My name is Matthew, and because I have lived too long, my memory has been blurred, and I only vaguely remember that the era I was born in did not have the concept of a country.

According to the historical chronology, perhaps the Neolithic period, which is what humans call it, the primitive world was green everywhere, and humans gathered together like animals to survive.

At that time, I didn't realize that I was any different from other normal humans.

It wasn't until the people around me grew old and died one by one that I realized that I was different from them, that I couldn't age, and I couldn't get hurt or get sick.

Humans began to fear me and fear me, and I had to leave them.

During the long journey, I gradually realized that I was different from ordinary people. Year after year, I grew disgusted with the cunning and cruelty of humans.

Until one day I discovered a prophecy engraved on an ancient tablet that told me that a great catastrophe was about to befall my world.

I warned everyone I met, but no one believed me, and in the end I had to decide to protect the animals I was living with first, and find a safe place to hide as much as possible.

Finally, the day of the catastrophe came, and the floods and torrential rains that covered the sky swept the whole world!

It was the first time in my long life that I felt fear, and that feeling transcended death!

I don't know how long it took for the chaotic world to finally calm down, and the world I knew no longer existed......

But humanity's ability to survive is beyond imagination, and this devastating catastrophe did not destroy them, and I saved one of the dying humans, but I could see that his life had come to an end.

But just as I was about to touch his eyes, a miracle happened, the man actually survived! He prostrated himself at my feet in fear and gratitude.

As a result, my name gradually spread, and some of the people in the ancient times feared me and some worshipped me.

The people who worship me see me as a god, and those who fear me see me as a devil, and in the end the two opposing factions start a fight.

Looking at the piles of corpses, I chose to disappear from the presence of humans, and with a few faithful believers, I lived a life of seclusion.

But those who were afraid and hated me refused to let me go, and they set fire to the mountains and forests where I lived, and drove and killed all the animals that escaped from them.

That was the first time I was angry at the selfishness and narrow-mindedness of human beings, and I killed all the humans who rounded me up, and from then on, my name became synonymous with the devil.

Slowly, I discovered that humans tend to reject things that are different from themselves, and those who cannot control and surpass them are called youkai. Humans even kill them out of fear.

So I did everything I could to take in and protect children like me. In order to change human prejudices, I have even tried to change history with my own power. But I didn't expect this to arouse the vigilance and fear of human beings even more against me.

Eventually, I got really tired and left everything to the believers. And to live a wandering life again.

A long time has passed, and human civilization has also changed with each passing day. The mountains and mountains I loved were lost in the steel jungle.

There are no more stars in the sky, and the rivers and lakes are no longer clear. And those who were confined and lost | Free animals, is this what is called civilization? Humans shamelessly call the earth Mother and they are just pests parasitic on Mother!

However, this disgust changed at that moment, because I fell in love with a human girl......

Her name is Dongfang Liuli.

When the story was narrated here, Dongfang Yetong suddenly realized that he was repeating these things that seemed to be personal experience from the first perspective of "Matthew".

"How is this possible, if you really like a human girl, how can you try to plan a plan to destroy humanity and the world?!"

"Don't be in a hurry, listen to me slowly, it's not over yet......"

As soon as the words fell, the declarative words began to speak to themselves again, and the images that flashed in the darkness turned from their original colors to gray.

The first time I met her, she was a nurse at a children's welfare home. She was unlike any human I've ever met.

It was a smile I'd never seen before, so kind, so pure......

That smile heals the children's pain, and it is a power that does not rely on any magic, but simply comes from the heart.

In order to save a stray dog, she even jumped into a biting and filthy sewage ditch in the cold winter.

"Need my help?"

I couldn't help but talk to her.

"Thank you!" She smiled brightly and happily.

For the first time, I had this wonderful feeling, I fell in love with this girl, and that warmth passed from the palm of my hand and made me happy like I had never felt before.

I'm no longer alone. If this happiness lasts forever, maybe I won't be disgusted with this world anymore......

But one day, I noticed that the smile on her face was fading......

Even I, as a god to be called, couldn't see through her heart.

Until one day she suddenly disappeared, leaving me with only a farewell letter. That's when I learned the truth of everything.

The positive cross represents the church, the reverse cross represents heresy, and I, who is called heresy by human beings, also established a church organization that is hostile to me in this world, I didn't expect that she was actually a member of the church!

Because her people died in my struggle with the church, she volunteered to join the church that stands for "justice."

It turned out that she knew my true identity from the beginning, and she was supposed to kill me as instructed by the church.

But she didn't do that, she didn't tell me why, she just chose to leave alone, so I went crazy to find her whereabouts.

I left everything behind to see her again, just to find an answer! Why not say goodbye......

In the end, I found her in a small town in a poor mountainous area, but everything was ...... It all came too suddenly.

