Osamu Hoshino seemed to be thinking, but he seemed to be just listening.

"What kind of person do you think I am?" Kamikawa asked.

"I don't know what kind of person you are." Osamu Hoshino said truthfully, it's because he can't see through that he is interested.

"Do you know what kind of person you are in my eyes?" Kamikawa instantly closed the lid of the bento box and sat cross-legged with an umbrella to shield himself from the direct sunlight. "Although I've known you for a short time, you're like a robot. There are no joys and sorrows, just follow the set program. ”

Osamu Hoshino didn't refute, although his thoughts and actions were autonomous, but there was no joy or sorrow, and he was right. I don't know when he started to know what emotions are happy, what emotions are sad, what anger is like, what is fear like, when did it start?

It was the year he was left alone.

He has been different from others since he was a child, he is very smart, he can learn some things as soon as he learns, and it is not difficult for him to learn at all. He rarely cries or makes trouble, and most of the time just sits quietly and observes everything around him.

He also remembered very early, as if his parents had been arguing since he was born, and then both of them left him. He is not a child to be born to, nor is he a child to be blessed.

No one in this world loves him, and there is no one he loves. He could not find joy or the joy of being alive.

He is in this world, but he is alive.

"Why are you happy? You're in a good mood right now. ”

Kamikawa instantly raised his eyebrows, he was really in a good mood, even being disturbed by this guy didn't affect his good mood.

"Blue skies and white clouds, and a light breeze, that's a pleasant thing."

"It's commonplace."

"What is the meaning of human life?" Kamikawa instantly closed his eyes and felt the breeze blowing across his cheeks, "For me, the meaning of being alive is to be alive, and to be alive is to enjoy life." ”

"Enjoy life?" He understood each of the individual words, but together he didn't quite understand them. For Hoshino Instant, life is gray, boring and boring.

"There are a lot of good things in the world, but you just see too little." Kamikawa didn't try to tell him how beautiful the world was, after all, what others said was just the word empathy in the eyes of others, but no one could really empathize.

"Maybe I have lost too much, so these little bits of beauty are even more precious." Kamikawa's voice was very light, and the memories of his previous life were no longer nightmares for him.

It feels really good to regain the light.

Osamu Hoshino sat on the side, his legs swinging in mid-air. The height of the fifth floor of the school building was not high for him at all, and he didn't even feel scared when he sat on the sidelines.

Below, there is a lively school, where people frolic and rejoice, exhilarate, and decadent. or brisk or hurried, for life, for study, for their goals, for the sun in their hearts.

I work hard because I am needed, and I strive because I am recognized.

What about him?

He seemed to have nothing.

He looked at his feet, as if he could leave this world with a single leap.

Kamikawa instantly felt that he was even more lonely, as if he had been detached from the world, and he opened his mouth to break his divergent thoughts.

"Don't sit on the sidelines, it's going to be a nuisance to be seen by the people below."

Osamu Hoshino turned his head to look at him, but he didn't move. "How about I jump from here?"

Well? This guy really wants to jump off the building?

Shangchuan instantly felt numb claws, and committed suicide by jumping off the building on the first day of transfer, this is to make a big news!

"It's not good, the height here is not high, and if you don't die if you jump, you'll end up half-paralyzed."

"Most people comfort me when I ask that." His tone remained like a line, without the slightest fluctuation.

"I'm not an ordinary person!" Kamikawa's eyes narrowed instantly, revealing a very kind smile.

"It's too troublesome to persuade a person who wants to commit suicide, if he doesn't want to commit suicide, it doesn't make sense for me to persuade him or not, if the heart of suicide is very firm, then my persuasion of him not to commit suicide will not help."

If some detective were here, he wouldn't agree with him. But why is he so tired? He doesn't like to do thankless things.

"You're funny." This is the second time he's said something like that.

"That's because you've seen too few interesting people." Seeing that he said that jumping off the building was just a casual talk, Shangchuan instantly relaxed, although he said so, but this guy really wanted to jump down, he really couldn't help it.

"Some people like to be public, like flying in the moonlight, like gorgeous magic tricks to enjoy the applause of the audience; Some people like reasoning, like to analyze the cocoon, and enjoy the sense of accomplishment of finding out the truth; Some people like excitement, walk in danger and enjoy the thrill and excitement of walking a tightrope on a cliff; Some people like wealth, but they like money but they also spend money......" Kamikawa instantly used a series of analogies to describe it, except for the first two guys he was familiar with, and the latter ones were all analogies from him.

"Don't you think these people are funny?"

"What about you?"

"Me? I'm just an average high school student. ”

"But you're not ordinary at all." Osamu Hoshino is very upright.

Kamikawa instantly felt that this person was a little bit of a bit of a restraint, and chatting like this was almost going to kill him! And talking to him feels like chatting with a robot, Luo Tianyi's voice is better than his!

"That's just your opinion." Shangchuan looked him up and down instantly, "You are only 18 years old at most, only 18 years old, no matter how smart you are, even if you have experienced a lot in the past 18 years, how much can you really see through?" ”

"One mask after another, one thicker than the other, how many more can you see?"

"Your so-called seeing through a person is just based on the surface, it may be easy for these innocent teenagers with little experience, but what about meeting those who are very good at disguise?"

"Can you see the essence through performance? Or do you have some supernatural ability to hear what's going on in other people's hearts? ”

Osamu Hoshino didn't speak, he fell silent.

After a long time, he came up with four words, "You're right." ”

He stood up from the side and looked down at the campus at his feet. The young man next to him sat cross-legged on the ground, his expression serious and serious. He is still different from him, if he is still in a dim world without seeing the sun, then he has already come out to bathe in the sun.

"If you isolate yourself from the world, then the world will isolate you." Shangchuan instantly turned into a spiritual mentor and sent a wave of chicken soup. "There are gaps in everything, and that's where the sun shines in."