he was in purgatory at that time.

If you can't get yourself to believe in us, break your pillars, which is something we can easily do.

At that time, you will be completely crazy, and you will see yourself and the truth......