"Poof!"

The bullet pierced her chest, and the blood that had been cut through it froze in the breathless air......

It turned out that the church had expected me to look for her. Traps had been planted around beforehand, and she was blocking the bullets that were supposed to kill me.

The smile that had faded bloomed from her face again, but her life was already fading away like a candle in the wind......

I could not heal her wounds, and I had saved countless lives with God-given power, but I could not save hers......

"Please don't be sad, it's all predestined, believe me that one day, we will meet in that distant paradise......"

Dongfang Liuli took off the crystal necklace hanging around her neck with a trembling hand and handed her to Masheuka's hand.

"I'm sorry, Matthew, for using the Companion Charm on you, it's ...... Antidote, please ...... Please don't suffer for me, and be completely free from missing me......"

Until I finally saw her eyes closed forever, I couldn't accept that she had completely left my reality, what "companion spell", what church, what human, all of this...... For such useless things...... Let you die......

In this world, it can be compared to the life of the glass...... It doesn't exist at all!!

I couldn't suppress my pain and anger, and at that moment, a voice whispered to me......

"It's the fault of humanity, it's the fault of this world, it's the fault of the gods who created it...... If you don't like the world, recreate a world free of pain and sorrow! ”

At that moment, my soul was consumed by anger and the desire to destroy, and the thought of destroying this world at all costs took over my heart, because I hated selfish human beings, and I hated this world that had taken everything from me.

I hate the selfish human being, I hate the world that has taken everything from me, I want to use all my strength to try to save her, but there is a force in my body that wants to stop me from doing so, like another personality hidden deep inside, two forces fighting for control of the body, one because of love and the other because of hate.

Suddenly, the power representing abomination gushed out from within! There seemed to be a powerful suction force in Liuli's body, and she sucked all that evil power into her body.

It was her remnant soul who sealed all the evil thoughts in my body, and it was she who saved me, this beautiful and kind girl has done so much for me, and I can't give her any happiness.

Seeing her dying, as if she was going to leave this world, lying in my arms, even though all the evil thoughts in my body disappeared, but I still wanted to save her, just when I fell into this thought and couldn't extricate myself, a familiar voice came to my ears.

"If it goes on like this, we'll lose both, I don't want to disappear, and you don't want to lose her, right......?"

The trace of evil thoughts remaining in the body was unwilling to disappear like this, and made a low and seductive voice.

"You don't want to lose her, do you?"

Of course I don't want to lose her, for her I can give up everything, eternal life, creation, all power can be given up!

"Then we might as well cooperate, only then can we coexist......"

Masheuka: "......"

"Don't think about it, even if you use all your strength to save her, you will disappear, she knows that you died for her, and you will live in pain and sorrow and self-blame, listen to me, seal her breath, and I will tell you how to save her......"

As a result, the other personality and the master personality created by the [Companion Heart Mantra] reached a consensus, and on the one hand, they tried every means to awaken Dongfang Liuli, while on the other hand, they were carefully planning an attempt to destroy the world and mankind.

The cubic of three is the order of the world.

Find the descendants of the Ancient Tribes.

Collect three-color pearls.

Open the door to the reversal of yin and yang, cross the boundary between life and death, and reunite with the people you love on the other side of heaven!

……

The ideology of the overlapping souls ended, and Matthew left the body of the Eastern Night Pupil and returned to the back of the ice coffin, time only passed for a few seconds, but just now it seemed that something incredible had happened.

"That ...... just now"

"Yes, you read that right, that's everything I've experienced since I came to this world, and now you should know who I am, at that time, Liuli absorbed all the evil thoughts in my body, and it happened that my thoughts on behalf of "goodness" were mixed in, and the person who called himself Masiuka in the outside world was just a remnant of evil thoughts that magnified himself infinitely, so to speak, after such a long time, it may have occupied my body......"

Dongfang Yetong's eyes suddenly became dim, if what he said was true, it means that the real "Maxiuka" is just a poor victim, I seem to understand her feelings, the person she likes is dying in front of her eyes, but she can't do anything, for herself, it is an irreplaceable existence, if it were me, I'm afraid I would too, if it ...... Sister...... Maple......

If it will disappear one day......

"I guess you're not just here to tell me......

Dongfang Yetong shook her head slightly, she didn't dare to think further, her eyes fell on Matthew's body again, yes, he just said that he wanted me to do him a favor, what exactly did he want me to do?

"Yes, that's right......"

Dongfang Yetong was speechless, quietly watching him, continuing to wait and listen.

"It's easy, I want you to kill me......"

Matthew said calmly, without a hint of turbulence or fluctuation in his tone.

"What?!"

As soon as the words fell, Dongfang Yetong was stunned, his body shook slightly, and his eyes widened suddenly.